UndeniablyHisE (3 page)

I knew where he was going, what he was thinking. I'd grown up two hours from Moyock, home of another private military company. It was ever so slightly paranoid to think I'd been recruited in North Carolina, transferred schools to Virginia and got my master's degree in Maryland all so I could one day apply to the secretarial pool of Stark International. I took a deep breath in and tried to match the steel in Collin's gaze.

"I don't work for Blackwater."

Three more smacks, hard and fast and then his fingers were back in me, plunging and twisting until I forgot about the stinging pain. My ass lifted, dipped, rolled. My arms, still bound, shook with fatigue. My pussy clenched, sucked at his fingers, my drenched arousal and the thick slide of his fingers creating loud squelching sounds as his hand continued to fuck me. Through all of it, I never stopped staring into his eyes, didn't look away.

Neither did he. "Lie to me some more, Mia."

I took a shuddering breath in, repeating my denial one last time. "I work for you, Collin. Only you."

My body exploded with the last word, my hips jerking high, ass up and straining, thigh muscles clenching tighter and tighter as my hips rolled in a tight circle, my cunt grinding against his fingers. Fluid squirted from me, hitting the leather cushions of the couch hard enough to splash back against my bare stomach. The stream stopped, restarted, a fresh burst leaving me with every hard squeeze of satisfaction that gripped my cunt.

Collin kept his fingers in me, deep and unrelenting until I collapsed against him, my pussy rhythmically coiling and uncoiling around him.

At some point, I had closed my eyes. I opened them to find him staring at my face, his lips slightly parted as he breathed through his mouth. His lids drooped heavily, almost as if he had been drugged. He resumed inside me with deep gentle strokes. His mouth closed, his chest rising sharply as he inhaled.

"Have you done that before?"

Embarrassment closed my eyes and flamed across my cheeks. I wasn't sure what I had done, but liquid had never left me like that during a climax. Hell,
climax
was too weak a word for what had happened. It was like calling an F5 tornado eating up everything in its path a
summer storm
. I had never experienced anything, pain or pleasure, so intensely as I had felt with his fingers violating me as hot fluid squirted from me, my inner core gripping him like my life depended on it.

"Mia." He growled my name, his voice so raw I had to open my eyes to make sure it was him. Something wild lit his gaze, all his infamous control and cold detachment obliterated if only for one second flashing through time.

"No." I was leaking again, this time from my eyes and not my pussy.

He shook his head, denying something -- my tears, maybe. He unknotted the binding from my wrists, releasing me with a sharp command. "Stand in front of my desk."

I stood, not daring to look at him as I tried to contain my breasts with my arm as I walked to his desk. My legs shook, each step threatening to send me sprawling face first into the massive wooden surface. Reaching it, I stared back at him over my shoulder.

His attention was focused on his hands. The fingers touched in a steeple, his forearms flat along his legs. He could have been meditating for all I could tell. When he spoke, his voice gave no hint that he had just spent half an hour whipping me into a sexual frenzy.

"Tits and stomach flat against the surface. Fingers around the opposite lip of the desk. Legs spread."

He didn't even glance at me to see if I intended to obey him. I felt his detachment like a cold, wet towel snapped against my face. How could he have me standing there, quivering and ready to do almost anything he asked while he lost none of his composure? He had to not give a shit, had to be pulling my strings like I was some kind of marionette.

His hands separated to grip his knees, his eyes slowly shifting in my direction. I knew I should be moving, getting into position, but I froze. He stood, his gaze hooking mine so that I was helpless to comply. I couldn't unstick.

"Tits down." He took one step toward me.

"Ass up." Another step. "Arms across the desk."

Another, his strides twice as long as mine. "Legs spread!"

When he reached me and I still couldn't move, he spun me around, pushed my chest down and jerked my arms across the desk, his hands molding my fingers around the opposite lip of the surface. He swept his foot right, then left, making sure my thighs were spread to capacity and then he thrust his hips forward so that my mound pressed tightly against the desk's edge.

"What didn't you understand?"

I couldn't get my lips or tongue to work.

He folded his body over mine, his arms across the desk, hands gripping its edge as his muscles constricted to leave me gasping for air.

"Do you still want me to fuck you?"

I buried my face against my arm, my cold flesh muffling my affirmation. Wrapping his hand around my jaw, he forced my head up, turning it so that I had to open my eyes and look at him.

"Do you still want my cock in you?"

I took a slow lick of my lips. I wasn't stalling, my answer was unchanged. It didn't matter that Collin was being rough with me, that I would have chafed at the idea that very morning if someone suggested I would be laid across his desk begging him to take me.

"
Yes
or
no
, Mia?" His fingers dented my flesh as he gripped me more tightly. "Say it."

"Yes."

Not satisfied, he gave me a little shake. "Say all of it."

"I want your cock in me. I want you to fuck me." I blinked, fresh tears wetting my cheeks. "Please, Collin."

He released me, his body straightening like a spring. With one hand against the small of my back, he reached along the side of the desk. A small pewter box I'd never seen before had been placed next to the lamp. He flipped its lid back and withdrew a gold foil wrapper. His hands left me completely for the time it took to tear open the condom's package, free his cock and roll the latex down his dick.

I strained to keep hold of the desk while looking over my shoulder, hungry for a glimpse of his exposed cock. He had a magnificent body, kept it battle ready with long hours in the company gym. The few times I had caught him still in his shorts and a tight t-shirt stretched across his chest had fueled a month's worth of wet dreams.

"Head down." He blocked me before I could see anything.

With the condom in place, he bent over me. His fingers knotted in my hair, my head pinioned to the desk as his free hand started to explore my pussy all over again. He slid his fingers into me, my muscles instantly clutching at the invaders, rolling up and down their firm length with an aching need for more. I closed my eyes, promising myself I wouldn't do this again, that when this was over, I would never lose myself like this, not for any man and particularly not for Collin Stark.

"You seem almost ashamed of your body's reaction, Mia."

I opened my eyes, rolled them right to glare up at him. I didn't need him suggesting I should welcome my physical response to his dominating me. This -- draped and dripping, my cunt squeezing and twisting around his fingers -- wasn't who I wanted to be.

Not once in all my life!

"Whatever truth you kept from me, it's not as big as the secret you've been hiding from yourself." He pulled his fingers out, gripped the base of his shaft and rubbed the fat crown against my opening. "You need this more than you'll ever admit."

His hips made a little forward push, his girth wrenching a moan from me as my pussy stretched to accommodate him. He pulled out, my needy whimper at his retreat shattering the last of my façade.

Collin was right. I needed someone like him and hadn't even realized it.

"I could take you any way I want right now." He pushed back in, a little harder, a little deeper. "On your knees choking on my cock, bound spread eagle to my desk, a switch slapping along your soft thighs and swollen pussy."

He pushed all the way in, my spine arching in welcome, my breasts leaving the desk's surface until he placed his palm between my shoulders and pushed me down. "I could take you impassive, rough, my hands around your throat and you'd come back for more, dripping, aching."

He pressed his chest against my back, his hands circling my wrists as his lips touched my neck. His breath hot and moist against my flesh, he kissed me. Far from rough, he slid deeper into me then withdrew until just the fat head remained hooked inside my channel. His mouth tracked left to the other side of my throat. He licked a line up to my ear, his hips dancing a little circle that kept his engorged tip dragging side to side against a new sweet spot until I danced with him.

He pushed back in, the broad head butting against my cervix. "You've never been this satisfied."

Back out, his retreat making me sob and clench until I was certain his cock would not completely abandon me.

"Shhh…baby." He kissed the side of my mouth, evading my attempt to turn into the kiss. He forced his hand between the desk and my mound, squeezing and rubbing that hard pearl between my labia until I could no longer breathe.

Collin rocked against me, his mouth still teasing the corner of my lips with the promise of a real kiss. "You're holding me so tightly, Mia."

I couldn't relax the muscles, the spasms of my cunt his to control. He straightened, took possession of my hips with both hands and started thrusting inside me at a faster pace. He slowed suddenly. I heard the air leave him before he sucked more in and thrust deep inside me. He followed with another achingly slow retreat.

Still holding onto the desk's edge for dear life, I twisted until I could look at his face. His eyes were shut, the thick dark lashes sweeping against his cheek. He had sucked in the left side of his bottom lip, his teeth pinning it in place.

Fierce and beautiful, I doubted many women had seen him like this. The thought squeezed at my chest, my pussy contracting in sympathy.

Collin froze, fingers digging into my padded hips before he gave a little shake of his head and plunged back into me. His eyes opened, catching me in the act of watching him. I felt the tug of a deep connection between us but knew it was only my imagination.

His thumbs stroked the sides of my bottom as he watched me in return. He released his bottom lip, his nostrils flaring as his cock retreated along my channel. He hit that sweet spot, teased it over and over until my eyes rolled back in my head and I could no longer maintain my hold on the desk. A quiver rolled through me, followed by a crushing wave of release as Collin sank deep and held, his cock jerking inside me with the full force of his climax.

He finished with a few shallow pumps that had me moaning for more. He pulled out and walked away, his long, powerful legs quickly carrying him to his private washroom. I didn't know whether I had permission to stand and my cheeks burned with the knowledge that I wouldn't move until he told me I could.

I heard Collin leave the bathroom and move around his office, going first to the corner I had stood in then the couch before he placed my clothes on his desk.

"You can't leave looking like this." He landed softly in his chair. "Use my bathroom to clean up."

Not speaking, I took my clothes and walked a broken line from his desk. I closed the door, pressed my back against it and shut my eyes, afraid to look at myself in the mirror until I had my emotions under control. His tone had been casually dismissive. I felt like I had a knife buried in my chest, that I was dead but entirely too stupid to grasp that fact.

Cautiously, I opened my eyes. My lips were slightly purpled, bruised from my futile attempts to control my body's response to Stark. A dark circle of mascara ringed my eyes from where I had cried. My hair was a disaster, the curls in complete disarray around my startled face. No wonder he had dismissed me from his presence so easily. I looked like a complete mess!

I moved with an aching slowness, washing my face first before running wet fingers through my hair to tame it. I turned to my thighs next, trying to wash any evidence of the encounter away. The attempt was in vain. His touch had branded my skin, his fingerprints burned deep into my flesh to mark me as his.

Ignoring the sensation, I picked through my clothes. My underwear weren't in the pile but Stark had rendered them useless when he ripped them from me. I stepped into the skirt, tugged it up my hips so I wouldn't have to see my pussy with its still swollen lips and wet tangle of pubic hair while I finished dressing. I put the bra on next then the wrinkled linen shirt, my hands mismatching the buttons with their holes the first few tries.

Leaving the bathroom, I told myself I wouldn't look at his desk. I would march out of the office, grab my purse and go. I had no other personal effects at Stark's company, hadn't felt settled enough in my new position to bring anything in.

My plan didn't even make it past the threshold of the bathroom door. I looked straight at him, stalling as he pushed a thick letter-size envelope across his desk.

"Take this."

I approached the desk, my hands wrapped protectively around my stomach. The shape of the contents inside the envelope suggested it held a stack of money. Unless they were all ones, it was too much for severance pay, especially when he had every reason to fire me.

It also was too little if he worried I might sue the company.

I gave a hard shake of my head and spun on my heels. I made it halfway to the double steel doors before he spoke again.

"They're locked, Mia. Take the envelope."

I was breathing hard, as furious as I was hurt by his rejection. I continued on my path, only stopping once I was a few inches from the door. "Unlock these and don't treat me like any more of a whore than you already have."

My body started shaking all over again at the sound of him rising from his chair.

He stepped behind me, his arm extending across my shoulder to press the envelope against the door. He thumbed the edge of the package, his head angling down so that his lips were a centimeter or less from my ear. "Just what do you think this is for?"