Authors: Diane Chamberlain
Tags: #Family Life, #Fiction, #General, #Literary, #Mothers and Sons, #Psychological Fiction, #Arson, #Patients, #Family Relationships, #Fetal Alcohol Syndrome, #People With Mental Disabilities
Sara finally got to her feet. “You must be Marcus,” she said,
reaching out a hand. “I’m Sara Weston.”
Marcus shook her hand. I could smell booze on him from
where I sat.
“You’re the babysitter,” Marcus said.
“Right. I just stopped over to—”
“To tell me I’m a basket case and a shitty mother,” I said.
“Laurel!” Sara said. “That’s not what I meant.”
“I asked her to go but she won’t leave,” I said to Marcus,
barely able to believe my own rudeness.
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“You should go,” Marcus said to her.
Sara raised her hands in surrender, as if trying to keep us
calm. “I’m going,” she said, heading for the door. She turned
one more time before leaving. “The casserole goes in a three-
hundred-fifty-degree oven for half an hour.”
That night, Maggie started getting a cold. Her nose ran and
her throat must have hurt because she screamed from nine
o’clock until two in the morning. By that time, Jamie and I
were both completely exhausted. I fell into a sleep so deep that
when the phone rang, I thought it was the smoke alarm and I
leaped out of bed and ran into the nursery—one very rare,
small sign that I did indeed care about my baby girl.
I came back to the bedroom as Jamie was picking up the
phone from the nightstand. I listened to his end of the conversation and knew it was Marcus.
“No, damn it, you can wait there until morning!” Jamie
shouted before slamming the receiver into the cradle.
I sat down on the bed. “Marcus?”
“I’ve
had
it with him!” Jamie got out of bed and opened the
dresser drawer, pulling out a T-shirt. “He got another DUI,” he
said.“He’s at the jail in Jacksonville. Wants me to come bail him
out.”
“Are you going now?”
“Yes.” He sounded tired. “I can’t leave him there. But this is
it, Laurel. This is the end. He’s out of this house.”
I knew Jamie was right. Kicking him out had seemed inevitable from the start.
“I’ve been thinking about it,” Jamie said as he sat down on
the bed to put on his sandals. “He’s a big part of the problem.”
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“What problem?” I asked.
“With you. With your tiredness and everything.You have to
worry about him as well as Maggie and me.You have to clean
up after him.You can never predict what he’ll do next, what
woman he’ll drag home with him. He wakes the baby up with
his music. He’s never sober. When’s the last time you’ve seen
him sober?”
I tried to think, but then realized Jamie wasn’t really after
an answer.
“He’s keeping us from becoming a family. You, me and
Maggie. And this is it. It’s over. The great save-Marcus-fromhimself experiment comes to an end tonight.”
Marcus left The Sea Tender the following day. He packed
up his stereo, his CDs, his clothes and his beer and moved into
another of his father’s many properties—Talos, the house next
door to ours.
FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE THE FIRE, I took my kayak out on
the sound at sunrise. Not a ripple in the water. The air full of
marshland and salt. I was able to put the fire out of my mind
for forty minutes while I paddled hard. Sometimes out there,
I felt a bit of what Jamie called “experiencing God.” I thought
he was so full of it back then. I wished I could tell him I was
wrong.
I lived in one of the old Operation Bumblebee towers that
I’d converted into a house, and I made it home in time to catch
Andy and Laurel’s interview on the
Today
show. I was taping
it just in case, but I got a kick out of seeing them live. Andy’s
knee jumped the whole time. He handled Ann Curry’s questions like a pro. Laurel got her bit in, of course. Maggie’d
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already e-mailed me about the lighter fiasco, but I still got
queasy hearing Laurel describe what happened. I’d have to have
a talk with Andy about smoking. They both
looked
fantastic.
Laurel had her hair down and she smiled a lot, which made me
realize she doesn’t smile much around me. And Andy was a
good-looking kid. So young, though. More like twelve than
fifteen.
Then it was back to reality at the fire station. I poured my
first mug of coffee and was heading across the hall to my office
when I collided—literally—with good ol’ Reverend William
Jesperson. Ordinarily, Reverend Bill and I went out of our way
to avoid each other, but my shoulder connecting with his chest
made that impossible.
“’Scuse me.” I was glad I didn’t spill on him. Wouldn’t put
it past him to sue my sorry Lockwood ass.
He looked down the hall toward Pete’s office. “The chief
in?” he asked.
“Just stepped out,” I said. “Is this about the fire? Because if
it is, it’s me you should be talking to anyway.”
He scowled. “Now come on, Lockwood.You know I’m not
going to talk with you, so just tell Pete to call me.”
Pete picked that moment to walk in the door carrying coffee
and a pastry bag from Jabeen’s. He stopped in the hall and
looked from me to Reverend Bill and back again.
“Can I help you, Reverend?” he asked.
“You have any leads yet?” Reverend Bill asked him.
“You know we’ll tell you soon’s we know anything,” Pete said.
“Oh, come on,” Reverend Bill said. “You fellas know more
than you’re saying, and I think I have a right to know what your
investigation’s turned up so far, don’t you?”
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“It’s ongoing, Reverend,” I said. “Nothing solid yet.” That
was putting it mildly.
“Did you see his nephew on TV this morning?” Reverend
Bill jerked his head in my direction.
“I missed it.” Pete took a sip from his coffee. I knew he was
itching to get at whatever he had in the bag.
“Well, it was quite informative,” Reverend Bill said. “For
example, did you know that Andy Lockwood got kicked off his
flight to NewYork for concealing a cigarette lighter in his sock?”
Pete raised his eyebrows at me. “Andy?”
Son of a bitch. “He didn’t get kicked off, Pete.You know
what Andy’s like. He saw the sign saying you couldn’t carry a
lighter onboard, so he stuck it in his sock.”
“And they didn’t let him board,” Reverend Bill said.
“Security needed to talk to him, so he and Laurel
missed
their
plane. They got on the next one.”
Pete’s jaw had dropped sometime during the back and forth.
“The boy carries a
lighter
around with him,” Reverend Bill
said. “And he turned out to be the big hero at the lock-in.
Doesn’t that seem a bit suspicious?”
“Andy’s experimenting like every other fifteen-year-old,” I
said. “Didn’t you try smoking when you were a kid?”
“Frankly, no. I thought it was disgusting then and I still
think so now.”
Bullshit. He grew up in tobacco country and never lit up?
“Look,” I said, “we haven’t ruled anyone out at this point.”
“I’m really talking to Pete here, Mr. Lockwood.” Reverend
Bill cut his eyes at me.
“And I appreciate you bringing this to our attention,” Pete
said. “Like Marcus told you, we haven’t ruled anyone out.” He
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ushered Reverend Bill toward the door, his hand in a death grip
on the pastry bag. “If you think of anything else, please don’t
hesitate to let us know.”
Reverend Bill held his ground. “You know, it’s easy for y’all
to take this lightly,” he said. “It wasn’t
your
church that burned
to the ground.”
Now I was pissed. “Three people died,” I said. “We didn’t
take the fire lightly when we were fighting it and you can bet
we’re not taking it lightly now.” I turned and walked into my
office, steam coming out of my ears.
As far as I was concerned, Reverend Bill looked like a
mighty good suspect himself. He’d been bitchin’ and moanin’
about his raggedy old church for years, and his congregation
was still a good bit shy of their fund-raising goal to build a new
one. Why not set fire to his church, collect the insurance
money for a new one and pass the guilt along to some innocent
kid? Andy was a perfect target. Theory didn’t hold water,
though. Even Reverend Bill wasn’t callous enough to burn the
church with kids in it. Or stupid enough. Lawyers were
already sniffing around for negligence. And the ATF agent said
the good Reverend was at a parishioner’s house when the fire
broke out, anyway. Airtight alibi, he said.
The forensic evidence was slight so far. We’d cut portions
of the remaining clapboard and sent it to the lab. It looked like
the accelerant was a mix of gasoline and diesel. That set off
lightbulbs in all our heads: the same mixture had been used in
a fire in Wilmington about six months ago. Old black church
slated to be turned into a museum, so they’d figured that one
for a hate crime. Plus, that building was abandoned. No one
was hurt. This fire was definitely different.
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From the burn pattern, it looked like the mixture had been
poured all around the perimeter, as I’d figured out from my
walk-around. The only place no accelerant had been spread was
between the air-conditioning unit Andy’d climbed over and the
building.
“Why’s that fella hate your guts?” Pete walked into my office
and sat down across from me. He pulled a blueberry muffin
from the bag and took a bite. Pete’d come to the department
a year ago from Atlanta. He didn’t know much when it came
to the island’s history.
“He hated my brother, and I’m a relation.” I didn’t add that
Reverend Bill, like a handful of the old-timers, also had me
figured for a murderer.
“Your brother who had that Free Seekers Chapel?”
“Uh-huh. Ol’ Bill didn’t like the competition.”
“Do you think there’s anything to his concern?”
I looked at him over the rim of my mug. “About Andy?”
He nodded. “Does he smoke?”
“I didn’t think so,” I said. “He might just carry a lighter to
be cool. To fit in. One thing for sure is that Andy’d never intentionally hurt anyone.”
“Well, he did fight with that kid, Keith Weston.” Pete wiped
his fingers on a napkin. “Roughed
him
up a bit.”
“Pete,” I said with a laugh, “that dog don’t hunt.”
There were only two people from the lock-in we hadn’t been
able to interview: Keith Weston, still in a medicated coma, and
Emily Carmichael. Emily’d been tight in the grip of posttraumatic stress and wouldn’t even look at us, much less talk.
But that afternoon, Robin Carmichael called, saying she thought
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her daughter was well enough to answer our questions now.
We’d already spoken with Robin, who’d been a chaperone at the
lock-in.
“Could you bring her in after school tomorrow?” I held the
phone between my chin and shoulder as I poured a tube of
peanuts into a bottle of Coke.
“She’s not
in
school,” Robin said. “She’s got separation
anxiety somethin’ terrible. Won’t leave my side. But you can
talk to her here, if that suits you.”
I changed into street clothes before picking up Flip Cates,
the Surf City detective involved in the investigation. I figured
it’d be easier on Emily if I wasn’t wearing a uniform. Flip apparently had the same idea. So when we walked into the
Carmichaels’ Sneads Ferry living room, with its dark paneling
and the cloudy mirror above the sofa, we looked like your
average guys on the street.
“Emily, you remember Andy’s Uncle Marcus,” Robin said.
“And this is Detective Cates.”
“Hey, Emily,” I said, as Flip and I sat down on the sofa.
Emily sat in an old threadbare wing chair, hands folded in
her lap. She looked at me with her good eye. She had on a pink
T-shirt, inside out, and white capris. No shoes or socks.
Every time I saw Emily, I felt for her and her parents. There
was a prettiness behind the funny eyes and repaired cleft palate.
Couldn’t they operate on that eye? Give her a chance at a
normal teenage life? Not much money in this house, though.
And not much normal about Emily.
“Robin,” I said, “can we try talking to Emily alone?”
“No!”
Emily wailed.
Well, it had been worth a shot.
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Robin shrugged her apology as she sat down on an ottoman
near her daughter.
“Tell us everything you remember from the time you
arrived at the lock-in, Emily,” Flip asked.
Emily looked at her mother. “It got moved,” she said.
“Right,” Flip said. “Did you notice anything unusual when
you got to the church?”
“We walked there.”
“Right. From the youth building.” Flip had a notepad open
on his thigh, but so far, the page was blank. “Did you see
anyone you didn’t know hanging around the church?”
“I didn’t know lots of kids. They came from all over.”
“Did you see anyone pouring or spraying something around