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Chapter
Ten

Revelations and Confessions

Lilly
was breathing harder than normal by the time she got to Riley’s study. The door
was closed, and she stopped in front of it, just staring at the smooth wood.
Grabbing he cold brass handle and turning, she pushed it open and stood there
staring at Riley.

“Come
here, Lilly,” he said in a deep voice.

She
stepped inside and closed the door behind her, looking at him as he sat in an
oversized chair by the window. He was bracing his elbows on his knees, his
glasses off and sitting on his desk, and his expression stormy. He didn’t fully
face her, just continued to watch as the snow fell.

“We
need to talk, love.”

Her
heart ached at his gentle words, making her emotions that much more heightened.
She walked over to him and knelt. A surprised expression crossed his features

“We
do,” she stated. It was time to get all of this out there, to really know what
he wanted, and if being a triad was their future. She took a deep breath,
closing her eyes briefly as she decided where to start. “You know how much I
love you right?” She waited a heartbeat before she continued. He nodded his
response. “You know how much I love
Tallin
, right?”

He
stood and faced her fully, nodding again.

“I’m
in love you both so much … I want both of you in my life as more than what
we’ve ever shared.” She looked into his face, thankful he gave her the time to
say this, and that he wasn’t trying to speak right now. “I just love you so
much, Riley.” The words were barely out before Riley was moving toward her.
“I’m so in love with both of you, and
Tallin
said—”

He
had his hand behind her head, his fingers tunneled in her hair, and was kissing
her before she could get the rest of the words out.

He
moved them backward so her ass bumped into his desk, and she was forced to
reach behind her and brace her hands on the wood.

He
took possession of her mouth, his tongue spearing in and teasing her, tasting
her. She gasped when he pulled away and trailed his tongue down her neck, his
teeth gently nipping at the base of her throat.

“Riley?”
She was surprised by this intensity from him, especially after what she’d just
told him. He still hadn’t said anything yet, and she knew sex wasn’t the
answer. They needed to talk, and she needed to make sure he was okay with this.

He
nipped and licked at her throat, groaning and pressing his rock hard erection
into her belly. Riley had always been the gentler and sweeter among the boys,
but this dominating and controlling emotions coming from him was startling as
well as arousing. Already her pussy was soaking wet, her clit swelling with her
desire as he continued to torment her skin.

“God,
Lilly.” His voice was low and heavy, thick with his own arousal. He tightened
his hands on her waist, flexing and relaxing his fingers on her flesh. Then he
slipped the digits under the hem of her shirt and slowly moved them up.

“Wait,”
she managed to breathe out, and he instantly stopped. Riley pulled back and
looked into her face, his amber colored eyes stormy and filled with arousal. “I
need to know how you feel about what I just said.”

He
swallowed, the column of his throat working from the act. Riley took a step
back and looked at her. He was sporting a huge erection, the front of his
slacks tented. Lifting his hand and running a hand over his short blond hair,
the silence stretched out between them. “
Tallin
and I
got drunk one time, a while back. It was shortly after you left. I was feeling
like shit because I was already in love with you but never had the balls to
actually admit my feelings to you or anyone else.”

He
kept his focus on her, and she made sure to stay silent. What Riley was saying,
she knew was what she’d want to hear.

“Christian
was out of town, so it was just
Tallin
and I. One
thing led to another and we were both trashed, and saying a bunch of shit we’d
never told anyone.” He ran a hand over his hair again, an act she knew was due
to nerves. “I admitted how much I was in love with you, and how I never told
you because I was too weak, and also because I knew you were leaving and I
didn’t want to screw up the plans you had.”

She
felt her heart jump at the fact Riley was sharing this, and that he’d never
told her his feelings because he didn’t want to get in the way of her plans
with her career.

“
Tallin
, even piss ass drunk, seemed like he was sober. He
admitted how he felt, too, but we both thought it best to just let it go
because of where you were at in your life, and the fact we were all friends.”

“Oh,
Riley.” She wished that they’d been able to take about this stuff back then,
but the truth was she hadn’t appreciated how precious life was until Christian
had been taken away. The truth was she knew she’d always been in love with
them, but she’d never fully accepted it, never allowed herself to bring those
feelings up from her soul. She’d focused on school, on starting her career. Now
that Christian was gone and the truth of their emotions was coming to the
surface, she was tired of hiding, of not doing and experiencing what was
important in life.

“We
are in love with you, and during that drunken talk, and even more recently,
after you came back to Burkett and have been staying here, we decided that if
there was ever a chance we were able to be with you, we’d take it, no matter
what.” He smiled, but it didn’t quite reach his eyes. “And we knew that if you
wanted one of us but not the other, we’d step away, let you be happy.”

“And
if I want both of you?” she whispered, her heart beating so fast.

He
took a step closer to her, so close she felt his heat. “Then we’d be the two
luckiest men in the world, Lilly. We’d share you, protect you,
make
you so damn happy you never had to fear that the
sadness of what happened would consume you.” He reached out and cupped her
cheek. “We’d be so good to you, sweetheart.”

She
licked her lips, leaned more into Riley’s touch, and knew she wanted this,
wanted both of them. “I want to be with both of you, Riley. I’m in love with
you and
Tallin
.”

He
smiled, and this time it did reach his eyes. “I know, sweetheart. I know you
were with
Tallin
last night, and I’m happy about
that.”

Her
heart palpated.

Riley
took another step forward. “In fact, knowing you were with
Tallin
,
knowing that there was even a possibility you’d want us both in your life,
turned me on so much, Lilly.” He took hold of her wrist and placed it between
their bodies, right over his erection. “This is what you do to me. Just
thinking about you, thinking about you with
Tallin
,
getting off because of it, because you want both of us, makes me so damn hard
Lilly.”

Lilly
couldn’t control the torrent of emotions moving in her.

“Do
you like knowing you do this to me?” he asked with heat in his voice.

She
couldn’t answer, couldn’t find her voice. Instead she nodded. And then
something crackled and sizzled behind Riley’s eyes. He started kissing her, claiming
her mouth with all the possession she yearned for. He went for her shirt,
pulled it up and over her head unceremoniously, and never once did he stop
kissing her.

Lilly
pulled back and breathed heavily when he unhooked her bra and slid it off her body.
Her breasts spilled free a second before his mouth latched onto one of her
aching nipples. She threw her head back and moaned, not about to stop the sound
from leaving. He gripped her breast with his other hand and tweaked her nipple
between thumb and forefinger. He let go of the elongated bud with a resounding
pop
, and her skin cooled when the chilly
air touched the sensitized flesh.

Riley
covered her mouth with his again. He lifted her up and onto the desk, and she
spread her legs wide to accommodate his larger frame. A gasp left her when he
ground his erection against her jean-covered pussy. She wanted to be fully
naked for him. She tilted her head to get better access to his lips, his tongue
roaming the inside of her mouth with such skilled concentration she thought she
would pass out from the pleasure.

“That’s
it, sweetheart. Just give yourself to me,” he murmured against her mouth.

She
felt his hands slip start to undo the button and zipper of her pants before
pulling them and her panties off. Lifting her ass to help him get the offending
material off, she was so aroused all she could do was go through the motions.
The air wafted over her thighs and overheated pussy. He broke the kiss and
stared down at her with a heated expression, his breathing erratic, his lips
red from their kissing. She looked at him with wide eyes, touching her tingling
lips in remembrance, in shock at how turned on she was.

“I
want you so badly, Lilly. If you aren’t sure about all of this, about being
with
Tallin
and me, I’ll stop. God help me, it won’t
be easy, but I’ll stop.”
 
His voice was
gruff and low as he watched her.

She
knew Riley would stop in an instant if that was what she really wanted.

But I don’t want that.

He
appeared tense, his expression one of fierce concentration while he waited for
her response. He stroked his fingers over her side and belly, waiting for her
to lead the way, to cease or move this forward.

“I
want this. Please don’t stop.”

He
groaned. “Your happiness is my happiness. Your pleasure is my pleasure.” He
didn’t elaborate, but then again he didn’t need to. He was telling her in so
many words he accepted what she wanted, whom she wanted.

She
focused on him, her heart racing. Her whole life had changed in such a short
period of time, in some ways bad, but in others for the good. He cupped her
head, his smile one of knowing, love, and acceptance. He leaned in and kissed
her. His tongue slipped past the seam of her lips and pushed against her
tongue. His hands moved down to her ass, gripped it, and gathered her to the
edge of the desk.

With
one hand on her ass, he used his other one to move over her hip and belly. He
was so close to her pussy that she could hardly stand it. She needed him to
touch her. He leaned back, his eyes filled with desire as he roamed his gaze
over her naked flesh.

“You’re
so beautiful.”

She
shivered, not from the chill in the air but from the way he was staring at her.
She moved her view down, swallowing thickly as his erection strained against
the front of his pants. Even through the fabric she could tell how thick and
long his cock was. His hands went to his belt, and he unbuckled and unzipped
his pants. The material hung open while he took off his oxford and pushed it
off his shoulders. His flesh was smooth, his abdomen so defined and toned.

Without
thinking, she reached out and traced his external oblique muscles—that perfect
V in his abdomen. His skin was so tight and distinct that she felt her pussy
become even wetter.

She
ran her fingers up, moving them along the ridges that made up his six-pack and
over his small copper-colored nipples. She lightly scraped her nails along the
flat disks, which elicited a deep groan from him. His hands went to his pants,
sliding them fully down so they were at his feet now. His cock was big and
long, hard and ready with a pearl-sized drop of pre-cum formed at the slit.

Licking
her lips caused him to groan again. She lifted her gaze up to his face, his
expression one of pure lust.

“You
don’t know how long I’ve been waiting for this moment, how long I’ve wanted you
to know I’m in love with you.” He wrapped his hands around her hips. “I’m going
to make you feel so good.”

Lilly
instinctively wrapped her legs around his waist. His cock pressed snugly
against her cleft, which sent tingles of pleasure through her. Their lips
meshed as he lifted her off the desk and carried them out of the office and
into a spare bedroom down the hall.

Yes,
she was really going to do this, had told them both what she wanted, and now
she just had to accept the fact her life would never be the same. And damn did
that make her feel good.

Chapter
Eleven

Love of Life

Riley
shut the bedroom door with his foot, his mouth unrelenting on hers as he set
her on the bed and moved over her. He pressed his body against hers, and she spread
her legs wide to accommodate him. He broke the kiss and trailed his mouth down
her neck, leaving a path of fire in his wake.

“What
you do to me…” he murmured against her throat, and she lifted her hips in
invitation, needing his cock in her pussy. He gave her throat one last lick
before gripping her hips and flipping her over on her stomach. This
assertiveness was so unlike the Riley she’d know he whole life, but she loved
it. Riley moved his hands down her back and ass, gave the cheeks a squeeze, and
she gasped.

“You
have a perfect ass.” He emphasized his point by giving the mounds a light
smack. The sound of his flesh slapping against hers heightened the arousal she
was already feeling.

His
dominance wasn’t as strong as
Tallin’s
, but it was
still so powerful that she squirmed for him, eager to submit.

He
covered her back with his chest, his dick resting snugly against the crease of
her ass. He started a slow pump of his hips against her ass, his cock so heavy
and long that she could feel the head teasing her cleft and clitoris. His hands
snaked beneath her, and he lifted her hips so her ass was slightly elevated.
When he grabbed two pillows and pushed them under her belly, all she could do
was be here and experience it, let Riley take control.

She
bent her knees, spreading her thighs wide, and knowing he could see every
intimate part of her. She swallowed from the eroticism of the position she was
in.

“Stretch
out for me.”

She
looked at the thick oak beams of the headboard, curling her hands around them
and shivering at the control he was taking. Her muscles pulled and stretched in
this position, and looking over her shoulder showed Riley was stroking himself
as he moved his gaze up and down her body. She would have never guessed Riley
to have a dominant streak, but here he did, and she yearned for more.

Lilly
faced the wall again and closed her eyes, moaning when she felt his hot, wet
tongue start a sensual trail down her spine. He gripped her ass cheeks and
massaged them slowly before pulling them apart. He laid a small kiss on the
small of her back, ran his tongue over the top of her ass, and grunted in
pleasure.

She
heard him inhale and looked over her shoulder to see his complete attention on
her spread pussy. He then leaned forward, his hands on her ass, keeping her
spread open, and attacked her slit with his mouth. He mouth fucked her. There
was no other way to describe what he was doing. She moaned, dropped her head to
the bed, and absorbed the feel of his tongue in her pussy hole and his thumb rolling
her clit. She was so close to climaxing that her whole body shook.

“Come
in my mouth, Lilly. I want your sweet honey to slide down my throat.”

She
made a small noise, a sound of pleading and need. She started to wantonly
thrust her vagina into his face, her hips working of their own accord as she
tightened her hands around the headboard and screamed into the mattress as her
orgasm tore through her.

Riley
grunted in pleasure and thrust his tongue into her clenching pussy faster,
moved his thumb quicker against the small bud of nerve endings until she was
begging him to stop, pleading with him that it was too much.

“It’s
never going to be too much, Lilly.” He growled the words against her cleft,
wringing one last tremor of pleasure out of her before his chest was covering
her back and his shaft was probing the entrance of her pussy. He moved his
hands beneath her, his big palms gripping her breasts and squeezing them as he
breathed heavily against her shoulder.

“Do
it, Riley. Fuck me.” Even after the orgasm he’d just given her, she wanted
more. She wanted to feel his long, hard cock thrusting into her, wanted to feel
his balls slapping against her clit while he took her from behind. The very
images her mind conjured caused her pussy to contract hard, wanting to grip his
cock and suck it inside of her.

“I’m
going to fuck you so good, Lilly,” he groaned.

The
thick crest of his erection pressed into her pussy hole and opened her wide.
She could feel her skin stretching around his cockhead, had a mental picture of
what the image looked like. His hands tightened on her breasts a second before
he moved slightly away from her, slapped her ass cheeks once more, and gently
pulled them apart.

He
shoved another inch of his shaft into her, and she bit her bottom lip as pleasure
coursed through her. His slow insertion into her pussy had her knuckles turning
white on the headboard and had her cream making his penetration easy and slick.

“You
have no idea how hot it is to see my dick inside of you. Your pussy is so tight
and wet, sucking me in and squeezing me until I’m on the verge of exploding
inside of you.”

He
forced the rest of his dick inside until his hips pressed against her bottom.
Her inner muscles clamped down on him, and they both moaned in pleasure.

“So
good, you feel so damn good that I won’t last.” He moved then—in and out,
faster and harder. His speed gradually picked up until soon his hips were
slamming into her, their sweat-covered skin slapping together, the sound of wet
sex filling the room. The force of his thrusting hips propelled her up the bed
so he was continually tugging her back down onto his shaft.

His
thumb and forefinger moved down her belly until he had her clit between the
digits. He ran his fingers in circles around the nub and gently pinched it. He
took his other hand and gathered her pussy moisture, rubbing the digit around
the skin that was stretched wide from his cock. She snapped her eyes open when
she felt him press his now slick thumb against her anus. He spread the moisture
he gathered from her pussy around the unused hole.

He
covered her back once more and continued pressing gently against her bottom as
he whispered in her ear, “Relax, baby. It’s going to feel so good.”

He
slowly pressed the tip of the digit into her ass, teasing it so her pussy
clamped down hard on his cock. She heard him gnash his teeth, and he growled in
her ear.

“Does
that feel good, love?”

She
was about to nod when he pushed more of his thumb inside and then retreated. He
continued to do that, a steady fucking of his thumb in her ass, his cock in her
pussy. Pleasure stabbed hard inside of her and sucked the air right out of her
lungs until both her ass and pussy were clamping down hard, her climax peaking
inside of her. Gripping the headboard so tightly that she feared she would
break something, she moaned loud and long against the crisp white sheets of the
bed.

“That’s
it, Lilly. Milk my cock. Suck
the cum
out of me.”

To
hear Riley talking so dirty and erotically to her was a little strange, but
filled her with pleasure nonetheless. She’d never expected her sweet and gentle
doctor to be a wild and dominant lover. It was a pleasant surprise.

She
felt him tense a second before she felt him pull out of her and the hot jets of
his semen cover her back and ass. He groaned and grunted, his cum continuing to
cover her flesh,
heat her
, turn her on. When her
orgasm finally passed, she breathed out deeply. Sweat slid down the side of her
face as Riley removed his thumb and pulled his cock slowly out of her.

“You
can let go of the headboard, baby.”

She
looked over at him, releasing her fingers and wincing. Her hands were cramped
and sweaty, but the pain was a pleasant reminder of what she’d done with Riley.
He dragged the pillows out from under her and moved her close, wrapping his big
body around her as he hummed behind her in satisfaction.

“I
love you, Lilly.”

She
couldn’t help but give a content, pleasure-filled smile. “I love you, too.”