Bend (26 page)

That should be about as much fun as trying to dig a hole in the ground with a toothpick.

“B
oth bags are going in here,” Mia’s brother says as we reach the top of the stairs and he turns left down the hallway, pushing open the door at the very end. Which is the door to Mia’s bedroom.

“Really?” I stop abruptly on the threshold like I’m one of those shopping carts that lock up if you try to take it out of the parking lot.

“Is that a problem?” From the middle of the room, Cameron arches his eyebrows at me while setting down Mia’s luggage—a multicolored, wheeled carry-on suitcase as well as what looks like a hot-pink gift bag.

“Uh.” I’m blinking at him, my mind going blank. The only thing I can think to say is, “No?”

“Because you seem kind of surprised.” Cameron’s tone is heavy with innuendo. Beneath the brim of his Giants baseball cap, his keen eyes are fixed on me, looking uncommonly serious and direct as he asks, “So I’m guessing this is not something you guys usually do?”

Play it cool now.
It’s kind of hard to get a handle on Mia’s brother. One minute he acts like the class clown. The next he goes all moody and standoffish on you. He obviously suspects something’s going on between me and Mia, and I have no clue how he feels about that.

I don’t have much of a clue how I feel about it, either.

“No,” I reply as lightly as my acting abilities allow while finally taking a step into the room, “but the house is packed pretty full, right?”

“Yeah. So you get to sleep in here.” Placing his hands casually on his hips, he finishes emphatically, “With my sister.”

Sleep...with my sister.
Without a doubt an intentional choice of words. Letting my duffel bag drop to the floor, I give a small cough and avert my gaze. Looking around Mia’s old bedroom. Wondering how the hell I got myself into this position.

The room is almost entirely red—from the walls to the floor rug to the bedspread and the desk with its attached shelves and bookcases that takes up the entire length of a wall. My gut reaction when I saw it the first time Mia brought me home with her was: this is not how I pictured the bedroom of a privileged, suburban teenage girl to look.

Guess I didn’t know her that well back then, because now this room just screams Mia. Colorful, bold, a little whimsical, and subtly feminine.

After eight years, her parents haven’t touched a thing. This is still her space. And unlike every other time I’ve visited this house, I’m sharing it with her.

Why the fuck am I sharing it with her?

Running my fingers through my hair, I cross over to the window and look outside. I can see the entire backyard, from the concrete patio with its barbecue and dining area to the vast lawn that’s entirely enclosed by a wooden fence as well as a white, hexagonal gazebo near a dense growth of trees so tall that even from the second floor, I can’t see beyond them.

But I know that behind the trees, the small city Mia grew up in is spread out over and among picturesque green hills that make its name highly appropriate. I have a hard time imagining what it was like for her, growing up in a place like this. Growing up in a house like this, which could’ve been ripped from the pages of
Better Homes and Gardens.

It’s taken me a long time to not feel out of place here, to banish the sense that the home of Franklin and Gwendolyn Waters is too big and too fancy and too pretty for someone like me and that just by being here I’m going to somehow taint it or break it—or be kicked out, because I clearly don’t belong.

“So what are you working on right now?” I say as I turn back around and find Mia’s brother scrolling and reading something on his phone. I’m asking partially to make small talk and partially because I’m curious.

“Me and a buddy of mine are developing this app that’s gonna totally kill,” he replies absently. Then he looks up and says dryly, “Can’t tell you what it is, though.”

A snort escapes me. “I’m not going to steal your idea, trust me.”

“Can’t be too careful.”

I walk over to Mia’s desk and sit down on her office chair, which is made for a smaller person than me and feels tiny and flimsy. Cameron is kind of the odd person out in this family, what with Paige going into law like their mother and Mia choosing a medical career like their dad. But Mia told me that her brother coded his first computer program at age seven, so I guess he’s made the natural choice.

“Wait...” Cameron scowls as he points at the floor where he left Mia’s stuff. “Is that a gift bag? I thought we weren’t doing gifts.”

“Is it?” I stare dumbly at the pink paper bag with its pink twisted-paper handles. Well, it definitely looks like one, though there’s no tissue paper. When I asked Mia what to do about a present, she told me her grandmother made it clear years ago that she didn’t want gifts anymore, preferring instead that people donate the money to charity.

“Man,” Cameron complains, walking over and grabbing the bag in question, “that’s so like Mia. She just has to be the special one. And she can’t follow rules for shit.”

I can’t really argue with that. At least not the rule-following part. As Cameron picks up the bag and peers inside, though, I notice there’s a logo on it. In a loopy black script, it says,
Secrets.

Aw, shit. My stomach drops.

“Hang on,” I say, automatically reaching a hand out in an attempt to stop him from looking inside. “I don’t think that’s what that is.”

“What the fuck?” He pulls out a package wrapped in transparent pink plastic. It looks like your standard gift set. Except it doesn’t contain personal beauty products.

“Yeah, that’s definitely not for your grandmother,” I point out while letting my hand drop back onto my thigh. So...this is happening now. Great.

“What the hell is it?” Pushing his cap back half an inch, Cameron holds the package at face height, squinting at it with his mouth hanging slack.

“Exactly what it looks like, dude. Mia apparently went to a sex toy party last night. Guess she left the bag in the car.”

He throws me a look of disbelief. “A sex toy party? That’s a thing?”

Funny. Those were my words, too.

“What are you doing?” comes a high-pitched hiss from the doorway, where Mia’s staring at her brother with murder in her eyes. “Put it back! Mom is right down the hall!”

Cameron looks at his sister. Then he points at the package he’s holding up and says, “A ten-speed vibrator? Really? My first bike didn’t even have that many.”

Color high in her faintly freckled cheeks, Mia enters the room, pushing the door shut behind her. “Why did you guys even take that bag inside?”

“We just grabbed everything,” I explain, crossing my arms over my chest. “Why was it in your trunk?”

“I guess I forgot it in the car last night,” she tells me defensively. “Told you it was late.”

“Do you think the strawberry-flavored lubricant actually tastes like strawberries?” Cameron says, tilting the little package around and taking inventory through the clear plastic. “‘Prolonging Cream For Him.’ Wouldn’t Viagra be more effective? And are you actually hooking up with guys who need that stuff?”

I wince. Right now she sure as hell is not.

“All right.” Mia advances on her brother and snatches the bag out of his hands. “Get out. Go play your guitar or something. And mind your own.”

Grinning devilishly, Cameron leans toward his big sister and taps his index finger on the package. “Is that a butt plug?”

She points at the door. “Out!”

He backs up in that direction, still smirking at her, and I’m shaking my head at them. Since I’m an only child—and thank God for that—sibling dynamics are as foreign to me as Arctic winters.

As he grabs the doorknob behind him, Cameron starts chanting, “K-I-S-S-I—”

Mia reaches past him and yanks the door open, and then, with her palm on his chest, she shoves him outside and slams the door shut.

“—N-G!” he shouts on the other side of the door, and then his laughter fades down the hallway.

Turning around, Mia leans back against the door, letting out a little grunt of disgust. With her eyes closed and a palm on her forehead, she puffs her cheeks up, blows out a sigh, and says, “Shit.”

“Yup,” is all I say. Because that pretty much sums up how this weekend is going.

She looks at me from across the room, but even with my near-perfect eyesight I can’t quite tell what her expression means. Except it’s obvious she’s unhappy about something. So I guess that makes two of us.

“Okay, so,” she starts as she crosses over to the pink shopping bag and drops her little set of goodies back into it, “about this sleeping arrangement...”

Clutching the bag, she watches me and doesn’t finish the sentence. She just stands there looking beautiful and sexy and contrite—and kind of nervous?

“Don’t worry about it,” I say. “I get it.”

Her expression smooths at that, the rigid lines of her shoulders easing, and she heads to her walk-in closet to toss the sex toy bag in there, hiding it.

Does she really think that’s it? That she’s getting out of this that easily?

Lacing my hands behind my head, I continue with, “You didn’t want to blatantly break the first rule—you know,
the one that we both agreed on?
So you’re doing it ambiguously instead.”

She whips back around. Her eyes shooting daggers at me, she snaps, “That’s bullshit, and you know it.”

“Yeah?” I widen my eyes at her. “Well, cat’s out of the bag. Your brother made that clear. In a passive-aggressive way.”

“Cam’s a troll. If we don’t make a big deal about this, it won’t be.” Mia walks over to the bed. The metal springs and frame squeak as she sits down.

Maybe she’s right and it’s not a big deal. It’s just that, if she’s wrong and her family does decide to make a fuss, then what? We tell them the truth? We lie? There just aren’t any good options.

“Besides,” Mia says from the bed, a slight tilt to her head and an impish smile playing at the corners of her mouth, “this saves me having to sneak off to wherever else you might be sleeping. So you can pay me back.”

“Pay you back,” I echo flatly. What the hell does that mean?

Then it hits me: us, stopped on the freeway shoulder in the pouring rain. Her wet and hot little mouth on my dick. Sucking. Stroking. Swallowing.

Pay her back? Jesus.

“Mmhmm.” She pulls her feet up on the bed and tucks them in so she’s sitting crisscross on top of the bedspread. “And I’ve never had sex in this room before. So I’ll be able to cross that off my bucket list.”

I grit my teeth even as arousal stirs in my groin. Because, no, screwing Mia in her old bedroom in her parents’ house was not part of my weekend plans, and I doubt it was part of hers, either. But she’s obviously rolling with all of this more easily than I am.

“Never?” I try to sound casual, swinging slightly in the office chair. “You told me as a teenager you did pretty much everything you could to drive your parents crazy.”

She lets out a quick snort and chuckle. “Yeah, but I didn’t take it that far. Graduated high school still a virgin—isn’t that cute? Matt was my first.”

And just like that, my semi hard-on deflates. My face freezes, my legs stop moving the chair, and my mind screeches to a halt.

Fuckface took her virginity?