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Logan Belle is the author of the erotic romance trilogy, The Club Burlesque trilogy, set in the world of New York burlesque. Logan Belle’s short fiction has been published in the anthology
Obsessed: Erotic Romance for Women
. Logan Belle lives in New York City, where she is working on her next novel, inspired by the life and work of pin-up legend Bettie Page.

 

 

 

Fallen Angel

Naked Angel

Blue Angel

LOGAN BELLE

 

 

 

Constable & Robinson Ltd

55–56 Russell Square

London WC1B 4HP

www.constablerobinson.com

First published in the US by Kensington Publishing Corp., 2011

First published in the UK by Canvas,

an imprint of Constable & Robinson Ltd, 2012

Copyright © Logan Belle, 2012

The right of Logan Belle to be identified as the author of this work has been asserted by him in accordance with the Copyright, Designs and Patents Act 1988

All rights reserved. This book is sold subject to the condition that it shall not, by way of trade or otherwise, be lent, re-sold, hired out or otherwise circulated in any form of binding or cover other than that in which it is published and without a similar condition including this condition being imposed on the subsequent purchaser.

A copy of the British Library Cataloguing in
Publication data is available from the British Library

ISBN: 978-1-47210-614-8
ISBN: 978-1-47210-617-9 (ebook edition)

Printed and bound in the UK

Acknowledgments

Thank you, Alicia Condon, my wonderful editor, who immediately “got” the world of Blue Angel and gave this book the best possible home.

This story would not have been written without the community of burlesque performers in New York City who inspired me. In particular, I would like to thank Gigi La Femme, who generously shared her time and experiences with me. Thank you to Jo Weldon, founder of the New York School of Burlesque, whose book
The Burlesque Handbook
helped me “teach” Mallory how to perform.

In LA, thank you to the amazing producer and performer Courtney Cruz.

Most importantly, thank you to Adam Chromy, my mentor, muse, and parter-in-crime: You taught me how to write a great second act.

 

 

 

Dancing begets warmth, which is the parent of wantonness.
It is, Sir, the great grandfather of cuckoldom
.
—Henry Fielding

I’m a free bitch, baby.
—Lady Gaga

1

D
uring the entire cab ride he kept telling her, it’s a surprise.

“I don’t like surprises,” Mallory said, following him into the dark, barely marked building off of Bowery.

“It’s your birthday! What’s a birthday without a surprise?” He winked at her, and she couldn’t resist smiling back. That was the thing about Alec: no matter how much he aggravated her, she loved him too much to stay angry.

And why should she be in a bad mood? They’d finally moved in together after three years of dating long distance while she finished law school. She had a good job at a midsize firm. And yes, it was her birthday—the big twenty-five—and Alec was taking her out for a night on the town, in her new city, just the two of them.

Except . . . the dark location did not seem to be a romantic restaurant.

A woman with a clipboard greeted them inside the door. She had a butterfly tattoo on her neck and a perfect face. Behind her, a blue velvet curtain prevented Mallory from seeing into the room.

“Alec Martin and Mallory Dale. We’re on the list,” Alec said, taking Mallory’s hand.

Once inside, Mallory saw that the venue was a bar of some sort, with a seating area and a stage and . . . dwarves. Two that she counted. And a topless woman wearing a garter belt, black-seamed stockings, and red patent leather stilettos. And a man dressed for a rodeo carrying a bullwhip.

“What the hell is this?” Mallory asked.

“It’s the Blue Angel. A burlesque club,” Alec said, smiling like he’d just presented her with a diamond.

Burlesque—the topic of the article Alec was writing for
Gruff
, the pop culture magazine he worked for. And his latest excuse for constantly ogling other women.

“We’re spending my birthday doing research for your article?”

He steered her to the table closest to the stage. The room was packed, but the table had a reserved card on it. Now she
knew
the evening was a
Gruff
magazine gig. The owner of
Gruff
was a rich kid named Billy Barton. Alec had met Billy thanks to the long tentacles of the Penn alumni network. And unlike Alec and most of their friends, who had only been in New York a few years, Billy could open any door, pull any string, and reserve any table.

“No,” Alec said. “We’re doing something fun and interesting on your birthday that I happen to be writing about but that I know you will enjoy. Wait here—I’m going to get our drinks.”

And he was off to the bar before she could protest.

She wished she had worn something different. Her long, houndstooth Ann Taylor skirt suddenly seemed overly prim. There was a lot of leg showing in the room—bare legs, garter-belted legs, legs in fishnets and heels. At least she was wearing a simple black turtleneck, so the overall effect wasn’t too dressed.

In the corner at the far end of the room, two women were laughing and talking to the guy in the Western getup. The one in the faux leopard coat was the first person Mallory had noticed in the room. How could she not? Aside from being model gorgeous, she had an ultra-stylized look, with dramatically pale skin, full red lips, and straight black hair cut in a fabulous, razor-sharp bob. As if sensing Mallory’s stare, the woman turned and looked at her with sharp blue eyes. Startled, Mallory quickly looked away. But when she glanced back, the woman was still watching her, as if expecting that her gaze would return. Their eyes locked, and Mallory’s stomach did the oddest little flip.

“Hey,” Alec said, sitting next to her and sliding over a bottle of Stella Artois. “You’re not mad, are you?”

Mallory accepted the beer, trying to resist the urge to look back at the beautiful dark-haired woman. “What? Oh, I don’t know. A little. Come on, Alec. Admit it—you’re just killing two birds with one stone: you want to do research, but it’s my birthday and we’re going out so this is what you chose to do. It has nothing to do with how I’d actually want to celebrate.”

She hated the way she sounded, but she was worried. It wasn’t just about her birthday—it was about
them
. She didn’t want to admit it, but their relationship hadn’t felt right since she’d moved to Manhattan six months ago. Alec was consumed with the cutthroat world of New York media. She was working crazy hours at the law firm and studying to retake the bar exam. And lately, he kept bringing up the idea of their hooking up with another girl—of having a three-way. At first when he brought it up, she had thought he was just being provocative. But she finally realized he was completely serious. She didn’t quite know what to make of this, so she mentally filed it under Things I Can’t Deal With Right Now.

And it wasn’t that she was appalled at the thought of being with a woman; she’d had minor girl crushes when she was younger. There was that one girl at overnight camp, Carly Klein. She wore tube socks pulled up to her knees even in ninety-degree heat, and she spiked a volleyball like she was going for the gold medal. She’d even had a sex dream about that girl and felt guilty about it for weeks. But this wasn’t overnight camp, and she didn’t have girl crushes anymore. She was an adult, and she was allegedly in an adult relationship.

Alec put his hand over hers, but before he could tell her how wrong she was or whatever he was going to say, Lady Gaga’s “Beautiful, Dirty, Rich” pulsed through the room, the lights dimmed, and the thick, blue curtain on the stage slowly parted.

Rodeo Guy stepped into the spotlight, and the crowd erupted in hoots and applause.

“Ladies . . . and those annoying creatures you felt compelled to bring with you tonight,” said Rodeo Guy, “Welcome to the Blue Angel!”

He cracked his whip, and Mallory jumped in her seat.

More hollering. Despite herself, Mallory felt a slight rush. The energy in the room reminded her of being at a rock concert. She didn’t want to give Alec the satisfaction of smiling—because no matter what he said, this night was just about his story—but for the first time since stepping inside the club, she was just a little excited to see what would happen.

But her history with these types of places made her less than optimistic. She had gone to a strip club in Philadelphia sophomore year of college and again, reluctantly, when she first moved to New York. She’d hated both experiences. The girls seemed miserable, and she felt like a perv for looking at them, even though there was little else to do. And giving them money had made
her
feel exposed. Both times, her friends had just had a laugh and told her to lighten up. But she’d minored in women’s studies, for God’s sake. She couldn’t just walk in the club and check her mind at the door.

She dreaded that feeling of not knowing where to look or what to do with her hands, of feeling both sorry for the girl and embarrassed for just being in the room.

And so when the first girl came on stage, Mallory was nervous. But the crowd was raucous and exuberant, and she was aware of being the only one in the club not making some sort of noise. Alec, especially, was yelling, clapping. He looked over at her only briefly, and winked.

Mallory turned back to the stage. The song “Diamonds Are a Girl’s Best Friend” played, and the stage lights bathed the dancer in fuchsia. She was blond, and she wore a surprising amount of clothes: thigh-high, pink patent leather boots with a platform heel, a white corset, long white gloves, and in both hands, gigantic fans made out of pink and white feathers. She waved the fans around so that sometimes they concealed her face and most of her body. Other times, she just covered her body and looked at the audience with a sly smile. When the hooting and hollering reached a peak, she tossed the fans aside, stood with her feet squarely apart, and slowly tugged off one glove. The crowd roared as if she’d just flashed her bare breasts. Did women get completely naked in these shows? Mallory didn’t know what to expect.

Little by little, the blonde pealed away her costume—first the gloves, then the boots, and then she turned her back to the audience and eased down the zipper of her corset so slowly, Mallory was shocked to realize she could not wait for the woman to get it off. And when she finally shook herself free and turned to face the audience with her hands over her breasts, Mallory found she was holding her breath.

The blonde moved her hands away, striking a pose like Madonna in her “Vogue” video. Her breasts were small, pert, and perfectly shaped, the nipples covered in red sequined flowers. When she danced around in her pasties and red thong, Mallory was simultaneously relieved and disappointed—the performer was probably not going to get totally nude, after all.

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