After the Crash (33 page)

Kneading your curves, with my rosary,
Touching your body, on the cross,
I offer myself to you

‘You dirty little minx,’ Marc sniggered. ‘Is this what you think
about at Mass when you’re looking at the image of Jesus?’
‘Shut your fucking mouth!’ Malvina yelled. ‘You’re too stupid to
understand. They’re haikus. Japanese poems.’
‘What about your grandmother? Is she too stupid to understand
them too? Maybe I should send her a text . . .’
Malvina frowned.
‘So . . . either you start talking or I keep reading. What do you
know about Grand-Duc?’
‘Fuck you.’
Marc ripped the page from the notebook, scrunched it up into
a ball and tossed it through the opening at the top of the window.
‘You’re right. I have to be honest. That poem was crap. Shall
we try another page? Come on, let’s play a game. I ask you about
Grand-Duc, you fail to reply, I read a page. If I don’t like it, I throw
it out of the window; if I do like it, I send a text to your grandma.’
Marc flicked through the pages, laughing loudly. His laughter
was forced, though. In truth, he felt bad about invading Malvina’s
privacy in this way. She had curled up like a defenceless little bird.
Each page he ripped out was like a feather from her wings.
Marc stopped at a photograph of an Airbus, carefully cut out and
stuck to a picture of a fireplace.

Bird of fire
Angel in hell
My flesh

His throat tightened, but he did not want to show Malvina that
he was moved.
‘Except for that last line: “My flesh”. You ought to have at least
added a question mark. So . . . out of the window it goes!’
Malvina shivered as the ball of paper disappeared into the rushing air.
‘Still nothing you want to tell me, Malvina? What were you
doing at Grand-Duc’s place?’
‘Fuck off and die!’
‘As you wish . . .’
More pages flashed past, until Marc came to a photograph of a
little girl’s bedroom, apparently cut from a furniture catalogue. On
the right-hand page, Malvina had stuck a photograph of Banjo,
the enormous teddy bear. In the middle of the room, on the bed,
another picture had been superimposed: a photograph of Lylie. She
was sitting cross-legged and she looked about eight or nine years
old. Another photograph stolen by Grand-Duc . . .
Marc forced himself to read in a neutral voice:

Forgotten toys
I missed you
Abandoned?

Lyse-Rose’s room . . .’
‘I’m waiting . . .’
Malvina gave Marc the finger.
The page was scrunched up. Out the window it went.
Marc looked through the notebook more carefully now. He had

to find something that would push Malvina beyond what she could
bear. He stopped at one of the final pages. The left-hand page was
illustrated with a photograph of Lylie and himself. It was easy to
date: 10 July, 1998, less than three months ago. Lylie had just received
her baccalaureate exam results. She had passed with flying colours,
of course. She and Marc were hugging on the beach in Dieppe.
Marc smiled to himself. So Crédule Grand-Duc, or maybe

Nazim, had played at being paparazzi. Fair enough. They were
on the de Carvilles’ payroll, after all. And Grand-Duc had not
attempted to conceal the fact in his notebook. Except that, in this
particular photograph, Lylie’s face had been replaced by Malvina’s.
It was grotesque: that ugly, stunted little head stuck on the body of
a goddess.

Holding your lovers
Moaning, alone
A delicious game

Malvina closed her eyes. She looked like a little mouse, caught
in a trap. Marc fought the impulse to give her back the journal, to
stand up and leave her there. In truth, Malvina was just another
victim, crushed by the accident on Mont Terri. Just like him.

She was a child who, waking up one morning, had spied a
monster in the mirror. A child drowning in a filthy pool of forbidden feelings. And yet, Marc found himself speaking words
more hurtful than the bullets of the Mauser that he continued
to aim at her: ‘Shall I keep this one, Malvina? Or send it to your
grandmother?’

Malvina, staring out at the featureless landscape beyond the
window, was wringing her hands so frantically that Marc feared she
might actually pull off one of her fingers. Dry-throated, he twisted
the knife.

‘Or maybe I should show it to Lylie. I think she’d find it amusing.’
He began to tear out the page. Slowly, as if in a trance, Malvina
spoke: ‘Grand-Duc called my grandmother the day before yesterday. He was still alive then. He told her he had found something.
The solution to the mystery, or so he claimed. Just like that, at five
minutes to midnight on the last day of his contract! Just before he
was about to shoot himself in the head, with the edition of the
Est
Républicain
from 23 December 1980 spread out on the desk beneath
him. He said he needed a day or two to gather evidence, but he was
absolutely sure that he had solved the mystery. Oh, and he needed
an extra one hundred and fifty thousand francs . . .’

Marc closed Malvina’s journal.
‘How do you know all that?’
‘I listened in, on the extension. I know how to be so quiet that

people don’t even realise I’m there. It’s a sort of gift.’
‘Did your grandmother believe him?’
‘No idea. But she agreed to pay. She doesn’t care about money.

Grand-Duc had been playing her for eighteen years. One more day
hardly mattered . . .’
‘What about you?’
‘What about me?’
‘Did you believe him?’
Malvina’s face froze in an expression of incredulity.
‘What? You think it’s believable, do you? Finding the solution
like that, with the wave of a magic wand, just before midnight? You
think that seems likely?’
Marc did not reply. Through the window, the apple orchards of
the Scie valley gave way to cornfields. Malvina continued, in a quiet
voice: ‘I went to Grand-Duc’s house because I wanted to see him.
I wanted to tell him to stop messing us around. I wanted to say to
him that it was over: Lyse-Rose was eighteen; she was old enough to
decide for herself. You’ve read the whole investigation, and so have
I. I know all the details: the bracelet, the piano, the ring . . . the
solution is obvious. You said it yourself at the Roseraie: Lyse-Rose is
the one who survived. Emilie died in the aeroplane eighteen years
ago. You can tell your grandmother that. It’s what you think, isn’t
it? And she does, too.’
Yes, that was what Marc thought. Malvina was right.
‘So who did kill Grand-Duc, if it wasn’t you?’
‘No idea. And I couldn’t care less.’
‘Your grandmother? So she wouldn’t have to pay him?’
Malvina giggled. ‘For a measly one hundred and fifty thousand
francs? Come off it . . .’
‘Did Grand-Duc tell your grandmother how he planned to
gather the evidence he needed?’
‘Yes. He said he had to go to the Jura mountains. My grandmother was supposed to send the money to a gîte, on the Doubs
river, close to Mont Terri.’
To the Jura mountains? Was this the detective’s famous pilgrimage? But why?
‘What was he going to do there?’ Marc asked. ‘Look for the evidence he told your grandmother about?’
‘He was taking the piss. Milking my grandmother for every last
penny.’
Marc said nothing. He stood up, put the Mauser in his jacket
pocket, and gave Malvina her little journal.
‘No hard feelings?’
‘Go fuck yourself!’

Marc went back to his own seat, silently passing the teenager and
the sleeping guy. The train passed through Longueville-sur-Scie and
the last apple trees disappeared in a yellow ocean of corn and colza.
He would be in Dieppe in less than fifteen minutes.

Marc sat down and thirstily drank more than half of his bottle of
San Pellegrino. He checked that the Mauser was still in his pocket,
then shot a look at the other end of the carriage. Malvina had not
moved. Marc took Grand-Duc’s notebook from his bag and opened
it. He had decided to finish reading it before the train reached
Dieppe. There were less than five pages left. Everything was going
so fast and he felt he that he would go mad if he didn’t take things
one step at a time. Even if he hadn’t the faintest idea where it all
might lead.

Mathilde de Carville made her request in 1995: she wanted me to
compare the sample of blood from Lylie Vitral with that of the
whole de Carville family. I still had contacts in the police forensics
department, and I was a close friend of the Vitrals. How could I
refuse her? But it wasn’t easy, going to see the Vitrals in the evening
as a family friend, then telling the de Carvilles all about it the following morning. But never mind me, you don’t want to hear about
me and my troubled soul . . . and you are right.

Of course, I couldn’t just turn up to Emilie’s birthday party and
ask her, or her grandmother, for a sample of her blood. My strategy
was perhaps not much more subtle than that, but it worked. I gave
Lylie a cracked vase for a birthday present. When it broke in her
hands, I picked up all the pieces of glass and threw them in the bin,
except for a few that were covered in her blood, which I secreted in
a small plastic bag inside my pocket.

It was that easy. No one noticed a thing.
I received the results from the laboratory a few days later. You
would probably laugh at me if I told you I felt some remorse. I am
just telling you to explain why I asked my contact at the forensics
lab for two copies of the results, in two envelopes. One for Mathilde
de Carville, one for Nicole Vitral. I handed each their envelope.
So, they have both known the truth for three years now. Science
has spoken.
I could just leave it there – with the news that I delivered the
envelopes to the families in question – and make my farewells.
But I am no angel. Far from it. So, of course, I was not able to
resist the temptation to look at the results. What did you think I
would do? After fifteen years of investigation, with no concrete evidence? I jumped on that piece of paper the way a released prisoner
might rush at a whore after fifteen years in the slammer.

It would be something of an understatement to say that I was surprised by the results. I was so shocked, I could hardly breathe. It was
as if someone up there – God, or the Virgin of Mont Terri – was
deliberately fucking with us.

In fact, I think it was the DNA test that plunged me back into
depression, that sent me rolling inexorably towards the void. The
result was absurd. It made a mockery of all those years of searching,
reading, questioning. I wanted to throw all the evidence on a pyre,
and then throw myself on top of it, for having failed to find the
sorceress hiding behind this entire case.

And yet, I did not give up my investigation. Since 1995, I have
kept on going, like a faithful old dog, its limbs weary, its eyesight
fading, but its will to obey undiminished. Nazim gave up a while
ago, to work illegally as a builder and to help Ayla in the kebab
shop.

In December 1997, I undertook my final pilgrimage to Mont Terri.
And there I found the last – and most puzzling – piece of the jigsaw.
So there I was in the Jura, ready for my final pilgrimage. I was
looking forward to tasting – for the last time – my favourite treats:
some Cancoillotte, a bite of mature Comté, and a bottle of Monique
Genevez’s Arbois wine. I would tread the last blades of grass, snap
the last twigs, before the final plunge. My pilgrimage. My own personal Lourdes. I was exactly the same as all those Lourdes pilgrims,
desperately hoping for a miracle that never happened . . .

It came to me during the night, in Monique Genevez’s gîte.
Apparently I needed to drink an entire bottle of Vin Jaune before
my imagination started working properly. Mathilde de Carville had
known what she was doing when she gave me eighteen years to
investigate the case: obviously she had guessed just how slowly my
brain works. In the morning, I went up Mont Terri with a spade
and a large bin-liner. For an hour, I dug a hole next to the cabin,
exactly where the grave had been. Over twenty pounds of soil! I carried the bulging bin-liner on my back like a convict for two miles.
When I reached the path, Grégory – the charmer who worked for
the nature reserve – gave me a lift to the gîte. The next day, I made
a mess of my BMW’s boot by shoving all twenty pounds of earth
into it, then drove to the forensics lab in Rosny-sous-Bois.

My friend there, Jerome, was not too happy, as you can imagine.
Did I expect him to examine twenty pounds of soil under a microscope? Well, yes. I did.

Jerome had just got married for the third time and been saddled with another mortgage, so he did not hesitate for long when
I handed him the envelope stuffed with cash, equivalent to about
three months of his salary. There he was, with a PhD, and paid only
about a quarter of what he could have earned as a doctor. I didn’t
know how long it would take him to analyse what I had given him,
but I didn’t care.

He called me back a week later.
‘Crédule?’
‘Yeah?’
‘I examined your earth for you. So what do you want? The pH,

the humus content, the acidity of your stupid soil? What were you
planning to do with it, make a vegetable garden for your retirement?’
‘Get to the point, Jerome.’
‘OK. It’s soil, Crédule . . . Just soil.’
I sighed. ‘That’s all?’
‘Yes,’ he said.
But there was something not entirely convincing about the way
he said it; a slight hesitation. I latched on to that glimmer of hope.
Credulous to the end . . .
‘You don’t sound entirely sure, Jerome.’
‘Well . . . all right, there was something. But it was so tiny . . . it
doesn’t prove anything.’
‘Spit it out.’
‘All right, all right . . . There are a few specks of bone in the soil.
Hardly anything. Just dust, really. Nothing you wouldn’t expect in
a forest . . .’
‘What kind of bones, Jerome?’
‘The amount is so tiny . . . Scientifically, you can’t draw any conclusions from it . . .’
I decided not to let the matter drop. Jerome was the best in the
business. A genius. And he had the best equipment in France to
work with.
‘Fair enough. But what do
you
think it is?’
‘Well, it’s only a hunch, and this won’t appear in the report, but
in my opinion the specks are more likely to have come from human
rather than animal bones.’
I sensed that Jerome still hadn’t told me everything. He knew
about the case.
‘Could you date the bones?’
‘No, that’s impossible. I have no idea how long they’ve been
buried there . . .’
‘But would you be able to tell me how old the person was when
they were buried?’
There was a long silence.
‘Listen, this really is subjective. There’s no way I can . . .’
‘Skip the intro, Jerome.’
He sighed. ‘All right. In my opinion, these are bone fragments
from a young human.’
‘How young? A kid?’
‘You’re getting warm, Crédule.’
‘What are you saying, Jerome? Are we talking about a baby?’
‘As I’ve said, there is nothing definite about any of this, but . . .
yes, I would say the bone fragments are those of a human baby.’