Her words come back to me.
It's
about how you want to live, with whatever
time you've got.
How
do
I want to live?
I know what Lark would say. You live like you dance. Like you play basketball. Like you taste butterscotch pudding.
But I can't, I think. Not without her.
Then I hear her voice again.
You take
the next breath, and the next. That's
brave.
I don't feel brave. I don't feel anything except furious and empty.
But what else can I do?
It smells of the lemon tea she always drank. It smells of her peppermint shampoo. I stuff it in my bag. I place Lottie back on the pillow. Tuck her in. Then I pull down one of the purple scarves. Her parents won't mind. It's just one. I crush it to my face.
I close the door behind me.
I turn and go, down the hall, down the elevator. I step outside. Sunshine falls on my face. I pause, letting it soak in. Over my bald head I tug the baseball cap my teammates gave me.
I hear the hum of traffic, the
brrring
of a bicycle bell, a kid's shout of laughter from the park across the street.
I walk toward my parents' waiting car, taking deep breaths, filling my lungs with air.
The author would like to thank Sandra Diersch, James and Lynn Hill, Corinne and Dave Roth, Merri Schwartz, Amy Schwartz, Bill Schwartz and Stephen Capon.
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