The Last Word (13 page)

“You’re David’s sister?” Max said, as if he didn’t believe my brother.

“Yes. I know, the resemblance is uncanny.”
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“Do you live here?”

“Not here. Downstairs. But I thought it was safe to be upstairs today. Guess I was
wrong.”

“Are you comfortable taking care of children?”

“Absolutely not.”

“How often do you watch Sydney?”

“As little as possible. You’ve met Sydney, right?”

Max sighed, glanced at his watch nervously, and then looked at his shoes as if they
would hold the answer to whatever question was on his mind.

“You have an important appointment?” I asked, my manners flicking on like a lazy fluorescent
light.

“Yes.”

“Don’t worry about it,” I said. Then I looked at Claire and said, “How’s it going?
You’re Claire?”

Claire just stared at me.

“I’m going to call you Claire until you tell me otherwise. Claire, would you like
to go play with Sydney and the blond-haired doll?”

Max loosened his grip on Claire; his daughter brushed past me and found a spot next
to Sydney, picking up another doll.

“She’ll be fine,” I said, sensing Max’s epic discomfort. “I’ll keep her out of trouble.
We’ll have juice and Goldfish, and David and Maggie will be back in no time.”

“Thank you,” Max said. He slowly turned around and walked to his car, the entire journey
heavy with contemplation.

The girls eventually fought over the blond doll even though there were three brunettes
available. I distracted them from the doll fight with television. I started with a
classic
SpongeBob
. Claire was intrigued, but Sydney shouted, “No Izzy,” at the television, which makes
absolutely no sense. I moved on to
Phineas
. Claire started cheering, but Sydney put the kibosh on that as well with a tear-jerking
demand for “Dora!” I asked Claire if she was cool with that and Claire shrugged her
shoulders agreeably. I located a
Dora the Explorer
DVD, which did the job. As in, it hypnotized the girls long enough for me to trash
(as in, throw in the trash) the conflict-laden shiksa
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doll.

Within fifteen minutes of snack time, David and Maggie returned home. I didn’t bother
with a babysitting debriefing or a reminder that forced child care is unacceptable
behavior, even among family members. I simply said, “You just paid one hundred and
fifty dollars for ninety minutes of babysitting. That’s my standard rate from now
on. Think twice, next time.”

Then I slipped out the back door and returned to the safe haven of my dungeon.

•  •  •

It was past midnight when Slayter phoned. The ringing jarred me from deep sleep and
I awoke gasping for breath.

“Hello?”

“I have an idea,” Slayter said.

“Then you should write it down and call in the morning,” I said.

I heard a couple of clanking and shuffling noises on the line.

“I’m sorry. I lost track of time. Ethan and I were playing chess all night. He won
a few times,” Slayter said.

“I’ve lost every game of chess I’ve ever played,” I said.

“He’s never been able to beat me,” Slayter said, concern edging into his voice.

“You’re distracted. It doesn’t mean anything.”

“I’m noticing things. Last week I couldn’t remember my secretary’s name. She’s worked
for me for seven years and I didn’t know what to call her.”

“I have a few suggestions.”

“It’s getting worse.”

“I’m sorry,” I said.

There was a long silence on the other end of the line. Just Slayter breathing. He’d
never done this before, called me in the middle of the night in a panic.

“It’s late,” he said.

“I know,” I said. “But you had something you wanted to tell me.”

“Right,” Slayter said.

“What is it?”

“I don’t remember.”

1
. We had a meeting with all employees in attendance.

2
. It was more of a reward system, which I’m not sure they stuck to stringently. Let
me put it this way: Bernie can drink eight beers easily.

3
. Oh how I wish I could say “was.”

4
. During rush hour, however, you are a fool if you don’t take public transportation.

5
. The Avoidance Method™ at it best.

6
. In ten years, the same math will apply.

7
. “None taken,” Charlie would say.

8
. Seriously, anyone who goes for clam chowder in a bread bowl over a burrito should
have his head examined. Tell Dr. Ira I said hi. (Some people will know what that means.)

9
. I realize I might seem slightly obsessed with this topic, but sometimes I wear sandals.

10
. No offense, Dad.

11
. Why are we giving Irish people the credit? They’re already taking credit for Irish
stew and Irish bread under questionable circumstances.

12
. Also known as Agent P, Perry works for the OWCA. (Organization Without a Cool Acronym).
Heh.

13
. Takeru Kobayashi, also known as Tsunami, arguably the most famous competitive eater
in the business.

14
. If Sydney appears to be aging at an alarmingly fast rate and this is bothering you,
see appendix.

15
. It isn’t.

16
. For the record, I have no problem with blondes. Just blond dolls.

MEMO

To All Spellman Employees:

I will be out of the office Monday, Wednesday, and Friday mornings for the next few
weeks. Please make sure that someone is in the office and available to answer phones.

Signed,

Isabel

S
layter never remembered why he called me, but when we next met, he most definitely
had an idea. Without any direct evidence or testimony about the hushed sexual harassment
claim at Divine Strategies, Slayter thought it might make sense to get a more personal
assessment of the office climate. He’d used some clout at a local temp agency and
managed to get me a part-time job as a receptionist. One of the employees was on maternity
leave and the company needed a little extra help to pick up the slack.

“It won’t take up too much of your time,” Slayter said. “Three mornings
a week, answering phones, reading magazines, and . . . I think you’ll need a new wardrobe.”

“I have professional-looking clothes.”

“You don’t want to be too buttoned up, if you know what I mean.”

“I don’t.”

“You should look more like Evelyn.”

“I take it you’ll pay for the breast augmentation.”

“I don’t mean to be indelicate, and if any of this makes you uncomfortable, please
let me know and we’ll nix the whole idea.”

“Oh, I get it. You’re sending me in as bait.”

“I wouldn’t use that word. You’re measuring the temperature of the office. See what
happens.”

“I hate to break it to you, but I’m just not the kind of woman that men sexually harass.”

“Maybe if you stopped slouching, you would be,” Slayter said in all seriousness.

“I’ll work on it,” I said as I slouched out of the office.

“Knock it off,” Slayter shouted.

When I passed Evelyn’s desk, she was chatting with Arthur Bly, Edward’s head accountant.
He was smiling at some delightful thing she had said, which I found highly suspicious
because she’s never said anything delightful to me.

“Hi, Arthur,” I said cheerily.

His response was a cold nod.

“Hey, Evelyn,” I said. “What’s a girl got to do to get her parking validated?”

“Park in the garage,” Evelyn said.

“Fair enough.”
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On the way to the elevator bank, I passed Damien’s office. I tried to make myself
invisible (by walking really fast) but he spotted me.

“Hey there, Isabel the detective.”

My fast getaway foiled, I turned back and hovered in his doorway. “Hello, Damien the
lawyer,” I said. “How are you settling in?”

“Good. I had a nice time the other night.”

“I hope you made note of that to the boss,” I said.

“Maybe we could do it again sometime.”

“Eat burritos? I think you need something more filling.”
²

“What are you doing tomorrow night?”

When people, men specifically, ask me this sort of question I tend to respond to it
as polite conversation and don’t figure out until much later that it might be something
else.

“I haven’t thought that far ahead.”

“I’ll pick you up at eight,” Damien said.

•  •  •

“Good afternoon, Spellman Investigations, how can I be of service to you?”

I heard the all-too-familiar cold, staccato voice from the hallway. I almost walked
right out the door then and there, but an explanation for her presence was required.
I was still clothed in my Divine Strategies uniform. A white silk blouse, buttoned
decently; a pencil skirt; and pumps that gave me, I loathe admitting, a newfound respect
for Evelyn, or at least her feet.

•  •  •

Wait, I’m jumping ahead of myself.

Just four hours earlier, I’d started my first half day on the job playing receptionist
at Divine Strategies. I answered the phone, “Divine Strategies.” Just the name, no
other baloney.

Maureen Stevens, the office manager, greeted me and gave me an uneventful tour of
the office and made a few introductions to members of the support staff—Amy Cohen,
Brad Gillman’s executive assistant, and Layla Bryant, Bryan Lincoln’s assistant. There
was also the bookkeeper, Betty Peters. Objectively speaking, I would have sexually
harassed at least three
of the four women ahead of me, but there was still a chance I could play confidante.

Whether it was by design or circumstance, I was not introduced to a single male in
the office. I gleaned the identities of the two men named in the complaint. Brad Gillman,
fifty-two—a carnival guesser would have put him at least five years older—wore expensive
suits that strained at his gut and shoulders, as if he wasn’t willing to accept that
he was never going to lose the most recent ten pounds. Bryan Lincoln, same age, appeared
fit and vain and had the uniform hair tone of a man with a mediocre dye job.
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There were other men in the office whose identity I could only ascertain through
the nameplates on their doors: Noah Stark and Steve Grant, head programmers.

The phones rang at an alarming rate, at least compared to the phones at Spellman Investigations,
which left less time than expected for office gossip and personal introductions and
that magazine reading that Edward promised. I took a bathroom break when I saw Layla
head into the ladies’ room and attempted girl talk while I pretended to check my face.
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“So how long have you worked here?” I asked.

“Six years,” Layla said.

“You must like it.”

“I do. They’re good to their employees here.”

“How’s your boss?”

“Maureen is great,” Layla said. “But I don’t think of her as a boss. More like a colleague.”

Two thoughts came to mind: It was intriguing that Maureen was considered the boss,
and maybe I should stop referring to myself as a boss and go with
colleague
.

“If you need anything, let me know,” Layla said as she returned to her desk.

•  •  •

At lunch I went outside and called my friend Len. He and his partner Christopher had
recently moved to New York and promptly moved back to San Francisco. We’re not supposed
to mention why, but Len is an actor (the kind who auditions but doesn’t act that often)
who finally decided to test his mettle in the big city. Apparently his mettle was
lacking in something. Christopher had never wanted to move and was glad for the return
but had been struggling to deal with his partner’s deflated ego. I’d recently gone
over to their loft for dinner and the primary topic of conversation had been Len’s
failed acting career. Len eventually got tanked and began lamenting the myriad professional
stereotypes that plagued his race and sexual orientation.

“Drug addict, gangbanger, the occasional fashion diva, black lawyer, black judge,
black hairstylist, black guy drinking soda.”

“Can you play white?” I asked.

The evening ended shortly after that.

When I called, I could hear a soap opera playing in the background. Len quickly muted
the TV set.

“What do women talk about?” I asked.

“I don’t know, Isabel. I’m a man.”

“I’m working a case,” I said, “at a mostly female office. I’m trying to get information
from my coworkers in the bathroom and I would like to know what women discuss in bathrooms.”

“If you had more female friends, you wouldn’t have this problem.”

“Why, because we’d be spending all of our time talking about our feelings in bathrooms?
I don’t think so. Maggie and I don’t do that, and Petra
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and I certainly never did that.”

“That’s because you and Petra were too busy setting explosives off in the toilet.”

“Later, Len.”

Other than a few friendly exchanges with the female staff involving my complimenting
their wardrobe choices, I had one office interaction. Brad
Gillman—senior executive with the tight suit—approached the reception desk with a
sheaf of papers.

He cleared his throat until I looked up.

“Isabel, right?”

“Yes. Hello. You’re Mr. Gillman,” I said.

Avoiding eye contact, Gillman said, “Brad is fine.”

He put the papers on my desk and stepped back.

“Would you be so kind as to make ten photocopies for me?”

“Of course.”

I made the photocopies and put them in the inbox outside his door, as Maureen had
instructed me to do.

As soon as I returned to my desk Maureen approached and asked me whether Layla had
shown me the filing yet.

“The filing?” I asked.

“Follow me,” she said, walking briskly in the direction of an unmarked door next to
the copy room. Inside was an eight-by-five-foot area with wall-to-wall filing cabinets.