Read The Key to Starveldt Online
Authors: Foz Meadows
There was an odd note to the seer’s voice. Evan frowned, walking over to crouch by his sister’s arm.
‘Jess? You feeling all right?’
‘Not particularly.’ She maintained her ceiling vigil. ‘We’re drifting, is all. So, I mean, great – we have new information that Sanguisidera is a crazy lady and Glide was guilty and Sharpsoft exists in a moral grey area. Whoop-de-la. But what about interpreting the prophecy? What about finding Starveldt?’
Silence greeted this remark.
Electra broke it. ‘We know Laine’s the Watcher,’ she said. ‘And I was thinking that maybe – I mean, assuming not every line in the prophecy is literal, but maybe I’m the Bright One. Because, you know. Of the glowing. Not that I know about listening to the dead, but –’
‘Lex!’ Jess sat bolt upright, grinning. ‘Yes! That makes
perfect
sense. See, people? Progress! This is what progress looks like! Any more revelatory contributions?’ She looked at them all, eager as a birthday girl for presents.
Solace found that she was smiling. She hated being melancholy, and Jess in a good mood was hard to resist.
‘Shadowfriend. Is me.’
Everyone turned. It was Harper, hanging in the doorway and looking only slightly worse than if he’d been hit by a piece of heavy construction equipment and inexpertly buried in a chalk pit. At their expressions, he managed a grin, which made him look a little less cadaverous.
‘I’ve been listening for a while,’ he explained. ‘I just couldn’t get up.’ He glanced from Evan to Solace. ‘Meant to say, thanks. I remember you guys looked after me. After the bar.’ Then his eyes went straight to Paige, and stayed there. ‘Thanks to you, too,’ he said, more softly than before. ‘For staying with me.’
Paige trembled. Leaping up, she crossed the room and flung herself at Harper, wrapping herself around his torso in a miniature bear hug. He grunted at the impact, but otherwise remained steady, even dropping a shaky kiss on the top of her head.
Solace looked away, feeling both relieved at their reconciliation and deeply uncomfortable, as though she were intruding on something private. For a few awkward moments, everyone followed Jess’s earlier example and stared at the ceiling, not quite sure where to rest their eyes.
Then Paige giggled, and the spell was broken. One arm around Harper, she led him to the lounge and helped him sit, as happy as Solace had ever seen her.
‘You were saying?’ Jess said, somewhat archly. ‘Shadowfriend?’
‘Yeah.’ Harper nodded. ‘I think it’s another Trick reference –
in silence burning
, you know. And fire casts shadows.’
‘I agree,’ said Laine, in the same subdued voice she’d used earlier. Her eyes flickered to Evan, and again, Solace wondered what she was missing.
‘Daughter, Watcher, Bright One, Shadowfriend.’ Manx ticked them off on his fingers. ‘That’s four down. Not bad.’
With typically impudent timing, Duchess sashayed out of Solace’s room, tail held aloft like a thin blue pennant. Solace translated the remark, wondering distantly for how long her guardian had been listening in. Probably, she’d teleported as soon as the door was shut.
Evan scowled. ‘Not that I’m not grateful for your rescuing us again, but rather than waltz around being generally catlike and annoying, why don’t you give us some actual advice?’
After Manx dutifully relayed this, Evan continued. ‘Because you’re not just an
ordinary cat
, are you? Not even a cat with Rarity. You’re something else. You didn’t meet us by accident, and you’re not helping us just for the free swans. I mean, you knew about the Rookery, and Liluye. Just now, even, you knew –’ he paused, irritated at the lie, ‘– that we’d gone somewhere, and that the key wouldn’t be enough to get us back. And I recall Solace mentioning that a cat was there the first time she ever met Grief, too. Tell us the truth, Duchess. What are you?’
There was a pause. Duchess lashed her tail, clearly annoyed. For all she’d sworn Solace to secrecy about her true relationship with the prophecy, she’d done precious little to conceal her own knowledge of events. Rather, she’d flaunted it. As though she deemed them too stupid to work out the obvious, or simply trusted that their perception of her as a weird cat-creature would remove any curiosity about her words and actions. Whatever the cause, she’d ceased fooling Evan the instant she’d saved them from Mikhail.
As Duchess watched them with pale, slit-pupiled eyes, Solace realised just how little she really knew about her strange guardian. If it hadn’t been for Sharpsoft’s confirmation that Duchess had known her parents, she’d be a lot more worried – but then, she remembered, her friends didn’t know about that, either.
Manx translated in a rush of breath. All eyes flickered from Evan to Solace to Duchess and back again.
‘But we found you,’ Electra said, confused. ‘In the alley, when we were looking for a place to stay. You showed us that house, and then the Bloodkin –’
The silence that followed was icy.
‘Do you mean,’ said Paige, as though she couldn’t quite believe it, ‘that you led us into that trap
on purpose
?’
Again, Manx acted as relay. Paige’s gaze whipped to Solace. ‘And you
knew
about this?’
‘Yes. I mean, not at the time, though. Later.’ She was too tired to be outraged and too weary for guilt or apology. ‘I only figured it out at the house. Duchess was meant to bring us there once we’d met the Bloodkin. She told me not to say anything. I’m so sick of secrets.’ She rested her head on her knees.
‘What about Sharpsoft?’ asked Evan, getting in over the top of Laine and Electra. ‘Is he a guardian like you, too? Or has he gone over to Sanguisidera?’
For the longest moment, Duchess simply stared at him.
And before Manx had even finished translating, the little cat vanished in a flash of green light.
As one, they stared at the space where Duchess had been.
‘Well!’ said Paige, breaking the silence. ‘That was illuminating. Or, like, not.’
‘Yes.’ Manx ran his tongue over his teeth. ‘Weird.’
‘You totally made her vanish, Ev,’ Jess said accusingly. ‘Way to deprive the rest of us of question time.’
‘I didn’t!’ Evan crossed his arms. ‘She was just being, you know, prickly. And hiding things from us.’
His gaze moved to Solace. She still couldn’t meet it. Instead, she opened her mouth to speak, but found herself yawning. They’d begun the day hungover, and a lot had happened since.
‘I think,’ she said, surprising herself, ‘that I might go lie down for a bit. If no one minds.’
‘Be my guest,’ said Electra, nodding towards the rooms.
‘Not a bad idea, actually.’ Jess stretched like a leopard. ‘Even bold adventurers need naps.’
‘A noble sentiment,’ Solace mumbled. Tiredness fell on her like a wave. With leaden eyes, she stumbled into her Rookery room, undressing on autopilot. Her last thought as she climbed into bed, muzzy and incoherent, was of Glide.
I hope he heals. I hope he deserves to heal.
She was asleep in moments.
‘Y
ou awake?’
‘Mm?’ Solace swam towards consciousness through a thick, dark sea of sleep. Someone was sitting on the edge of her bed, one hand shaking her shoulder. Groggily, she debated whether this was significant, and overwhelmingly decided not.
Sleep is always better.
More shaking, insistent and unwelcome. Solace groaned.
‘Go ’way.’
‘Come on, Lacey. I need to talk to you.’
It was Evan. Solace blinked. Her eyelids felt stiff and heavy. Clutching the doona to her chin, she stared at the empath through the grey-black light and wished like hell she hadn’t undressed before getting into bed. Embarrassment warred with irritation. Irritation won.
‘Dammit, Evan!’
‘Shh!’ Frowning, he waved a hand at her. ‘Keep your voice down! The others aren’t awake, and they don’t need to be.’
‘And I drew the short straw why?’
‘Because you’re the only one I
can
talk to about this. In a good way,’ he added quickly, seeing her expression. ‘Look, it’s about Laine, so I can’t go to her. Manx would never let me hear the end of it. Jess would kill me for not having said anything already, Electra would be honour-bound to tell Jess, and Paige and Harper are still being weird about pretty much everything. Which leaves you.’
Solace groaned. ‘You really know how to flatter a girl, you know that?’
‘Hey, you
should
be flattered. I’m saying you’re trustworthy. Also, that you won’t laugh.’ He gulped. ‘
Please
don’t laugh. Not that it’s even funny – but just don’t, okay?’
‘I won’t.’ Surprised, Solace forgot her embarrassment enough to sit up straight, keeping the doona pulled tight to her collarbone. Even in the darkness, she could see her friend was uneasy. ‘What is it?’
Resettling himself on the bedside, Evan exhaled and looked away.
‘I slept with Laine, back at the house. After Duchess rescued us.’
Whatever she’d been expecting, that wasn’t it. Solace made a choking noise.
‘You
what
?’
‘You said you wouldn’t laugh!’
‘I’m not laughing! This isn’t laughter! This is
shock
. And under the circumstances, I’d say it constitutes a reasonable reaction!’
Evan jerked his head in probable assent. ‘It was just, I mean – that whole dungeon thing was so crazy. She’s psychic, I’m empathic, we were exhausted and horny and we shared a room – it just sort of
happened
. A random natural occurrence.’
‘What, like rains of fish or spontaneous combustion?’ Solace flung up her hands, felt the doona slip and grabbed it just in time, blushing furiously. It was a measure of how distracted Evan was that he didn’t so much as raise an eyebrow. Pulling her knees up, she re-wrapped herself carefully. ‘Look, if you want advice, you’ve come to the wrong person. Remember that whole I’ve-only-been-kissed-by-two-people-and-they’re-both-murderers thing? My lack of a functional love life is
way
more screwed up than yours. Which is saying something.’
Evan gave a choked grunt. ‘I think you just insulted yourself more than you insulted me. So, thanks?’
‘Hah.’ Solace scrunched her toes. ‘Seriously, Evan. Why are you telling me this?’
‘Because I had to tell
someone.
And I trust you.’ He sighed, running a hand through his hair. ‘And because of what’s been, you know. Happening. Between us. With the bond.’
She felt her pulse twitch. ‘Oh. I … thanks, then.’
‘It’s just, we don’t know how this works, and I didn’t think you’d want to find out that way. Like I’d been keeping it secret on purpose.’ He paused. ‘Which, well, I have been. But you know what I mean.’ He dropped his gaze. ‘There’s something else, too. Even before the vision, my Trick’s been getting stronger, the past day or so.’
‘Since we came to the Rookery?’
‘Not quite.’
He stared at her. Solace was puzzled. Then she blinked.
‘You mean since you slept with –’
‘Yes.’
‘Oh.’
‘And now,’ said Evan, his tone becoming agitated, ‘it’s like, everywhere I walk, there’s this soup of emotion, this mindscent fog, and I can’t tamp it down or shut it off, right? And sometimes it’s bearable – I mean, you’re fine, you don’t bother me even with the bond, and some of the others can be okay – but I’m pretty much always aware of Laine. And it’s not like I get coherent thoughts from her, but what she feels that doesn’t have to do with Paige and Harper is always directed
at
me,
about
me, only I don’t –’
‘She likes you.’ Solace spoke softly, cutting him off. All at once, Laine’s recent behaviour towards her slotted into place.
She thinks I’ve been stealing him.
A strange jolt went through her at the thought: a painful sensation, but thrilling enough to bring on a fresh wave of guilt. ‘Evan, you slept with her. That means something.’
‘It doesn’t have to.’
Solace shook her head. ‘But it can. And to Laine, it obviously does. Whatever you did – I mean, mentally, when you were together, it’s changed your Trick. It was strong enough to do that. Why couldn’t it change her, too?’ She leaned back. ‘Have you talked about it? Spoken to her at all?’
‘No.’ He said the word grudgingly. ‘And you’re right. I should, especially with her being caught up in Paige and Harper’s mess. It’s just, I can’t. I just
can’t
. I don’t know what to say, and she’s
psychic
. If I start thinking about what happened, she’ll hear it, only neither of us will speak. But sooner or later we’ll have to do something, only it won’t fix anything, and then we’ll keep on just like we are now, with the hearing and the knowing and the silence, except worse. It’ll be less fun than a nail in an icy-pole and I just. Can’t. Do it.’
The words slipped out like helium from a balloon until he sat back, utterly deflated. Solace didn’t know whether to laugh, hit him or ask for a translation. Instead, she blurted out the first thing that came to mind.
‘You’re an idiot.’
‘Gee, thanks, that’s so helpful.’ Evan made an angry noise. ‘What, you think I’m happy about this?’
‘No, I think you’re being defeatist and stubborn. You’ve already decided it’s going to go wrong, but you’re still asking for help, which means you want someone to give you a magic cure-all. But there’s not an easy solution, Ev. And it’s not going to go away by itself. If it’s bad enough that you’re waking me up in the middle of the night to angst about it, imagine how much worse it’ll get! Only you’re not going to do anything, because it’s all too hard. Which makes you an idiot.’
Solace felt sure she’d overstepped a boundary. Evan was staring at her with a commingled expression of outrage and hopelessness. Her heart thundered in her chest. Who was she to chastise anybody about keeping secrets or failing to act on them? She opened her mouth to apologise, but Evan surprised her and chuckled.