If I was exposed in the open, I suspected I would be seen.
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This was mainly due to the light from the high rear windows of the Shell station, where I imagined Wally had dissected my Taurus, looking for drugs.
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So I waited as long as I dared, then I ran lightly, keeping to the grassy, weedy spots.
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And while praying that Walter Millsâif that's who he wasâwasn't packing a concealed weapon.
I entered a chest high thicket at the base of the low hill, where crickets lived.
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I turned to look back toward the distant road to see how well Walter may have seen me.
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There was no way to tell.
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Side lit from the Shell station's oblique windows back there, I imagined being discernible only as a moving human shape, since I now wore the black oversize tee shirt George had lent me.
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That my face was identifiable at this distance in the dark seemed improbable, although I wasn't happy that I'd opted for caution in waiting, because now I couldn't tell whether Walter had changed directions, or if he was laying in wait for me.
I paused and tried to listen past the sound of the crickets for any sign of movement.
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Some rustle of vegetation, or scrape of foot.
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There was nothing.
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Momentarily I felt a flush of panic, not knowing what to do, but knowing that I had to do something.
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Where was he going?
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Was there a cabin up there, guarded by Dobermans?
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I had to know.
I moved forward, lifting and placing my feet carefully, mindful of any sound in the trees ahead.
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To my left, the corn stood as silent as an army of sentinels.
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Like dark rows of soldiers awaiting orders to attack.
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I began to go uphill, leaning forward, slipping and stumbling on occasion into the deeper night.
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Well beyond the light of the station now, I was looking up, despite myself, at the uneven ridge of trees.
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A mosquito buzzed into my ear, protected from my slap until I dug an index finger in there to silence it.
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At that, another stung my neck.
Then I saw it.
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Up there, against the stars.
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An oval shape, a massive squat silhouette blocking out an entire constellation like a black hole.
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I rushed higher, up the incline, moving more quickly through the trees now, trying to keep the hulking shape in view among the spiky tops of a grove of evergreens, my breathing becoming labored.
Then I stopped and squinted, blinking at what it seemed to be.
A water tower?
Yes.
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And at the base of the tower, a figure appeared.
I froze, taking slow, deep breaths.
Suddenly, a powerful flashlight came on.
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Its narrow beam
sidelit
the man's face as he stood there, as motionless as I.
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Like Darth
Vadar
with light saber lifted to the ready.
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The beam stabbed at the sky, reaching to infinity as I inched further behind a tree which was too thin to completely hide me should that sword swing in my direction.
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Another mosquito sank its spear into my neck, but I couldn't move, even as my blood was sucked into the insect's tiny but expansive belly, as if through a straw.
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I thought about West Nile virus, and thenâmore disturbinglyâabout HIV.
The dark underside of the water tower loomed above the
treeline
, so large I wondered how I'd missed it in the daylight.
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It was squat, like a frog about to squash the figure below it.
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As I grew more accustomed to the darkness, I made out something at the man's foot.
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Something oblong, with a handle.
A toolbox?
I stared in fascination as the flashlight beam next angled down to probe the metal box.
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The man with the flashlight knelt to open it.
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Metallic sounds as he riffled through it, looking for something.
A gun?
I began to edge away.
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I would find the Deputy Sheriff, I decided.
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I would bring him here, and expose the truth once and for all.
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This was too bizarre, especially if this was the very man who pretended to be a fashion model on the Internet with me.
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Could it be possible?
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This skulking figure at the base of a water tower in Zion, Iowa, in dead of nightâa man who resembled a serial killer in the movies I collected on DVD?
A sudden voice called from somewhere below the man at the base of the tower.
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His flashlight swung, its beam dissecting the
treeline
near me, and then whipping to the other side.
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As if the man wasn't certain of the voice's origin.
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But then I couldn't tell the direction, either.
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I couldn't be certain even of the name the second man had called.
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Until the voice called again, and then I knew.
“Sean,” it said distinctly on the cool quiet air.
Sean.
“Over here,” the man with the flashlight confirmed, shining his flashlight downward to the other side of the low hill.
I heard movement in the brush over there.
“Ready?” the man identified now as Sean asked.
The second man said something in reply that I couldn't catch, but one of the words sounded like
damn.
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That word was repeated several times in the same sentence.
The flashlight clicked off.
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Sean picked up the toolboxâor whatever it wasâand strode down to meet his ally, his accomplice.
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I started forward, trying to glimpse something, if only a silhouette.
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Was the second man Walter Mills?
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Or was Walter's name really Sean?
My foot found a dry branch in the dark, and partly cracked it, adding a whipping sound as it twisted to fan the earth.
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I very nearly slipped and fell.
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The flashlight came on again suddenly over there, as if about to nail me.
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The sword of light angled through the trees above, then it went off just as quickly, almost deliberately.
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Even the crickets fell silent for that moment.
We all waited, listening.
I was the third manâthe one who wasn't supposed to be here.
Or was there more than just two of them?
At last a whispering beyond the dark wall of foliage, somewhere.
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Then rustling, movement.
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Toward me, or away from me, I couldn't tell.
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I remained frozen, blood pulsing like a thickness in my tongue, pounding behind my eye sockets, gifting me flashes of phantom light.
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Soon the sound seemed to be widening, circling.
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When I turned, about to run, it stopped again.
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And when I once more heard the same sound, it seemed to be weaker, and further away.
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They were leaving.
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Thank God.
A nearby cricket startled me with its sudden, steady wail.
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My heart went into full arrest for a moment, then beat abnormally fast before finally settling down once more into a normal rhythm.
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I waited until the other crickets resumed their insect chatter from the direction of the water tower, and then I walked carefully back in the direction I had come.
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Back, toward the Shell station, which was still bright against the eerie country night.
My Taurus was now parked to one side of Wally's station, repairs complete.
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I spotted Wally inside the office, counting his receipts.
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His head was down, as if in concentration, and he wore a clean white shirt now.
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I crossed behind the station, and walked into the bay from the other side, looking for some defense against the bigger man, if it came to that.
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Desperately, I eyed a wrench.
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The fake legs were propped against the tall red Craftsman tool cabinet where the wrench protruded.
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Its feet were up and stretched apart, like half a corpse left bobbing by a shark.
I picked up the wrench gently, but some tool below it shifted slightly, and made a metallic tapping sound.
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I was about to slip the wrench into the belt behind my back when I saw Wally's reflection in a fisheye mirror positioned to hang outside the front office door, presumably so that Wally could view the area fronting the bays while working in his office.
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As I moved back behind the tall red cabinet, shielding myself from the doorway between the bays and the office, I stared at the warped mirror.
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Wally appeared to be removing something slowly from his drawer.
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Something dark and hand-sized.
A revolver.
He got up cautiously and moved slowly toward the opening separating us, the weapon extended in his hand.
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When he entered the bay, he scanned in a quick circle, looking finally toward the fake legs standing on the other side of the cabinet.
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When I saw that he was going to move in my direction, while looking toward the other side of the bay, I hunkered down.
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When he came within range, I sprung out and used the wrench on his extended gun hand.
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Wally yelped in pain, dropping the gun.
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I scrambled to pick it up, keeping my back to him as he kicked at me.
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Then I stood with my prize.
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Wally began to back away from me.
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Toward the doorway.
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His eyes were wild, now, and they widened.
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His mouth formed an O.
“Is my car ready, Wally?” I asked him.
“Who are you?” he demanded.
“I told you my name already.”
“
Ya
lied.
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Rental slip says yer somebody else.
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Sheriff'll
know who by morning.”
“You broke into the trunk?”
He didn't answer me.
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The phone rang, startling us both.
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Wally kept his eyes focused on the gun in my hand as he backed into the office.
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I followed.
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“
Ya
better go quick,” he suggested.
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“Keys on the desk.”
“How much do I owe you?” I asked, annoyed by the loudness of the old phone, the abnormal brightness of the office.
“How âbout forty years?”
I glanced at the Nebraska Cornhuskers calendar on his wall, above a symmetrical stack of oil cans.
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I imagined the room as my prison cell, the cans used as a ring toss game to pass the time, if I didn't get out of town quick.
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I withdrew my wallet, fished out three twenty dollar bills.
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It was all the cash I had left, after paying George.
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I laid the money on the desk, and picked up the car keys.
“That should cover it, Wally,” I said, putting some emphasis on the word
should.
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“This isn't like what you're thinking, either.
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You naturally suspicious, or is there a killer out there, and you think I'm him?”
“I
dunno
, an' I don't wanna know,” Wally confessed.
The phone finally stopped ringing.
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I started taking the bullets out of his revolver, one by one.
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“There's nothing to know, except I'm not the criminal here.”
“So
ya
ain't a mobster?”
“A what?”
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I stopped, leaving one bullet in the gun.
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“Come again?”
Wally blinked at me rapidly, a dozen times, from across the small room.
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“
Ya
said you were lookin' for a guy, but maybe it's a woman yer after.”
I shook my head in confusion.
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“What do you mean?
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It is a man.
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Of course it's a man!
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I thought it was a woman at first, but now I know at least that much.
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I just don't want him to know I'm looking for him, okay?”
“Yeah?
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An' where's yer own gun?
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Hit man usually carries one.”
I laughed in disbelief.
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“Hit man?
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Who said I was a hit man?”
“Deputy Sheriff Cody.”
I shook my head.
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“You been watching too many B movies, Wally.
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Out here in the sticks with the rednecks and geezers.”
“Right.
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So
ya
know about the cable guy, too?
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You
sayin
' yer with him, now?”