By the Lake (44 page)

As they turned the car, Ruttledge pointed out the new street of tiny houses in off the square that was
Trathnona
, and Jamesie rolled down the car window in order to get a clearer view.

“You’d love to go in to see what the set-up is like, how he’s getting along,” he said.

“What good would that do? It’s none of your business,” Mary said.

“He’s probably watching TV like the rest of the country.
Blind Date
could be on,” Ruttledge said.

“No. It only comes on on a Saturday,” he answered.

In the bar, Luke Henry shook Jamesie’s and Mary’s hands in formal sympathy. They spoke of Johnny’s last evening in the bar and how well he had thrown.

The darts with the red plastic fins were arranged in groups of three on the face of the dart board. They had two drinks in the bar and left long before the late-night drinkers were due.

Jamesie and Mary insisted on walking all the way to the house and were set down at the corner of the lake. An evening was arranged for the Ruttledges to come round when all the clocks would be back on the walls and when everything would be back to normal again.

The arranged evening came clear. The telephone poles now extended round the lake. They were surprised when the dogs didn’t meet them at the gate and even more surprised to find the clockmaker’s car on the street and the door closed.

The car was a small, modified car with a disabled person’s sign. They entered the house after knocking. Inside, all the clocks were back on the walls and striking. The clockmaker was laboriously manoeuvring himself into place with an aluminium crutch along the edge of a table to make adjustments to the clock beside the unlit stove. Jamesie stood close by but made no attempt to help because of the clockmaker’s pride. He had a beautiful, sensitive face with dark hair and an emotional smile. “That’ll do for now,” he said studiously when he made the adjustments, and swinging himself free of the table with surprising quickness he was soon in the armchair. Mary poured tea.

“I think that’s all we can do for now. I’ll be back this day week to see how they are doing.” He had a precise, careful way of speaking.

“You were great,” Mary praised. “It’s great to have the house near normal again.”

Suddenly several clocks struck the half-hour together but the clockmaker held up a spoon for silence and smiled a knowing smile when a clock struck late. “I knew that boy wasn’t right but we’ll know more next week,” he smiled winningly. “I think there’s another one as well.”

“This man here sold John Quinn his wife’s wedding ring,” Jamesie said as if he could contain this news no longer.

“I sell jewellery,” the clockmaker said in his precise way. “A
lot of people know about me by now. They come to the house. John Quinn came with his wife-to-be to buy her wedding ring. The ring was a thin gold band and cost a hundred pounds. They tried several rings and that was the ring she wanted. He paid in cash.”

“Wait. There’s more,” Jamesie said.

“A few days after they ran him out of Westmeath he was back at the house with the wedding ring,” the clockmaker said disapprovingly. “He wanted his money back for the ring.”

“She probably threw it at him,” Mary said.

“If she didn’t you can be sure he asked for it back,” Jamesie added.

“In all my time I’ve never had a wedding ring returned. I told him it wasn’t done, but he still wanted his money. To be rid of him, after making sure it was the right ring, I offered him fifty pounds. ‘We’ll split the difference,’ he said. I raised the fifty to sixty pounds and told him he could take it or leave it and he took the sixty pounds. I thought it’d be the last I’d see of him.”

“Wait!” Jamesie raised his hand.

“Only last week he was back. We were all in bed but he kept knocking till my brother went and opened the door. I told Michael on no account to let him into the house and to make him wait outside. What he wanted was to tell me that he had bought a calf with the sixty pounds and sold the calf that very night in the mart for a hundred and thirty. The ring had done better on the calf than on the woman. ‘Could the news not have waited till morning?’ I asked. He said he wouldn’t be able to sleep till he’d told me how well the ring had done.”

“John was back winning. That’s all he wanted people to know,” Jamesie said. “That’s all he cared or thought about.”

“I’ll just wait till the clocks strike. It’ll be nine in a few minutes,” the clockmaker said.

All the clocks throughout the house, magically, seemed to
strike the hour together until, with a knowing smile, the clockmaker waited until one of them struck up on its own a few seconds after the others, and then one other. Then all the clocks continued ticking away quietly again.

The clockmaker smiled and made a note on the back of an envelope and gave it to Mary to keep. “I’ll be back this day week. It shouldn’t take long then and we’ll have all the boys striking together for sure.”

Jamesie and Mary saw him out to the car, Jamesie carrying his small tool box. They stayed with him while he stowed away his crutches and levered himself in behind the wheel and drove away. Jamesie was first to return to the house, Mary closing in her brown hens for the night.

“That little man is great. He can nearly make the clocks talk. We thought he’d be finished with them by now but he’s most particular. All his people were decent and gave him great seeing to. He didn’t let it go to waste,” he said as he went and took a fresh bottle of Powers from its brown paper bag in the press.

“I suppose he has the bottle of whiskey out already,” Mary teased him when she returned, but no one this evening wanted more than a ritual glass.

“John Quinn is still winning,” Jamesie said as they drank, and reached across, pretending to be about to eject the terrier from the armchair. The terrier stripped his teeth at the sight of the great hovering hand, and then Jamesie took his hand away.

“If someone is winning, then someone else is losing,” Kate said.

“What are
we
doing?” Mary asked.

“Standing put while going past,” Ruttledge laughed.

“You should have been a priest.”

“I nearly was,” Ruttledge said.

“Sleepy fox,” Jamesie cried out instinctively. “Two arms and both of them as long as one another.”

“Did you ever hear such rambling?” Mary said as all the
clocks struck ten, and then they waited until the two struck late. “Do you think will he ever be able to get them right?”

“If the little man isn’t able—nobody will.”

“I suppose they should be sold or thrown out and new clocks bought but they’ll be kept for our time,” Jamesie said superstitiously.

“They’d have a tale to tell if they could speak,” Mary said.

“Wise. No daws. Never got into trouble,” Jamesie said. “All they said was tick-tock. Tick-tock. Pass no heed. Tick-tock. Say no bad. Tick-tock. Turn a blind eye. Tick-tock. Get into no trouble. Tick-tock. Put the hand over. Tick-tock. Don’t press too hard. Tick-tock. Ask why not but never why. Cleverer than the wisest that ever tried.” He cheered, but grumbled when no one wanted a second whiskey, and capped and put away the bottle without tipping a measure into his own glass. “Ye are no good. There was people going once who wouldn’t be afraid.”

They walked out into the clear night. The hens clucked on their roosts in the small house. The path was clear, winding round by the edges of the fields. The pair of dogs that had clung jealously to their chairs all through the evening now started to hunt birds in the whitethorn hedges, their impatient barking answered by the alarmed racket of blackbirds they had disturbed. The two women lagged behind the men. Jamesie was silent as they walked.

“Do you think is there an afterlife?” His question startled Ruttledge because it was so uncharacteristic.

“No. I don’t believe there is but I have no way of knowing.”

“You mean we’re just like dog or cat or a cow or a leaf—that when we are dead we are just dead?”

“More or less,” Ruttledge answered carefully. “I don’t know from what source life comes, other than out of nature, or for what purpose. I suppose it’s not unreasonable to think that we go back into whatever meaning we came from. Why do you ask?”

“I’ve been thinking about it a lot since Johnny went.”

“What do you think?”

“I think if there’s a hell and heaven that one or other or both of the places are going to be vastly overcrowded,” he said with surprising heaviness. Even his walk and tone had changed.

“I suspect hell and heaven and purgatory—even eternity—all come from our experience of life and may have nothing to do with anything else once we cross to the other side,” Ruttledge said briskly, anxious to hide his affectionate amusement at Jamesie’s display of weight and gravity—he who was so important because of his wondrous lightness.

“At the same time you wouldn’t want to leave yourself too caught out in case you found there was something there when you
did
cross over,” Jamesie said doubtfully. “They complain that poor Father Conroy is very hard on money but he did everything, everything a person could ever do for Johnny. He was in the house less than an hour after we found him slumped in the chair, gave him the last sacraments, received him in the Church, said the funeral Mass and preached a most beautiful—most beautiful sermon. In the sermon he said that Johnny belonged to a whole generation of Irish people who had been forced into England to earn their bread. In Johnny’s case he was wrong but he was right in the case of nearly every other person that left from around. While there were some who prospered and did well there were others who experienced great hardship and there were many that fell by the wayside. These people forced into England through no fault of their own were often looked down on—most unjustly looked down upon—by some whose only good was that they managed to remain at home with little cause to look down on anybody. It’s always the meanest and poorest sorts who have the need to look down. Everybody said it was a mighty sermon and longer than he gave for the TD’s mother. At the grave he blessed the coffin and said the prayers. And do you know how much he charged for all that?”

“I haven’t an idea. A hundred pounds?”

“Twenty pounds. ‘Give me twenty pounds, Jamesie.’ They say he’s hard on money and I had to nearly beat him to get him to take forty pounds.”

“Less than John Quinn got back for his second-hand wedding ring.”

“John Quinn’s a living sight but Father Conroy is as good a priest as could be got anywhere. You can go to him any hour of the day or night and never be run and he’d leave no man poor. Those that complain have their shite and have no reason.”

“I like him too,” Ruttledge said.

“Then you should go to Mass,” Jamesie whispered mockingly.

There was a new moon above the lake, a pale crescent. The night was so still that the lake reflected the sky and looked as deep. A huddle of wildfowl was gathered at the centre. The two swans were feeding close to the shore. High overhead, the lights of a passing aeroplane pulsed like hearts in the sky.

“You can’t see sight or light of your house with the way the trees along the shore have grown,” Jamesie said and turned towards Patrick Ryan’s hill, which looked ragged even in this soft light, with such deep satisfaction that the pleasure could be heard in his voice. “Isn’t Patrick Ryan the most hopeless man? The poor cattle alone and fending for themselves on that big hill and Patrick astray all over the country. I may not have travelled far but I know the whole world,” he said with a wide sweep of his arm.

“You do know the whole world,” Ruttledge said. “And you have been my sweet guide.”

Jamesie paused, and then turned quickly away: “I wasn’t the worst anyhow,” he said.

As Kate and Mary drew close they embraced, and the Ruttledges went quickly down towards the lake. When they were close to the gate, they heard a call or a cry from the hill and turned around. Jamesie and Mary stood framed in the light.

“Kate,” Jamesie was calling.

“Jamesie,” she called back and waited.

“Hel-lo. Hel-lo. Hel-lo. Hel-lo,” he called over the lake in the high cry of a bird mocking them out over the depths of the bog. They heard coughing and scolding and laughter as Mary, and then Jamesie, disappeared from the sky.

No heron rose out of the reeds where the new telephone pole stood in the middle of the wild cherries to lead them in round the shore. The night and the lake had not the bright metallic beauty of the night Johnny had died: the shapes of the great trees were softer and brooded even deeper in their mysteries. The water was silent, except for the chattering of the wildfowl, the night air sweet with the scents of the ripening meadows, thyme and clover and meadowsweet, wild woodbine high in the whitethorns mixed with the scent of the wild mint crawling along the gravel on the edge of the water.

When they turned the corner to climb towards the house, Kate cried out in fear. Patrick Ryan stood between the narrow high banks of the lane exactly as he had appeared in the doorway on the night of the wake, the white shirt and face and silver hair glowing. Everything else was black and merged with the night.

“You gave her a terrible fright. Why didn’t you show yourself?” Ruttledge demanded.

“I was on my way,” he said coldly. “Ye weren’t talking. I was above at the house. Nothing was locked, neither car nor shed nor house. I thought ye might be out in the fields and waited.”

“We were across in Jamesie’s.”

“I know. I heard him yodelling a few minutes back above the lake. He’ll never get sense. Already you’d think Johnny had never died.”

“Do you want to come back with us?” Kate asked. The invitation surprised Ruttledge. Her voice was calm.

“No. I was up there long enough. It’s time I was heading for the Tomb,” he dismissed the offer impatiently. “I’m going to be there all summer. We’re going to finish that building. One good thing about the house and place being open to the world is that I was able to go around and check up on what we’ll need. I left the list on the table. It’s propped against a jug, but all that is matterless now. Bring the list with you anyhow in case we forget something in the morning. Meet me with the car and the trailer at the corner of the lake at nine. We’ll head for the town and get everything we need. It takes a hard jolt now and then to learn us that we’ll not be in it for ever. Tomorrow we’ll make a start, in the name of the Lord, and we’ll not quit until that whole cathedral of a shed is finished,” he said in the same ringing, confident tone that had ordered Johnny’s head to lie to the west in Shruhaun so that when he rose with all the faithful he would face the rising sun.