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Authors: Joyce Carol Oates

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But Hilda would not understand. Would be frightened at his passion, and show the letter to her father.

My dear Hilda,
he wrote, his hand more controlled,
I shall never voluntarily leave this wilderness paradise.

 

MANY MONTHS LATER
Brown Lucy rolled from bed, and padded out barefoot into the back room, and returned a minute later with a pail of fish heads and tails and guts which she dumped atop her lover.

“That’s for your
Sarah!
Your precious
Sarah!
” she screamed.

Half-awake he tried to protect himself but the shock was paralyzing: to hear
her
name uttered aloud, when he had carried it with him for so long, in secret. . . .

“But how did you know,” he said, wiping frantically at himself, “you filthy bitch, goddamn you!—how did you know?”

“And Sarah isn’t the name of the one in New York, is she!” the woman shouted. She rushed at him, her breasts swinging, and he turned aside and lost his balance and fell back across the bed, into the remains of the fish. (
His
fish, brook trout, which she had cleaned for him.) “Liar. Bastard.”

“But how did you
know?
” Jean-Pierre cried in a daze.

 

SO IT WENT,
months and years. One must surmise.

 

THERE WAS, AS
well, sinewy yellow-eyed Goodheart, with his scarred forehead and rotting teeth and a lurid cascade of tattoos on both arms, telling Jean-Pierre, when they were alone, and drinking far into the night, of the old days at Johnson Hall, when Sir William was his majesty’s General Agent for Indian Affairs. Before the old man died of apoplexy in 1774. Before his sons inherited his estate, and his position, and everything went bad. The tribes of the Six Nations had gathered at Johnson Hall every summer for their games, and there were days and days of celebrating, and more food than anyone could eat, provided by the Crown. But Jean-Pierre had difficulty envisioning those days.

Lucy had told Jean-Pierre that Goodheart, despite his beard and natty clothes and his modest local fame as a cardplayer (his winnings were always small, as if he were eager not to incur wrath; but they were consistent) had been born of a slave family: both his mother and grandmother were household slaves of Sir William’s. But he never alluded to his own past; he joked freely of the relative worthlessness of Indians as slaves.

It was commonly known, for instance, that they were capable of dying at will. Their spirits could depart at any time from their bodies, leaving behind bodies which might absorb
any
punishment. Sir William’s oldest son John, after the old man’s death, had once ordered an Onondagan slave, a man in his mid-thirties, flogged to pieces . . . literally to pieces, to shreds, for “willfulness and sloth.” Indian slaves always sold for far less than Negroes. And there were so many more of them.

Goodheart accompanied Jean-Pierre by steamboat down the wide fast-flowing Nautauga, and down the Alder, where he might view the despoiled mansions of the great landowners who had fled north in 1776. There were tales, he said, that Sir John had buried much of his treasure in an iron chest somewhere on his property, before fleeing to Canada with his family and his Scottish tenants and a dozen of his most valuable slaves.

Sometime later, Jean-Pierre bought the Johnson property, which brought with it more than 60,000 acres of land. It had been confiscated by the state, and sold to Macomb, and sold again after Macomb’s bankruptcy. Gradually the frenzy grew: in one month he bought 48,000 acres west of treacherous Lake Noir, where no one lived, and 119,000 acres of impenetrable wilderness land around Mount Horn. The following year he was to acquire, at seven and a half pence an acre, 460,000 acres north of the tiny settlement of White Sulphur Springs.

And so it went. Months, and years. Long ago. Though Jean-Pierre supervised the digging up of the Johnson property—the extensive lawns, and the overgrown formal garden—he never found the legendary treasure. He halfway suspected that Goodheart had lied to him but it was for other reasons that he had Goodheart jailed at Fort Hanna, in 1781, the year of Harlan’s birth.

Trespassing and poaching on his land, he charged. He couldn’t allow it.

By then Brown Lucy too had disappeared. He had paid her off, had given generous bonuses for the sons (were there three of them, or four), had sent her up to Paie-des-Sables to live, where her sagging breasts and belly and her forlorn, savage face wouldn’t depress him.

And Hilda too, eventually, must be banished. For like Brown Lucy she came between Jean-Pierre and his love: though his love was nothing more than a fleeting image, a moon-pale child’s face glimpsed at the rarest, the least anticipated, of moments.


Sarah!
What do you mean by
Sarah!
I’ll give you
Sarah,
you hogshit son of a bitch!” the woman stormed above him, overturning the pail of fish guts on his head.

 

WHEN THEY CAME
to get him, so many decades later, in the farthest bedroom of the house he and Louis had built, he had no time to think of any of the women: he had no time to think at all. Nor could he interpret their taunts, their furious jeers, as they dragged him and Antoinette out of bed. Why were they so angry!—why did they want to kill
him!

But he had no time, even, for that thought.

“Bellefleur—!”
came the cry, drunken and murderous.

Bellefleur.

The Broken Promise

O
n the eve of Germaine’s fourth birthday a uniformed messenger arrived at Bellefleur Manor to deliver a document containing such upsetting news that Leah, to whom it was addressed, grew faint, and staggered, and would have fallen into a swoon had not Nightshade, alert as always at his mistress’s side, stepped forward. “Ah, how could she!—how could she! How could such a thing happen!” Leah cried. The household was all in a commotion but Nightshade retained his calm: murmuring solicitously, as if comforting an animal or a very small child, he tore open one of the leather pouches he carried about his person, and released, with admirable alacrity, a bluish, highly astringent mist that cleared Leah’s head at once. Her small, rather narrow, rather colorless gray-blue eyes opened wide and staring.

She threw herself down in a chair, and tossed the heavy document—it was a parchment sheet, at least twelve inches long—at her father-in-law, who was insisting noisily that
he
be shown whatever it was. But she continued to moan, in a low voice that writhed with anger and helplessness and sheer incredulity, “How could she! My own daughter! Lost to all shame, and now
this!
They are betraying us one by one, they must be stopped! How
could
she, a daughter of mine!”

For, it seemed, the wanton Christabel had been made Demuth Hodge’s lawful wife in a civil ceremony in, of all places, Port Oriskany (so close to home!—and the detectives’ last report, filed months ago, with a list of extraordinary expenditures, placed them in Guadalajara, Mexico); and she had, in a handwritten letter to old Mrs. Schaff, forfeited her claim to the inheritance—all of Edgar’s fortune, all of the property, Schaff Hall, and the many thousands of acres of precious land. Old Mrs. Schaff, acting, perhaps, out of a venomous desire to prostrate poor Leah, had had the letter duplicated on stiff legal-sized stationery, and it was this ugly document Leah had received.

“Nightshade, how
could
she,” Leah whispered, grasping the creature’s wrist with a desperate familiarity that did not go unnoticed among the Bellefleurs, “Christabel whom I loved so dearly, Christabel who was so precious to us all!”

 

A FALSE RUMOR
started among the domestic help that Leah had wept: had actually been seen weeping. But it was soon contradicted by the housekeeper and several of the maids who had been present, for of course Leah had not wept, despite her perturbation. She
never
wept, so far as anyone knew. Not as a young woman, not as a girl, not even as a child had she wept; and though everyone had supposed her especially close to Hiram, despite their occasional differences of opinion, it was observed that she remained tearless at the old man’s funeral.

Because of Hiram’s sudden death the entire household, of course, was thrown into mourning: or at the very least (for the Bellefleurs were magnificently pragmatic people) into the
semblance
of mourning. Naturally there could be no formal birthday celebration in Germaine’s honor. Leah promised a secret party, maybe, upstairs in her boudoir-office, with a birthday cake and a few presents, but the revelation of Christabel’s spiteful act was so upsetting that Leah forgot about the party, and called instead an emergency meeting of the family council, including the family’s various managers, financial advisers, accountants, and attorneys.

If Germaine was disappointed she did not show it, for she had become accustomed to playing by herself for hours, hidden away in the most remote rooms of the castle, with no one but the gentler cats for her playmates. (The toms, of course, were too rough: their lazy pawing might turn in a moment into kicking and scratching and serious biting, and since uncle Hiram’s death there was naturally great concern about infection as well. Mahalaleel alone among the male cats would have been a trustworthy pet for Germaine, since he was exceptionally fond of her, and always sheathed his claws when she petted him, but of late, for the past few weeks, he hadn’t been sighted anywhere in the vicinity of the castle; and it was feared that, at last, he had disappeared, as mysteriously as he had appeared so long ago.)

So Germaine played with her favorite cats, talking and chattering to them, or she read aloud to them, as best she could, from old books she discovered in out-of-the-way places, crammed between the cushions of old sofas, stacked untidily in closets that stank of dust and mice, or hidden beneath fur boas and scraps of yellowed lace in bureau drawers that opened only with difficulty—and what odd books they were, how heavy their ancient leather bindings made them!—heavy, weighted with age and sorrow, and yet captivating, even on sunny mornings when of course she
should
have been playing outside. In later years Germaine would recall these volumes with disturbing clarity, for though she had not been capable of understanding more than a few sentences here and there she had pored over the books at length, turning the stiff yellowed pages reverently, reading aloud in a shy, faltering whisper.
Belphegor
of Machiavelli,
Heaven and Hell
of Swedenborg,
The Subterranean Voyage of Nicholas Klimm
of Holberg, the
Chiromancy
of Robert Flud, the
Journals
of Jean D’Indaginé, and of De La Chambre,
The Journey Into the Blue Distance
of Tieck,
The City of the Sun
of Campanella, the
Confessions
of Augustine, and of the Dominican Emyric de Gironne, Hadas’s
Nocturne,
Bonham’s
Doppelgänger,
Sir Gaston Camille Charles Maspero’s
Egyptian Mythology.
. . . The old books, despite the costliness of their bindings, looked as if they had never been read, or even opened; they must have been acquired in bulk by one of the child’s great-great-great-grandfathers, along with works of art and pieces of antique furniture.

Occasionally she climbed the stairs into the tower her brother Bromwell had once claimed for his own, and standing at one of the windows she peered for long minutes into the sky, waiting to see a plane. She had pleaded with her father to take her flying one day soon—for her birthday, perhaps—she wanted no other present—nothing else would please her. When he wasn’t home, which was frequently, she begged her grandmother Cornelia or her grandfather Noel or whoever would listen. (Not Leah. Leah would
not
listen if Germaine brought up the subject of a plane ride.) But it’s too dangerous, her grandparents said. It isn’t for little girls. It isn’t for any of
us
—except your father.

If she sighted a plane in the distance she climbed atop the windowsill, and waited to see if it would come closer. She knew that her father and his pilot friends did wild, playful things in the air, for she had overheard her mother’s complaints (they were maniacs, they were insane, flying between the spans of a bridge on a bet, making emergency landings in fields or on roads or, in the winter, on frozen rivers and lakes); it was quite possible, she thought, that he would fly to her, he would circle close to the tower, and somehow, somehow, she didn’t know how, he would pull her up into the plane with him, and they would fly off together, and no one would ever know where she had gone. . . .

But though she frequently sighted planes they rarely came near the castle, and when they did they were, evidently, strangers’ planes: they simply flew overhead, the noise of their engines growing louder and louder and louder, and then fading, rapidly, until they were out of sight, and she remained behind, crouched on the sill, staring, her hand still upraised.

Daddy
. . .
?
she whispered.

 

THEN ON THE
eve of her birthday Gideon relented.

He relented, and promised her a ride the next day. Just the two of them—in the cream-colored Dragonfly—and it would be
very
nice.

But Leah protested. He was being ridiculous, she said.

Gideon did not reply.

He was being selfish, he was trying to come between her and her daughter—

But Germaine began to cry. For she wanted nothing more than to go for a plane ride with her father; she wanted no other birthday present.

Germaine, Leah began.

But Gideon arose, and walked from the room without looking back.

And Germaine ran after him, ignoring her mother.

Daddy! Daddy, wait! she cried.

—but he only wants to come between us, Leah protested. He doesn’t love you.

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