The Tower: A Novel (80 page)

‘I
just don’t know whether Richard can trust Stahl,’ Anne went on. ‘They spend whole weekends out there in Lohmen. And it’s all “Gerhart” and “Richard”. It’s not for my own sake that I’m asking and Robert often stays the weekend out in Waldbrunn … despite that we could do something together again.’

‘Go to Saxon Switzerland the way we used to,’ Meno said, ‘with Enoeff dishing up the gossip, getting annoyed she can’t find any mushrooms, that she’s got the wrong shoes on because she thought we were going out dancing, and Helmut merry and sliding into a crevasse? And once we’ve lugged him out, Enoeff says, “But we’re not over the hill yet, over the hill we’re definitely not yet.” ’

‘Reserving seats in the wrong restaurant, Niklas bawling out opera arias, Gudrun going on about Bach flower therapy, returning via Schandau …’

‘… where we all pile into Lene’s,’ said Meno, completing her sentence as Anne burst out laughing. ‘Good old Lene Schmidken. Have you been out there recently?’

‘Ulrich wanted to go but now, just before Christmas, they’ve got the Plan Commission on their backs. – They’re not showing their old car to anyone. But you’re Stahl’s neighbour.’

‘I don’t believe he belongs in that street,’ Meno replied. ‘But what does “believe” mean and “I can’t imagine”? The Stahls are certainly having problems with the new tenants.’

The ‘new’ tenants: the Honichs had been living in the House with a Thousand Eyes for almost a year now, but that was the way things were up there: hardly anyone moving in or out, many of the people had been living in the houses with the strange names for thirty or forty years and someone could still be ‘the new inhabitant’ when they’d only managed a quiet decade, hardly enough to acclimatize.

‘They must be uncouth people. Do they at least leave you more or less in peace now?’

‘A bit,’ Meno replied with a grin – had the atmosphere rubbed off
on Anne so much that her childhood language had been swapped for the more discriminating mode of expression up here. Meno had noticed that even in everyday conversation they used words that some authors even avoided in written German, ‘Kunigunde-speak’, he called it, ‘uncouth’ where ‘coarse’ or ‘boorish’ didn’t seem precise enough.

‘Perhaps they don’t mean to be importunate, perhaps they think their homespun pleasures are everyone’s idea of happiness – and are baffled when they come across people who see things differently.’ Meno pulled their handcart past the queue, which stretched from the steam laundry to the rotting fencepost. Halting conversations, dirty looks that only cleared when Meno opened the door with the inscription ‘wringer’ in Gothic letters. They’d been given a slot for 7.30.

‘Oh well, perhaps I’m being too demanding as far as Richard’s concerned. He’s pretty overworked and that worries me. You know I was so happy when he came back from that terrible time when he was on duty during the power cut. With Robert in tow! He ought to have been at school! He grasped the lad by the shoulders and pushed him into the apartment. I’ve never seen him so proud of Robert. Of Christian, yes. But he’s quieter about that, doesn’t show it that much. At least not to me or the boys. – Perhaps we should prepare our washing a bit, the ironing-woman’s a real dragon. We mustn’t overrun or she’ll kick up a fuss.’

‘Morning, Herr Rohde,’ came the croaking voice of Else Alke from the door into the laundry. Clouds of steam and squashed transistor radio music poured out of the door. ‘The Baron’s waistcoat over here,’ she ordered one of the assistants. ‘And count the buttons again.’ The red of the waistcoat, the gleaming steel buttons were a refreshing sight.

‘The Baron will be sending you an invitation,’ the old woman rasped before handing the Arbogast handcart over to the assistant with a haughty nod.

The ironing-woman, full-bosomed with piggy eyes and reddish down on the backs of her fingers and her upper lip, brusquely instructed them in how to operate the machine, after she’d checked their time in a notebook and ticked them off with a sharp pencil stroke. Neither Anne nor Meno were there for the first time and the woman probably recognized them, but the repeat of the instructions was according to regulations, as any observant customer could see from the exclamation-mark-spattered section of the typewritten sheets of paper in the glass frame by the door connecting the wringer-room with the steam laundry, where the ironing-woman was also in charge of the button replacement department (mostly braided buttons for bed linen). The rest of the sheets of paper, printed in Gothic script and not yellowed, presented adages to do with washing and had been left behind by the previous owners, who, expropriated, had long since disappeared westwards: ‘A bar of soap, no more, no less, / brings healthy skin and happiness.’ ‘On linen white / we start and end our life.’ ‘What smooths out our wrinkles, / what can we rely on / to keep our faces young? / The wringer and the iron.’ Meno, fascinated by these reflections, would have most liked to have started thinking about them immediately; above all he felt the urge to check the substance of these axioms presented as folk wisdom (and therefore infallible): on linen white … Ulrich and he had been born in a Moscow clinic, had they had white sheets there? And for those born during the war? Anne was pointing to the clock suspended on two struts over the table, an octagonal model with hands ending in a heart shape and curved numerals on a face that was now grey; she wasn’t smiling, as she so often was when she roused her brother from one of his abstractions (a touch, an insistent look), she seemed
nervous – Meno knew she was afraid of the monster in the room. Even in the clear 100-watt light of a bare bulb the wringer looked like a tarantula that had been forced onto its back and gagged; one of the giant specimens with wolf’s hair such as can be seen, modelled in synthetic material, sucking at Tertiary insects in the dioramas of museums of natural history (the stalked eyes in the woolly carnivore’s face sticking out like a binocular periscope) or circulated at research conferences on arachnids in the form of copper engravings, such as those made for Brehm’s
Life of Animals
, both praised for their technical skill and dismissed with a smile. Meno recalled Arbogast’s ‘our friend Arachne’ as he opened the safety grating to pick up the three beechwood rollers off the sliding table in front of the wringer box, which had returned to the starting position – first of all he stretched out to get the one farthest away, prepared in case the box, which was filled with boulders weighing tons, should shoot out towards him like a vicious prehensile claw to drag him into its gullet (in fact there wasn’t one, all that there was behind the mechanism was a black-and-yellow-striped wall, but he was haunted by the idea that there were digestive organs hidden in the casing); Meno grabbed the two remaining rollers with exaggerated speed and handed them to Anne, who silently and with the same exaggerated speed took them off him and went with them to the set-up table. She wrapped the washing, which had to be dry for this machine, round them. Now came the more difficult part of the preparation: Meno placed the three rollers with sheets and bed covers round them on the sliding table the way the ironing-woman had demonstrated (in a whiny, scarcely comprehensible voice and without switching on the wringer); rollers at a precise right angle to the direction of travel, only in that way was free rotation in both directions possible, only in that way would nothing get jammed – the wooden rollers could move freely under the box – holes wouldn’t be rubbed in the washing, as would happen should the sliding process be disrupted by a wrong angle. The difficulty lay in the precision with which the wooden cylinders had to
be aligned; Meno felt less afraid offering the gagged tarantula full rollers than he had removing the empty ones previously – he stepped back, let the safety grille down, anxiously watching the box that, when Anne pressed a button, started to hum forward on a toothed rail and slowly moved onto the rollers that smoothly took up the motion. Anne nodded, pressed a second button and now it sounded as if someone – or something – were being tortured, torment and pain were flying over the solid beechwood, worn by decades of use, of the wringer, shuttling to and fro, the boulders in the box thundering and rattling, a convulsive tremor from the transmission belts running over driving wheels on the side of the machine, obeying the blind, unfeeling voltage commands of a motor. For the moment there was nothing to do. Meno looked into the laundry through the little window in the wall: steam was rising from the huge vessels, resembling autoclaves, with rod thermometers stuck into them that an assistant in grey overalls kept his eye on (his other one was, as could be clearly seen, made of glass); now and then the one-eyed man pulled over a kind of brass shawm that went into an endoscopically flexible tube, and grunted something down it, probably telling a stoker hidden in the cellar to regulate the steam pressure in the boiler. – The ironing-woman appeared right on time.

… but the clocks struck, it grew colder, it grew warmer, for days on end it seemed as if that year we would have a green Christmas but on the third Sunday in Advent the sky’s pillows were shaken, the arched wooden candle-holders in the windows, the illuminated Moravian stars on the balconies, in the tops of the trees (Stahl had hung one up in the
copper beech, despite Pedro Honich’s protest), disappeared in the hazy snow; the lamps, when Meno strode round the streets in the evening, his Yugoslav hat pulled well down, his pipe filled with Copenhagen vanilla tobacco, were like jellyfish hanging below the branches of the elms on Mondleite and Wolfsleite with gelatinous haloes of light. In the kitchens there was a smell of gingerbread dough and cinnamon; Holfix and the grocer’s on Bautzner Strasse were both out of icing sugar and hundreds-and-thousands and when Meno stopped at the door of Caravel, his hand already on the handle inside, he could see the winged shadows of a revolving wooden pyramid from Seiffen moving across the ceiling of the Hoffmanns’ living room. In Evening Star the light was on in the Orrés’ bathroom (Erik Orré was in the habit of learning his lines in the bath), the lights were on in the Tietzes’ music room, the yellow glow was seeping through the dilapidated veranda, half hidden by a spruce tree. Meno could see a shadow bow dancing up and down the ceiling of the children’s room: Ezzo was practising. Was he using Anne’s chin rest? It was still too early for Niklas’s music hour. At this time, if Gudrun didn’t have to go to the theatre and Niklas had no more house calls to make, the music room was filled with the delicate aroma of baked apples; the tiled stove beside the mirror and chaise longue had a warming compartment in which Niklas steamed rather than baked the deep-red Consinots, Cox’s Orange Pippins, Rheinische Krummstiefel, Winterstettiner from the gardens on the slope above the Elbe – with incomparable results, Meno had never eaten such tasty baked apples as at the Tietzes’. When, a few minutes later, he went down Heinrichstrasse, he was often roused from his reflections by a loud ‘Watch out!’ – toboggans with curved-up horns, flat, wooden Davos sledges or ancient metal ones with tubular runners and seats of plaited strips of leather were on their way to the steep Dachsleite, where a merry crowd was enjoying skiing and sledging, unconcerned about the darkness and flurries of snow.

For Christmas the fathers put up the family Christmas tree that they’d bought at the Striezelmarkt or from Busse, the forester (they
were the better, though of course dearer, ones), brought the stands down from the loft, the angels and coloured glass balls to decorate it, hung tinsel over the branches.

Niklas still had strips of silver foil and decorated the tree in traditional style with wooden ornaments from the Erzgebirge that had been handed down from generation to generation, and with genuine candles, for which he pinned on pine-cone holders. Green, red and silver balls, on the topmost sprig the star, between them the crinkled aluminium fringes that the Christmas department of the Centrum store sold under the name of ‘lametta’: thus decked out, the standard Dresden fir tree (that was, if truth be told, a blue spruce) stood in its place of honour in the living rooms and shed its first needles even before its owners had gone to the watchnight service. Meno spent Christmas Eve with the Londoners; Jochen Londoner had invited him: Hanna was busy at the embassy in Prague, he’d said, Philipp and his ‘companion’ (as Londoner put it after a moment’s pause for thought) would ‘bring their youthful joy and colour / to light the smoky grey of our days’. Meno didn’t buy a present; Libussa cut some roses for Irmtraud Londoner and stared wide-eyed in surprise when he said they weren’t a present, just a small token he’d take along, even though he knew how much Irmtraud Londoner loved flowers. With a lovely bouquet of flowers in her hand she could even become prickly towards her husband, something that never happened otherwise: Do you see, Jochen, you study economy and the whole house is full of scholarly treatises, but it’s this young man here who’s brought me roses in the winter. Libussa didn’t feel hurt, she knew Meno would pay her back for the roses by chopping wood and bringing up coal, four bucketfuls, Pedro Honich was going to see to the rest as ‘Timur Assistance’. Frau Honich promptly brought some wrapping paper, and a creamy smile spread over her face when she enquired: Londoner – had she heard correctly? – She had. – The famous Jochen Londoner who wrote for the weekly magazine
Horizon
– and a book now and then?

Now
and then: Londoner’s output was notorious; he had no compunction about making use of left-over scraps, reworking things that had been printed long ago and passing them off as new; Meno responded to Babett Honich’s smile (even if suspiciously); he remembered that they were Londoner’s own words – ‘and now and then we write a little book’ – which he had the habit of repeating in his countless interviews, from which no one dared to edit out that ‘we’ – the royal ‘we’? Londoner as the head of a capitalistically enterprising business concern? – But then Herr Rohde must be an important person if he counted Londoner among his friends! Babett Honich was quite carried away. She’d realized at once that Herr Rohde was made from finer stuff, well, who was called Meno anyway, he had a ‘certain something’ about him (‘but that you write about spiders of all things, my God, yeuch!’); could he not invite Herr Londoner to tea here? – Herr Rohde had to go now, he was in a hurry and as far as
she
knew, old Jochen didn’t drink tea.

On Turmstrasse, waiting for a parade of Father Christmases to march past (Grauleite had taken over special shifts for the children of East Rome), Meno was still chuckling at Libussa’s presence of mind and her casual, saucy ‘old Jochen’ that had left even Babett Honich speechless. The guard in the sentry box subjected his papers and invitation to a thorough check.

‘Purpose of your visit?’ The first lieutenant had become a captain. He waited, fingers on the typewriter keys, for Meno’s answer.

‘To spend the Feast of Hanukah with Comrade Jochen Londoner.’ Meno couldn’t have said himself why he suddenly felt his oats. The Feast of Hanukah! The duty officer, who would certainly have a wife and children and had to be on guard here instead of spending Christmas with them, would probably not know what he was talking about.

‘Hannucker? Are you pulling my leg?’ The comrade immediately got worked up. ‘We’ll soon see about that.’ He picked up the telephone. The Brezhnev portrait had been removed from the guardhouses, it hadn’t been replaced by one of Gorbachev but by a sour-faced
black-and-white likeness of the Minister of Security. ‘Aha.’ The captain remained sceptical. ‘A full pass? That has recently been forbidden for visitors, Frau Comrade Londoner. – I’ve no idea why. Instruction from the top. – Correct, Frau Comrade Londoner, if he gets a half-pass he’ll have to report on the Oberer Plan tomorrow morning. – No, we’re not allowed to do that. Two one-third passes, that’s the most I’m allowed to do.’

He put the phone down, typed, put a second sheet into the typewriter. ‘Sign here.’ Meno picked up the ballpoint pen and form off the revolving tray and while he was signing he could hear the captain muttering, ‘Hannucker, Hannucker’ to himself. ‘The things there are. Didn’t it use to be called Christmas? Is that official now?’

Meno tipped his hat, turned up his collar and left the captain without replying. The gusts of wind were making the bridge hum, the bulbs, of which only a few were working, were swinging between the parapets; Meno stuck the roses inside the lapels of his coat. The mule is trying to find its way in the fog, he thought; the deep snow on the bridge seemed like mist, the tracks of the Father Christmases had already been blown away. With every step Meno sank in up to his knees so that he was only making slow progress, holding on to the railing. Cobweb House loomed up black in the smoky white air in which swirls and twists of snow were dancing over the steep valley; perhaps Vogelstrom was working on the panorama of revolution or was communing in the dark with the painted garden scenes, perhaps he was away, spending Christmas with his children, though the painter never talked about them. ‘Doesn’t mean anything!’ Meno forced the words out against the assaults of the wind. Recalling Meyer’s poem, he addressed it, ‘Thou heavenly child.’ This wind was an unruly child with a mind of its own, a raging brat. Sometimes the child paused, seemed to be wondering how it could get the better of the solitary man plodding across the bridge, scurried on ahead, whirled back over his hat and dropped down in a flurry of snowflakes to try it from behind, came whirring at
him from the right and the left, only, after blustering blasts, vengeful rattling of the bridge’s cables, to collapse, as if its fury had earned it a click of the fingers from up there, out of the air: then, soothingly bronchitic, the hoarse roar of the Weisse Schwester could be heard. Meno hurried up. True, Jochen Londoner had not stated a time. Even though in East Rome they were prepared to tolerate Christmas as an obviously ineradicable relic of Christianity, until there would no longer be a place for it in the period of transition from socialism to communism, even though they were prepared to remain silent, to conform to the code of conduct requiring a Christmas tree and window decorations, to sit back and, after the presents had been handed out to wife and children on Christmas Eve, enjoy the television programmes with the family, Jochen Londoner was and remained an East Roman and one who frequently indulged in mockery of that evening: so they had a family Christmas and Jochen insisted that both Irmtraud and the children first of all respected the customs, then ‘celebrated Christmas critically’. He called it the dialectical approach. That is: he took care about the decor but treated the ritual, of which the decor was, after all, an abbreviated symbol, with an indifferent shrug of the shoulders, even with disdain and dismissive pride, pride in half-recognition, in a freedom that for him might lie in not fulfilling a cliché and the demands concealed within it. He, the ‘merry Marxist and Mr Rigorous’ as he called himself, half ironically, half threateningly, took the liberty of coming up with laissez-faire where others didn’t expect it, where they would react with dismay to the stereotyped thought thus revealed or ‘at best’ (sometimes he would say ‘at worst’) with curiosity: ‘
The Jew
,’ he would then growl irritably, ‘was in exile, and
the Jew
, who was in exile, must know the Jewish customs, mustn’t he? And if he knows them, surely he must follow them? That’s what you always think, isn’t it? For how can
the Jew
take the liberty of ignoring customs that cost so many fellow sufferers their lives?’ And when Meno remained silent, horrified, he went on, ‘But I take (a), the liberty of deciding for myself
who or what I am; I’m not a Jew, I’m a human being and as such I also take (b), the liberty of determining which customs are important to me and which not, which I do or do not
have to
follow.’ So he lit a Hanukah menorah and the lights on the Christmas tree, baked with Irmtraud and Hanna, when she was at home over Christmas, gingerbread and sufganiyot, the tasty jelly doughnuts, fried latkes that Philipp called hash browns, hung up lametta and little toy spinning tops on the Christmas tree. ‘We’re having Chrisnukah!’ And instead of ‘Maos zur jeschuati’ the sound of the Beatles echoed round the house at 9 Zetkinweg, a cul-de-sac at the end of Krupskaja-Strasse.

Chocolate and wood – that was the smell of books and Meno knew of no house where it was such a commanding and inviting presence as at the Londoners’.

‘Chanukah!’ Irmtraud cried when she opened the door, grasped Meno by the shoulders and touched him ‘cheek-to-cheek’, a greeting he loved because of its discreet, delicate intimacy. ‘You really gave the poor guy a fright. I had to explain it to him. He’ll be telephoning now. – But you know Jochen doesn’t like that sort of joke, don’t say anything about it; he thinks it’s no one else’s concern how we live. Be at home.’

Be at home, not ‘make yourself at home’, Meno had always found that simple greeting moving; he felt slightly ashamed at having to take the roses out of his coat in such an unceremonious manner since he’d forgotten to unwrap them before ringing the bell – and since he wanted to conceal how moved he was, he held out the budding Maréchal Niels to Irmtraud, who had his hat and gloves in her hands, with an awkward firmness that was nothing other than embarrassment, which he had never managed entirely to shed at the Londoners’. Jochen knew that. Meno took his time fiddling with his shoelaces, drips or dirt from the streets made Irmtraud furious. At his first visit, to be introduced as Hanna’s ‘boyfriend’, before which he had given himself Dutch courage with three miniatures of bitters from Lange’s stock, the ‘old
connoisseur of life’ (as the ‘Herr Professor’ that Jochen Londoner had been for Meno at that time put it with an understanding nod and ironically crossed fingers) had not found anything to dispel his embarrassment: neither a tour of his personal library, taking down first editions of Kant and signed copies of Brecht and leafing through them at length, nor the table loaded with delicacies, the celebrated scholar’s markedly homely attire of cardigan and tartan slippers or his amiable questions, going into detail and offering a wide range of interests. On the contrary, the wealth (both material and intellectual) of the Londoner household had intimidated Meno even more and Londoner could well have sensed that, for on future occasions he changed his ‘tactics’, as he said: since then it was Irmtraud who greeted him with ‘be at home’ and called him ‘Menodear’ or ‘my dear’, which for a long time he assumed was a bizarre term of affection, softened in the Saxon manner, until he saw it at the beginning of a letter and realized she was speaking English.

But he recognized the bat-cap on the clothes stand, and listened for what was being said in the living room instead of to Irmtraud singing the praises of the roses, and since it was what he expected to hear, it wasn’t long before it came: Judith Schevola’s gravelly laugh. Philipp was showing off, Meno heard that as well; Irmtraud now, with a mute and conspiratorial gesture to the stairs down to the basement kitchen, left him to his own devices. A brief, warm greeting, a gesture of invitation and then the guest could, if he was a friend of the family, spend the time until the official part of the invitation (the beginning of which was announced by a dinner gong or a little bell, such as the chairman of the television
Professors’ Forum
, of which Londoner was a member, rang) doing as he liked: sit in the wing chair in the living room and browse through one of the magazines set out there (among them
Literaturnaya gazeta
and the
Times Literary Supplement
), leaf through the books or, if there were two of you, play a game of ice hockey on the slot machine in a niche in the basement; there was always a supply of
ten-pfennig pieces there; if you put one in you could use a wheel to make the red or blue lead figures, with sticks that had been bent by the steel ball, revolve. You could also go home again, as Eschschloraque had once done: immersed in a book-covered wall on the stairs up to Londoner’s sanctum (‘The Haunted Chamber’ it said in English and in cursive letters on an oval pottery sign), the dramatist had been gripped by a scene, glassy-eyed and waving his arms about (Meno had quickly put a pencil in his hand) he had drifted down to the little telephone table, where, without success and ever more desperate, he searched for a sheet of paper (he didn’t find one; there were printed sheets of paper by the million in the Londoner residence, blank ones the old man stored in the ‘Haunted Chamber’ and kept a strict watch over where they were left; do not leave anything handwritten lying around in the house, no addresses, no notes that might be misunderstood – a maxim from the time when he’d been active in the underground), until Meno, who always put some in his pocket when he went to see Londoner, gave a sheet to Eschschloraque; in a world of his own, the Marshal of Moderation had picked up the phone, rolled out iambic lines and belaboured an imaginary public with the receiver; at that moment Londoner had come down the stairs, he too glassy-eyed, he too with accumulations of word, thought and deduction within reach, had shuffled over to the telephone, where instead of the receiver he took the pencil from Eschschloraque, nodded, stared at it intently and, shaking it in his raised hand, carried it off, leaving Eschschloraque staring uncomprehending at the receiver before leaving the house without a word and still wearing the house slippers he’d put on.