The Queen's Vow: A Novel of Isabella of Castile (33 page)

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n exhausting round of festivities, banquets, and excursions filled the next few weeks.

Despite his wasted appearance, Enrique was determined to make an occasion of our reunion, and so we had a program for every hour of every day. Bundled against the chill, we went to hear Mass in the cathedral, to visit important nobles in their palaces, to be entertained by choirs of children in the orphanages, and to meet with important merchants. Every night we donned our cumbersome regalia to dine with the court, as though the mere act of appearing together and sharing a trencher might somehow stifle whatever plots and schemes the grandees hatched in the shadows.

I evaded all business with Enrique’s council, however. Though Carrillo had come to court, a brooding giant at the edges of our activities, I exchanged only pleasantries with him until he asked brusquely one evening, “Do you plan to have him declare for you in the succession before he drinks himself to death? If not, pray let me know so I can go home. It is the sole reason I orchestrated this meeting between you.”

I gave him a pointed look. “As far as I’m concerned, he never declared against me. Joanna la Beltraneja was deemed a bastard and the queen is in a convent. I was sworn heiress at Guisando. And,” I added, as he scowled, “Fernando is not here. I’ll not make any arrangements without my husband’s presence.”

His smile was serpentine. “Ah, yes. I’ve heard your husband is still in Aragón, contending with the thorny issue of how to gainsay the French—though it seems he did secure that dispensation Borgia promised. I trust we’ll soon have the pleasure of Prince Fernando’s company. As important as his realm’s affairs are, it is the future of the crown of Castile that should most concern us, yes?”

I refrained from comment, gritting my teeth. Carrillo still had an almost preternatural ability to sniff out discord, and I had no intention of informing him that I shared his sentiments. In fact, I’d recently received a letter from Fernando that had left me deeply disturbed, in which he explained that his recent triumph over the French had resulted in a short-lived treaty, which they broke as soon as he turned his back. Rather than peace talks, he was now engaged in wresting back vital Aragonese lands that the French had overrun and therefore he could not promise exactly when he might return. In the meantime, he warned me not to conclude any arrangements with Enrique or to entrust the archbishop with our affairs.
Carrillo does not care about protecting our interests
, he wrote.
All he wants is to curry favor with the king and get you back under his thumb
.

His distinct lack of sentiment or trust in my abilities galled me. I returned word that I had managed my affairs perfectly well until now and had no need to entrust Carrillo or any other with them as such. I also asked him to please conclude his own affairs as quickly as possible, for his presence was required here. But my discomfort must have been writ on my face, for the archbishop’s smile turned savage at my silence. I knew he perceived my isolation, removed from my new family and at the mercy of my half brother’s bizarre inclinations.

For bizarre they were. Enrique’s copious consumption of wine—after having displayed near-abstention all his life—had made him a figure of ridicule; by the evening’s end he was slurring his words, weaving through the courtiers with his Moors and pages in tow, demonstrating an intimate familiarity with those far below his rank. He was prodigious with aspiring favorites, lavishing gifts on all but paying marked attention to Villena’s handsome, dissolute son, Diego, who, having inherited his late father’s title and lands, was fast becoming a cause of concern for me. As I sat rigid on the dais, watching Enrique parade young Villena about like a new mistress, I was plunged back to those awful days when I’d been a captive infanta, powerless to affect my future.

I missed my home in Aranda, my belongings and servants. I detested the gilded deception of the court, the furtive whispers, barbed glances, and constant plotting that made the alcazar seethe like a viper’s
nest. I missed my child, Isabel, with a visceral ache. But above all, I missed Fernando. As I sat there watching my half brother make a mockery of love with his newfound friend, I could almost feel my husband’s hands on me, lifting my skirts as we tumbled back onto the bed, laughing. And as desire rose in me, I had to dig my fingers into my palms, reminding myself that now was not the time to let my passions overcome me.

That night I became so despondent that I declared my intention to pack my things and leave Segovia within the hour. I was only dissuaded by Beatriz, who made me promise to stay until Epiphany.

“You must consolidate your status, no matter what,” she said. “Remember, you’ve not come this far to discard it all in a fit of pique.”

She was right, much as I disliked hearing it. I had not fought all these years for my right to call myself heir of Castile, to wed the man I’d chosen, and live as I saw fit to now turn tail and flee because I missed my home. But slowly, my compassion for Enrique began to curdle inside me, a sour taint that made me feel uncharitable and had me on my knees in the chapel more times than I cared to count. I knew he deserved my pity; he was still in mourning for Villena, and, as so many of us do, he sought consolation in the wrong place. Yet I could not abide the thought of a new favorite emerging to complicate my existence, one who carried the treachery of his father in his blood, no less. Nor could I comprehend how a king who had suffered so much by his own indulgence could have learned so little.

December roared bitter wind and snow, encasing the alcazar in an icy shroud. While the courtiers danced under silken banners hanging from the eaves, I kept my smile affixed to my lips, not displaying by word or gesture my growing horror at the sight of Enrique lounging on a quilted divan in a faux tent, with young Diego Villena at his side on spangled cushions, eating tidbits of spiced partridge from Enrique’s own fingers. I saw everyone watching; I saw Carrillo’s mouth twist in disgust, and I wondered how much longer it would be before the eruption came, before some grandee would declare he’d had enough of this disgraceful behavior, and whether out of envy, pride, or indignation, unsheathe his sword, as Villena himself had done years before.

Then, one fateful evening, as Enrique’s habitual carousing began after supper and I rose to depart, a sudden hush fell. I glanced up, catching Beatriz’s startled regard moments before her husband, Cabrera, rushed across the floor to the pavilion-like ensemble Enrique had established in the alcove.

The king was doubled over on his pillows, Diego Villena anxiously patting his back, as if Enrique were choking. Only Cabrera had gone to his aid; as I hiked up my skirts to better cross the floor, the courtiers drew back one by one, and I saw Carrillo by a sideboard, alone, goblet in hand, a contemplative look on his broad, weathered face.

Enrique was gasping, his entire body contorted. Cabrera inquired rapidly, “What did he eat? Where is the platter?” and as I neared, Enrique raised his ghastly white face and whispered, “Why now? Why, when I’d have given it all over to you soon enough?” before he grimaced and doubled over again. A protracted agonized moan erupted from him as bloody foam seeped from his mouth; he fell to his knees, groaning, “It hurts. God help me, it
burns
!”

As I made myself start to bend over him, young Villena thrust a hand at me. “Get away from him,” he hissed. “You did this. You did it so you can steal his throne.” He fell to his knees, gathered the writhing king in his arms.

I started to protest, horrified by his accusation. But before I could speak, a hand fell on my sleeve like a vise and I heard Carrillo say in my ear, “Go. Now.”

A moan issued from Enrique. Cabrera stood helpless by the king. I met his solemn stare and said, “You will keep me informed.”

He nodded. I knew that as long as he was involved, no one would seek to officially accuse me, yet as I turned to my ladies, who waited anxiously among the courtiers, I could almost hear young Villena’s terrible words ringing in the air.

They believed I had done it.

They believed I had poisoned my own brother.

CABRERA FINALLY CAME
to me hours later, after I had furiously paced my apartments declaiming my innocence to Beatriz and Inés. “His
Majesty shows some improvement,” he said wearily, as Beatriz rose to offer him a goblet. “He was taken to his rooms to rest, but Villena insisted that they could not stay here. They departed for Madrid.”

I stared at him in disbelief. “But he is ill and Madrid is almost a full day’s ride away, over impossible terrain. Are they insane? Where is Carrillo? How can he have permitted this? How can
you
have permitted it?”

“Your Highness, the king himself commanded that his horse be readied. He would not hear a word of advice to the contrary.”

“Madrid is part of Villena’s marquisate,” I said, turning to Beatriz. “They’ll gather supporters against me. God save us: This is Diego Villena’s fault. He’s just like his father. He’ll poison whatever rapport Enrique and I managed to establish.”

As my fears tumbled out, I spoke the one word I should never have uttered aloud. My outburst was met with an awkward silence. I reeled back to Cabrera. “My lord, you’ve known me since I came here as a girl. Surely, you can’t believe I’d ever … that I’m capable of….”

He shook his head. “We are all aware that young Villena seeks to enrapture His Majesty as his father did before him, and that he fears Enrique’s affection for you. I’d not worry on that account. Whatever was said in the
sala
cannot be taken seriously; the king was not in his right mind. But his health remains a grave concern.”

He paused. I saw him exchange a resigned glance with Beatriz before he added, “We did not want to trouble you with this, but one of the pressing reasons we worked so hard toward your reconciliation is because His Majesty has been ill for months. He suffers a stomach malady much like Villena had, one that causes him to vomit blood and bleed from his anus. He’s done himself no good by ignoring his physicians’ advice that too much wine, meat, horseback riding, and … other excesses aggravate the condition.”

Relief overwhelmed me. An ailment: Enrique was sick. He had not been poisoned.

Then I went still. “Are you saying …?”

Cabrera met my eyes. “He could be dying as we speak. And he is not in Segovia anymore, where we can watch over him. Your Highness, we must prepare. Should he—”

I lifted my hand to stop him, turning away in a daze. I walked to the
narrow arrow slit overlooking the keep. My view was obscured by darkness and swirling snow; as I stared out into nothingness, I saw my half brother’s tormented face in that horrific instant before his legs gave way under him.

Why? Why now, when I’d have given it all over to you soon enough?

I had thought it was an accusation against me but I was wrong. He had known for months that he was mortally ill. It was not only his grief over the loss of Villena that had convinced him to sanction our reunion. In his heart, he’d known time was running out, just as I knew in my heart that the time I’d long anticipated, struggled, and suffered for was fast upon me. And I was alone, with only a few trusted friends. Fernando was hundreds of miles away in his embattled kingdom while I was about to face the most critical moment of my life. I wished again, with a fervent longing, that he was here. In that instant, I’d have selfishly let the French overrun Aragón if it meant my husband could be at my side.

I heard the door shut. Cabrera had left.

Beatriz came behind me. “My lady, please listen to me. We cannot afford to delay. If we are right, every hour counts. There are those who’ll do anything to keep you from the throne. Andrés and Archbishop Carrillo want to send a trusted man to Madrid to monitor the situation but they need your permission.”

I could not speak for what seemed an eternity. When I finally did, my voice was calm: “Do whatever is necessary.”

THREE DAYS LATER
, on the evening of December 12, following a perilous ride during which he exhausted two horses, our spy brought word that King Enrique IV was dead.

 

CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO