Read A Spanish Awakening Online
Authors: Kim Lawrence
‘You just kissed me.’
He angled a dark brow. ‘I was beginning to think you hadn’t noticed.’
‘I’m ignoring it.’ Or not dealing with it? ‘Like I ignore troublesome, irritating bugs.’
‘So you do not like me?’
The possibility did not appear to have dented his armourplated confidence, she thought, struggling to recover her shredded composure, or at least close her mouth—it was so
not
a good look.
Relax, she told herself.
It was not
like
or anything similarly tepid that Emilio felt as his eyes moved across the soft contours of her upturned features. Soft was the right word, he decided, allowing his eyes to briefly drop as far as her visibly heaving bosom before returning to her face, soft and feminine.
The colour of her eyes had always fascinated him, a deep shade of topaz, though at this moment only a rim of that remarkable colour remained around her dilated pupils. Her skin was incredible. Under the spreading dark stain on her smooth cheeks it was milk-pale and totally flawless. Did that milky pallor extend all over?
He watched the muscles in her pale throat contract as she blinked and gave her glossy head a tiny shake and lifted her chin to a defiant angle before opening her eyes. Emilio, identifying the ‘don’t mess with me’ look on her face, felt a buzz in his blood that had been absent for a long time as he silently accepted the challenge.
He would dearly love to mess with her.
Megan was familiar with powerful men and their generally fragile egos. Experience had taught her that great men’s egos responded well to a well-chosen word. She had averted many a potential meltdown with a placatory word, a compliment.
This was a situation she was more than capable of coping with, which begged the question—why wasn’t she? Why was she standing there like an idiot?
Powerful, successful men liked to be told they were wonderful as well as the next person—possibly more, because they took it as their due.
She took a deep breath that eased the tightness in her aching chest, opened her mouth and heard herself say, ‘No. No, I don’t like you at all.’ Not the sop to his ego she had intended.
‘You do not know me, although you think you do.’
Megan’s edginess materialised as hostility as she tilted her chin. ‘Very profound, but actually I don’t want to know you,’ she blurted childishly. ‘And if you kiss me again I will—’
Emilio arched a questioning brow and smiled down into her upturned face. ‘You will what?’ he enquired with interest.
Megan inhaled and thought, Good question. ‘Just don’t!’
Not a threat likely to make him gibber in fear, but it was preferable to the more candid response of,
Kiss you back!
She watched his eyes glitter in response to the warning, not with anger, not with amusement, but with something else she could not put a name to. Megan struggled to keep her eyes on his face as the nameless something made her stomach dissolve into a liquid, molten mush.
‘That came from the heart.’
Aware that the organ in question was trying to batter its way through her ribs, she glared at him.
Megan heard his name again and began to turn her head towards the sound, but a long brown finger laid against the curve of her jaw prevented her.
The unexpected contact sent a shudder through her body and dragged a shocked breath from her lungs.
She wanted to slap his hand away.
She wanted to tell him she had no desire to know him.
She wanted to tell him to stop looking at her like that.
‘Stop looking—’
As his mouth covered her own for a second time the strength left Megan’s body in one whoosh. If one hand had not curled like a supportive steel band around her ribcage, dragging her body up against his iron-hard thighs, she would have slid to the ground.
When he released her she was breathing hard as she blinked up at him. ‘I told you not to do that.’
‘What can I say? It’s the challenge and also your mouth. It was made for kissing.’
Taking the phone from her grasp, Emilio lifted it to his ear and, still holding her eyes, spoke into the mouthpiece.
‘Rios here.’
Megan slanted an angry glare at his face and held out her hand.
‘Ah, Charles. Yes, she is here with me now,’ Emilio said, ignoring her silent demand, and continued to speak, responding to what her father was saying, his voice oozing almost as much insincerity as his mocking gaze.
‘No, don’t worry, I will take care of her. No need, it is not a problem, Charles.’ A taunting grin in place on his lean face, Emilio turned to evade the hand that tried to snatch the phone from him. He waved an admonishing finger at her face and directed a wolfish smile at her indignant face as he raised his voice and said, ‘It is a total pleasure and no trouble at all. Yes, and Megan sends her love.’
Love was not the emotion stamped on Megan’s face
when she attracted the attention of several people within earshot as she yelled, ‘No, I don’t!’
Finally able to grab the phone, Megan snatched it from his hand and lifted it to her own ear, struggling to regain some semblance of control. ‘Dad?’ she said. ‘I don’t need to bother Mr Rios, I’m—I’m … He’s gone,’ she said, directing an accusing look up at Emilio’s dark face.
‘Your father is a busy man.’
‘My father is—’ Megan bit back the unflattering reading of her father’s character and glared up at Emilio.
‘He can relax now he knows you have someone to look after you.’
‘I don’t need anyone to look after me, and my father knows it. He just wants me to be nice to you because you have contacts that he …’ Realising belatedly the extreme indiscretion of her goaded retort, she closed her lips firmly over further tactless disclosures.
Emilio’s lips thinned as his nostrils flared in distaste. Who needed an enemy when you had a father like Charles Armstrong? A man who had never really grasped the fact that a father’s duty to his children was to protect and shield.
Armstrong used anyone, including members of his own family, if it gave him an advantage.
‘Just how nice does he expect you to be to me?’
Megan responded to the comment as if it had been a slap, catching her breath and drawing back. The subsequent blast of fury that sizzled along her nerve endings blinded Megan to the sympathy in Emilio’s dark eyes.
She lifted her chin and glared up at him. ‘My father does not ask me to have sex with men who can be useful to him.’
‘Though he’d not be likely to kick up a fuss if you decided to.’
‘I have sex with men because I want to.’
So far she had not wanted to, but Megan saw no reason to share this information with Emilio Rios; even if she had, she doubted he would have believed her.
Ironic, really—the world thought she was a bit of an iceberg, a reputation she found it comfortable to hide behind, but Emilio Rios thought she was some sort of sex-mad tart.
Two years ago her initial gratitude at being rescued from a situation that had escalated dangerously out of control had changed to wretched misery when he had looked at her with contempt and treated her to a blighting lecture on the dangers of leading men on.
Acting as though she were some sort of sexual predator!
Sexual predator!
At that point Megan hadn’t even had a real boyfriend. The man Emilio had rescued her from had not been her date. He was a lecturer, quite old to her mind, and she had treated his kind offer of a lift home from the graduation party, when the boy who had promised her an early lift home had become drunk and incapable, as just that—kind.
How was she meant to have known that he had been drinking too? She hadn’t had a clue until he had put his foot down through the village, then, after making her extremely uncomfortable with comments loaded with sexual innuendo, instead of taking her to the house where her father was hosting a party for his business partner—all the family were under orders to attend—he’d pulled up on the long tree-lined drive leading up to the house and tried to kiss her.
During the rather undignified tussle that had followed Megan had tried to remain calm, but she had been close
to panic when the door had been dragged open to reveal Emilio.
Her relief had been short-lived.
‘So how about me?’
She looked at him blankly as she pushed away the memory of that night. ‘How about you what? ‘
Emilio arched a sardonic brow. ‘Do you want to have sex with me?’
Heat flashed through Megan. She was insulted, she told herself, not excited. She hung on to her temper with difficulty and pretended to consider his insolent question. ‘You got a spare million?’ Word was he had several.
His brows lifted. ‘You value yourself highly.’
Megan flicked the ponytail that lay against her neck and responded with a cool assurance she was about a million miles from feeling. ‘I’m worth it.’
‘Then maybe we could work something out. I’m not averse to paying for quality,’ he drawled.
The sexual tension soared as they stared at one another, neither willing to back down. But before this absurd negotiation went any further a voice cut across the seething silence.
‘Emilio?’
M
EGAN
turned her head. The woman standing there was tiny, barely an inch above five feet. The last time she had seen the petite brunette the older woman had been wearing a ring; today her hand was bare, but nothing else, it seemed, had changed.
Rosanna Rios was still the most beautiful woman she had ever met. Never a hair out of place, she looked like a porcelain ornament with big brown eyes, a rosebud mouth and delicate nose. She had the sort of delicate fragility that aroused the protective instincts in men.
‘I did call, but you were.’ she raised a darkened brow and lifted her enquiring gaze to Emilio as she teased ‘… occupied.’
Megan felt her stomach muscles tighten as she watched Emilio brush the smooth cheek offered him with his lips.
‘I had no idea at all.’ Rosanna turned to smile at Megan, adding with a smile tinged with relief as she turned back to Emilio, ‘I’m glad things are finally working out for you.’
Megan, puzzling over the soft-voiced aside, waited for Emilio to set the record straight. Instead she heard him ask his ex-wife if she was being met.
‘I was.’ Rosanna scanned the crowds, a delicate frown
furrowing her smooth brow. ‘But he appears to have been held up.’
‘Can we offer you a lift? ‘
Megan, frowning at the
we
and the misleading message it sent, watched as Rosanna shook her head. ‘I’ll wait.’
Emilio shrugged and placed a hand lightly between Megan’s shoulder blades, acting as if he hadn’t noticed when she flinched. ‘If you’re sure?’
Megan flashed him a ‘what the hell are you up to?’ look, which he responded to by dropping his head to whisper softly in her ear, ‘I’ll meet your price.’
The mortified colour flew to Megan’s cheeks as she blurted loudly, ‘I wasn’t serious and you know it.’
‘You really shouldn’t make offers you don’t intend to follow through with,’ he chided, adding, ‘Sorry, Rosanna, we’re being rude.’
‘You’re
being rude,’ Megan gritted.
Rude, and extremely manipulative.
‘No apologies necessary. Are you two arriving? Or were you planning a romantic trip?’
‘We are not together,’ Megan protested in a belated attempt to set the record straight. The breathlessness of her delivery, due in part to the fingers that had begun to massage the tight area at the back of her neck, did not add weight to her claim.
The casual intimacy of his action sent a quiver of raw sexual awareness through her body.
Emilio hooked a thumb under her chin. ‘You’re tense,
querida.’
He disapproved with a frown that left his dark eyes warm with concern.
‘I can’t imagine why,’ she retorted.
The ironic retort drew a laugh from Emilio, who allowed the hand that lay against her waist to slide lower to
the firm curve of her bottom. ‘Megan was planning to fly home, but it looks like I have her here for a little longer.’
Rosanna gave a sympathetic grimace. ‘Bad luck.’
‘Good luck for me.’
‘I was lucky. I arrived on an early flight.’
‘How long have you two been …?’
Megan, aware of Emilio’s eyes on her face, struggled to manufacture an amused smile for the other woman. ‘No, we’re not, that is. He’s joking.’
Emilio came to her rescue. ‘We are just good friends,’ he said with an ‘if you believe that you’ll believe anything’ smile.
Rosanna smiled. ‘Of course.’
‘No, really we’re …’
Emilio placed a finger to her lips.
The contact made her pupils dilate.
‘Relax, Megan.’ His deep voice, huskily suggestive of unspoken intimacies, shivered across her oversensitive nerve endings. ‘Rosanna understands, and she is not going to report back to anyone,’ he soothed, lifting a stray hank of hair from her cheek.
A hazy, distracted expression drifted across his face as he rubbed the silky strands between his fingers before tucking them behind her ear.
Megan swallowed and struggled to maintain a façade of calm while her thudding heart tried to climb its way out of her chest cavity.
Mesmerised, she stared at him. She did not register the time lapse before he pushed her hair from her face. She was too busy registering unpleasant things like the almost painful clutching of her stomach muscles and the rush of heat that raised her core temperature by several uncomfortable degrees.
His hand did not fall away. Instead he touched her ear
lobe, seeming to notice the amber studs in the gold setting for the first time. His dark, thickly lashed eyes drifted downwards to the hollow of her throat where a pulse fluttered visibly against the tender blue-veined white skin.
Any residual guilt he might have felt for exploiting the situation had long vanished. It had been a long time coming, but Megan Armstrong was going to be his and he was going to make her forget every man she had ever been with—and,
Madre di Dios,
he was going to enjoy every second of it!
His fingertips barely brushed her, but even the suggestion of contact sent a shiver of sensation across the surface of her skin. She was frozen to the spot by a wave of enervating lust that was terrifying in its strength.
Hating the feeling of being utterly helpless and not in control, Megan hid behind the sweeping half-moon fan of her dark lashes and, like a drowning man clinging to a straw, repeated,
You’ll laugh about this later,
over and over in her head.
‘I like those,’ he said, making her shiver as he touched, not just the earring, but the thin layer of skin behind her ear, and Megan realised it really was an erogenous zone.
God, I’ve got erogenous zones!
She met his dark intent gaze and thought, God, I’ve got a problem!
Her hand came up to push his away—that had been the intention at least. Instead she somehow ended up with her fingers curled over his and stayed there for an awkward heart-thudding moment.
‘They were my mum’s.’
Her eyes dropped from his uncomfortably perceptive gaze a moment before they filled with emotional tears. The earrings were one of a handful of physical reminders she had of her mother, along with her watch and the
creased and grainy snapshot of herself as a baby held in her mother’s arms she carried in her wallet.
‘They match your eyes. Did your mother have golden eyes too?’ His voice flowed over her like honey.
She was startled by the question; the eyes in question flew to his. He wasn’t really interested, she told herself. This little byplay was presumably for Rosanna’s benefit—like the kisses.
‘Yes, she did. I … I look like her.’
‘Then she must have been a very beautiful woman.’
Megan felt her heart give a traitorous thud and forced herself to look away. He looked genuine but he was about as sincere as a politician running for re-election; she would be a fool if she lost sight of that fact.
Twisting her earring, she turned to the older woman. ‘Look, it was nice to see you again but I’m running late.’
‘Of course, and it was very nice to see you too, Megan,’ she said warmly. ‘Philip often speaks of you.’
‘You speak to Philip? ‘
A look of consternation crossed the older woman’s face. ‘I, well—’
Emilio cut across her. ‘I hate to interrupt, ladies, but—’ he tapped the face of the watch on his wrist and angled a significant look at Megan ‘—this is why we are running late. You talk too much.’ Grabbing her arm, he dropped a kiss on Rosanna’s cheek and headed for the exit, virtually dragging Megan along with him.
She angled an angry look up at his lean face. ‘What do you think you’re doing?’
‘I am rescuing you from an awkward situation.’
Megan loosed an incredulous hoot as they emerged in the fresh air. She pulled away from him and stood, hands on hips, glaring at him.
‘An awkward situation of your making.’
He flashed a grin and held out an arm towards her. ‘The car is this way.’
Megan didn’t move. ‘Goodbye.’
He studied her face for a moment before sighing. ‘Look, we can—’
‘Do this the hard way or the easy way,’ she slotted in.
‘Tempting, but no, I was going to say we can stand here debating this, but in the end you will accept a lift because the alternative is a very long wait.’ He nodded towards the long queues beside the empty taxi ranks. ‘And you are, I am led to believe, a practical woman not given to cutting off her very pretty nose to spite her beautiful face.
‘Besides, I promised your father I would take care of you.’
‘And you are a man of your word?’
‘It hurts me you doubt it.’ The silence stretched as he watched her struggle. ‘Of course, if for some reason you are afraid to get in a car with me …?’
Her chin went up. ‘Of course I’m not afraid,’ she scoffed.