A crucial aspect about trading was the ability to listen . Not only to verbal words, but to the even more subtle nuances of body language and moods. Body language was actually trickier, because some merchants were wily and were able to mask themselves well. There was an Old Terran saying: poker face . She needed to master that. Wearing your emotions on your sleeve was not desirable in the world of trade. She was beginning to see how similar trading and statecraft were, and she admired her mother even more. By the end of the day, she would retire to her room and compose letters and reports. She missed Bei. She wanted to see her mother and little Min Xin who was by now growing up quickly.
She would sink into her dreams, accompanied by the mellow voices and songs of the aunts, drifting in from the family courtyard.
In the dream, she was running again. This time, it was the gurgling stream, flanked by the orange-tinged rocks and the aromatic shrubs. Her feet stirred up tiny puffs of dust. She knew that she had her khakis and shoes. She was always wearing them in the dreams.
Inexplicably, as dreams sometimes are, she was within the slot canyon, surrounded, embraced by the waves of stone. They pulsed gently in the unseen sunlight and she luxuriated in the glow, the warmth. The stones seemed to whisper to her stories. Tales. In non-words. Sensations like a touch, a caress down her spine. She sat down on the soft soil and listened to the canyon sing to her.
“ You know you have to come to terms with your phoenix flame,” said Aunt Betta who had suddenly appeared in the dream.
“ I know,” she replied.
“ Has he come to terms with it?” Javen asked as he joined Aunt Betta. The dream figures often took familiar forms and shapes. She had grown used to them.
It was a good question.
The two dream figures disappeared and the wordless song came back, wrapping around her like a loving shawl.
She found herself staring at the ceiling, clutching her blanket. One thing was for sure: she had to talk to Javen.
Chapter Five On Beds of Frankincense and Myrrh
The woman peered anxiously at the sky, feeling the perspiration curl down her back in a delicate thread. Her cotton chemise felt damp. It was the hottest day. Everything was sun-baked, crackling. Even the Nile crocodiles – Dua Sobek! – were immobilized into a state of catatonia, their fanged jaws wide open while tiny birds picked at their teeth for scraps.
She had prepared the beds of spices and herbs. Frankincense, myrrh, sandalwood, willow . Lit with fire, they had begun burning and the intense fragrances wafted skywards. A bright flash of light, like the sun coming down to land. A bird-shape soared in the sky, gradually spiraling down in lazy circles, until it landed gracefully: a long-legged bird, like a purple heron, crowned with two long feathers. The eyes gleamed with a star-like quality. The feathers were tipped with sun-fire.
“ I am here,” the Bennu said in a sweet fluting voice. “Have you prepared the beds?”
The woman bowed, touched by the Bennu’s beauty.
The Bennu stepped elegantly to the beds of spices still smoldering away with ruby-red embers. Without a sound, she hopped onto the beds and promptly sat down, as if to roost. The smoke grew thick, the fragrances stronger. The feathers sparked and soon, the Bennu was engulfed in a fast-burning white fire. The woman shielded her eyes and when she opened them again, the Bennu was gone. In its place was a young woman, smooth of skin, bright eyes like stars at night. She wore only a plain chemise and was already dusting the ashes off her body fastidiously with a look of gentle distaste on her sharp face.
“ And we repeat this every year,” the young woman said dryly when the other woman approached her with a cotton veil. She wore it quietly, draping it around her head. The piles of spices sent puffs of aromatic smoke. She sneezed.
“ The people demand it,” the other woman explained matter-of-factly, helping the young woman up to her feet. “They want the continuity of legends.”
“ Ah, I see, I see.”
The two women walked away from the funerary pyre. The young woman, the former Bennu, glanced at her companion and said archly, “Next time you do it.” --- The Book of Phoenii, On Beds of Frankincense and Myrrh .
Chapter Six
The Empress’s rage was a living fire and the court officials – both senior and junior – felt it most as she sat, impassive on the surface, on her ornate Phoenix Throne with its gold-gilded phoenix rampant armrests. Even her trusted Chamberlain found himself leaning away, so great was her anger. It hummed in the air, a tense heat-shimmer. “ Artia has refused to ship more quartz crystals,” the Empress’s terse voice snapped, a lightning crackle. “The audacity of the Artian emissary!” The heat-shimmer spiked and the court officials looked at each other worriedly.
“ He has announced that Artia has cut off diplomatic ties with the Phoenix Court,” the Chamberlain said, his voice calmer, more controlled. “This just came in, Your Majesty.”
Empress Ze Tian fumed, her fingers drumming the armrest in an agitated staccato beat. She spoke then, her voice less terse but still laced with wrath. “Send an envoy to Artia. Have him escorted and accompanied with four Fleet war-cruisers. We have to negotiate with no uncertain terms.”
The court officials were shocked. It was uncommon for the Empress to resort to armed aggression. This case must have touched some raw nerve in her.
Yrant slipped through the immigration/customs fairly easily. Fei was nondescript, blending seamlessly into the crowd, flowing with them. Fei was used to it, having done so countless times and utilizing a childhood habit. Merge in the shadows, where the lights were the dimmest, so that people would not see fei . In the perfumed secret world of the courtesan caste, where fantasies were woven with desires, fei watched, observed the fai and their coquettish ways, their layered gossamer gowns. One of them would be fei biological fao , what the gendered races would call “mother”. Fai could choose to be either fao or fa , when they entertained their guests. Fei was a choice to be both.
Fei remembered how fai laughed at fei , at fei choice. That was the single thing that rankled in fei chest. A young child, feeling unwelcome with fei own people. The hurt was still there, lodged deep like a serrated knife.
When Julian Stern-Aus showed up and bought fei , fai did not wail as they would do to others who were sold, bartered or exchanged for something. Yrant simply walked away and began a new life. Fei moved closer to the Imperial City, joining the multitude of merchants, traders and ordinary citizens. They would think fei was a tourist, agape in wonder at the fabled Imperial City.
She was a young girl then, having returned from the nunnery and proven to her mother that she was able to control that burning fire inside her. Proud and pleased with herself, she managed to convince her mother to let her tour the Alliance Planets before she started her important apprentice-ship onboard a Fleet ship commanded by one of her older cousins. Her mother, the then-Empress of the Phoenix Court, reluctantly agreed. She found herself in Artia and it was a cold inhospitable place, dotted only with holdings carved deep inside the hills. One of the richer families welcomed her in and let her stay for a week or so. The whole place felt claustrophobic. Seized by intense cabin fever and tired of the quartz mining, she wandered the myriad tunnels of the family holding and chanced upon their indoor greenhouse, lush with plants, jeweled with regular watering from the automated sprinklers.
Walking wonderingly through the greenhouse, touching the cool fronds and feeling the mist on her face, she did not see the boy until she bumped into him. He whipped around, startlingly fast, his face fixed in a vicious scowl. He relaxed when he saw her backing away, apologetically. Her eyes were wide. They later struck up a conversation. He was the eldest son of her host family and was enjoying the tranquility in the family private garden. Soon, it was clear that he had grown infatuated with her. He would give her gifts, little bouquets and bunches of dew-fresh flowers and fern fronds picked from the conservatory. She would politely refuse the gifts and silently regret the stricken look on his face. She was destined and groomed for another path.
Now, older and a mother, she looked back at those memories and wondered why she had reacted so viscerally and aggressively to the Artian emissary’s actions. What was done was done. The Phoenix Court’s words were final. Diplomacy was coupled with the use of armed deterrence. Statecraft was cold, unfeeling.
Ze Tian closed her eyes and only saw the wounded and hurt expression on the face of an Artian boy. And lightly fragrant bouquets redolent with the scents of water and earth.
Yrant garroted one of the minor kitchen servants with thin metal sha -wire and nonchalantly dumped the body in one of the many storm drains of the Imperial City. Fei had removed the clothing first, donning it. Fei should shed it once fei mission was accomplished. The clothing, an elegant blue pao and black pants, would code fei female. Fei did not care about gender roles. They were just masks, ready to be worn and then discarded when the time was up. There was orderly chaos in the kitchen when Yrant padded in. Hot steam plumed in the air, issuing forth from various stations manned by harried servants. There were sounds of chatter and of chopping. The smells were overwhelming. All heat and steam. A young chef was decorating a dish with a carved edible figurine of a bird in flight. Two women were slicing fresh sea-carp into paper-thin petals, placing them onto fine porcelain plates to be served raw with a savory dip. Steamers with sweet and savory pastries were lowered into the cookers. A group of apprentice cooks was mixing sauces, ladling thin soy into delicate sauce bowls and blending spices into glutinous pastes.
The portly head chef saw Yrant and yelled something about cutting the vegetables. Yrant only smiled, picked up a sharp knife and began slicing the green leafy stalks slowly.
Julian Stern-Aus received Yrant’s communiqué just when he was about to attend a small function hosted by another Artian family. Touched down, blending in, masks on masks , said the communiqué and it was enough to reassure Julian.
A hungry smile twisted his lips while he adjusted his suit and made sure that his cloak matched the rest of his finery ensemble. Yrant would do fei job. Fei always did. Even in the darkness of the bedchambers where there were no inhibitions.
A red light flashed urgently on his personal comp. He leaned over with a languid hand and pressed the ‘retrieve’ key. He glanced at the words and reread them again. He slammed the comp shut.
Four war-cruisers were heading towards Artia.
And indeed, the silver ships emerged from a spinning interstellar whirlpool, four sleek-shaped and armed leviathans moving in like killer orcas of old, intent on the hunt.