Read Boy Who Said No : An Escape to Freedom (9781608090815) Online
Authors: Patti Sheehy
The trucks stopped about a half block from the berm, and Pino jumped out with a spring in his step. He started walking toward me with a chilling, satisfied grin, delighted to have finally cornered his quarry. Brown followed, looking less than pleased at the whole situation. Behind them Manny, Lazo, and my entire platoon looked on in horror.
Pino took out his pistol and pointed it at me. He grinned like a Cheshire cat.
“Put your hands up, Mederos.”
I raised my hands in the air in a deliberate motion, palms out. My mind was racing, searching for my next move. “Now walk toward me slowly.”
I kept my hands in the air and started walking in Pino's direction.
As I did, he began taunting me. After having waited for such a long time to catch me, he was enjoying every minute of this drama. My mind was laser focused.
“Here he is, men. Here's the worm that ran away. This is the guy who thinks he's smarter than all of us. Take a good look at him because this may be the last time you'll ever see him alive.”
I continued walking in the lieutenant's direction. Pino looked right at me, savoring my predicament. He appeared to be simultaneously giddy and filled with staunch resolveâan odd combination.
“Hey, Mederos, how does it feel to be trapped like a dog?” he hollered. “What are you going to do now?”
I just stared at him and continued walking. My adrenalin was flowing. I felt like a racehorse at the starting gate.
Pino turned to Brown and said with relish, “So, here's your wonder boy, Lieutenant. Let's see him escape. Let's see how your training gets him out of this one.”
Brown was eyeing me closely, curious to see how I'd respond. He was not as convinced as Pino that this game was over. While Pino was talking, I sauntered toward him slowly and calmly. Brown had taught me self-control. I was a model of obsequiousness and compliance.
I knew Pino might shoot me right then and there, but I thought it would be too quick for himâtoo easy. I figured he'd rather have the satisfaction of taking me in. After he made an example of me, he could do with me as he wished. What's more, he might think that killing me in front of the troops would damage morale, but I couldn't be sure. His anger made him unpredictable.
I kept walking until I got where I wanted to be. I had judged the distance I needed carefully. Without any warning, I turned on a dime and ran like a jackrabbit straight for the berm. The distance gave me the momentum I needed to scale it. The move startled Pino, and it took him a second to recover.
I was preparedâevery muscle in my body was working in unison.
I jumped as high as I could and hurled my body at an angle that would roll the sisal aside so it would do the least amount of damage to my skin. I screamed in pain as sharp thorns pierced my body, dragging ragged bits of flesh along with them. I felt like a thousand bees had stung me, but I kept going.
I landed on the other side of the berm, bruised and bleeding. I rolled as soon as I hit the ground. Pino began shooting. He couldn't see me through the thicket, so he was shooting blindly. He let loose with several rounds of ammunition. I heard him order the other soldiers to follow suit. He sounded almost frantic in his desire to have them obey his command. As soon as he did, Brown countermanded his order, screaming, “No, shooting, damn it. No shooting.”
Despite Brown's order, several shots rang out, probably from Pino's own gun. But I managed to avoid them. I crawled on my hands and knees for a distance to move out of the range of fire. Pino ordered the soldiers to push forward, but I knew it would be impossible for the trucks to penetrate the trees and thicket. The soldiers would have to circle the bermâabout eight blocks aroundâto try to find me. I calculated it would take them nine or ten minutes.
Along with the thorns, several sisal tips had embedded themselves in my arms and legs, and I winced when I removed them. Adrenalin was still pumping through my veins, somewhat masking the pain. Blood streamed down my limbs, and I knew I'd have to find a way to stanch its flow so I couldn't be followed. If they used dogs to find me, I would be easy prey.
I clawed through the weeds, brambles, and vines until I hit soil and then rubbed dirt on my arms, legs, and face to stop the bleeding. The dirt was dry and pebbled with small stones. It was counterintuitive to throw dirt on a wound, but it absorbed my blood.
The good thing was that I had explored this area as a kid. I knew where I was. I had hunted here with a bow and arrow with my childhood playmates. I took a minute to get my bearings. I inspected the
star-rich sky with an eye for direction. The Big Dipper informed me which way was north. My legs and hips were bruised and smarting so I couldn't run at top speed.
I limped along as well as I could in the direction of a cave I used to hide in with Jabao. I wiped my forehead with my shirtsleeve. I just hoped I could stay one step ahead of my stalkers. Blue-gray clouds covered the moon, and the hoot of an owl heralded my arrival.
Ceiba and jacaranda trees I remembered as a boy were still standing. I recalled cooling myself beneath their branches and regarded them as old friends. They served as landmarks for the location of caves.
I scrambled around in the brush for a while before locating the cave I sought. It was not a large cave, only big enough for two or three people. When we played in this vicinity as children, we all had our own cave. This one was Jabao's. Gilbert's was not far away, in the direction of the
Rio Lajas.
So was mine.
I stooped, gathered some sticks and broke them into small twigs. They snapped cleanly, sharply, piercing the air with a crackle. I also gathered some jaundiced weeds to obscure the mouth of the cave.
I knew how to arrange the twig and weed cover so the entrance of the cave would blend with the terrain. I wriggled myself into the cave and affixed the twig cover from the inside out. Once it was in place, the cave was pitch-dark.
It was difficult for me to be there without thinking of my youth which, at the moment, seemed like eons ago. The caves that had once served as a fond childhood memory would now be forever associated in my mind with running for my life.
Damn Fidel!
He was not only making me fight for a future, he was robbing me of my past. Still, I was happy for the shelter. I sat with my knees pulled up to my chin for a very long time, catching my breath and waiting for my heart to regain its normal rhythm.
It was so dark in the cave, it didn't matter whether my eyes were open or shut. I kept them open just because it felt more natural. My
right leg cramped for a minute, and I shook out the pain. I could hear the sounds of trucks and voices in the distance. At one point, they came closer and then faded away.
Every part of my body grew quiet, as if I were in hibernation. As I thought about what the next day might bring, fear descended upon me like a leaden cloak. Bile rose from my stomach and burned the back of my throat, but I worked to suppress the desire to cough, fearing it might reveal my location to the soldiers.
The cave was damp and moist, filled with the acrid smell of guano. Flies buzzed my ears, and I waved them away. I was very thirsty, and I licked my lips to moisten them. The mud on my arms and legs was beginning to dry and crack. It was starting to itch, but I resisted the urge to scratch. I distracted myself with the whistling sound made by the wings of mourning doves as they landed nearby.
A spider marched across my hand, its delicate legs tickling my skin. I impatiently slapped it away. It didn't feel like a tarantula, but it could've been. They were common enough in these parts. I wondered what other creatures might be in the cave with me. For a moment I thought I saw the bright, eerie eyes of a wild cat, but when I looked again it had vanished.
With each passing hour I felt a little safer. After a while, I let my muscles relax almost to the point of drifting off to sleep. I yawned deeply. I was bone tired, but I caught myself each time my eyelids began drooping and my chin started resting on my chest. I needed to remain alert for any indication that the soldiers were approaching.
I stayed up all night, listening for threatening sounds and hoping they wouldn't put dogs on my trail in the morning. Although I was well trained in escape tactics, being in the cave had triggered memories of a childhood trick that might serve me well. Under the circumstances, it was better than anything Lieutenant Brown had drilled into meâit could even save my life.
I soothed myself with that thought and with memories of kissing
Magda. My recollection of the last time our lips had met remained as fresh in my mind as white linen.
Despite my fatigue, I left the cave well before daybreak to head for the river.
Not finding me in the darkness, Pino suspended the search until morning. The soldiers set up a tent so the officers could sleep on the bridge overlooking the
Rio Lajas,
while they made camp on the river banks. Pino had cordoned off all the roads leading out of the area and had ordered the trucks to take positions on both sides of the river. He was taking no chances that I would elude him.
Early the following morning, the soldiers fanned out across the area, a jungle-like terrain thick with vines and branches jutting every which way. They systematically plowed the fields, poking walls of brush and bushes with their machine guns. Some soldiers stood atop one another and peered through binoculars. They faced a tedious, time-consuming task, but they were determined to find me.
An hour before most of the soldiers arose I exited the cave and made my way through the area, stopping briefly at Gilbert's cave to rest. I inched toward the riverbank on my belly, across the briars, the wild blackberry, and the root-rich ground, hardly feeling the toll it was taking on my body. I moved quietly and slowly through the brush, fearing any quick movementâany snap of a twigâcould give me away.
As I approached the river, someone called to Lieutenant Pino. I could hear them talking, arguing. As soon as they turned their backs on me, I slithered into the water like a crocodile off a steep riverbank. The river had a very swift current, and I knew which way it ran. Flowers and reeds lined the sides of the river and floated atop the surface of the water, forming a tangle of cover. These were the same hollow
reeds my cousins and I used to play hide-and-seek with when we were kids.
I plucked a long reed and placed my lips around it, sinking quietly, stealthily beneath the surface of the water. The reed enabled me to breathe without being detected, and I made my way quickly, cautiously, downstream. I swam right under the bridge where the soldiers were positioned. I could hear the strum of their voices through the water. I swam a little faster. This was not a place I cared to linger.
Although the
Rio Lajas
was not very wide, it was deep, deep enough to enable me to swim quite a distance without being detected. I swam about a mile downstream before I saw the sun begin to filter through the water. I listened carefully for the voices of soldiers. They were intermittent and growing less distinct. After a while, they faded into silence. Thinking it safe, I raised my head above the water and looked around. I judged the coast to be clear and let out a sigh of relief.
I clawed my way up the bank of the river and hid behind a tree, catching my breath while getting my bearings. A startled animal raced from behind a rock and plunged into the underbrush. The warm sun was working its way up the sky and a large cornfield stretched before me. I stripped my wet clothes from my body, glad to feel the sunshine on my skin. I washed my clothes in the river as best as I could and then flattened them out on a rock to dry.
The mud had long since washed off my body, and I could clearly see my cuts and bruises. Several lacerations on my legs were red and angry, a sure sign of infection. I sat naked for a short time waiting for my clothes to dry, enjoying the soft caress of the breeze, and planning what to do next.
I knew Pino would be furious. I figured our game of cat and mouse had long since morphed from an obligation into an obsession with him. He was not a man who often tasted failure, and he would not want to make a feast of it now.
Rather than reveal the facts of the situation, Pino had lied to the
head of the local militia the previous night. He said he needed help finding an escaped rapist and murderer. Pino supplied him with my description, telling him I was a dangerous criminalâand I might be wounded. He insisted he wanted me dead or alive.
Twenty members of the militia met to devise a plan to flush me out. The head of the militia was not well educated, having little appreciation for the nuances and complexities of military command. But he seemed industrious and competent, showing a keen interest in the assignment, and Pino was confident in his ability to carry it out. Pino had neither given him my name nor shown him my picture.
Distraught over my disappearance, Luis had gone to my father's house to tell him what had happened. “Frankie's in trouble. We've got to do something to help.”
My mother closed her eyes and started to cry. My father turned to comfort her before facing Luis.
“What happened?” he asked.
“Soldiers came to my house and Frank somehow escaped. I have no idea where he went. Word on the street is that the army and the town's militia are out to get him.”
Without skipping a beat, my father called my brother George into the room. “Who's in charge of the militia?” he asked.
“Jabao,” said George.
“Jabao?”
“Frankie's old friend.”
My father took my mother's hand. “Don't worry, Frankie's going to be all right.”
Suddenly, the rumble of trucks filled the air. My mother pushed the curtains aside and peered out the window to see what was happening. Her hand flew to her mouth. Soldiers were everywhere, making their way down the street armed with machine guns.
My father turned to George. “Go tell Jabao he's not looking for a criminal. He's looking for Frankie. Let him know what's really going
on.” As George was going out the door, my father said, “Be quick and be careful.”