Under Orders (19 page)

It was not a memorable occasion with dull, forced conversation. True sentiments were unspoken but communicated, nevertheless. Only Marina had no previous form in this family.

Inevitably, in such circumstances, the discussion tended to be predictable and about Marina: where do you live? what do you do? brothers and sisters? and so on. What I really wanted to ask Jenny and Anthony would have been more interesting: how much is your house worth? how much do you earn? how’s your sex life?

‘Where did you study?’ Anthony asked Marina.

‘I was at high school in Harlingen in the Netherlands. That’s my home town in the Friesland province, in the north, near the sea. Then I went to university in Amsterdam. I did my doctorate at Cambridge.’

That shut Jenny up.

‘And you?’ Marina asked back. So diplomatic.

‘I went to Harrow and Oxford,’ replied Anthony. It rolled off his tongue, a much-repeated couplet.

‘Harrow?’ asked Marina.

‘Yes, Harrow School. It’s a boarding school in north-west London. I went there when I was thirteen.’

‘So young to be away from home,’ said Marina.

‘Oh no,’ he said, ‘I went away to boarding school when I was eight.’

‘Didn’t your mother hate you going?’

‘I don’t think so.’ He paused. ‘I think she was too busy doing good works for charities or going off to the West Indies for the sunshine. I remember being happier at school than I was at home.’

So sad.

‘Harrow,’ I said. ‘I know someone who was at Harrow. But he’s younger, so he’d have been there after you.’

Anthony took that as an insult. ‘I keep in touch with the old place,’ he said. ‘What’s his name?’

‘George Lochs,’ I said. ‘But when he was at Harrow he was called Clarence Lochstein.’

Anthony thought for a while.

‘Sorry,’ he said. ‘Neither name rings a bell.’

‘How would I find out about his time at school?’ I asked.

‘Not still doing that stupid investigating, are you?’ said Jenny.

‘Now, now, Jenny,’ said her father. ‘You know perfectly well that Sid does very well at it and he is much respected in racing circles.’

Jenny didn’t actually say so but I could read from her expression that respect in racing circles didn’t rate very highly with her. I was sure that she must have read somewhere about Huw Walker, and also about my having found his body at Cheltenham, but I was equally sure that she wouldn’t say so in case it was interpreted by Anthony or Charles as her still having some interest in me or in what I did for my living.

‘You could always contact the old boys’ association,’ said Anthony, bringing us back to Harrow. ‘They have a resident secretary at the school, chap called Frank Snow. He’s a retired
housemaster and there’s nothing worth knowing about Harrow that he doesn’t know.’

‘Thanks,’ I said. ‘I’ll give him a call.’

Anthony suddenly looked somewhat irritated with himself, something to do with collaborating with the enemy, no doubt.

Finally, after soup, roast beef and then apple crumble, the lunch was over. Jenny had not failed to notice that Mrs Cross had cut my roast beef into fine strips that I could eat in single-mouthful portions, and that my Yorkshire puddings had been mini ones. She had said nothing, just rolled her eyes and smiled. But I knew that smile. It was more to do with irritation than with humour.

My injuries had been one of the major factors in our lost love.

Steeplechase jockeys get injured. It is an unfortunate but unavoidable consequence of the job. Horses do fall over. Sometimes they fall because they get too close to a fence, and sometimes they fall because they stand off too far from one. Occasionally they trip over other fallen horses that are already lying on the ground, and every so often they simply stumble on landing. The reasons may be varied but the outcome is pretty similar. Half a ton of horseflesh travelling at up to thirty miles an hour crashes to the ground and the jockey goes down with the ship. Eating grass at half a mile a minute becomes an occupational hazard, along with the bruises and the broken bones, the dislocating shoulders and the concussions.

Jenny found she couldn’t live with both the deprivations required to keep my riding weight down, and the need to pick up the pieces when things didn’t go to plan. Looking back, the injuries were always the catalyst for rows.

*

Marina and I made our escape soon after lunch, as we had planned.

Jenny came out to my car as I was loading our last few things.

‘How did we ever come to this?’ she said.

‘To what?’ I asked, but I knew.

‘To trading insults whenever we meet, to scoring points over one another.’

‘It doesn’t have to be like that,’ I said. ‘Are you happy?’

She hesitated. ‘Mostly. Are you?’

‘Yes,’ I said. ‘Very.’

‘Good, I’m glad. Life with Anthony is more predictable than with you.’

‘Less exciting?’

‘Yes, that too. If you call spending nights on hospital sofas exciting.’

We laughed. We laughed together. Something we hadn’t done for a long time.

Marina, Charles and Anthony came out of the house.

‘Take care of yourself,’ Jenny said. She stroked my arm, the real one.

‘Take care of yourself, too.’ I gave her a kiss on the cheek and, just for a moment, there were tears in her eyes.

Marina gave Charles a hug, which seemed to embarrass him somewhat.

‘Thank you so much,’ she said. ‘This was just what I needed. I can go back now and face the world.’

‘It was nothing,’ said Charles. ‘Come whenever you want.’

‘Thank you, I will.’

Anthony gave her a peck on the cheek and Jenny didn’t seem to mind one bit. I shook hands with them both.

‘Thank you again, Charles.’

He waved a hand.

I drove away. In the end, I was thankful that we hadn’t avoided Jenny and Anthony.

The following day, Monday, Marina decided not to go in to work. We had both become rather obsessed with security and decided that, for the foreseeable future, I would take Marina to work and collect her every day in my car. I told the reception staff downstairs that on no account were they to allow anyone up to my flat without calling up on the internal phone system first to check with me that they were welcome. Absolutely, Mr Halley, they had said. They never would, anyway.

I called Harrow School and asked to speak to Frank Snow. They were sorry, they said, but Mr Snow is only in his office on Tuesday and Thursday mornings. Would I like to leave a message or call back? I would call back. Fine.

I phoned Archie Kirk to give him an update on my lack of progress with the internet gambling. I had a few questions still to ask and would get back to him soon, I said. Good, he replied, and hung up. Never trust anyone, not even a telephone.

I sat for a while in my office tidying up my e-mail inbox. I was restless.

Marina came in and caught me playing cards on my computer.

‘For goodness sake, Sid, go out and investigate. I thought we’d been through all this. Yesterday you were gagging to find the killer so why this change of heart all of a sudden?’

I shrugged.

‘I told you,’ she said, ‘I want the same protection as you, I want the same reputation.’

‘Are you sure?’

‘Yes. Now get a bloody move on and stop wasting time.’

‘Right,’ I said standing up. ‘Action stations.’

I decided to go and see Kate Burton and the children, and Marina came with me.

I had telephoned Daphne Rogers to find out if Kate was still staying with her. No, she’d said, Kate and the children went home two days ago. So I had called Kate at home and she was delighted that we were coming.

I drove into the familiar driveway and pulled up outside the back door. Immediately the children came running out to greet us. Life seemed to be back to normal, deceptively normal.

The children dragged us both into the kitchen where Kate was waiting. She looked little better than when I had seen her last. Her eyes showed the signs of a great deal of crying and she looked thinner, almost gaunt.

‘Sid, how lovely to see you.’ She gave me a kiss.

‘Kate, this is Marina – Marina, Kate.’

‘You poor thing, what happened to your face?’

‘A car accident,’ said Marina.

‘How dreadful,’ said Kate. ‘Come and have a coffee.’

The children went out to play in the garden while the three of us sat in the same kitchen at the same table where, just a week previously, a mere seven days ago, I had sat with Bill. It seemed like a lifetime since. It was.

‘I thought you might still be with your mother,’ I said.

‘I wanted to come back here as soon as possible. The police wouldn’t let me in until Saturday. They were doing tests or something.’

And clearing up, I thought.

‘How about the horses?’ I asked.

‘All gone,’ she said, tears welling up in her eyes. ‘The last ones went yesterday. Nothing else for it.’

I took her hand. ‘How’s the house?’

‘Oh, fine. Have to sell it now, I suppose. I don’t really want to stay here any more, not after what’s happened. I wanted to come back to feel closer to Bill, but I haven’t been into the den, and I don’t think I want to. Just in case there’s…’

In case there’s a mess, I thought.

There was a long pause.

‘I was brought up in this house. Only for the first three years after getting married have I ever lived anywhere else. Bill and I moved in here together when Daddy retired. It will seem strange to sell the place and leave permanently.’ She paused again. ‘How
could
he have done this to the children?’ said Kate. ‘I’m so bloody angry with him that I’d shoot him myself if he was still here.’

She started crying so I put my arms round her and held her close.

‘Kate,’ I said into her ear, ‘I am absolutely certain that Bill didn’t kill himself. And I’m sure he didn’t kill Huw Walker either. And I intend to prove it.’

She pulled away from me and looked into my eyes. ‘Do you really mean that or are you saying it to make me feel better?’

‘I really mean it. I am sure that Bill was murdered.’

‘Kate,’ said Marina, touching her arm, ‘I’m sure Sid will find out who did it.’

Kate smiled. ‘I do so hope you’re right. At first, I couldn’t think why Bill would have killed himself. I am sure he would never leave the children in that way. It must have been a mistake
or an accident but the police have kept telling me that he did it because he couldn’t stand the guilt for having killed Huw.’ She hung her head in her hands. ‘How I so wish that I hadn’t got involved with Huw.’

‘Would it be all right, Kate,’ I said, ‘if I were to have a look in the den?’

‘What for?’ she asked, raising her head. ‘I never want to go in there again. I locked the door when we got home and none of us have been in since. But, yes, I suppose it’s all right. I mean, the police haven’t said we can’t go in.’

‘I want to go and look for something.’

‘What?’

‘Something that might show that Bill didn’t kill himself.’

‘Oh,’ she said. ‘Go on, then.’ She got up and took a key from the top shelf of the Welsh dresser and gave it to me. ‘But I’m staying here.’

‘Fine.’

‘And I’ll stay with you,’ said Marina.

‘I may be a while,’ I said.

‘That’s OK,’ said Marina, ‘take your time.’

I left them making themselves another cup of coffee and went through into the hallway, and then into the den.

It was much the way I remembered it. A leather sofa lay along the wall next to the door and the far end of the room was filled from floor to ceiling with bookcases containing racing books of all sorts, together with one shelf absolutely crammed full of videotapes. A large flat-screen television sat in one corner with video and DVD players beneath.

There was only one armchair where there used to be two. The other, I suspected, had been removed for forensic testing and then had probably been disposed of. Quite apart from the
blood staining from the back of Bill’s head, there would have been a pooling of fluids in the seat due to the natural processes that occur at death. I shivered, whether from cold or from the thought of too much knowledge, I wasn’t sure.

There was a paisley-patterned rug covering about half the dark wooden floor and a few occasional tables dotted about.

I looked at the wall where I had seen the blood last Wednesday morning. Someone had done their best to get rid of the redness from the cream paint but thorough redecoration would be needed to remove completely the brown deposit that remained.

I looked carefully at the stain. I could see, near the top, where the police must have dug the bullet from the plaster. It had passed right through Bill’s skull and embedded itself in the wall, but not very deeply.

If Bill had not shot himself, then how did the gunpowder residue get on his hands? His hand had to have fired the gun. On the assumption that the gun wasn’t forced into his mouth with
his
finger on the trigger, then there had to be a second shot. In my opinion, this would have had to have been fired after Bill was dead. The murderer would have put the gun into Bill’s hand and used his dead finger to fire it.

So where is the second bullet?

I moved the remaining armchair into the place where I had seen Bill sitting when he died. I sat down on the chair. I was looking at the bookcases and the television. The bullet clearly hadn’t gone into the television because the screen was unbroken, so I started with the books.

I removed the contents of each shelf in turn, checking both the books themselves and the wooden bookcase behind them. It took me ages and I turned up some surprising finds. One of
the books was not a book at all but a secret hiding place. The centre of the book had been hollowed out and Bill had used the space to keep some gold coins. Behind a row of racing
Time-forms
, he had hidden a couple of men’s magazines with well-thumbed pages, and there were two old-style fivers neatly pressed between the pages of Tolstoy’s
War and Peace
. There were also a couple of old letters to Bill from people I didn’t recognise, one concerning a horse for sale and the other about a holiday villa in Portugal. But no bullet, and no bullet hole.