A Shimmer of Angels (33 page)

“I don’t, not now. But I could use a friend.”

He leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees, eyes on the floor, as far away from me as they could be. My wings vibrated, picking up an odd tension filling the room. Strange. I wondered what else they could do.

“A friend, huh?”

“Yeah,” I glanced sideways and spotted one of my gray feathers. Right now, I didn’t think I could handle anything else.

He sighed and pushed his hair back with both hands. Then he slouched back and looked at me. “Don’t know how long this can last, but … I’ll give it a shot.” He patted the spot beside him.

I took a seat on the other end of the bed, keeping as much space as possible between us. The sensation in my wings eased, and they reverted to simply foreign, unwanted things. “Then it’ll be a trial, for both of us. And Kade … thanks.” It didn’t seem enough, those small words in exchange for everything he’d done to help when he didn’t have to. But I couldn't give him anything more. I didn’t have anything more in me. At least, not today.

“No problem, Ray. I don’t plan on letting you forget that you owe me. Twice.” Kade turned those dark eyes on me, a playful glint softening them. “You up for pizza and a movie?”

“Only if the movie isn’t about angels or Hell.” I didn’t like the idea of owing Kade, but I couldn’t deny that I did. I owed him my life. “And you’re paying for the pizza.” I softened a little, grabbing a pillow from behind me and twisting to see the TV better, eventually relaxing a little more, propping my feet up on his lap.

I could push Cam’s absence to the back of my mind for two hours, but probably not much more.

“Fine. Dinner’s on me. But you won’t always get off so easy.” His hand landed gently on my ankle, then trailed up my calf. Shivers ran beneath his touch. “I won’t wait forever.” The hard smile he shot me sent my wings aflutter with warning.

I swallowed back a shaky voice, determined to be stone when I said, “Knock it off and pick a movie.”

He changed the channel and picked up the phone. Before he dialed, he patted my bruised knee harder than he needed to. “Just don’t say I never warned you.”

Lisa M. Basso

Lisa M. Basso was born and raised in San Francisco, California. She is a lover of books, video games, animals, and baking (not baking
with
animals though). As a child she would crawl into worlds of her own creation and get lost for hours. Her love for YA fiction started with a simple school reading assignment: S.E. Hinton’s
The Outsiders
. When not reading or writing she can usually be found at home with The Best Boyfriend that Ever Lived and her two darling (and sometimes evil) cats, Kitties A and B.

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After everything I’d been through, I couldn’t believe this was how it was going to end. The training, the bloodshed, the kisses—oh my God the kisses—and death, nullified by ten minutes in a police car.

It was hard to talk, let alone think, with the nonstop pounding in my head. It hurt to blink through swollen eyelids, and the dim overhead lights seemed brighter than they were. Incessant buzzing from a fly sitting defiantly atop the fluorescent beam threatened to make my eardrums explode.

Everything was amplified, larger than life, and nothing made any sense at all. I suppose I deserved it.

I watched him, the fly, as he flitted back and forth, struggling to find freedom in the enclosed space of the interrogation room. I wondered if he knew he was going to die here.

The cop stared like I was a freak straight out of a science fiction movie, tentacles and all. I’d been mumbling incoherently since they’d found me and hadn’t volunteered much more since arriving at the station late last night. My mind was jumbled, scrambled as if it were trying to tune to the correct radio frequency, but couldn’t. Flashes, memories from my past, of what I was and what I had done, were returning, but they were all out of order. I was afraid I wouldn’t be able to remain in my own skin much longer, and all I could do was shake.

Hours spent waiting for my “paperwork” to be processed didn’t help. How much paperwork could one runaway have?

When I spoke, it came out like gibberish, or maybe like an auctioneer on crack. The visual made me giggle. My voice was high-pitched and nervous. And then a thought stopped me mid-giggle:
Stockholm’s Auktionsverk is the oldest auction house in the world
. Not-so-random, but useless information like that flooded my head for no reason at all, or maybe because it simply had no place else to go.

They wanted to know what I was doing on Gavin Vault’s estate, running and screaming, “HELP!” That I was barely dressed from the waist up, another mystery. I would tell them, but in my own words. I refused to lie or say something that could send Gavin to prison. And the statement they’d written FOR me? I was about to tell them where they could shove it when the cop shot me a “you’d better start talking or we’re gonna start the torture” look.

“You have no idea what you’ve done,” I said as I sipped hot, institutional-tasting liquid, realizing what I’d said made absolutely no sense to the officer. There’s no way she could have known what she’d gotten herself into. Sadly, she was about to find out. “I’ll tell you what you want to know, but you won’t believe a word of it.” Those were the most coherent words I’d spoken since I’d arrived.

The cop seemed confused, like she was surprised I was capable of forming articulate sentences. She watched as I pulled at the sleeves of the oversized sweater on loan from one of the male cops. Then I grabbed my head in my hands. Vivid images raced through my mind, before leaving as quickly as they’d appeared. They were memories that would free me from this stagnant mental prison if only I could set them in the proper order.

The fly whizzed past me. I was a volcano of turmoil and angst and sat, leg-shaking and squirming in the metal chair, attempting to calm the impending eruption. The officer just stared as if I were a nut that needed cracking, only she didn’t have the right tool.

“I’ll tell you everything as soon as my mother arrives,” I offered, sitting back in the steel chair

The officer looked at me, then down at her blank pad, then back at me and said, “Miss Miller, do you need a doctor? Were you harmed in any…
way
?” She leaned over the table, lowering her head and voice conspiratorially.

But she was out of her mind if she thought Gavin would harm me. She wasn’t even asking the right questions. Like, “what’s someone like
you
doing
here
and how did this happen?” I had to get out of there. I needed to find my brother Remi. I needed to know what was going on with Gavin and what they had done to him.
What was taking Mom so long to arrive
? It should not have surprised me. She’s always been unreliable. I tapped the table to keep from picking up my chair and throwing it at the two-way mirror. I needed to keep my anger in check, but I didn’t know how long I could. How had Gavin and I ended up in a police station, he accused of an unspeakable crime and me his supposed accuser?

“How did you find me? How did you know
where
to find me?” I reluctantly asked. I should have been able to get the answer on my own, to read her mind.

“We received an anonymous tip,” she offered, raising her eyebrows, her tone secretive. And then I saw something, a fuzzy vision. I tilted my head sharply to the side and cringed. The intrusion of my brain hurt like heck. A man, talking, then handing over an envelope with pictures of me looking like something the cat dragged in, then gone—the man and the vision. I gasped as the pounding in my head kicked into overdrive.
Evidence? How? Gavin had never hit me. It’s a lie.

“What do you want from me? You seem to have all the evidence you need.”

Officer Bladen looked away from me when she replied, “You’re at the very least a witness to a crime, Miss Miller. Has no one explained to you what’s going on?” Then she leaned forward again, cautiously, and opened the folder on the table, my case file. Just like in my vision, pictures of me beat to a pulp and … Gavin seemingly raising a hand to strike me.

I refused to look at her or the photos and stopped rocking.

“Don’t you want to know what happened to you, Miss Miller?” She asked in a soft voice, pushing the folder closer to me. She sounded almost compassionate.

“I already know what happened to me!” I shouted. “I was there, remember?” I couldn’t stop the tears that pushed their way out of my eyes in a race down my cheeks. Gavin and I were being set up. Couldn’t she tell? Wasn’t she trained in these things? I felt like an animal that had been tricked into leaving a small cage only to be locked in an even smaller one.

I lurched forward and tried to grab the folder, to rip it to shreds. Instead, I caught Officer Bladen’s sleeve and a tiny piece of her hand. She snatched it away as abruptly as if I’d burned her. I fell back into my chair, hitting it harder than I’d intended.

Something was terribly wrong.

Officer Bladen shifted in her chair as she checked her watch, then cell phone, then pager. It was as if she were expecting the Governor’s pardon.

“Just tell us what happened, Ms. Miller,” she said and checked her watch again, then looked toward the open door. I pushed away thoughts I couldn’t possibly share.

“You wouldn’t believe me even if I told you.” I knew then what I had to do.

“You can trust us, Grace.”

“I’ll just wait for my mom, if that’s OK.”

I know what I am
. Memories came flooding back, not all of them good.