Bring me to life (The golden collection) (34 page)

             
"I'm sorry" I yelled after her. "What can I do to prove to you!"

             
"Ha!!" she stopped and turned to face me. "Prove what?? What is there for you to prove?? I have everything I want now." She gave a squeal of frustration and her eyes were doing  that rapid movement thing she did when she was angry. I couldn't help but give a little laugh. "Oh this is funny now?? My torment is amusing to you? What do you want?" She began to move closer to me. "You want me to be all Ahhh Maxwell" her voice turned sarcastic. "Why did you do it? I love  you....Oh so much...You mean the world to me and I can't live without you. Please take me away from this evil place!"

             
I looked down at her directly in front of me. "Do you want me to?" I replied in a serious but amused way.

             
She tilted her head to the side and gave me my knicker combustion smile. She could impersonate me too well. "Do you want to?" Copying the tone of my voice.

             
What a question to ask me?

             
She knew what I wanted and she knew exactly why I was here.

             
This was about me wanting her and she knew it. Why hadn't she screamed or pushed me away when I dragged her in here. Secretly she wanted me just like I wanted her. The only problem was she was too stubborn to admit it. We looked at one another without saying a word. She couldn't take her eyes off  me and I couldn't dream of looking at anything else in this room.

             
I grabbed hold of her waist and pulled her into me. "Miss Dawson, I am  going to have you here and now!" My lips landed on hers and we fell into a passionate kiss. Our tongues moving in sync with each other. I pulled her closer. I wanted her to feel what she did to me.

             
She pulled away,breathing heavily.

             
"Mr Thomas, I think you're mistaken!" She pushed me into the pool table and her hand cupped my most precious possession. "I am going to have you here and now. It's going to be quick and I am going to ride you into the next world."

             
She slowly began to rub me through my trousers.

             
I had missed her touch. 

             
My head fell back in pleasure and I gave a little groan. This is what I had been craving since the day she walked away leaving me in that lobby. I had dreamt about her, thought about  her and finally here we were.

             
About to do what we did best... Together.

             
"Get on the table" she whispered seductively. I jumped on and held out my hands to help her up. Her lips began to work their magic on my neck. She knew all the exact spots to invade with her lips. I slowly laid back and she straddled on top. I felt her hands get to work. She undid the belt and my button. She licked her lips as my manhood was freed.

             
"This is  going to be so good, Mr Thomas" she winked. "Close your eyes!"

             
I did as I was told and I slowly felt myself sinking deep inside her. She was right this was going to be quick. She started to ride me at great speed pulling me into her and out. Her hands fell on my chest and she picked up the pace.

             
She twirled her hips and I felt like I was going to explode. I heard her moans. I grabbed hold of her arse and began to slam myself into her. Her groans turned into screams. I opened my eyes. Her beautiful face was now over mine. That was it.... I released myself inside her.

             
Within seconds she was off me and back on the floor. I watched her walk over to the large mirror on the wall and begin to sort herself out. I did my trousers up and got off the table.

             
"It can't always be like this!" I said watching her smooth her dress back down.

             
She spun round and smiled. "I know.... It ends tonight. You better wait here for a few minutes. I need to get back."

              I left the room and began to walk down the hallway.

             
What had I just done?

             
I felt dirty.. This was Blake's parents' house.

             
Why did I do it?

             
God, what was it about him?

             
Why didn't I walk out of the room when I was going to?

             
It was  as if he had some magnetic claim over me and I couldn't deny it.  I wasn't strong enough to withdraw from the force that pulled me to him.

             
I tried to smooth out my hair. I didn't want to look a mess. Otherwise everyone would know what I had been up to.

             
Shit, this was a pre-wedding party!!

             
I stopped in my tracks stunned at  myself. My Dad, my mum and Caitlyn were here. Oh my god, what if they could tell by my face?

             
I walked in to the grand hallway. No one was there. They must of all headed outside to the marquee. I walked through out in to the garden.

             
I was right.

             
.I could hear the music and the sound of people enjoying themselves. I was just about to make my way over.

             
"Where have you been?" Amy asked jumping out of nowhere. She raised an eyebrow as if she could read my mind.

             
I now felt  even more that guilty. I was a horrible person. I watched as her eyes moved to behind me and she shook her head.

             
"Don't worry I think I know now. … Maxwell!" she smiled.

             
I could feel his presence behind me, I couldn't turn round and look at him. It felt too shameful and now I was feeling  really disgusted with myself.

             
Did I not have any morals?

             
Had all my self respect gone out the window?

             
I had behaved in an appalling way. I was no better than a prostitute. In fact I was maybe even worse. At least they got paid I gave myself away for free!!!

             
"Ladies" he greeted. I could tell by Amy's face he was giving his smile. "Just in case I don't see you later, Miss Dawson. I am having a fantastic time." I nodded and he walked off.

             
"Hey!" Amy yelled after him and  he spun round. "You still owe me a dance!"

             
Maxwell placed his hand on his chest. "Miss Alexis that I do!" He turned around and walked into the marquee. Amy's eyes didn't leave him she had a stupid girly grin on her face.

             
"So... Did you?" She spun round and placed her hands on her hips.

             
"NO!" I yelled.

             
She looked at me and raised her eyebrow. "You did!"

             
I started to make my own way over to the party. "Can you please not go on about it. It's over!"

             
Amy grabbed hold of my wrist and stopped me in my tracks. "You always say that..... I saw the way he looked at you and he is head over heels. I also know you cannot resist him. You  should think seriously about this... In three days time you're going to be Mrs Waterman!! I reckon" She shrugged her shoulders. "You would rather be Mrs Thomas."

             
I looked at her stunned. How had she got all that from a look or was she a mind reader??

             
No, she was stupid.

             
She was meant to know me better than anyone in the world. What a stupid thing to say!!! Of course I wanted to be married to Blake. Maxwell was just an endless mistake that kept happening. Well from tonight that was it. There was no way I was going to allow myself to be weak and give in. Now it was time I started to use my will power. I had given up smoking and I knew for a fact I could give up my Maxwell Thomas addiction too.

             
"Drop it" I warned. "It's over and I am marrying Blake."

             
Amy shook her head. "WOW!!! What's  it like to live in denial??" She walked off  leaving me reeling me with her words.

             
Was I in denial???

             
No!!

             
I knew me and Maxwell could never be together.

             
I followed her into the marquee.

             
WOW!!!

             
The witch had done good.  It was fantastic;  A dance floor was set up in the middle with a little stage and a band were playing. Tables were on one side and on the other a buffet which looked very fancy. There was roses everywhere and what looked like fairy lights.

             
It was actually breath taking.

             
The waiters all dressed in white were still going around handing out the champagne. I walked over to buffet. I was starving... It was probably down to my recent activity. I scanned to see if there was anything I liked.

             
"Hey... Where have you been?" I turned and Blake was standing beside me.

             
"Just outside talking to Amy" I lied  trying to hide my face in order for him not to notice my expression. "Your Mum has done a really good job" I laughed  never thought those words would out of my mouth.

             
He wrapped his arm round my shoulder. "This is where we are having the reception."

              I looked up his eyes had gone dreamy. This actually meant something to him!

             
I cringed.

             
I looked around at all the people drinking, smiling, laughing, dancing and really enjoying themselves. All these people were here because of me. I suddenly lost my appetite and felt sick. I was meant  to of been here all the time and yet I had gone off and had sex with Maxwell.

             
What sort of wife was I going to make?

             
Did I want to be someone's wife?

             
Taking care of someone and supporting them. I couldn't even cook or clean.

             
Was it time for me to grow up?

             
Did I want to grow up?

             
Looking around the room made everything so real. I was getting married and I couldn't get out of it. I noticed my mum, Dad and Caitlyn all sat at one table. Times had changed people had moved on and I had moved on. I had moved on to Maxwell. Even in my daydreams I was with Maxwell.

             
"You okay?" Blake asked he cupped my face and stared into my eyes. "What's wrong?"

             
For a split second I wanted to tell him exactly how I felt. I just couldn't be the one who crushed his heart. He loved me to death and I had to live with the decision I had made a few weeks ago. Maybe once we were married I would forget about Maxwell. Technically I didn't have to have anything to do with him again.

             
I gave a little sigh.... What did I want?

             
Blake hugged me and I hugged him back mainly out of habit. "I think you just have pre-wedding nerves. It will be fine and I will make you the happiest woman in the world. I love you so much, Georgina. I was born to be with you."

             
His words felt like a slap in the face....

             
I knew for a while but I had avoided the hard cold truth!!!

             
I no longer loved Blake.........

             
I was stood in the doorway of the Marquee watching as everyone enjoyed themselves. I closed my eyes. I could  still feel, taste and smell her. I gave a little smirk. She never failed to surprise me. Here I was looking like the loner. I was trying to stay out of the way of that Amy girl. She looked like a complete man eater and I didn't want any other woman to touch me.

             
"Mr Thomas" a voice said from behind. I tuned around and Mrs Waterman stood behind me; Dressed in one of signature fitted tailored suit and pearls.

             
I rolled my eyes. I had nothing to say to her now. I no longer needed her money and I was no longer going to hurt the woman I loved.

             
"I've been meaning to speak to you all night!" She began, I looked back at the party and moved gracefully next to me. "As you can see this wedding is still going on and I thought you would of stopped it by now. I have tried several methods but all have failed."