Authors: Anne Calhoun
Congratulations followed her to the cashier’s table, where she pulled out her debit card and ran it through
the scanner. Jess stood behind the table, ringing up customers.
“Well, look at you,” she said archly as she tucked jars of jam, jelly, and honey into a paper bag. “I never
figured you for the type to buy a man, especially one like that. Rob’s more your speed.”
Rob was watching her from across the tent, his brow furrowed.
“What do you mean?” Rachel entered 2000.00 into the machine, stared at the number signaling the
biggest purchase of her life, then pressed OK.
“The whole sweet, innocent thing appeals to Rob. The only thing Officer Harris likes about sweet and
innocent is the chance to ruin it.”
Perfect, because she’d just bet two thousand dollars that he had no interest in a relationship, no sense
that sex was something special reserved for the marriage bed, no inclination to call again.
Virginal
was the
word Jess had used one night when all the apprentices went out for drinks and Rachel volunteered to drive
when no one else wanted to. The Virgin of Silent Circle Farm, she’d teasingly called her without knowing
the truth. Rachel
was
a virgin. Never been to bed with a man. Never been touched below the waist, or
below the neck. Never even been kissed, until Ben Harris’s mouth brushed her cheek and glancing pressure
and hot breath sent sparks along her nerves.
But Jess didn’t need to know that. Leaving Elysian Fields meant gaining a measure of not just control
over her body and emotions, but also her privacy. She wanted the full range of human experience, and she
wanted the option to keep it to herself.
“Rob and I are coworkers,” Rachel said, choosing to ignore Jess’s comments about the police officer.
“And friends. That’s all. Want to help me shop for something to wear?”
A Galveston native, Jess knew all about the area’s upscale secondhand shops, and had a better eye for
fit, color, and appropriateness than Rachel.
“Sure,” Jess said with a shrug. “Better pick out some sexy undies, too. Cotton briefs aren’t his style.”
Rachel walked back to help the other farm employees at the Silent Circle table, the memory of Ben
Harris’s smile flashing like lightning in her brain.
It didn’t matter that Ben wasn’t her type. She wasn’t going to fall in love with the first man she had sex
with. She wasn’t going to tie herself down, not after she’d paid so much to get free from that old life. The
costs were too high to make that mistake.
But that smile made Ben Harris the perfect man to take her virginity. Rachel wasn’t the gambling kind,
but she’d lay odds he wouldn’t even notice.
Chapter Two
Ben had worked over a week since that ridiculous night at the bachelor auction, a week permeated
by the typical things cops smelled. Galveston’s ever-present undertone of salt spray, sunscreen, and fish.
Gun oil, gas, hot vinyl, the garlic knots the last guy to drive his patrol car ate then sweated out, the faint
scent of burning oil coming from the car’s engine. Rancid sweat and body odor that could drop a bull at
thirty paces courtesy of addicts who hadn’t bathed in weeks in an effort to keep the drug from seeping out
through their skin. Fear had a distinct smell. So did anger, hatred, rage, and futility. He’d smelled all those
things and more, but not even the filtered, cool air blasting from his truck’s vents could get Rachel Hill’s
lingering, indefinable scent out of his nostrils.
He pulled into the parking lot of Gaido’s only ten minutes late. Not bad, given that an hour earlier he’d
been braced at attention in a very small office with the shift lieutenant and the precinct captain screaming at
him loud enough to wake the dead in crypts in Louisiana.
Yes sir, he observed a robbery in progress at a gas station, called 911, then walked into the middle of it.
Yes sir, he was off duty.
Yes sir, he was unarmed.
No sir, he wasn’t wearing a vest.
Yes sir, he goaded the robber, providing a distraction for the mother sheltering her young son behind
the lids-and-straws counter to bolt out the back door and the attendant to hit the alarm, and
yes sir,
when
the robber swung his gun from Ben to the attendant, Ben fucking cold-cocked him.
He flexed his fingers when he got out of the truck. Hitting solid cheekbone, feeling it crack under his
fist.
Goddamn.
An adrenaline high smelled like the best sex ever.
No surprise there.
He swung out of the truck, and crossed the parking lot to the front door. The bar to the right of the
hostess stand was packed, so he stood in the door, searching for the woman willing to drop two grand on a
night with him. When a group left to claim their table, Ben saw his best bet, but slowed his progress
through the crowd to be sure, then stopped behind her, absently watching the light glinting off a thick,
complicated knot of hair in a dozen shades of brown and gold. She wore a knee-length, sleeveless fitted
dress the same bright copper as the bottom of his mother’s pots. He inhaled slowly.
Definitely her.
“Rachel,” he said.
She turned to face him, and the sight knocked speech from him for a moment, because this woman
looked nothing like the farm worker who’d waited until the very last moment to bid on him. In the bar’s
dim lighting, the skin of her throat and shoulders reminded him of hot nights in the back of a pickup, and
sultry eye makeup and mascara turned her pale brown eyes to mysterious, catlike pools.
The combination made him want to bend down and lick her throat before he set his teeth to her neck.
Instead he settled for another kiss on the cheek and got soft, sun-warmed skin and another halted breath,
just like the one at the bachelor auction in return. Hot blood eddied to his cock.
He was
so
getting laid tonight.
If he didn’t crash from exhaustion first. He’d worked until two at No Limits, gone to a party for a
couple of hours, slept for a couple until daylight made it impossible to sleep. A simple trip to the gas station
for coffee and the newspaper turned into a day at the station, complete with two senior officers taking turns
going at him.
Just wait until his SWAT lieutenant heard about this. There would be more hell to pay later, but
now . . . now he had Rachel Hill to attend to.
When he drew back, her eyes were wide. He cleared his throat, tried for normal conversation. “What are
you drinking?”
“Water,” she said.
Usually women had a cocktail in hand by now, but maybe she was dehydrated after a long day outside.
He ordered a Shiner Bock and swallowed a good half of it before looking at her again. This time he caught
her gaze skimming over his suit, the one he’d last worn for his sister’s and brother’s weddings. Despite the
day he’d had, a two-thousand-dollar date called for a suit. In that dress they’d probably just walk around
the Pleasure Pier, skip the rides. Catch the sunset in the Gulf before they disappeared into the darkness of
his apartment or hers.
He picked up what was left of his beer and extended his hand toward the hostess stand. “Let’s see if our
table is ready.”
She preceded him out of the bar and into the foyer, where couples sat or stood waiting for a table. Ben
checked in with the hostess, who pulled two leather-bound menus from a shelf inside the stand, and led
them to a table near the window, overlooking the ocean. The hostess stepped back to let him hold Rachel’s
chair, and while she seated herself, Ben found himself trying to identify each component of her scent. Heat
and sweat, not masked by perfume or the artificially scented shampoos and body lotions so many women
favored. Rachel smelled elemental, like the air before an electrical storm. Hot earth and humid air, danger,
destruction.
She sat down, flashed him a quick smile over her shoulder at this common courtesy, then laid her
napkin in her lap as he seated himself and accepted a menu. He picked up his own menu, found rib eye in
the steak section, and closed it again. “See anything that looks good?”
“Everything looks good,” she said, still studying the menu.
The waiter showed up and rattled off the specials, then asked if they’d like anything to drink. “Wine?”
he said, looking across the table at Rachel.
“Yes, please,” she said.
“Red or white?”
“We have a very nice house red that pairs well with the beef medallions,” the waiter offered.
Rachel considered the menu again, then said, “I’d like the seafood platter.”
She wasn’t going to be talked into something she didn’t want. He liked that, flicked her a smile. “White
wine to go with that, and I’ll take the rib eye.”
“Appetizers?”
“No, thank you,” Rachel said.
Ben held up a hand, stopping the waiter in his tracks. “You were looking at something.”
A blush bloomed on that tanned skin, and for a moment Ben wondered whether he could feel the heat
rising under his fingertips if he touched her smooth cheek. In the setting sunlight filtered through the big
windows overlooking the ocean, she looked like autumn dusk, a hint of mystery clinging to her tanned
skin.
He thought a week between being bought and being had would dull his response to her. No such luck.
Unlike a woman picked up at No Limits, he was pretty sure sleeping with the bachelor-auction winner
wouldn’t be appropriate. But, unlike the last few women he’d brought home, Rachel hadn’t faded from his
memory.
“The calamari,” she admitted.
“We’ll start with the calamari,” he said.
The waiter confirmed salad dressings, took their menus, and disappeared. Rachel neatly aligned her
silverware, sipped her water, then folded her hands in her lap, and it hit him.
“You’re nervous,” he said.
The bloom on her cheeks darkened from pink to rose. “Yes.”
“I’m surprised. You wanted to do this badly enough to drop two thousand dollars on it. I don’t bite.
Until later, and then only if you ask.” His response, a smile to go with the teasing, was as natural as
breathing, and to no great surprise, it seemed to settle her down. “Tell me about the fund-raiser.”
“That’s right. You weren’t supposed to be there at all. Why did your friend have to cancel?”
The waiter arrived with the wine, uncorked it, and poured a small amount into Ben’s glass.
Perfunctorily, he tasted it and nodded approval to the waiter, who then poured full glasses for them. “I
joined the SWAT team a few weeks ago,” he said as he finished off his beer. “Rogers went to Vice, and he
was working that night.”
Rachel’s eyes widened over the rim of her glass. “We were fortunate you were willing to step in,” she
said and sipped.
“I beat him out for the SWAT spot,” Ben said. “He said it was the least I could do. What’s with the
bachelor auction anyway?”
“It was a fund-raiser for the community garden initiative. Rob wants to extend it through a program he
calls Truck Garden, kind of like a CSA, but one that travels. Last night he raised enough money to buy the
truck and renovate it.”
“You worked at the farm long?” he asked as the calamari arrived. He gestured to the heaped platter. “Go
ahead.” Squid wasn’t his thing, but he’d eat a few pieces to be polite.
“Just this season, I hope.” She transferred a few golden-fried pieces to her plate and scooped out a
small amount of the sauce. “I grew up on a farm, but I want to go to vet tech school and work in a vet
clinic. What’s it like, being a cop?”
That was the number one most common question he got asked at parties, on dates, in groups.
Experience taught him no one wanted the real answer to that question. Instinct told him what his lieutenant
called
bullshit-death-wish-hero-complex-fucking-crazy stunts
wouldn’t impress Rachel Hill, either.
He sat back, beer in hand, and started. “So, last week I’m on patrol, and there’s this homeless guy
pushing his shopping cart on the sidewalk in the Strand. It’s bad for business and someone reports him to
911. I show up. He’s stumbling, maybe sick, more likely pub intox. I pull over and start talking to him. He
smells like the last time he bathed was in a keg, but the stumbles are from withdrawal because he asks me
for money for beer before he throws up. I round up him and his shopping cart full of grocery bags of stuff
to take him up to the shelter near the medical center. The intake clerk asks for his name.”
Her eyebrows lifted. “Go on.”
“He pulls himself upright and says, ‘
Jesus
,’” Ben said, replicating the drunk’s offended, exasperated
tone. As if anyone could doubt the presence of the Son of God in a homeless shelter.
The corners of her mouth lifted.
“The clerk’s used to stuff like that, so she just goes on. ‘Last name?’ ‘
Christ
.’” Ben drew out the word
like the drunk had, way past exasperated into
are you fucking stupid?
“‘Common spelling?’ she asks, quick