Authors: Steven Herrick
Caitlin and mopping
When I first saw what he did
I wanted to go up
and say,
âPut that food back'.
But how stupid is that?
It was going in the rubbish
until he claimed it.
So I watched him.
He was very calm.
He didn't look worried
about being caught
or ashamed of stealing scraps.
He looked self-contained,
as though he knew he had to eat
and this was the easiest way.
I had work to do,
mopping the floor,
which I hate,
so I mopped slowly
and watched.
He read the paper
until the family left,
then he helped himself to dessert,
and as he walked back to his table,
holding the apple-pie,
he looked up and saw me
watching him.
He stood over his table
waiting for me to do something.
He stood there
almost daring me to get the manager,
who I hate
almost as much as I hate mopping.
So I smiled at him.
I smiled and said,
âI hate mopping'.
He sat in his chair
and smiled back
and I felt good
that I hadn't called the manager.
I kept mopping.
He finished his dessert,
came over to me,
looked at my badge,
looked straight at me,
and said, âGoodnight, Caitlin',
and he walked out,
slow and steady,
and so calm,
so calm.
Too rich
I don't need to work at McDonald's.
Dad would rather I didn't.
He buys me anything I want.
But Mum and I have a deal.
Whatever I earn she doubles
and banks for me,
for university in two years.
Dad says why bother.
Dad is too rich for his own good.
It was his idea I go to
Bendarat Grammar School
instead of Bendarat High School
where all my old friends went.
So I wear the tartan skirt
and the clean white blouse
and I shine my shoes every week
and wear the school blazer on Sports Day,
and feel like a real dork
when I see my old friends
in the street in jeans and T-shirts.
Bendarat High
has a âprogressive uniform policy'
which means âwear what you like',
while Grammar
is Discipline and Charity and Honesty
and all those other words
schools like to put on their crests
so they can charge people like my dad
$10,000 a year
to make me wear a uniform.
And I can't wait for university
so I can leave home
and that's why I work at McDonald's
and mop floors.
Billy
She had clean hair.
Bouncing, shiny, clean hair.
That's the first thing I noticed.
And her skin was pale and clear
and I knew she was rich
because I saw her watch
and it shone like her hair.
Her eyes were pale green
and they seemed to know
something I didn't,
they seemed to be thinking.
Can eyes think?
And when I saw her watching me
take the food
my first thought was to hate her
because of that shiny watch
and her perfect skin
and I knew she'd call the manager
and I'd be out of there,
but she just smiled
and complained about the mopping
as if we were both caught
doing something
we didn't want to do
but had to.
Breakfast
Bendarat is the perfect town.
A friendl
y librarian,
a warm McDonald's,
luxury train accommodation,
and the t
own is surrounded by
apple and pear orchards.
So every morning
I walk the t
wo kilometres
to the Golden Crest Cannery Farm
.
I climb the fence
and help myself to a
healthy breakfast of fru
it.
Then I walk slowly
back to town,
past the Bendarat Gram
mar School.
Yes, I bet Caitlin goes there.
I cross the road.
I
wouldn't want to meet her here
not when she's with her friends
and in un
iform
and me
dressed in the same clothes as always
.
All the students look clean
and rich and smug
and confident,
and I thought of Caitl
in
and decided I shouldn't judge,
not yet anyway.
Hunger
Now I'm not going to admit
to liking the work at McDonald's,
particularly mopping,
but since Billy arrived
it's certainly more interesting.
Tonight he did the usual,
cleaned the tables,
ate his fill,
sipped his lemonade,
and said, âGoodnight, Caitlin',
but when I went to
clean his table
I found a note
that read
âDid you know that
Caitlin is an Irish name
from Catherine
meaning pure and innocent?'
I read this and felt
something in my stomach,
a slight ache, a twinge,
and I knew it was hunger
but not a hunger for food.
And I blushed with the knowledge.
Manners
He came back tonight,
sat in the same chair,
and waited.
I mopped, as usual,
and watched him.
Tonight was busier.
He had lots to choose from.
He ate slowly.
We each nodded hello.
The manager came upstairs
so I couldn't say anything.
When she left
I mopped over near his table.
He said, âHello, Caitlin',
as if we were friends,
so I stopped mopping,
stood straight
and said, âI'm Caitlin Holmes'.
He stood and shook my hand
and replied, âBilly Luckett'.
Such perfect manners,
eating scraps at McDonald's.
Business
This time when he left
he came over to me
and he had something
in his hand.
It was a business card.
He gave it to me
and said,
âGoodnight, Caitlin,
it's a beautiful name'.
So well-mannered,
so unlike every boy
at Bendarat Grammar,
or any schoolboy I've ever known.
I looked at the card.
It didn't make sense.
Then I turned it over.
I smiled to myself.
Homeless, and proud of it.