Urban Venus (13 page)

Once Leonora has had a few moments to get over the initial shock of having to tell me, she expands on the details a bit more. Apparently the father is one of her tutors. What is it with these oversexed tutors in this place? Can’t they just get on with the job they’re meant to be doing instead of trying to get into their students’ underwear the entire time? I am furious with a system that allows this sort of behaviour to happen as much as it does, but then how difficult it must be to enforce a policy of ‘No student/teacher relationships’ when all the parties involved are consenting adults.

Poor Leonora, I think, vowing that there is NO WAY I am ever getting myself into that situation. Life’s great plan for Leonora has just been rocked on its axis in one fell swoop.

Bad idea
numero uno
, this was. Here we all are, the ‘gang’ in its entirety, in one of Florence’s loudest, trendiest, and bizarrely, gayest, nightclubs. The room is dark and noisy, the music – to give it its due – incredibly good, the drinks extortionately expensive, and the clientele, well, interesting. How we ended up here I really don’t know, but apparently it’s a variation on a theme cooked up by Dante, Lanzo and Stefano, with all the best intentions they could muster between them, called ‘Getting Leonora Out of the Apartment and Cheering Her Up a Bit’. Hmmmm, jury’s still out on that one, as Leonora is
not
currently up and dancing in some lurid, barely-there outfit,
nor
is she drinking herself into oblivion (the poor girl
is
pregnant, after all),
nor
does she appear to be having a particularly good time and partying hard.

At the moment she’s hemmed in between what look like a couple of rejects from one of those once flamboyant, now middle-aged, eighties’ pop groups who have all been making a comeback recently. These two young and very colourful ladyboys appear to be having a bit of a lovers tiff and Leonora, for some bizarre reason only known to her, is acting as mediator. Returning from a trip to the
bagno
I decide she needs rescuing and park myself on the other side of ‘Blond-spiky-hair-lots-of-eyeliner’. Leonora quickly introduces him as Matteo, who, it turns out, is a fellow law student, although you wouldn’t recognise him if you saw him in his ‘day’ clothes apparently. The other guy, ‘Dark-asymmetrical-haircut-and-red-lips’, real name Alberto, is a ‘true’ Florentine, a local, and works in some administrative role or other at the arts faculty. Well at least she knows them both; it’s not as though a couple of complete – and slightly unconventional – strangers have foisted themselves upon her in the hope that she will sort out their tangled love lives.

There seems to be a bit of a truce in this ‘Handbags at Dawn’ scenario as soon as I arrive on the scene, with both parties settling back into their seats and calming down a little. I suppose it’s one thing airing your dirty laundry in front of someone you know, but when a complete stranger – me – pulls up then it’s easier to put it all into perspective and come to the conclusion that the argument wasn’t worth having in the first place. Within minutes of my arrival, Alberto has wiggled his pert, leather-clad bottom round next to Matteo, arms have stopped being waved around windmill-style, and they sit together, legs crossed neatly and holding hands as marital bliss reigns once more.

I consider that maybe Leonora is having more fun than I’d first suspected, as she leans in to have a bit of a giggle and a gossip about this curiously surreal situation we find ourselves in. ‘You lot couldn’t have picked a better place to take my mind off things,’ she laughs. ‘What a distraction! Although I can’t believe what some of these guys are wearing in here. I thought all that went out with the turn of the millennium. I’d never have recognised Matteo if he hadn’t spotted me first.’

A week or so on from her life-altering announcement, Leonora looks much better. She’s had time to digest the news, I suppose, work out what to do and get her head round everything. She’s been amazingly strong; she has decided to keep the baby – she’s in her third year after all so will have just about left uni by the time it’s born – and the father has said he will stand by her. That’s half-decent of him, I suppose, when it’s his career on the line too…. More than some would do. Although as far as I know, at the moment he is still in his lecturing position and barely an eyelid has been batted by the academic powers that be. Obviously that’s just the way it happens around here.

‘
Fancy moving off somewhere a bit quieter soon?’ Leonora suggests, much to my relief as it’s nigh on impossible to have a conversation without some sort of semi-permanent damage to your vocal chords and a voice like a forty-a-day smoker for the rest of the weekend. However did I get to be so sensible and grown up?

‘
Fine by me,’ I reply and set off to round up the others. None of them looks too engrossed in their current activity; they don’t take much coercing to down what’s left of their current tipple, or prise themselves from the dance floor, and within minutes we are heading off. As we move through the darkened streets in search of somewhere slightly more sedate to end our evening, Leonora is at the centre of our little group, as though to shield her vulnerability from the big, bad world outside.

‘
Thank you, you lot,’ Leonora says, throwing an arm around the two friends closest in proximity – me and Lanzo. ‘I really appreciate this, all of you trying to cheer me up.’ We amble along in companionable silence for a few minutes before we spot a bar that is (a) still open at this unearthly time of the morning and (b) displaying no sign of fights, drunken youths or dodgy old men hanging around the doorway. That probably has something to do with the fact that it’s the Savoy Hotel’s very upmarket L’Incontro Bar on the Piazza della Repubblica, open for as long as it needs to be for any residents who care to carry on drinking and socialising to this hour. They seem happy enough to admit entrance to a group of sensible, respectable-looking students (is that really us?) who are willing to open their wallets wide enough to let the vast sums of money which are required in a drinking establishment such as this float skywards.

‘
We’ll just stay for the one,’ Stefano suggests sensibly, ‘or we’ll all be getting phone calls from the bank on Monday morning.’

The bar is atmospherically lit, with some amazing artwork on the walls and waiters who look far too fresh-faced to have worked the entire evening shift (and night and a substantial part of the morning). We find a corner to park ourselves in and one of these elegantly attired
baristas
is by our side almost immediately, proffering the cocktail menu.
Think we’ll give those a miss, just waters and beers and fruit juices all round on our budgets, thank you very much.

Across the bar from us an extremely attractive but slightly over-dressed young woman is seated alone, alternately twiddling her hair and checking her mobile phone. She can’t be unaccompanied as there are two glasses in front of her, one a lavish-looking cocktail. Not sure I could stomach one of those at this time of night… I’m caught up in my contemplations when her companion reappears from the direction of the toilets. It’s none other than Vincenzo. Well it would be, wouldn’t it? And he’s working on his next conquest, by the look of things, taking her to flash bars and plying her with expensive cocktails before luring her back to his den. In fact given the time of night, I’m surprised they’re not already
in
his den, in which case he’s not quite the fast worker I though he was. I wonder if she’s another student, perhaps his next model and muse-in-waiting? I can’t help the outwardly imperceptible but strong jolt that runs up my spine when I realise it’s him, and I see what he’s up to – again. But I can’t deduce if it’s envy, relief that it’s not me sitting there, or just plain curiosity running through my veins as I watch this mating ritual unfold before my eyes.

‘…
.. what do you think, Lydia?’ I catch the tail end of Stefano’s question and realise that I have been completely ignoring the conversation I should be following whilst fixating on Vincenzo and his latest love interest. Stefano follows my gaze and as he realises who I’ve been watching, I see a brief but dark cloud pass across his animated face. I’d not given much thought to what Sophia had said about him liking me as more than just a friend, but if it’s true, then he has done very well to keep his feelings in check till now. Quite understandably he won’t care too much for Vincenzo, or any other man I might happen to give the once-over to. But that’s not really what I’m doing; it’s purely interest, or should I say concern, that history doesn’t repeat itself and another young student’s heart gets broken. It’s that oddly morbid fascination we all seem to have with people who constantly screw others’ lives up.

As we leave the bar, I pull back towards the rear of the group and fall in alongside Stefano. I decide not to say anything about the Vincenzo thing; I don’t want him to see that it bothered me, or that I’d noticed his own reaction to it. There’s no reason why I should need to justify anything; Vincenzo is my tutor and nothing more. I know Stefano has heard about his reputation and doesn’t much care for him, but that doesn’t have to matter.

The aforementioned flirty tutor had departed with his new conquest pretty soon after we’d spotted him – probably feeling as though his safe territory had been infiltrated – following a cursory pause by our table for a quick exchange of pleasantries, and introducing the girl as Stéphanie, who was clearly French and, up close, a lot younger than she’d first looked. Not my place to comment, of course….

As Stefano and I fall into easy conversation I can’t help thinking what a lovely bloke he is. And who could ask for more in the looks department? At home this man would be fighting off the girls; a lone tall, dark stranger in a sea of pasty-faced Brits. I for one would have been at the front of the queue. It just shows how spoilt for choice the ladies of this country are – lucky things – and I count myself amongst these favoured few now that I live here too. I should have been born Italian; after almost three months in Italy I can fully appreciate just how beautiful their men are, but not be rattled by it.

Not only is Stefano gorgeous, he’s a really kind guy, and a very special friend. (I’m starting to feel like I’m writing a lonely hearts ad for him here!) I have been so impressed by how all three of these close male friends of ours have handled Leonora’s news, and just how supportive and non-judgemental they’ve been.

So at that moment I have a bit of an epiphany where he’s concerned and bravely decide to go for it; if Stefano does like me and wants more from our friendship, then what exactly is holding me back? I don’t have to marry the guy, after all. We could have some fun, he would be a distraction from the confusion of my dreams, and…..stop me thinking about Vincenzo. There, I said it. I don’t think about Vincenzo a lot – honestly – but I do have to be true to myself and admit that there’s something about the man that fascinates me, despite my better judgement and my sure and certain knowledge that I
don’t
want to become another of his many notches on the bed-post. How fair it is to use one man to take your mind off another, I really don’t know, but hey, it happens, and I think I could be missing out on something lovely with Stefano if I don’t at least try. But I’d hate him to think I was using him, so I have to go into this whole-heartedly or not at all.

‘
So… do you fancy meeting up for a drink or a coffee or something sometime, you know, just the two of us?’ I begin nervously.

Stefano’s face lights up as though with a thousand neon lights and he looks as if he has just won the lottery; it dawns on me at that moment just how
much
he likes me. ‘Or we could catch an exhibition or something, anything you like, really?’ Shut up girl, stop gabbling at him and give the poor guy a chance to reply.

‘
I’d be honoured to,’ is all he says.

‘
Shall I call you tomorrow?’ I ask, to which he replies with a nod and a huge smile. We’re now a few yards back from the rest of the group, and he looks across at me, then down at my hand, then cautiously takes it in his own, and squeezes.

‘
Is this OK?’ he asks tentatively as he keeps hold of my hand, his fingers finding the gaps between mine and interlacing with them.

‘
It’s very OK,’ I reply, and I am surprised at the warm, comfortable feeling that shoots through my body, as well as the sudden pang of lust that springs from nowhere.
So I do fancy him after all
, I tell myself.
There is a spark of chemistry there.
I’m glad, post-Ed and the trauma surrounding that little episode in my life, that I’m not entirely immune to the charms of a beautiful Italian man.

‘
Come on you two, keep up!’ yells Lanzo, spotting that we have fallen back quite significantly. Then: ‘Hey, where did that come from?’ he asks, pointing towards our joined hands, voice rising into something of a surprised squeak. Sophia gives him a huge, very unsubtle comedy nudge whilst she smiles at me over her shoulder, and he shuts up, giving us both a wide, approval-laden grin. Clearly Sophia isn’t the only member of our group to have picked up that there was a spot of unrequited love going on.

I’m relieved when I wake up and find it really is the weekend, and I haven’t accidentally stayed up this late on a week night – something I always regret. But I’m not so delighted to find that someone has stolen my entire night-time and my precious eight hours sleep. Oh yes I remember now, that was my reckless alter ego, out on the town till the small hours. One quick glance in the mirror is enough to prove that the very same thief has also made off with my youthful glow, glossy straightened hair and taut, bag-free eyes. Oh well, at least not too much is expected of me today, thank goodness. I can sit around with a complexion like a bowl of congealed custard without scaring anyone or committing offences to personal grooming standards.