Before Time (The Time Trilogy Book 1) (9 page)

ME:
I would never tell that to anyone.

Impassioned:
People could guess.

ME:
Really? Well, some people who haven’t heard me call me a guy.

I was surprised at that.

Impassioned:
How many colors are there, anyway? Enamored Secret collection or the Victoria’s Secret collection? I used to have the catalogues of all the collections.

ME:
What did you do with them? Did you choose new designs for your girlfriends?

Impassioned:
“We” used to guess the colors of garments. “We” means some of my sick-minded friends and me. The catalogs had all the undergarments to ever have been made.

ME:
Lol!

Impassioned:
Kidding! By the way, Enamored is very expensive.

ME
: Not at all!

Enamored? I think Victoria Secrets rocks.

Impassioned:
You don’t know Enamored?

ME:
Nope.

He made a weird emoticon at that comment.

Impassioned:
Do you even know what undergarments are?

ME:
Of course. I just know Victoria’s Secrets and La Senza.

Impassioned:
It ain’t an undergarment if it isn’t the Enamored Secret collection
.

ME:
Well, I will check them out.

Impassioned:
I’ve never heard about VS or La Senza.

ME:
VS is Victoria’s Secret.

Impassioned:
Ahhh…correct!

ME:
Yeah!

Impassioned:
Anyways, whatever undergarment it is, it going to be
found hanging from the ceiling fan once it’s taken off.

I couldn’t control my laughter at that. A ceiling fan? Really.

ME:
A ceiling fan? Hahaha! Nice shot.

Impassioned:
You’re not going to believe it. Back when we used to be in university, we used to make these kinds of jokes, and one idiot took it seriously. When he was having sex with one of his cousins, he threw it on the ceiling fan and he had to turn the fan on to take it down. It got thrown out the window to the garden and he almost got caught.

Impassioned:
Loooool!

ME:
Hahahaha! Don’t tell me. It must have been hilarious.

Impassioned:
I swear, her dad was sleeping outside. It fell only a few steps away from him. This joke almost got him killed that day.

ME
: HAHAHAHAHA! After that, I’m sure he learnt his lesson.

Impassioned:
Of course he did. After that incident, he used to keep the undergarments safer than the girl he was with.

ME:
Rofl!

Impassioned:
It was so funny when he called me at 2 a.m. and told me what happened. I laughed a lot at that time, but later when I thought about it, I realized the situation was rather serious.

ME:
Of course! It was such a risk.

Impassioned:
Yeah! He could’ve been a victim of an honor killing, or he would’ve been forced to marry her, which is worse than honor killing. But let me tell you something here about a man’s nature; the girl he really wants to marry, he will never touch her.

ME:
Yeah, I read that somewhere.

Impassioned:
I am not telling you the way some author would, I am telling you a man’s nature.

ME:
I know
.

Impassioned:
It’s a common point of view. A thing that will be yours forever, that you will have for the rest of your life, why would you want to give in to your sin and greed to have it in a hurry? It will be only once. Especially when you have your whole life to have it.

ME:
Of course!

Impassioned:
Since we are talking on this issue, let me tell you another fact.

ME:
I realized this as well when I was in a relationship.

Impassioned:
Girls always act like their virginity is the biggest thing in the world and the guy’s virginity doesn’t matter, but I have a different opinion about this.

ME:
Share please.

Impassioned:
If hundred girls think that I’m worthy of having their virginity, it doesn’t matter to me. But are those hundred girls worthy to have mine? Men these days have degraded themselves so much that they have forgotten how to be classy.

ME:
I agree with your opinion, but then, girl’s virginity can also destroy their lives in our society.

Impassioned:
Like how?

ME:
Like, if a girl is not a virgin and then she gets married, their husbands divorce them because of that. I have seen people who do that. Hence, their life is spoiled. The status of being a divorcee is not something good.

He smiled at that statement.

Impassioned:
You sound a bit inexperienced to me when it comes to sex.

ME:
I had the experience a few times.

Impassioned:
But still, there is no way a man can know about a girl’s virginity. Only if the girl has been opened like a whore can he know.

ME:
No! I don’t think so. Wait a minute, please, let me restart my machine.

As soon as my computer was restarted and I was online again, I returned to his window.

ME:
Back!

Impassioned:
Are you talking from a mental or psychological point of view? Please elaborate.

ME:
Not a mental point of view, it’s just how I think about it.

Impassioned:
I really don’t get it. How?

ME:
Look here. If a girl is not a virgin, her husband is going to know, definitely. Thus, her life will be spoiled.

Impassioned:
And my question is, how the hell is her husband going to know?

ME:
Of course he would know.

Impassioned:
Like I said before, not even a doctor can know that the girl he’s having sex with is a virgin or not until or unless she’s been busted open and the tightness is considerably less than it’s supposed to be
.

ME:
Hmmm…

Impassioned:
Do you disagree with what I said?

ME
: Yes, I do!

Impassioned:
Then maybe I am wrong.

ME:
Don’t you know about that cuticle-thin membrane?

Impassioned:
Haha! Old myths, that’s what it is. Girls do all kinds of things that can rupture that membrane, apart from sex, and then there are artificial virginity products easily available in the markets.

ME:
Eww! I would never use those things.

Impassioned:
You play tennis, you go bicycling, you ride a horse; there are a number of excuses for that. Even if there is no reason and yet you are not a virgin, there is always artificial virginity available in the market.

ME:
Artificial! Ughh! Gross!

Impassioned:
Gross is better than a divorce.

Me:
Nooo!

Impassioned:
By the way, if you think that I am joking, there really is stuff in the market to produce artificial virginity.

ME:
I know.

Impassioned:
I was shocked when I saw some of those things in England.

ME:
Really?

Impassioned:
I was extremely disappointed to see those things in the market as well, as my trust was shattered.

ME:
It’s gross.

Impassioned:
As I was saying, men have severely degraded their status in life. A person who used to do such things, like have sex before his marriage wouldn’t mind that his wife was doing the same.

ME:
I know, but the majority of people just don’t care.

Impassioned:
I am not concerned about the physical aspects. All that I am concerned about is the damage done to a person not for losing her virginity, but the suffering of not having the one to whom she lost her virginity to for the rest of her life. I shouldn’t ask you this, but are you suffering from the same thing?

ME:
Maybe I am, but losing my virginity was not in my hands.

Impassioned:
Forced? Intoxicated?

ME:
Forced.

Impassioned:
Tell me something personally; when a girl loses her virginity does she think that she can still have sex of her own will?

ME:
Well, my point of view was that if a girl is already spoiled, what does it matter if she does it again and again?

Impassioned:
And now you realize that the point of view is right or wrong?

ME:
Wrong.

Impassioned:
Unfortunately, in a rape only the rapist enjoys the sex. But I read an article somewhere that a woman in rape also gets orgasms, as it’s a physical process and not something that could be controlled.

ME:
Perhaps you are right, but some people just don’t feel anything.

Impassioned:
But physical changes cannot be reverted back.

Feelings come from the heart, sweetheart, not from the vagina.

ME:
Feelings are something that are far away from me.

Impassioned:
Do yourself a favor and NEVER, EVER EVER EVER discuss this with anyone else, despite how trustworthy that person is to you, especially on the internet. Can you do that, please?