Chasing River (Burying Water #3) (4 page)

Aengus ignores the mention of our father and it makes me wonder if he’d care at all. They’ve been on the outs for years. “Did anyone see ya?”

“Besides the American girl who you almost blew up?” I shake my head. “I used the trees and then I scaled the wall.” Not an easy feat, especially with bits of plastic explosive embedded in my body.

He stabs at the newspaper headline. “What can she tell them?”

“Nothing.”

“The article says that she told police the man who fled the scene had an Irish accent. So ya talked to her.” He pushes. “What’d ya say?”

“I told her help was coming. That’s all.” It doesn’t sound like she told them anything else, but who the hell knows what the gardai didn’t tell reporters? Her name isn’t mentioned anywhere and I know they have that. “She was in shock. I doubt she remembers any of it.” I left her lying in the grass, her pretty light green eyes wild with confusion. I hated doing it, too. She’s the only reason I left the house today, to buy every newspaper I could find within a two-block radius.

I needed to know she was okay.

A part of me was hoping for more information, something to tell me who she is and why she’s in Ireland. How long she’s here for.

Where I could find her, if I just wanted to see her again. Then again, the bomb left me off-balance, struggling to get myself out of there in time. I don’t even know if I’d be able to identify her in a lineup now. All I really can remember is a pink cap, lean strong legs, and those beautiful green eyes.

Aengus’s heavy gaze levels me. “They’re already blaming us, without any proof.”

“Not
us
, Aengus.
You
, and rightfully so. You and Jimmy and whoever else he coerced into doing this.”

“Jimmy didn’t coerce me into doing anything,” Aengus snaps and I roll my eyes. I’ve never seen my big brother bend to anyone else, not even our father. But for Jimmy Conlon . . . he’d polish his bleeding shoes if the man held up a foot and a rag. As his right-hand man, Aengus is wrapped around Jimmy’s pinky finger.

And I can’t stand the bastard. He had the nerve to come into Delaney’s about three years ago, order a Guinness, and tell me that he was proud of my brother. How he had proved he was strong for “the cause.”

Jimmy isn’t fighting for “the cause.”

I thought I was going to crack my teeth that day, wrestling down the urge to label Jimmy for what he really is out loud—a lowlife racketeer, twisting what my family—my da, my granddad, and many generations before him—fought for. But I kept my mouth shut because you don’t go up against a guy like Jimmy—a convicted felon himself and a snake if I ever saw one—and come out without a bullet in the back of the head.

I suck back the rest of my beer, the alcohol helping to numb my pain. “You could have blown yourself up, Aengus.” The walk from our house in Crumlin to the Green is a good forty minutes.

He shakes his head decisively. “It was solid.”

I roll my eyes. If my parents were ever asked to put their three sons into boxes based on characteristics, I’d bet my life that Aengus would fit neatly into the one marked “loyal, volatile idiot.” He’s not smart enough to question what really matters, and Jimmy feeds off of that. He’s just using him for his dirty work.

“Just a warning, like I said.”

I crush the empty beer can in my hand, hiding my shudder at the thought of how much worse it could have been. “For who, this time?” If it’s not one gang, it’s another.

He weighs me with a heavy gaze, his beer stalling at his lips for a long moment. “The Gypsy.”

Of course
. Adrian Beznick, a true Romanian drifter who started out as a petty thief twenty years ago and is now one of Dublin’s main crime bosses. The media gifted him with that name—politically correct or not—and that’s how he’s best known in all circles. I remember Aengus pointing him out to me once, strolling along the sidewalk, a man of small stature and graceful moves. He didn’t look like much at all. “Isn’t he in jail?”

“One cell block over from where I was. Doesn’t stop him from selling heroin to kids. Gardai know and they aren’t doin’ a fucking thing about it.”

I pull a smoke from Aengus’s pack and light it up. “What’s wrong? Cutting into Jimmy’s income?”

“Fuck off!” He swats at the empty cans, scattering them. “You know we don’t sell drugs.”

And yet they’re profiting from it. Extorting the city’s drug dealers—threatening their lives and promising their safety through cooperation, all in the name of the IRA. Sure, the official stance is that Jimmy and his rabble of do-gooders relieve these scum of their funds and stop future illicit activities.

But none of them have stopped dealing. They’re just required to pay a tithe to Jimmy’s guys while they do it.

I don’t know how long Aengus is going to deny what we all know Jimmy is involved in. What Aengus, by rights, is involved in. But I may as well be holding a candle in outer space if I’m trying to make Aengus see the light.

“Let me guess—Jimmy tried to take a cut off Beznick and Beznick’s having none of that.” When the IRA comes knocking on some everyday drug dealer’s door with one hand opened, the other clenched around a gun or a hacksaw, there’s usually no issue. The dealer hands money to them with a please and thank you. But Beznick’s organization probably isn’t so easily swayed. They make the papers nearly as often as the IRA nowadays.

He hesitates, which tells me I’m right. “Beznick put a hit out on Jimmy.”

“That’s serious. And Jimmy can’t get to him on the inside?” I find that hard to believe.

“Tried. Beznick has friends protecting him.” Aengus breaks eye contact to look out the window. The nasty hooked scar by his left brow glows silver from a neighbor’s stray garden light. Two centimeters over and he would have lost his eye. I remember visiting him in prison just after that happened, not even three months before he was released.

“So what does the Green have to do with Beznick?”

“Jimmy wants to remind Beznick who he’s saying no to. Remind him of the fear and respect he should have when he’s dealing with us.”

“And . . .”

That left eye twitches, a sign that I’m not going to like hearing the answer.

“I kept innocent blood off your hands yesterday, Aengus,” I remind him, my tone biting. “Why the Green?”

“Because it’s where Beznick’s sister takes his niece and nephew every day.” When he sees my face—the rage about to explode—he quickly adds, “Later in the day, of course!”

My chair topples over as I push to my feet, the back slamming into the linoleum floor. “You’re going after kids now? Family? Innocent civilians?”

Aengus is on his feet right away, never one to sit when anyone hovers over him. “Like I said . . . it was just a warning to grab his attention.”

Threatening the family of a crime boss. Yeah, I’d say that’s going to earn his attention. “Jesus, Aengus! Jimmy
really
thought that would persuade Beznick to lift the hit? How much do they go for these days, anyway?”

“Twenty.”

“Twenty thousand euro! The man will pay that much money to be rid of Jimmy—and you, surely—and Jimmy thinks trying to kill his family will make him back down? Is he completely daft?”

“We weren’t trying to kill them,” Aengus insists. “That’s why we took the right precautions and planned it out well. We taped off the area during the night. One of our guys opened the gates extra early, before people would ever expect the Green to be open. We made the pipe small. No glass or nails or anything. Just meant to scare.”

“Well, thank heavens for that or I might not be standing here now, would I?” I shake my head at him. “Why wouldn’t you just go after his fellas? Why not just wait outside one of their houses and put a bullet in them?”

“How many would we have to pick off before Beznick learns his lesson? How long would that take? Jimmy figured this was quicker, more impactful.”

Jimmy’s finally gone mad. “And if Beznick doesn’t call off the hit? Are you going to fill the next one with glass and nails and leave it on their doorstep for wee, little fingers to wrap around?” He shoves my hands away before I can grab hold of his shirt, standing to face me chest-to-chest. We’ve been the same height since I hit puberty and sprouted almost overnight. But years behind bars has made Aengus’s body stronger, harder.

His fighting dirtier.

I back away, knowing I’ll only end up on the ground with my stitches ripped open. I turn to face the window that looks out over the narrow garden behind us, on the stone wall dividing our property from the next. I can just make out the streaks of graffiti that someone—I’m guessing some punks in their teens—sprayed within the last few days. The little bastards must have hopped the fence and done it during the night. I haven’t had the time or energy to scrub it off yet, but it’ll have to go before the next showing.

Our granddad and nanny would be rolling in their graves if they knew that someone had defaced their lovely garden. But I’ve taken it in stride, because I remember Aengus and me doing that exact same thing, back when we did everything together, good or bad.

Things have changed.

Aengus has changed.

But so have I.

“Jimmy will make sure he gets the message, and he knows exactly who he’s messing with.” Silence hangs between us. Finally, Aengus asks, “Eamon do that for ya?”

“Yeah.”

Another pause. “So what now?”

“You idiot . . .” I mutter, hearing the meaning between his words. Can I be trusted not to say anything when the gardai come knocking on our door? Like I’d ever turn on my family. “Now I get up and go to work, just like every other day, and try to forget this.” I pause, a pinch of disappointment in my chest. Four months ago, when I picked Aengus up at the prison gates to bring him back to the house we three brothers own—left to us by our nanny—I was hopeful that after losing six years behind bars, freedom would straighten out his priorities.

“There’s an open house on Saturday. Make sure you’re not here.” The house is nothing fancy—a detached three-bedroom, one-bath home with dated décor, gardens in the front and rear, and a separate garage—but the mortgage had long since been paid off. It should fetch us at least 300,000 euro. Rowen and I will take our share and invest in some real estate together. Aengus will likely piss his away in a kip somewhere. “You’re living on borrowed time, and I don’t want to be around your poor choices. I don’t want Rowen around them. And don’t you fucking dare tell Jimmy that I was even at the Green that day.”

For once, he doesn’t argue with me.

“I know! It’s crazy, right? I’m so glad I was out of the city that day.” I wonder if he can hear my voice shaking from over four thousand miles away. My dad has a built-in lie detector, thanks to years of policing. The thing is, it’s never been me doing the lying. I don’t think he expects it. That’s probably the only thing that’s saving me now.

“How long are you in that country for, again?” Metal clangs in the background, telling me he’s in the garage with Jesse, likely working on his retirement project—the green Mustang he bought after handing in his sheriff’s badge last fall.

“In Ireland? Twelve days. I have nine left, now. I fly out next Sunday.”

He mumbles something incoherent.

“Staying for free,” I remind him. I made the mistake of admitting what this trip was going to cost me one night over dinner, before I left. The next morning there were real estate magazines on the kitchen table of our ranch house, with arrows and angry red numbers indicating what that kind of money could get me in the way of a down payment.

“Awfully nice of that teacher to arrange that for you,” he finally admits.

“You mean Mary Coyne?” I smirk. Dad knows her name, so I don’t know why he pretends that he doesn’t remember her. I’m pretty sure he had a crush on her, back when she was thirty years old and teaching me freshman science. So did every other pubescent boy and half the male population of Sisters. She has always been a striking woman, her raven-black hair hanging in silky waves down her back, her skin porcelain smooth, and her soft Irish accent mesmerizing. She made me love science. She made me love Ireland without ever having been here. She’s one of the reasons why I’m now on this trip.

I was her best and brightest student, and her favorite, she told me later. She wrote me a glowing letter of recommendation when I applied to college and we’ve kept in touch over the years, making time to meet for coffee at Poppa’s Diner on Main Street at least twice a year. I loved listening to her regale me with her adventures from when she was a college student in Ireland, hopping all over Europe and Asia and eventually North America, where she met Arnold Coyne, the man who would later become her husband.

When I told her about taking this trip, and that Ireland would be one of the countries that I visited, she insisted on reaching out to her brother, a doctor in Dublin who spends several months a year lending his healing hands to Doctors Without Borders. It just so happened that he’d be away on one of his missions while I’m here, and his house would be vacant.

My gaze drifts over the master bedroom, an expansive room on the second floor with a glazed black fireplace and a spectacular view of a timeworn church tower from the window. “You should see this place, Dad.” When the taxi dropped me off out front, I didn’t think much of the semidetached house crammed into this quiet urban side street. From the outside, it looks just like any other building along the way—all brick and boxy, with tall, rectangular windows. By no means fancy and completely foreign, compared to the hundred acres of open fields and ranch-style house overlooking an Oregon mountain range that I call home.

I should have known better.

The moment I turned the key that Dr. Simon Hill left with the neighbor and stepped inside the three-story house, I began to appreciate just how much Mary must trust me. Every square inch has been gutted and remodeled into three floors of soothing whites and dove grays. The bathrooms have been finished in floor-to-ceiling marble and tile, the floors in rich honeyed wood planks, the final details opulent and old-world charming. I’ve never met her brother, but I can see that he has an appreciation for the finer things when he isn’t helping the poor.