BONES
It took me less than two hours to find that nigga, Jesse J., who was in the picture. I broke his leg and had his whole fingernail in my pocket as a souvenir. I was on my way back to Mango's crib to collect the rest of my paper, but my plans changed when I got a call. I answered my cell phone, and Alexis was on the other end hollering and sobbing.
“I need you, please,” she shouted. “Nate has hurt me for the last time! That nigga gon' die today if you don't do something about him. This time, he took my baby with him and left!”
I swallowed the oversized lump in my throat, then asked Alexis to calm down. “Ain't nobody gon' die, so stop saying that shit. Where is Nate now?”
“I don't know. He left here in a rage and took Brianna with him. I don't know if he's coming back or not, but if he does, this time, I'm going to kill him!”
I told Alexis I was on my way. Hopefully, Nate would be there by then, and we could talk this shit out. If anything, my intentions were to encourage them to go their separate ways and be done with it.
When I arrived at Nate's crib, the door was wide open. I walked inside and stepped over several pieces of broken furniture that had been strewn all over. My tennis shoes crunched on numerous pieces of glass on the floor, and it looked as if a tornado had blown through. Alexis sat on the couch in the living room, wiping her teary eyes with tissue. Her whole face looked swollen, and she had two black eyes. One was bloodshot red, and her bloody hands implied that she had been in a fight for her life. The TV had been kicked in, and when I saw Brianna's doll on the floor, I picked it up and placed it on the broken table. I stood in front of Alexis with a simple look washed across my face.
“It's no surprise what happened here, but what brought all of this about?” I questioned.
Alexis looked up at me, then shut her watery eyes. Several more tears flowed down her fucked-up face. “He knows, Bones. No more secrets because he's known what was up for a long time.”
My stomach got tight. I eased on the couch next to her, staring straight-ahead. “How did he find out, and what did he say? Did you deny it?”
“He called me a bunch of bitches, hoes, sluts . . . every name he could possibly think of. I didn't deny anything. I admitted that you and I had slept together. He said that he got his info from Theo. Nate refused to believe him, but he said that he'd been paying attention, watching us. He could see how much I always wanted to be with you, and he feels as if you betrayed him in a major way. I don't know what he's going to do with Brianna, especially since I admitted to her not being his child.”
“So, in other words, he knows that there is a possibility that she's mine.”
Alexis caught an attitude with me. “She
is
yours! When you look at her, who do you see? Don't go talking that
possibility
shit, Bones. Especially when you already know the truth!”
My head swung in her direction. Anger crept on my face. “I don't know shit! All I know is what you told me, and I took your word for it! You still have not provided me with a blood test, so don't go talking that mess about what
I know
for a fact!”
“Blood test or no blood test, she looks like you!”
Alexis got up and stormed past me. I lowered my head, thinking about how, several years ago, I betrayed my friend. At that time, the power of pussy made me do some shit that I have forever regretted.
We were at a wild-ass swim party that day. Nearly everybody was drunk, and Nate's uncle's backyard was jammed with family, friends, and neighbors. Barbecue could be smelled from miles away, and to say that we were all having fun would be putting it mildly. I was there with my date, Jewel. She got so fucked up that I had to carry her upstairs to one of the bedrooms to sleep that shit off. I carefully laid her on the bed, and then closed the door behind me so that no one would disturb her.
As I tiptoed out of the room, Alexis stood near the steps waiting for me. She rocked a fire-red string bikini that barely covered the good stuff. Her silky long hair was parted through the middle and fell along the sides of her round face. Her sexiness couldn't be ignored, and at the time, I didn't have my head on straight. There were plenty of other sexy chicks at the party that night too, including my date who was now passed the fuck out. Nate had been by the pool looking at every piece of ass that passed by. He even ventured off earlier that night, and nobody knew where he was. Alexis, however, was pissed. And when she stood by the steps, I could see the hurt in her mysterious, yet seductive eyes.
“What's up with your friend?” she said. “Sometimes, he acts as if I'm not good enough for him. I know he cares for me, but has he always been like this?”
“Not always,” I lied. Nate had always been a dog, but I wasn't going to tell her shit. Eventually, she'd learn all about his whorish ways.
“You're just taking up for him, because he's your friend.”
I shrugged, then turned toward the bathroom. “I need to go take a leak. We can finish this conversation by the pool. That way, maybe Nate can explain himself.”
Alexis laughed, and as she pivoted to go back downstairs, I went into the bathroom. I had to piss so bad that I didn't bother to close the door. Just stood in relief with no shirt on and my dick hanging through the slit of my swim trunks. I scratched my head, and when I reached out to flush the toilet, that's when I saw Alexis standing near the doorway.
“Damn, Bones,” she said. “I never would've suspected that you were holding down all of that.”
I was shocked that she had been watching me, and the look in her eyes made me a little uncomfortable. “You should never assume anything,” I said. “Especially when how much I'm holding ain't got nothing to do with you.”
She came into the bathroom, closing the door behind her. I kept thinking that she was just fucking with me, and that Nate had sent her upstairs to do this because he knew I was intoxicated. Then again, this didn't seem like something Nate would do.
“I want you to feel something.” Alexis strutted up to me and pressed her body against mine. I backed away, but stumbled just a little. She giggled, then reached for my hand, easing it into her bikini bottoms. Her pussy was soft. Fat. Smooth. So juicy that I was suddenly eager to slip my fingers into it. I pushed my index finger in as far as it would go, turning it inside of her. Her walls got wetter, and the gushing sounds of her fluids made me want to quickly substitute my finger for my dick.
“My pussy has never been this wet, Bones. And with a big dick like yours inside of it, there is no telling how much more you'll get out of me.”
I damn sure wanted to know how much more. And at that moment, I didn't care that Alexis was Nate's girl. Hell, he'd had plenty of bitches, and all she seemed to be to him was just another pussy.
With that in mind, I sat on the toilet seat with Alexis's back facing me. She bent over, and her ass was too pretty and round for me not to taste it. Her pussy was too juicy not to be licked on, so I dipped my tongue into that shit too. She kept trying to move away from the deep sensation of my tongue, and when her pussy got too wet, I backed out of it and wiped my soaked mouth with my hand. I pulled her back to me and secured her waist while feeding her my inches.
“Ummmm, Boooones, that dick feels guuuud. You gon' make me want that muthafucka in my life forever.”
At the time, I wanted her to want me and my dick. I gave her all of me, and as she quickly bounced up and down on me, her titties plopped out of her top. I massaged her breasts and slightly lifted myself from the toilet seat to dig all up in her. Right in the midst of us fucking each other's brains out, the door flew open. I snapped my head to the side. So did Alexis. There stood my boy, Theo, drunk and yelling that he had to piss. I stopped midstroke. Alexis, however, was in the process of having an orgasm, so she continued to grind hard on me.
“Damn!” Theo shouted, then laughed. “Uh, excuse the hell out of me for interrupting. Guess I'd better go seek another bathroom.”
He shut the door so fast that I didn't get a chance to say anything. Alexis didn't seem to care that we'd been busted, but to cover my tracks, I had planned on telling Nate what had gone down. She begged me not to. Said he had already been kind of violent and she didn't want to upset him. And after the mind-blowing blow job she gave me, I couldn't say shit. I felt guilty as fuck.
Later that night, I shared with Theo how the shit got started. He even said that telling Nate wouldn't be a good idea. Said it was something that we should keep between us, but when Alexis announced that she was pregnant, and she and Nate had gotten closer, all I could do was hope and pray that the truth never came to light. Only three of us knew what was up, and I expected for the three of us to take that secret to our graves.
Thinking about Brianna, I jumped up from the couch. Whether she was mine or not, I didn't want Nate to do anything stupid. I walked toward the back and saw Alexis standing in their bedroom putting bullets into a gun.
“Who in the hell are you gon' use that on? Nate or me?”
“I already told you what I was going to do. Too bad if you don't believe me this time.”
“Oh, I believe you. But I also know that Brianna wouldn't want you to do that. You gotta be around to take care of her, and niggas like Nate ain't worth you going to jail.”
Alexis didn't respond. She slammed the dresser drawer shut, then tucked the gun behind her back. “Are you going to go find him, or shall I?”
“Let me go take care of this. I have an idea where he may be.”
Alexis plopped on the bed and rubbed her forehead. She gazed at the floor, shaking her head. “Whatever you do, please bring my baby home.” She turned in my direction, confirming what she had said before. “She is our child. Please bring her home to me.”
Not saying a word, I calmly walked out.
* * *
I had never used Red's phone number, but I called it today. No answer. Suspecting that I would find Nate there, I drove to her place. To no surprise, his car was parked on the parking lot. I had a bad-ass feeling about how all of this was going to go down, but I was prepared. I wasted no time going to Red's door and knocking. It took her a few minutes to answer, but she opened the door with a grin on her face.
“Well, well, well,” she said. “What brings you by? I guess you're hungry for me again, huh?”
I lightly pushed on the door and walked inside. “More than you know.”
Red closed the door behind me. She wore a short silk robe, and as far as I could see, there was nothing underneath it. My eyes scanned every inch of her place that I could see.
“Where is he?” I said, sitting on the arm of the couch.
Her brows rose. “Where is who?”
“Nate.”
She shrugged. “Uh, he's not here. Why would he be here?”
“Because you're fucking that nigga, that's why.”
“I don't know where you're getting your info from, but no, I'm not fucking him.”
Red was starting to upset me. This whole situation was already fucked up, and I hated a bitch to stand before me, smile in my fucking face, and lie.
“You full of shit.”
I got up and started looking for that nigga myself. Red followed behind me as I knocked shit over and cleared everything that was in my path.
“What in the hell are you doing?” she hollered out. “I told you his ass wasn't here. Why are you over here trying to run shit?”
I ignored her and opened several of her closets. I pulled out clothes, blankets, shoes . . . everything that I could to see if Nate was somewhere hiding. Looked under the bed, couch, in the bathroom . . . even in the laundry room.
“I can't believe this shit!” Red yelled from behind me. “Have you lost your goddamn mind?”
I swiped my hand across all of the perfumes on her dresser, causing them to crash on the floor and break. “Where is he?” I yelled, then swung around to look at Red. The devious look in my eyes implied that she'd better come cleanâquick. My heart raced and my hands were starting to curl into tight fists.
Red's eyes shifted to my hands, then back to my tight face. She blinked tears from her eyes and sucked in a deep breath. “He's not here, but he may be over at another chick's house who lives over here. I saw his car earlierâ”
This bitch was seriously trying to play me like a fool. Before I knew it, I reached out and snatched her muthafucking neck so tight that her eyes looked as if they were about to pop from the sockets. My hand trembled as my grip got tighter and tighter. Red couldn't say a word. Tears seeped from the corners of her eyes, and she struggled to keep them open.
“Where is he?” I hollered through gritted teeth.
She slowly moved her head from side to side, gagging as she attempted to speak. I couldn't make out a word she'd said, and the only thing that caused me to loosen my grip was a hard knock on the door.
“Red!” Nate shouted. “Open the door!”
Thinking that maybe I had fucked up, I quickly released her neck. She immediately sucked in several deep breaths and covered her mouth as she coughed and gagged. Nate knocked a few more times. I pointed my finger at Red. “Do
not
move. Stay there.”
She fell back on the bed, then curled herself up, still trying to catch her breath. I hurried to the front door. Nate got the shock of his life when he looked up and saw me standing there.