The Highlander's Stolen heart (Macinnes Sisters Trilogy) (7 page)

Emma shivered, knowing the old fool talked nonsense and yet his words still frightened.

She jumped when she felt Rogan’s hand on her arm. He gave it a reassuring squeeze, then he slowly ran his hand down until it lay on top of her hand. Then, as if it was common place for him to do so, he pressed his fingers intimately between hers, gripping her hand from atop. Emma stared at their attached hands. What was he doing? His actions clearly showed his claim on her, but why? He had no such claim.

“The Dark Dragon is a man and no more. He does not command the dead, though he is a shrewd leader of man,” Rogan said.

Samuel shook his head slowly. “He is more than shrewd, his men more than common warriors. He conquers all in his path and once captured, there is no escaping him. You are his forever.”

Tears stung Emma’s eyes. She did not want to think of her sister being in the clutches of one so evil or that there was no possibility of rescue. She would not rest until Heather was freed or she was a prisoner along with her sister.

“The most powerful weapon the Dark Dragon possesses is fear,” Rogan said. “And he uses it wisely. He fosters myths and lets them grow, giving him more and more power. I do not fear myths, and I do not fear him.”

“Then you are a fool,” Samuel said sadly, “for myths hold a kernel of truth.”

“And the kernel grows, but not the truth,” Rogan said, “which leaves the Dark Dragon nothing more than an exceptionally skilled warrior.”

“I hope you never have to face him, my son, to prove your theory,” Samuel said and sipped at his broth.

Emma admired Rogan’s courageous and persistent nature. It meant that he would not give up on finding Heather, and she was ever grateful for that. And she truly did not mind at all that he still kept his hand firmly locked with hers. It gave her hope and made her feel so pleasantly strange.

“Please, you and your intended take my bed. I will make use of the floor.”

“Nonsense,” Rogan said. “I will not see you put from your bed.”

“I keep a pallet for those cold nights when it is wiser to sleep close to the hearth, so I do nothing that I have not done before. Besides, the lady will be warmer with you wrapped around her than only the thin blanket I can supply.”

“Then I thank you for your generous hospitality.”

Emma continued to wonder as she got into bed how it was that Rogan and she would be sleeping together tonight. Why had Rogan not corrected Samuel’s assumption? Why did he let the old man go on believing that she was his intended?

Once in bed, she realized it was narrower than she had thought. How they would fit, she did not know. She found out soon enough when Rogan finally joined her.

“On your side,” he ordered, “it is the only way we will fit.”

She turned and he slipped in, resting against her, his hand draped over her waist.

“The least strangers know the better, since we do not know who to trust,” he whispered near her ear.

Patience would certainly approve of his prudence, though Emma did not know if she would approve of her sleeping with Heather’s intended. But then she and Patience would do whatever needed to be done to find Heather. And she could not say it was a chore lying next to Rogan in bed. She had wondered what it would be like to share her bed with a man. Now feeling the warmth and strength of his body against hers, she had to admit that it was much nicer than she had imagined. But then she felt safe and comfortable with Rogan and that probably made a difference.

Emma tried to ignore the little sparks nipping at her flesh, but how could she when several sparks hit her nipples, turning them hard. Then there were the sparks that tickled and dampened between her legs. If he could evoke such a response from lying harmlessly against her, what would happen if he touched her in such intimate places?

The thought rushed a heavy blush to her cheeks and she was glad he could not see her embarrassment. She shifted her body, hoping to ease away from him a bit.

“Uncomfortable?” he asked once again, settling close against her.

“Restless, is all,” she whispered quickly, not wanting him to know how he stirred her.

He pressed his face near her ear, and whispered, “We will find Heather, I promise.”

And she will be all yours
, Emma thought and for once in her life she was jealous of her sister. Tears quickly rushed to her eyes and she let them fall quietly, not wanting him to know she was crying. Not wanting him to know how ashamed she was of her thoughts. She soon fell asleep with wet tears staining her cheeks.

Rogan gently wiped her tears away as soon as he felt her body go limp with sleep. He was startled by how attuned he was to her body. It was as if her senses were magnified and he could feel each and every one of them as clearly as his own. He had felt her quiet intake of breath and felt her body grow taut when her tears started to fall. Her sorrow had stung him as strongly as if it had been his own.

But what startled him the most was when with one shift of her body, she had become aroused by their closeness, and he had had to fight his own quick mounting arousal. It was not the time for him to be growing hard when lying so close against her. If he was more truthful with himself, he would admit that his decision to sleep with her had not been purely due to trust as he had claimed. He had wanted to join her in bed to prove to himself that his stirrings for her had been nothing more than harmless lustful wanderings.

But now lying here in bed with her, his thoughts, body, feelings so attuned to hers, made him wonder over this plain woman asleep in his arms. What was it about her that set his heart to beating more strongly whenever he laid eyes on her, set his glance always in search of her when she was not near, set his manhood constantly stirring for her?

Move away from her. Keep your distance
, his thoughts warned.

His body responded, tucking her closer against him and tightening his arm around her.

Emma did not want to open her eyes and fully wake. She was much too comfortable and content where she was to allow anything to disturb her. The chores could wait a while, and she was not yet hungry for the morning faire. So, she much preferred to linger in the pleasant warmth and comfort of her bed. She wrapped her arms tighter around the solid yet comfortable form and cuddled closer, tightening her leg around it. She nestled her face against the linen, inhaling a rich, robust scent that stung her nostrils most pleasantly.

She could not recall the scent, but surely it was one of her flower and herbal blends that she had the servants use when scrubbing the bed linens. She sighed and soaked in the favorable scent as she buried her nose in it.

Hard so hard
, she thought.

Her eyes shot open and she bolted up in bed, the realization of where she was finally dawning on her. She looked down at Rogan and thought she saw lust, hot and heavy, stirring in his eyes. Had he gone that long without a decent poke that lust had gripped his loins for her? Or was she simply imagining that he could actually lust after her?

The latter seemed more likely and left her feeling lonelier than ever. Men might lust after her as a last resort, but no man would willingly lust after her or love her. The sad thought left an ache in the pit of her stomach, and she made a quick move to climb over and away from him.

When she felt his stiff manhood brush against her, she froze. Then she realized it was Rogan’s strong grip on her arms that kept her from moving.

He stared at her, his rock-hard arousal jabbing at the point between her legs. Her body suddenly fired to life, stinging her with such potency that her only thought was to slip down on him and take him inside her.

“Those wicked thoughts will get us both in trouble,” he warned in a curt whisper.

Good God, was her passion that transparent? Heat rushed to stain her cheeks as she ordered sharply, “Let me go.”

He released her after he swung her off him and the bed, landing her on her feet. She hurried away from him and over to the fireplace, glad Samuel was not about.

Rogan bolted out of bed, grabbed his cloak from the peg, and without a word to Emma walked out of the cottage. He stood stock-still outside the door a moment in an attempt to regain his sanity. He had woken aroused and for a good reason. Emma had been wrapped around him, her leg over his, her face rubbing against his chest, and he had had all he could do not to touch her. She had been warm, soft, and persistent in her need to get closer to him. He had seen in her eyes how very much she had wanted him. For a moment, a brief moment, he had thought she would mount him and, God help him, he had wanted her to.

This was not good, this strong desire he had for her. It was so much stronger than the lust he felt for the occasional willing woman he would enjoy. It was more a hunger that needed to be fed, and damn if he wasn’t salivating for a taste.

“Good you are awake,” Samuel said with a smile as he approached Rogan. “I did not want to disturb you two. You both looked so content wrapped around each other. You are lucky to have found such a strong love. But the morning is running on and you will need to eat before you take your leave, which I assume you want to do posthaste since the rain has stopped, though the gray skies remain.”

Found love.

More duty than love was what had Rogan wedding a woman he did not know. He barely gave thought to love. He had no time or want for it. Duty was something he knew and understood. Love was... something he never thought he would experience.

With a shake of his head, Rogan turned his attention to the weather. His mind had been much too occupied with Emma. Casting a glance around, he saw that the land had received a good soaking, which meant mud had swallowed the tracks. Now what did they follow?

“Let me provide you with a good meal before you take your leave,” Samuel said and eased past Rogan to open the door and enter the cottage.

“First, I will see to my men,” Rogan said and walked off, needing time away from Emma to collect his thoughts and ease his arousal.

Samuel watched the mighty warrior strode off and smiled, then turned and entered the cottage.

Emma turned with a jerk as the door opened. She was not ready to face Rogan, was not ready to admit to her own body’s traitorous reaction to him. So, she was relieved to see it was Samuel who entered.

“Gray skies, but no rain,” he announced and immediately got busy preparing food.

Emma offered to help, but Samuel insisted he needed none and ushered her to a chair at the table as he continued to work.

“Do not worry so,” Samuel said. “You will find your sisters soon.”

“I do not know what I would do without them,” Emma said with a tearful sigh.

“And you will not have to,” Samuel insisted. “You will find your way to one another and all will be well.”

For some reason his words reassured her and a distinct calm settled over her that she had not felt since she had been with her sisters.

“Tell me about Patience and Heather,” Samuel cajoled.

Emma smiled and was soon spilling stories of her sisters, laughing as she did.

~~~

Rogan never joined Emma for the morning meal. Samuel packed a sack of food for them and after giving her a loving hug, wished her well and told her that Rogan and her love would see them through the most difficult of times.

Emma thanked him for his generosity, though wondered over his words. The old man’s eyes had to be failing him if he thought he saw any love between Rogan and her. Ignoring his foolish remark, she mounted her horse.

Rogan was already astride his horse and she had no doubt that he had purposely stayed away from her and was continuing to do so. With him keeping his distance, old hurtful memories stirred in her. It was what many a young lad had done to her, claiming her too frightful to look at and to be around.

Heather had always been there to comfort and reassure her and that reminder had her missing and worrying about her sister even more.

The small troop’s movement shook Emma from her musings and she quickly followed, hoping the day might find them successful, at least in some small way. The day wore on with nothing to show for it. If anything, the heavy rain had left it more difficult to locate any tracks and Emma wondered if they were going in circles.

At least, the gray skies brought no rain, though by the time they camped for the night there was a sharp chill in the air. Rogan continued to avoid her and that was fine with her. However, when it came time to bed for the night, she was missing the warmth and comfort of his solid body.

She shivered most of the evening, the ground as chilled as the air, and did not fall asleep until well into the night. When she woke, she found a blanket had been added to her own and wondered who had been so thoughtful. When no one stepped forth to claim it, she rolled it up and packed it away with her own, grateful to have it.

Gloomy gray skies greeted them again the next day and a grumpy mood spread amongst the few warriors. It was growing ever more obvious that the men thought it a hopeless and dangerous venture and mumblings about returning home were growing louder.

When they stopped for a brief rest and the few warriors huddled with Rogan, Emma feared what they were discussing. The logic of their concerns was not lost on her. With few men left, no tracks visible, and danger lurking at every turn, the wise decision would be to return home. But that would mean a delay in finding Heather or could possibly prevent Heather from ever being found. The realization that her sister might never be found suddenly hit her like an arrow to the heart, and she turned away as tears rushed to fill her eyes.

Rogan’s tremendous roar ripped through the air and had her swerving around to see warriors rushing out of the woods—too many warriors. They would never be able to defeat them.

Fight,
she heard Patience yell in her head and Emma did not hesitate. She grabbed a sword from the sheath of a warrior’s nearby horse and joined the melee.

Rogan’s warriors fought bravely, though outnumbered, and Emma did as her sister had taught her. She continuously swung her sword so none could get near her. But none of the ghost warriors actually seemed interested in her. They concentrated on the few warriors, especially Rogan. He was outnumbered.

Emma quickly made her way to him, ducking, darting, and maneuvering as best she could around the warring warriors. But just before she could reach Rogan, one of the three men he was fighting struck him on the head with the hilt of a sword. As soon as she was close enough, she lashed out at his attacker as he delivered another blow to Rogan’s head that sent him collapsing to his knees.

The ghost warrior turned on her, striking her. The blow to her shoulder sent her stumbling backward and before she slumped to the ground, she watched as a final blow was delivered to Rogan. His face hit the ground as all went black around her.