Tiger's Quest (56 page)

Late that afternoon, Nilima came to see me.

I was sitting in my room in the white chair, clutching my stuffed tiger. I’d spent the morning crying and sleeping. She hugged me and sat down on the couch.

“He doesn’t know me,” I whispered.

“You must give him time. Here, I’ve brought you a snack.”

“I’m not hungry.”

“You didn’t eat your breakfast either.”

I looked at her with watery eyes. “I just don’t think I can eat.”

“Alright.”

She went into my bathroom and returned with my hairbrush.

“Everything will be fine, Miss Kelsey. He’s back with us, and he
will
remember you.”

She unbraided my hair and began brushing it out in long, smooth strokes. It comforted me and reminded me of my mother.

“You really think he will?”

“Yes. Even if he doesn’t get his memory back, he is bound to fall for you again. My mother has a saying:
a deep well never runs dry
. His feelings for you are too deep to ever disappear completely, even in a dry season, such as this.”

I laughed wetly. “I’d like to meet your mom sometime.”

“Perhaps you shall.”

She left me alone after that, and, feeling better, I headed slowly downstairs.

Kishan was pacing in the kitchen. He stopped when I entered and helped me hobble in. I wrapped the dishes of uneaten food that Nilima had brought me, placing them in the refrigerator.

“Your ankle looks better,” he said after a brief inspection.

“Mr. Kadam had me ice it and elevate it all morning.”

“Are you okay?” he asked.

“Yeah. I’ll be fine. It’s not the reunion I’d hoped for, but it’s better than finding him dead.”

“I’ll help you. We can work with him together.”

It must have killed him to say that. I knew he would, though. He wanted me to be happy, and if helping me reunite with Ren would make me happy, he’d do it.

“Thank you, I appreciate it.”

I took a step closer and almost fell. He caught me and drew me hesitantly into his arms. He expected me to push him away like I had a habit of doing lately, but I put my arms around him instead and hugged him.

He stroked my back, sighed, and kissed my forehead. Right then, Ren walked into the kitchen. I stiffened as he looked at us, expecting him to react to Kishan touching me, but he dismissed us completely, grabbed a bottle of water, and left without saying a word.

Kishan lifted my chin with his finger. “He’ll come around, Kells.”

“Right.”

“Do you want to watch a movie?”

“That sounds good.”

“Okay. But something with action. None of your musical stuff.”

I laughed. “Action, huh? Something tells me you’d like
Indiana Jones
.”

He put an arm around my waist and helped me over to the indoor theater.

I didn’t see Ren again until late that evening. He was sitting on the veranda watching the moon. I paused, wondering if he wanted to be alone; then decided if he did, he could always ask me to leave.

When I slid open the door and stepped outside, he tilted his head but didn’t move.

“Am I bothering you?” I asked.

“No. Would you like to sit down?”

“Okay.”

He rose and politely helped me sit down across from him. I studied Ren’s face. His bruises were almost gone, and his hair had been washed and cut. He was dressed in casual designer clothes, but his feet were bare. I gasped when I saw them. They were still purple and distended, which meant they’d been terribly hurt.

“What did he do to your feet?”

His eyes followed my gaze and he shrugged. “He broke them over and over until they felt like swollen bean bags.”

“Oh,” I said uneasily. “May I see your hands?”

He held out his hands, and I took them gently in mine and studied them carefully. His golden skin was unmarred, and his fingers were long and straight. Nails that had been torn and bloodied earlier were now healthy and filled in. I turned his hands over and looked at the palms. Except for a gash on the inside of his arm ending at his wrist, they looked undamaged. A normal person who’d had their hands broken in so many places would likely have lost the use of them. At the very least, the repaired knuckles would have been swollen and inflexible.

Tracing the gash lightly, I asked, “What about this?”

“This is from an experiment when he tried to drain all the blood out of my body to see if I’d survive. The good news is that I did. He was rather put out about getting his clothes all bloody though.”

He pulled his hands out of mine abruptly and stretched out both arms along the back of the love seat.

“Ren, I—”

He held up a hand. “You don’t need to apologize to me, Kelsey. It’s not your fault. Kadam explained the whole thing to me.”

“He did? What did he say?”

“He told me that Lokesh was actually after you, that he wanted Kishan’s amulet that you now wear, and that if I hadn’t stayed behind to fight, he would have gotten all three of us.”

“I see.”

He leaned forward. “I’m glad that he took me instead of you. You would have been killed in a horrible way. Nobody deserves to die like that. Better me or Kishan being captured than you.”

“Yes, you were very chivalrous.”

He shrugged and looked at the pool lights.

“Ren, what did he . . . do to you?”

He turned back to me and lowered his gaze to my swollen ankle. “May I?”

I nodded.

He lifted my leg gently and placed it on his lap. He touched the purple bruises lightly and tucked a pillow under it.

“I’m sorry you’ve been injured. It’s unfortunate that you don’t heal quickly like we do.”

“You’re avoiding my question.”

“Some things in this world shouldn’t be uttered. It’s bad enough that one person must know of them.”

“It helps to talk, though.”

“When I do feel ready to talk about it, I’ll tell Kishan or Kadam. They’re battle-hardened. They’ve seen many terrible things.”

“I’m battle-hardened too.”

He laughed. “You? No, you are far too fragile to hear of the things I’ve experienced.”

I crossed my arms. “I’m not that fragile.”

“I’m sorry. I’ve offended you.
Fragile
is the wrong word. You’re too . . . pure, too innocent, to hear of those things. I won’t contaminate your mind with thoughts of what Lokesh has done.”

“But it might help.”

“You’ve sacrificed enough for me already.”

“But everything you experienced was to protect me.”

“I don’t remember that, but if I could remember, I’m sure I would still refuse to tell you about it.”

“Probably. You can be pretty stubborn.”

“Yes. Some things never change.”

“Do you feel well enough to revisit some memories?”

“We can try. Where do you want to begin?”

“Why don’t we start at the beginning?”

He nodded, and I told him of seeing him for the first time at the circus and working with him. How he escaped his cage and slept on the hay, and I blamed myself for not locking the door. I told him about the cat poem and about the picture I drew of him in my journal. The weird thing was that he remembered the cat poem. He even quoted it to me.

When I was finished, an hour had gone by. He’d listened attentively and nodded. He seemed the most interested in my journal.

“May I read it?” he asked.

I twitched uncomfortably. “I guess it could help. There are some of your poems in there, and it is a good record of almost everything we did. It might trigger something. Just prepare yourself for lots of girl emotions.”

He raised an eyebrow. I quickly explained, “We didn’t exactly get off to a smooth start romantically. I rejected you initially, then changed my mind, then rejected you again. It wasn’t the best of decisions, but I thought I knew what I was doing at the time.”

He smiled. “‘The course of true love never did run smooth.’”

“When did you read
Midsummer Night’s Dream
?”

“I haven’t. I studied a book of famous Shakespeare quotes in school.”

“You never told me that.”

“Ah, at last something I know that you don’t.” He sighed. “This situation is very confusing for me. I apologize if I’ve hurt you. It isn’t my intention. Mr. Kadam told me your parents are gone. Is that right?”

I nodded.

“Imagine if you couldn’t remember your real parents. You’ve heard stories of this man and woman, but they were strangers to you. They had memories of you doing things that you couldn’t remember, and they had expectations of you. They had dreams for your future, different dreams than what you might imagine for yourself.”

“It would be very hard. I might even doubt what I was being told.”

“Exactly. Especially if you had been mentally and physically tortured for several months.”

“I understand.”

I stood, my heart breaking all over again. Ren touched my hand as I passed.

“I don’t mean to hurt your feelings. There are a lot of worse things I can imagine than being told I have a sweet, kind girlfriend that I can’t remember. I just need time to wrap my mind around this.”

“Ren? Do you think? I mean, is there any possibility? Could you learn to . . . to
love
me again?”

He looked at me thoughtfully for a moment and said, “I’ll try.”

I nodded mutely. He dropped my hand, and I shut myself in my room.

He’ll try.

A week went by with little to no improvement. He couldn’t remember anything about me despite the efforts of Kishan, Mr. Kadam, and Nilima. He began to lose patience with everyone except Nilima, who he liked to visit. I figured she bothered him much less about it. She didn’t know me as well as the others and spoke of things both of them remembered.

I made him every dish he’d liked while in Oregon, including my chocolate peanut butter cookies. The first time he ate them he seemed to enjoy them, but then I explained the significance of the cookies, and the second time he was less enthusiastic. He didn’t want me to be disappointed when eating them didn’t trigger his memory. Kishan took advantage of his reluctance and single-handedly polished off every batch I made. I stopped cooking soon after that.

I came to dinner one night and found everyone staring eagerly at me from the dining room, which had been decorated with peach and ivory streamers. A large layer cake rested in the center of a beautifully decorated table.

“Happy Birthday, Miss Kelsey!” Mr. Kadam exclaimed.

“My birthday? I totally forgot!”

“How old are you now, Kells?” asked Kishan.

“Umm . . . nineteen.”

“Well, she’s still a baby. Eh, Ren?”

Ren nodded and smiled politely.

Kishan grabbed me in a hug. “Here. Have a seat while I get your presents.”

Kishan helped me sit, and then left to gather the gifts. Mr. Kadam had used the Golden Fruit to summon my favorite dinner: a cheeseburger, French fries, and a chocolate malt. Everyone else got to pick their favorite meals as well, and we all laughed and remarked on our neighbors’ selections. It was the first time I’d laughed in quite a while.

After we finished dinner, Kishan announced it was present time. I opened Nilima’s gift first. She gave me an expensive bottle of French perfume, which I passed around.

Kishan smelled it and grunted. “Her natural scent is much better.”

When it got to Ren, he smiled at Nilima, and said, “I like it.”

The easy smile slipped off my face.

Next was Mr. Kadam’s present. He pushed an envelope across the table. He winked at me as I slipped my finger under the edge to open it. Inside was a picture of a car.

I held it up. “What’s this?”

“It’s a new car.”

“I don’t need a new car. I have the Boxster at home.”

He shook his head sadly. “It’s gone. I’ve sold it and the house through another organization. Lokesh knew about it and could have traced it to us, so I’ve covered our tracks.”

I waved the picture around and grinned. “And what type of car did you decide I needed this time?”

“It’s nothing really. Just something to get you from here to there.”

“What’s it called?”

“It’s a McLaren
SLR
722 Roadster.”

“How big is it?”

“It’s a convertible.”

“Will a tiger fit?”

“No. It seats only two, but the boys are men half the day now.”

“Is it more than $30,000?”

He squirmed and hedged, “Yes, but—”

“How much more?”

“Much more.”

“
How
much more?”

“About $400,000 more.”

My mouth dropped open. “Mr. Kadam!”

“Miss Kelsey, I know it’s extravagant, but when you drive it, you will see it’s worth every cent.”

I folded my hands across my chest. “I won’t drive it.”

He looked offended. “That car was meant to be driven.”

“Then you drive it. I’ll drive the Jeep.”

He looked tempted. “If it will appease you, perhaps we can share it.”

Kishan clapped his hands. “I can’t wait.”

Mr. Kadam wagged a finger at him. “Oh, no! Not you. We’ll get
you
a nice sedan.
Used
.”

“I’m a good driver!” Kishan protested.

“You need more training.”

I stopped them, laughing. “Okay. When the car arrives, we’ll talk about it some more.”

“The car is already here, Miss Kelsey. It’s in the garage as we speak. Perhaps we can go for a drive later.” His eyes twinkled with excitement.

“All right, just you and me. Thank you for my wonderfully extravagant, over-the-top present.”

He nodded happily.

“Okay.” I smiled. “I’m ready for my next present.”

“That’s me,” Kishan said. He handed me a large white box wrapped with a blue velvet ribbon. I opened it, brushed aside the delicate tissue, and touched silky blue material. I stood up and took the soft gift from the box.

“Oh, Kishan! It’s lovely!”

“I had it specially made to match the robe you wore in the Grove of Dreams. Obviously the Scarf couldn’t replicate the real flowers woven through the material, but it embroidered flowers instead.”

Delicate blue cornflowers with soft green stems and leaves ran around the hem and up the side of the robe to the waist, then continued on the other side to the shoulder. Purple and orange winged fairies perched jauntily on the leaves.