Christian (The Beck Brothers Series) (14 page)

“
It
’
s
weird,
”
Shea
gasped.

Christian
chuckled low, stirring some of Shea
’
s
desire back to life. The longer Christian pumped his finger the better it
started to feel. He even added a second finger into the mix, and to Shea
’
s
surprise, it wasn
’
t all that
bad. Christian twisted his fingers and touched something inside that had Shea
almost bowing off the bed in pleasure.

“
Holy
fuck! What was that?
”
Shea
choked.

“
Your
prostate.
”
He
snickered.

“
That
was crazy.
”
Shea
breathed.

“
I
think you
’
re ready
for more,
”
Christian
growled and removed his fingers.

Christian
bent and captured Shea
’
s lips. As
they kissed, Christian positioned his cock where his fingers had just been.
Shea
’
s heart leapt into his throat.
Oh god, oh god, oh god
…
Christian pressed forward,
pushing past the tight muscles trying to keep him out. Christian dragged his
mouth over to Shea
’
s ear.

“
Breathe,
baby,
”
he whispered.

Shea
hadn
’
t even realized he was holding
his breath until he said that. Shea let out a breath and Christian pushed in
farther. The sensation of being filled was almost too much to bear. Shea
squeezed his eyes closed and bared his teeth, fighting off the urge to tell
Christian to stop. He had to do this. He needed Christian to understand how
much he loved him.

Christian
finally pressed all the way in, pulling a strangled cry from Shea. It was an
odd feeling, not painful really, just full. Christian lifted his face to look
down at him.
 
His hands cupped the
sides of Shea
’
s head as
he leaned down to kiss him softly on the lips. Their eyes locked as Christian
started to move, pulling back slowly before pushing forward a bit faster than
the first time. Shea gasped as pleasure burst through him. He clutched the back
of Christian
’
s shoulders
as he picked up the pace.

Shea
had no idea that it could feel this good. It was nothing he had ever
experienced before and it blew his mind. His eyes fluttered closed and his
mouth parted as a moan escaped him.
 
He dug his head back into the pillow and arched his body into Christian,
who moaned, also.

Christian
reared up, using one hand to support himself.
 
His other hand wrapped around Shea
’
s
shaft and started pumping. Shea was surprised to find that he was hard again,
and now with Christian stroking him along with fucking him, he thought he was
going to shatter into a million pieces in ecstasy.

“
Christian!
Oh Jesus! Don
’
t stop!
”
Shea cried, clawing at the mattress.

Christian
had to grab Shea
’
s hip when
he bowed up off the bed as he exploded. He came so hard that he swore he
blacked out for a moment. He could feel himself pulsing around Christian
’
s
cock. Christian let out a guttural shout as he came, thrusting hard into Shea
and staying there while he emptied himself into him. Shea couldn
’
t
move, he was utterly drained and could not move a fucking muscle. Christian
pulled out causing Shea to whimper at the loss. Christian
’
s
hand smoothed over his short hair and he could feel his breath on his lips, so
he knew Christian was close by.

“
I
am in love with you, Christian. I can
’
t
live without you. Please believe me,
”
Shea whispered.

“
I
’
m
sorry I freaked out. I
’
m just so
afraid you
’
re not in
this for the right reasons,
”
Christian
replied.

“
Well
I am and I am in love with you, Chris. Please take me back.
”

Christian
nodded.
“
I love you,
Shea,
”
Christian murmured before kissing
him languidly.

“
That
was incredible.
”
Shea
breathed when their kiss ended.

“
Yes
it was.
”
Christian
chuckled.

Shea
cracked his eyes to find Christian smirking down at him. Yeah, he was
definitely in love with this guy. Shea grabbed the back of his neck and pulled
him down for another kiss.

“
Now,
go get me a rag or something. I
’
m a fucking
mess.
”
Shea grunted.

Christian
laughed, rolled off Shea, and climbed to his feet. Shea watched his boyfriend
’
s
naked ass flex and move as he left the room. Yes, Shea was absolutely in love
with Christian, there was no doubt in his mind after what just happened that
this was whom he wanted to spend the rest of his life with. No more women for
him, he didn
’
t want them
anymore. He only wanted Christian, who now held his heart and soul.

Shea
was finally back to work after a long, boring two and a half months. He missed
working, hated sitting around on his ass all day. He
’
s
only been back a week and he was already super busy. He went home exhausted
every night.
 
So exhausted that he
basically would come home, take a shower, and fall into bed by 8:00 pm. His
body was no longer used to being beaten to shit every day, and it was going to
take him some time to get back into a groove.

It
was a Thursday, and Shea and his guys actually finished a job early. Shea
rushed home to take a shower so that he could go over to Christian
’
s
studio and surprise him. He dressed in his usual worn jeans and a vintage
T-shirt before heading over to Christian
’
s
downtown studio.

When
he got there, he found a parking spot and walked down the block to the studio.
He ascended the few stairs and opened the door. Christian was standing up on a
little dais in front of an easel holding a canvas. He explained what he was
doing as he was painting. The class behind him was a mixture of men and women
of various ages.

Shea
weaved his way through the tables and made his way silently up behind
Christian, whose ass was looking mighty fine in a pair of dark jeans. He was
also wearing a light green button down shirt with the sleeves rolled up to his
elbows. His shirt was tucked in, of course. Shea caught a few curious glances
from the students, but he just ignored them. Shea slowly reached forward with
both hands and grabbed Christian
’
s
sides where Shea knew he was seriously ticklish.

Christian
cried out in surprise as he jumped almost a foot in the air. His paintbrush
made a very dark blue, very out of place streak across the canvas when he
jumped. Shea slapped a hand over his mouth as Christian whirled around to glare
at him. The students were giggling quietly.

“
I
didn
’
t know you were going to do
that! I swear!
”
Shea
exclaimed, trying to hold back his laughter.

“
You
scared the crap out of me! What did you think was going to happen?
”
Christian said in exasperation, tossing his brush on the ledge of the easel.

“
Well,
I expected you to jump, not mess up your painting.
”
Shea winced.

Christian
huffed and stepped off the dais.
“
Everyone,
continue working on that part while I get another canvas.
”

Shea
followed Christian into the supply closet and closed the door slightly. As
Christian bent over to sort through a variety of canvases stacked on the floor,
Shea sidled up behind him. Shea smoothed his hands over Christian
’
s
ass to grab hold of his hips so that he could pull Christian back against his
groin.

“
I
really like this position,
”
Shea
growled.

Christian
straightened up, canvas in hand, and glanced over his shoulder, giving Shea a
wry smile.
“
What are
you doing here, anyway?
”

Shea
nuzzled the side of Christian
’
s face.
“
I
’
ve
missed you this past week. I got the job done early, so I thought I could take
you out for dinner and a movie,
”
he
murmured, kissing Christian
’
s smooth
cheek.

“
Mmm,
that sounds like a great idea.
”
Christian
sighed contently and turned in Shea
’
s
arms.
“
I
’
ll
be done in about half an hour.
”

Shea
kissed him softly on the lips.
“
Okay, good.
I can
’
t wait to have you all to
myself.
”

Christian
growled low in his throat, sending a shiver of pleasure down Shea
’
s
spine.
“
Soon, my
love, soon,
”
Christian
whispered before nipping at Shea
’
s
bottom lip.

Christian
then left him standing in the supply closet, horny as shit. Shea shifted his
semi-hard cock in his jeans and tugged his T-shirt down so it wasn
’
t
noticeable, before leaving the closet. Shea went and sat behind the little desk
where Christian did his business transactions and watched him teach. Shea
couldn
’
t help but
smile at his boyfriend. He was such an amazing teacher
–
patient, thorough, and took the time to go around to help each person
individually. He would make a great father some day. Shea felt his smile slip
slightly; he had no idea if Christian even wanted children, they have yet to
talk about that.

After
Christian
’
s class
dispersed, Shea helped him clean up so that they could get out of there faster.
They then went to a quiet little Italian restaurant and had a delicious dinner.
Finally, after Shea paid for dinner, they were on their way to the movies.

Shea
pulled into the movie theater parking lot and pulled his truck into one of the
spaces. They both got out and headed towards the doors. Shea reached over and
grabbed Christian
’
s hand,
lacing their fingers together. Christian turned a surprised and wary glance at
their hands before looking at Shea.

“
What
are you doing?
”
Christian
asked and tried to take his hand back.

Shea
frowned.
“
I
’
m
holding my boyfriend
’
s hand.
”

“
But
…
but
what if we see someone we know?
”
Christian
hissed.

Shea
shook his head in disgust.
“
You gave me
shit about not telling Tara, but you don
’
t
even want to be seen in public with me?
”

“
Shea,
I haven
’
t told my
family yet. I can
’
t be seen
getting touchy feely with you and have word get back to them,
”
Christian said in irritation, tugging on his hand again.

“
I
don
’
t give a shit. You need to
tell them, anyway, and stop trying to pull away. I
’
m
not going to let go,
”
Shea
snapped in return.

Christian
made a noise of annoyance but stopped trying to pull away. They walked into the
theater and got in line behind a small group of older women. One of them
glanced back at them. She glanced at their faces, then down at their hands.
 
Her eyes flew back up to their faces and
the look on
her
face changed from
passive to horrified and disgusted. Shea ground his teeth together. Christian
let out a low groan and dragged his free hand down his face.

Shea
couldn
’
t believe
what the lady did next - she nudged her friend and motioned with her head to
Shea and Christian, then made the universal hand sign to tell her friend that
they were gay. Well, Shea freaking lost it. Who the fuck does that shit in
front of people?

“
You
got a fucking problem, lady?
”
Shea
barked.

The
group turned around to look at him, startled. Shea only had eyes for the one
who made the gesture. Christian
’
s grip
tightened on his hand.

“
Shea,
let it go,
”
he
whispered.

“
No!
That was the rudest thing I
’
ve ever
seen! First, I get called a faggot to my face, and now I got some fucking
stranger making frou-frou hand signals to let her friends know that we
’
re
gay! So back to my first question, you got a fucking problem, lady?
”

The
lady gasped and put her hand to her throat.
“
Don
’
t
you know how to respect your elders?
”

“
Why
should I respect you? You obviously don
’
t
respect me. You see this?
”
Shea
pulled up Christian
’
s and his intertwined
hands and stuck up his middle finger.
“
You
can shove this right up your ass.
”

“
Jesus
Christ.
”
Christian
breathed and hung his head.

The
next thing Shea knew, Christian and he were being escorted back to their car by
security. Shea was so fucking furious, though, he didn
’
t
even care. He couldn
’
t have sat
through a movie after that. The two of them got into Shea
’
s
truck, Shea slamming his door shut, and clutching the steering wheel.

“
How
did that not bother you?
”
Shea bit
out.

Christian
sighed heavily.
“
I never
said it didn
’
t bother
me, I just chose to ignore it.
”

“
How
do you ignore shit like that?
”

Christian
sent Shea a sad smile.
“
I
’
ve
seen and heard worse than that directed at me for most of my life. I
’
d
be a hermit if I let it get to me.
 
I would never go out because it happens almost every day. No matter
where I go, someone is always looking at me funny, or whispering to friends
thinking I can
’
t hear
them, saying things like I wonder if he
’
s
gay or he dresses too nice to be straight. It
’
s
never ending, Shea, and if you are going to be a part of this life, of my life,
then you are going to have to learn to live with the hate.
”

Shea
closed his eyes and dropped his head to the steering wheel.
“
It
fucking hurts, man.
”

“
I
know. After a while you sort of become numb to it, at least I did anyway,
”
Christian murmured.

“
I
’
m
sorry I ruined our date,
”
Shea
whispered.

“
It
’
s
wasn
’
t all that bad.
 
That lady
’
s
face when you told her to shove it up her ass was priceless.
”
Christian chuckled.

Shea
kept his head on the steering wheel but turned it to look over at Christian.
“
It
was, wasn
’
t it.
”
He smirked.

Christian
nodded and smiled. Reaching over, he placed a hand on Shea
’
s
thigh.

“
How
about we go home and make our own movie?
”
Christian purred, squeezing Shea
’
s
thigh.

Shea
sucked in a sharp breath as he straightened up and stared at Christian in
shock.
“
Are you
fucking serious?
”

Christian
smiled, but it was a naughty, seductive smile that had Shea
’
s
cock throbbing in his pants.
“
You
’
ll
just have to find out, now won
’
t you?
”

Shea
swallowed hard.
“
You are
going to make me come in my jeans, Chris.
”

“
Then
I suggest you hurry the hell up and get us home,
”
Christian murmured.

“
Hell-to-the-fucking-yeah!
”
Shea whooped and peeled out of the parking lot with a laughing Christian
clinging to the
“
Oh shit
”
handle.