“I beg your pardon?” Lydia asked, as if seeking confirmation for her disbelieving ears.
“Yes, Lydia, I care for you,” Marcus repeated with greater conviction than before, as if he’d gained confidence in the repetition. “I want you. Exceedingly. Desperately. And for the record, my sweet, they would be cherubic.”
Lydia regarded him with stark incomprehension.
“Our children.” He expounded in his most seductive tone. “The fruit of our loins that would be nothing less than heaven in the making.”
Lydia regarded him as if stunned. He watched in fascination as the color slowly infused her pale skin to a rosy, telling pink. She was so incredibly responsive to her thoughts, knowledge that only further incited him to fill her head with nothing but lurid imaginings.
Marcus had always taken pride in his ability to recognize and master the perfect moment and this was it. He moved in with confidence, cupping her nape and capturing her mouth, thinking to possess her while most vulnerable. Here and now. Do or die. If he had to truly play the scoundrel and exploit her own sexuality to make her his—so be it.
Marcus’ new and sweet assault tore Lydia in twain. Part of her, the sensible part, cried out to retreat to the furthest corner of the chaise; but when he took possession of her mouth, the other part, the overwhelmingly devilish part, screamed for surrender. The devil won out. Scarcely aware of her own actions, she leaned into him with softly parted lips.
The kiss, beginning as little more than a taste, sent fingers of warmth tingling through her entire body. When she yielded further, he slanted his head over hers, nipping and teasing the plump flesh of her lower lip. He stroked over it lightly with his tongue, tracing the seam of her mouth, lightly prodding and rousing her to flick out her own in a tentative exploration. The brief, wet, rasping contact sent a flare of heat straight to her core.
Lydia gasped and he stole her breath only to return it mixed with his own when his tongue slid into her mouth, overwhelming her senses with the faintly cinnamon taste of him. The dance of their tongues was headier than any champagne and infinitely more addictive. Capturing and releasing, tongues tangling, breaths mingling, stoking the flame higher with every fervent stroke. The tone of the kiss intensified.
Her arms entwined tightly about his neck and Marcus crushed her against his firm, hard chest. He cupped her face and his tongue dove deeper, his groan sending a delicious frisson straight to the damp throbbing region betwixt her thighs. She whimpered when he broke the kiss, and shuddered when his mouth found the hollow behind her ear. He sucked lightly on her neck. It was too much. She cried out but his teasing mouth continued playing erotic games on her skin while his hands found and cupped her throbbing breasts. His thumbs circled the tight buds of nipples pressing painfully against her gown, screaming to be freed.
His mouth skirted over her collarbone, licking, kissing, finding the mounds of her breasts in fevered kisses that engulfed her mind. Her hands searched him out, shoving aside his coat, fumbling with buttons, roaming the hard plane of his chest, seeking the heat beneath. At her frantic urging, Marcus made a strangled sound and yanked her onto his lap.
She arched her back in a silent plea. He answered by jerking at her bodice and freeing her breasts. She moaned, clutching at his hair, pulling his head to her, desperate for him to slake her growing need. Marcus buried his face in the valley, kissing and biting the soft mounds, rolling her ruched peaks between his fingers. Every kiss and caress pulled her further into some dark and sensuous place.
Lydia was deaf to all but the thunderous pulse in her ears until he released her breast, amplifying the excruciating emptiness deep in her belly. She protested with a convulsive sob. He took a tight peak hungrily into the moist heat of his mouth, she threw her head back with a cry, lost in sensation, drunk with desire, blind and oblivious to all but the sensation of his mouth pulling and suckling. With each tantalizing touch, and every stolen breath, she succumbed a bit further, yielding to him, drawing his body to her own.
“Please, Marcus,” she begged for she knew not what. By answer, he cupped her mons, sending her bucking against him with a soft wail.
The sound shocked her back to herself. Heart hammering apace, her eyes flew open in apprehension only to meet the dark depths of Marcus’ passion reflecting back at her. His hungry stare, bespeaking only carnal awareness, raw desire, stole her breath. It was the headiest emotion she’d ever known to hold him in such thrall…until Marcus claimed her mouth hard and palmed her mons again, applying exquisite pressure that made her whimper, tremble and writhe with want.
Yearning for nothing more than blessed release, her bewildered eyes darted to his face. “I know far more about what you need than you do, love,” Marcus whispered against her lips. “I can soothe the ache and show you indescribable rapture, Lydia, if only you will let me.”
Her answer was a desperate prayer. “Dear God, Marcus, yes…”
Marcus had seized Lydia in a weak moment, but her impassioned response was almost his own undoing. God help him, she showed every sign of becoming the voluptuary goddess he had fantasized about. Sprawled on his lap, heaving breasts delectably exposed, wide eyes filled with hungry yearning, the musky scent of her arousal perfuming the air, his senses swam in her. She brimmed with sexual promise and filled his mind with erotic images, visions of her quivering in spasms of ecstasy. Impaling his cock in her soft, wet, clenching quim. Thoughts that nearly sent him over the edge. Grappling mere shreds of self-control, Marcus pulled her from his lap, swearing to hold back his own pleasure, to show her pure, unadulterated bliss…if it killed him.
With a groan, he released and laid her back against the velvet squabs. She watched wide-eyed as he shrugged out of his coat and cast it aside to kneel at her feet in the rocking vehicle.
“Close your eyes,” he commanded.
“Wh-what are you going to do?” Her voice was breathless.
“As God is my witness, I’m going to bring you heaven.” He sealed his promise with a long, ravaging kiss that sent another white-hot jolt straight to his aching cock.
Lydia shut her eyes to the sensation of her slippers sliding from her feet one at a time, the tingling tickle of fingers gliding along the arch of her silk-encased foot, the gentle scraping in the same place accompanied by moist heat. His teeth. Her eyes popped open when he nipped at her toes.
“Shut your eyes,” Marcus chastised only to continue in a voice like silk. “I want you to savor every sensation, Lydia. Listen to your body. Think of nothing beyond your pleasure.”
A whisper of satin awakened her to the sensation of his hands gliding beneath her petticoat to skim up her calves. Another rustle and cool air brushed her exposed legs. Her senses flared when Marcus nudged them apart. Her breath hitched when he found the sensitive spot just inside her knee, gently abrading it with the slight bristle of his cheek. The sensation tickled, but sent flares of awareness straight to her private places. His practiced hands and skilled mouth ascended her thighs, tantalizing, teasing, approaching ever closer to her wet and wanting sex.
When his fingers grazed through the nest of damp curls, her body racked with tremors. “Please, Marcus.” She reached blindly for him, begging for anything to fill the aching need.
“Shhh. Trust me, my love,” Marcus kissed, caressed and soothed her back into an eroticized state of complaisance. His warm hand cupped and lifted her bottom and her skirts slithered to bunch around her waist. At the thought of his searing gaze on her bared sex, panic raced through Lydia’s blood to penetrate her pleasure-induced delirium. “N-no,” she whimpered, and tried to close her legs but Marcus barred her effort with his shoulders pressed between her knees.
“Yes, love,” his lips languidly swept her inner thigh, “I’m going to touch you there and kiss you there the same way I kissed your mouth. I’m going to taste you with my tongue and immerse myself in your very essence.”
“No! You can’t,” she gasped. “It’s too wicked!”
“Yes,” he chuckled lowly, levering her feet onto his broad linen-clad shoulders. “Delightfully, deliciously wicked and I assure you I can. Tasting you is my most decadent desire and I swear you will know ecstasy in the doing.”
Her next sound was a choking gasp when he bent his head to scorch a path straight to her core.
Marcus’ mouth ascended, playing over the silky skin of her inner thigh, kissing, licking, softly biting. Nearing his goal, he shut his eyes to better take in her essence—that musky, womanly scent—the evidence of her desire that drove him mad with lust. His sac contracted.
He ran his fingers over the tight, dark, curls of her
mons veneris
, and she launched upward with a soft cry. She was so ready, so wet, dripping with arousal. The sweet tang of it made his turgid shaft jolt at every whiff of her erotic scent. He inhaled deeply of her. God, he wanted to bury his face in her sweet quim almost as much as he wanted to sheathe himself in her. His control stretched even tauter, but ignoring his body’s cry, he focused only on achieving her full and rapturous release.
Marcus lowered his mouth to blow on her mound then brushed his face against the soft mass. She shuddered. With a rumbled of satisfaction, he lapped and laved a long leisurely trail through her down, to her delicate cleft of Venus, parting her glistening lips, probing her with his tongue, licking, sucking her folds until she whimpered and tangled her fingers in his hair. She moaned, “Don’t stop, Marcus. Whatever you’re doing, don’t ever stop.”
Spurred on by her eager response, Marcus increased the intensity of his efforts, locating the hidden treasure of her clitoris. Plying lips, teeth, and tongue, he worshipped at the altar of her womanhood—circling, swirling and sucking her clitoris while his fingers worked the slick folds around her passage. Damn but she was hot and dripping with desire. His engorged cock throbbed to be inside her. Marcus slid his hand beneath the globes of her buttocks, lifting her up to bury his face in her delicious mound. His fingers found her passage, tracing, teasing, and gently probing.
Keen to watch her orgasm unfurl, he stole a look at her face. Her skin gleamed with a light sheen of perspiration. Her head was thrown back. Her hands pulled at his hair, clutching him as her breathing accelerated to sharp ragged gasps. She was so close, so bloody close. He’d never seen a woman so ready.
“Just let go, Lydia. Let it take you away.”
Bent on pushing her over the brink into the abyss, Marcus slipped a finger into her tight, slick passage and took her exposed clitoris between his lips. He suckled her in a ruthless rhythm, as his skillful fingers worked her, faster, harder, urging her descent into oblivion. In euphoric self-satisfaction Marcus watched Lydia come apart.
Brows taut, skin flushed, lush pink lips parted, her legs convulsed and then her body racked with the first orgasmic spasms that sent her screaming over the precipice as if fractured into a thousand pieces of ecstasy.
For a timeless period Lydia lay dazed and spent, trembling with blissful aftershocks, but fast upon the receding glow of her climax came uncertainty, doubt…remorse.
She feared opening her eyes, knowing how she looked, sprawled against the seat, her laces undone, her skirts pulled to her waist—no better than some Covent Garden doxy. In truth, she was mortified to look Marcus in the face after he’d rendered her senseless, breathless, and worst of all, reduced her to a shameless wanton.
She reasoned that if she never opened her eyes, she could remain indefinitely in this hazy, dreamlike state where she would never have to face him—or herself. But then she sensed the heat of Marcus’ body hovering over her, and his mouth playing upon on her lips. This kiss was nothing like before. It was tender and salty sweet, and she realized, to her shock, redolent of
her
.
“I want to take you now, Lydia,” he whispered against her mouth. “I want to possess you with every ounce of my being, but I won’t.” He drew back from her, his face drawn taut, his expression grim.
“What does it matter now?” she asked. “For I’m already ruined.”
His self-control touched, maddened and confounded her. Knowing she would have capitulated, Marcus had refrained from completing the act and doing the irrevocable. What was his game? She had thought his intent was to force her hand into marriage, yet she’d just given him the perfect opportunity, an invitation even, to totally debauch her, and he’d demurred? Moreover, why did she now taste rejection and dismay? The truth of her feelings struck her with an anguishing jolt.
He took her hand and kissed it, a smug smile pulling at his face. “Ruined for any other man, perhaps. But not
truly
ruined.”
Damn the conceit of the man!
Lydia drew herself up with a scathing look and threw her rumpled skirts back over her legs, wishing he was wrong, but the thought of ever sharing such intimacies with another man was an aberrant notion. All of her erotic dreams were of Marcus, always had been. Even when she had briefly considered wedding the vicar, a piece of her heart had still vainly waited and hoped for Marcus. Now her eyes were opened and her body awakened to what
could be
between them.
Ruined her
—he had indeed.
Chapter Seven