Changing Heaven (34 page)

They are engaged in the great gasp of leave-taking, the long, relieved sigh of arrival.
Open the window, Nelly, I’m freezing
. On the other side of the window the ghosts are experiencing brilliance and fragmentation. Emily dissolves. Arianna evaporates.

When ghosts become landscape, weather alters, the wind shifts, and heaven changes. The shadows of great flocks of migrating birds tremble against the clouds, the seeds of wonderful storms are born and the winds are self-assured. A sixteenth-century painter holds lightning in his hands; a mill worker invents stories for the sky. Someone enters an ice-blink, someone enters air. She who loved weather becomes the weather, caressing the rock, the brown sturdy hills.

At the end of one dark village, someone illuminates an upstairs room.

Acknowledgements

Two books in particular have informed and inspired parts of this novel: Glyn Hughes’
Millstone Grit
in which I learned about lip reading in clamorous mills, and writing in sizing dust, and other beautiful details too numerous to mention; and Peggy Hewitt’s
These Lonely Mountains
, from which I learned the facts about a certain lady balloonist whose tomb I had come across in a graveyard near Haworth. Thanks, also, to Peggy Hewitt for living in and writing about a certain old gentleman’s house in Oldfield, and for the hospitality she and her husband lavished upon me and my family, when we visited one evening in May. And, of course, deep gratitude goes to Eric and Kathleen Cole for their many kindnesses to me, my husband, and my daughter, and for the cottage in which I dreamt the greater part of this novel.

Thanks to the Canada Council and the Ontario Arts Council for providing me with the time I needed to complete this novel.

I would also like to thank Diane Keating and Ann Pippin Burnett for their enthusiasm, their comments, and their encouragement; and, once again, special thanks to Ellen Seligman for her commitment and support.

Certain sections of this novel have appeared in
Exile
in a slightly different form. One chapter has been broadcast on CBC Radio’s “Speaking Volumes” and “Aircraft.”

Jane Urquhart
Wellesley, Ont.
November 1989

Jane Urquhart was born in Little Long Lac, Ontario, and grew up in Toronto. She is the author of five internationally acclaimed novels:
The Whirlpool
, which received Le prix du meilleur livre étranger (Best Foreign Book Award) in France;
Changing Heaven; Away
, winner of the Trillium Award and a finalist for the prestigious International IMPAC Dublin Literary Award;
The Underpainter
, winner of the Governor General’s Award and a finalist for the Rogers Communications Writers’ Trust Fiction Prize; and
The Stone Carvers
, which was a finalist for The Giller Prize and the Governor General’s Award, and longlisted for the Booker Prize. She is also the author of a collection of short fiction,
Storm Glass
, and three books of poetry,
I Am Walking in the Garden of His Imaginary Palace, False Shuffles
, and
The Little Flowers of Madame de Montespan (I Am Walking in the Garden of His Imaginary Palace
and
The Little Flowers of Madame de Montespan
were published together in 2000 in a one-volume collector’s edition entitled
Some Other Garden)
. Her work has been translated into numerous foreign languages. Urquhart has received the Marian Engel Award, and is a Chevalier dans l’Ordre des Arts et des Lettres in France and an Officer of the Order of Canada.

Urquhart has received numerous honorary doctorates from Canadian universities and has been writer-in-residence at the University of Ottawa and at Memorial University of Newfoundland, and, during the winter and spring of 1997, she held the Presidential Writer-in-Residence Fellowship at the University of Toronto. She has also given readings and lectures in Canada, Britain, Europe, the U.S.A., and Australia.

Jane Urquhart lives in southwestern Ontario.

Her most recent novel is
A Map of Glass
(fall 2005).

Copyright © 1990 by Jane Urquhart
Cloth edition printed 1990
Mass-market edition printed 1991
B-format edition printed 1994
Trade paperback first printed 1996

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Library and Archives Canada Cataloguing in Publication

Urquhart, Jane, 1949-
Changing heaven

eISBN: 978-1-55199-424-6

I. Title.
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PR9199.3.U77C43 2001

We acknowledge the financial support of the Government of Canada through the Book Publishing Industry Development Program and that of the Government of Ontario through the Ontario Media Development Corporation’s Ontario Book Initiative. We further acknowledge the support of the Canada Council for the Arts and the Ontario Arts Council for our publishing program.

“Longing for Death Because of Feebleness,” by Stevie Smith (which appears here as an epigraph for Part Three), is from
The Collected Poems of Stevie Smith
(Penguin Modern Classics), and is reproduced by kind permission of James MacGibbon.

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