A Place of Greater Safety (77 page)
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Authors: Hilary Mantel
She touched her lip, gingerly. “You could smash crockery,” she said, “not people. We’re not even the right people. We just happen to be here.” She clenched her hand so that she wouldn’t put it to her face and let him see how much he’d hurt her.
“I don’t deserve you,” he said. “Forgive me. It wasn’t meant for you.”
“I wouldn’t think the better of you for knocking Camille around the room.”
He straightened up from beside her. “Camille, I’ll kill you one day,” he said simply. “No, come here. You’re all right, you’ve got a pregnant woman to protect you. You dropped me in the shit in September, when the prisoners were killed. All organized, you told Prudhomme and everybody
within earshot. It’s all organized, no problem—when I was trying to deny any knowledge of it. The filthy business was necessary, but at least I had the grace of soul to pretend it was nothing to do with me. You, you’d have fluttered up to take the credit for the Massacre of the Innocents. So don’t look down on me from whatever ledge of higher morality you’re perched on today. You knew. You knew it all, from the beginning.”
within earshot. It’s all organized, no problem—when I was trying to deny any knowledge of it. The filthy business was necessary, but at least I had the grace of soul to pretend it was nothing to do with me. You, you’d have fluttered up to take the credit for the Massacre of the Innocents. So don’t look down on me from whatever ledge of higher morality you’re perched on today. You knew. You knew it all, from the beginning.”
“Yes,” Camille said, “but I didn’t expect you to be caught out like this.” He backed away, smiling. Gabrielle stared at him.
“Oh Camille,” she said, “you’d better take this seriously.”
“Bathe your face, Gabrielle,” her husband said. “Yes, because if those documents are made public, my future won’t be worth two sous, and neither will yours.”
“I think it might be bluff,” Camille said. “How would he have a note in your own handwriting?”
“Such a note does exist.”
“You’ve been a fool then, haven’t you? But look now, it is possible that de Molleville has at one time or another seen these documents—but would Mortmorin part with such a thing? For safekeeping, de Molleville implies—but what’s so safe about being on a cross-channel boat, and carried around in an
émigré
’s luggage? Why would Montmorin have sent the document to London? It’s no use to him there. It only has to be sent back. And he didn’t know he was going to be killed, did he?”
émigré
’s luggage? Why would Montmorin have sent the document to London? It’s no use to him there. It only has to be sent back. And he didn’t know he was going to be killed, did he?”
“You might be right, it’s possible you are, but de Molleville’s allegations could ruin me. If they’re circumstantial. If they’re detailed. They’ve been saying for long enough that I work for Pitt. In fact, at this moment—they will be expecting me in the Convention, now.”
“There’s no point in panicking, is there? If it is a bluff, if there are no documents, anything de Molleville says will carry much less weight. All you can do is hope it is. But I wonder—which president of the Convention is he talking about? Because today’s president is Vergniaud.”
Danton turned away. “Christ,” he said.
“Yes, I know. You’ve neglected either to bribe or to frighten him. How could you have been so remiss?”
“You’d better go now,” Gabrielle said. “Go now and speak for the King.”
“Give in to them?” Danton said. “I’d rather be dead. If I step in now, at this stage, they’ll say I’ve been bought, just as surely as if the documents become public. Either way, as soon as I turn my back I’ll get a patriot’s dagger between my shoulder blades. Ask him,” he yelled. “He’d put one there himself.”
The absurd question held in her eyes, Gabrielle turned her face to Camille.
“No doubt they’d ask me to help with the arrangements. After all, I wouldn’t want to share your fate.”
“Why don’t you go back to Robespierre?” Danton said.
“No, I’m staying with you, Georges-Jacques. I want to see what you do.”
“Go on, why don’t you run and tell him everything? You’ll be all right, he’ll look after you. Or are you afraid you’ve been replaced in his affections? You shouldn’t worry. You’ll always find somebody to run to. With your attributes.”
Gabrielle stood up. “Is this the way to keep your friends?” She had never spoken to him like this before. “You lamented the absence of your friends, but when they come to you, you insult them. I think you are trying to destroy yourself. I think you are conspiring with this man de Molleville to destroy yourself.”
“Wait,” Camille said. “Listen to me, Gabrielle—listen, both of you, before there’s a massacre. I’m quite unused to being the cool voice of reason, so don’t test my abilities in that line.” He turned to Danton. “If Vergniaud has the documents you’re finished, but would Vergniaud wait so long? Today is the last day when you could intervene in the debate. These are the last hours. He has been president three days now—we must wonder why he has not acted. We must wonder, at least, if he has the papers at all—or if it is some earlier president who has them. What is the date of the letter?”
“December 11.”
“Defermon was president.”
“He’s—”
“A worm.”
“A moderate, Gabrielle,” Danton said. “Surely though—he’s no friend of mine—and after all this time, four weeks, he’d have said something, done something … ?”
“I don’t know, Georges-Jacques. Perhaps you don’t know how much you frighten people. Why don’t you go to his house, and frighten him some more? If he has the papers, you’ve everything to gain. If he hasn’t, you’ve nothing to lose.”
“But if Vergniaud has them—”
“Then it will hardly matter, if you’ve terrified Defermon gratuitously. Nothing will matter, then. Don’t think of that. And don’t wait. Defermon may have a tender conscience. Because he has not spoken out so far doesn’t mean he will never speak. He may be waiting till the voting begins.”
Fabre missed the last words. “You’re back, Danton. And whatever has happened here?”
His immediate impression was that the quarrel—the inevitable quarrel—had come about at last. He had already heard that Danton had arrived in town and gone straight to the Desmoulins’s apartment. How the whole business had moved around the corner, he had yet to find out, but the air of the room was clogged with violence. He did not see de Molleville’s letter, because Gabrielle was sitting on it. “My dear, your face,” he said.
“I got in the way.”
“It was ever thus,” Fabre said, as if to himself. “Danton, one would never take you for the guilty party. No, you have the face of someone who has been wronged.”
“Fabre, what are you talking about?” Danton said.
“Guilty?” Camille said. “Never. His innocence shines forth.”
“I’m glad you think so,” Fabre said.
“There’s a letter—” Gabrielle began.
“Be quiet,” Camille said. “Before he hits you again. On purpose, this time.”
“What letter?” Fabre said.
“No letter,” Camille said. “There never was a letter. I hope not, anyway. You know, Georges-Jacques, a good deal depends on whether the courier was intelligent. Most people aren’t intelligent, don’t you find?”
“Trying to confuse me,” Fabre complained.
Danton bent to kiss his wife. “I may yet save myself.”
“You think so?” She averted her face. “Yet you are still destroying yourself.”
He looked at her intently for a second, then straightened up. He turned to Camille and put a hand into his hair, pulling his head back. “You won’t wring any apologies from me,” he said. “Fabre, do you know a deputy, timid and obscure, they call him Defermon? Can you find him for me? Tell him that Danton will visit him at his own house one hour from now. No excuses. He must be there. It is Danton in person who requires to see him. Be sure to stress that. Go on. Don’t stand about.”
“Just that? No other message?”
“Go.”
Fabre turned at the door and shook his head at Camille. He talked to himself, as he hurried along the street: think they can fool me, do they, I’ll soon find out what’s what.
Danton walked into his study and slammed the door; later, they heard him moving about, in different rooms of the apartment.
“What will he do?” Gabrielle said.
“Well, you know, with other people a complicated problem needs a complicated solution, but with Georges-Jacques solutions are usually rather simple and quick. It’s true what I said, people are frightened of him. They remember August, when he dragged Mandat around City Hall. They don’t know what he might do next. It’s true, you know, Gabrielle. Money from England, from the Court—all that.”
“I know. I’m not much of a simpleton, even though he’s always taken me for one. He had an expensive mistress and a child when we married. He thinks I don’t know. That’s why we were so poor at first. He bought his practice from his mistress’s new lover. Did you know that? Yes, of course you did, I don’t know why I’m saying all this.” Gabrielle lifted her arms, began repinning her hair; an automatic action, but her fingers were clumsy, looked swollen. Her face, too, looked swollen, quite apart from the damage that Georges had done, and her eyes were shadowed, without life. “I’ve annoyed him, you see, all these years, by pretending to keep some form of integrity. So have you—that’s why he’s angry with us both, that’s why he’s persecuting us together. Both of us knew everything and wouldn’t admit it. Oh, I’m no saint, Camille—I knew where the money came from, and I took it, to make a more comfortable life for us. Once you’re pregnant for the first time you don’t mind what happens, you just think about your children.”
“So you don’t really care—about the King, say?”
“Yes, I do care, but I’ve had to be very accommodating this past year, very tolerant, very easy. Or he would have divorced me, I think.”
“No. He would never have done that. He’s an old-fashioned sort of person.”
“Yes, but—we see this all along—his passions take a greater hold on him than his habits do. It would have depended—if Lucile had been as compliant as she pretends to be. But she would never leave you.” She turned to ring the bell for a servant. “When he brought out the letter—so angry—I wondered what I had done. I thought it was one of those anonymous letters, and that someone had slandered me.”
“Libeled you,” Camille said automatically.
Marie came from the kitchen, wrapped in her large linen apron, her face drawn. “Catherine has taken the child upstairs to Madame Gély,” she said, without being asked.
“Marie, bring me a bottle of something from the cellar. I don’t know—Camille, what would you like? Anything, Marie.” She sighed. “Servants grow familiar. I wish, I do wish that I had talked to you before.”
“I think you were afraid to admit that we had a common predicament.”
“Oh, that you are in love with my husband—I’ve known that for years. Don’t look so stunned—be truthful now, if you had to describe your own feelings towards him, what else could you say? But I don’t think I’m in love, not anymore. Today has been the day I met someone I’ve been waiting to meet for a very long time. I’ve been thinking—I’m not such a feeble creature that I needed to marry that kind of man. But what does it matter now?”
Danton stood in front of them. He held his hat in his hand, and his caped greatcoat over his arm. He had shaved; he wore a black coat, and a very plain white muslin cravat.
“Shall I come with you?” Camille said.
“God, no. Wait here.”
He marched out. Again, “What will he do?” Gabrielle whispered. Conspiracy seemed to have set in between them. She sat drinking deeply, her glass cupped in her palm, her face still and thoughtful; after five minutes had passed, she reached out and took Camille’s hand in hers.
He said, “We must suppose, we must hope it is Defermon who has the letter. We must suppose he has been trembling over it for a month, waiting for Louis’s trial to begin. He’ll have thought, ‘If I take this letter seriously, if I read it out in the Convention, the Mountain will fall on me. And Deputy Lacroix is fast friends with Danton since they were in Belgium, and Lacroix has influence with the Plain.’ Defermon will see that the only people he will please are Brissot and Roland and their cronies. And he will say, Danton comes here boldly, not like a guilty man, and he says it is a forgery, a trick—Defermon will want to believe him. We are supposed to be such thugs, that if he upsets Danton he will fear for his life. You heard the message that Fabre took—’It is Danton in person who requires to see him.’ Defermon will be waiting for him, thinking, ‘What shall I do? What shall I do?’ He will begin to feel guilty, simply because the letter has been delivered to him. Georges-Jacques will—overbear him.”
Darkness fell. They sat still, their fingers plaited together. She thought of her husband, overbearing people. Every day since .’89, his corpulence flung into the breach. She ran her fingertips along the edges of Camille’s carefully kept nails. She could feel his pulse racing, like a small animal’s.
“Georges is not frightened anymore.”
“Yes, but I come from the meeker portion of humanity.”
“Meek? Stop acting, Camille. You’re as meek as a serpent.”
He smiled and turned his head away. “I used to think,” he said, “that
he wasn’t a very complicated person. But he is—very complicated, very subtle, in himself. It’s only his wants that are simple. Power, money, land.”
he wasn’t a very complicated person. But he is—very complicated, very subtle, in himself. It’s only his wants that are simple. Power, money, land.”
“Women,” Gabrielle said.
“Why did you say, just now, that he was destroying himself?”
“I’m not sure now what I meant. But at the time—when he was so angry and sneering and insulting—I saw it very clearly. This view he has of himself—he thinks, people may call me corrupt, but I’m just playing the system, I’m still my own man, nothing touches me. But it doesn’t work like that. He’s forgotten what he wanted. The means have become the end. He doesn’t see it, but he’s corrupt all through.” She shivered, swirled her glass with the last half-inch of wine settling red and sticky. “Oh,” she said, “life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness.”
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