City of Blades (52 page)

Rada's shrieks turn into peals of laughter. She lifts her metal mask. Her face is wild and ash-streaked, not at all the timid little thing Mulaghesh has known over the past weeks. “You think
that's
going to do anything? You think you're going to destroy them like
that
? Maybe if you had a few weeks! It's too late, General.”

“You went to the Teeth of the World, didn't you, Rada?” says Mulaghesh, pumping the bellows. The swords glow hot, but not hot enough. “Took a boat, maybe hired one of the tribesmen. You found Petrenko's sword. He took you to the City of Blades to learn from him directly, projected you there. But the Watcher there gave you the boot because you didn't deserve to be there.”

“I'm not a killer, no,” says Rada softly. “But I know death. I know it quite well. It is my constant companion, as you know well, General.”

“So what in hells are you doing bringing
more
of it down on the world?” snarls Mulaghesh. “You tested out your swords on those innocent people in the countryside! You sat and watched as people butchered their own loved ones!”

“I had to know if it worked,” she says, her voice still soft. “I had to know if the swords were true, if they were really connected to the City of Blades. They took so much work to make….”

“Work? I'll fucking say!
You
made the tunnel to the thinadeskite mines,
you're
the one who's been stealing it to reforge these weapons! You're a damned clever creature, Rada, but are you so damned foolish you don't realize those
things
will kill Continentals and Saypuris alike?”

“Of course I know that,” says Rada. “Of course I do.”

“Then why are you doing it, for the seas' sakes?”

“Why?” says Rada, her voice rising, torn between amusement and hysteria and outrage. “Why? You want to know
why
?”

“Yes, damn you!”

“Because it is
one thing
to be conquered and lose one's land,” screams Rada suddenly, “but it is another to lose
eternity
!”

Mulaghesh pauses, struck by Rada's frenzied outburst.

“Can you imagine it, General?” Rada cries. “Can you imagine being trapped with all the corpses of your family for days and days, the stink of their bodies, the leak of their blood? Feeling them grow cold and clammy in the dark beside you? And imagine growing up fearing that whenever the lights go out, they might come back! Imagine going to bed every night not knowing if you might reach out in the night and feel a cool, wet face beside you, and feeling its mustache and eyebrows and knowing it was once your
father
! Just flesh and bone, and nothing more.”

Rada looks up at Mulaghesh, her face contorted with fury. “Then imagine realizing that once there was
more
. Discovering that there
was
an afterlife, a heaven! Once my family could have been safe! Once the dead could have been preserved, loved, respected! When I gripped Petrenko's sword, I saw it. I saw what once waited for these people, and I realized all at once what had truly been taken away from us—that in one stroke all the afterlives that had been lovingly built for us had come crashing down, collapsing, trapping all those souls in the dark….Do you understand what your country
did
to us, General? Do you understand that the Blink didn't merely injure the living, but countless,
countless
souls in the afterlife? And all the people who died in the Battle of Bulikov died
twice
—once in this world, and again when they never passed on to the afterlife intended for them!”

“Well,
we
never got any damned afterlives!” snarls Mulaghesh, pumping the bellows. “When Saypuris were massacred we just rotted in the ground, and if our families knew where we lay then they considered it a blessing! Your tragedy is but a candle flame among a forest fire!”

“I don't care!” screams Rada. “I don't care! Damn the world, damn the Continent, and damn Saypur! If the world gives us no reprieve from life then let them destroy it! When I held the sword, it showed me all its broken kin scattered through the hills—and when they first made the mine, I
knew
what they were digging up, even if
they
didn't! When I made my first sword I knew I brought them a little closer, brought the afterlife denied to me just a little closer to reality. Let them come here. Let them do unto us as we deserve!” She bursts into tears, sobbing hysterically. “We deserve it. We all deserve it.”

“Those families you killed, they deserved it? That corpse you butchered to make it look like Choudhry, she deserved it?”

“I don't even know who that was,” says Rada softly. “I bought the body from a highland peddler….”

“And all those innocents who died when you resurrected Zhurgut, did they deserve it, too?”

She shrugs. “It was necessary. I had to see if my craftsmanship had gotten good enough to bring a sentinel here and
keep
them here. And you were getting far too close. I thought I could solve two problems at once. But what Zhurgut did will look like a mere bruise in comparison to the Night that is coming….And you can't stop it, General. It took me
years
to make the swords. It'll take far longer than an evening to destroy them, especially by a one-handed old woman with soldiers bearing down on her. I can hear them upstairs—can you?”

Mulaghesh stops pumping the bellows. There's shouting and a hammering from up above—likely the soldiers trying to hack through the trapdoor.

Rada smiles. “Do you know what's funny?
I
brought them here, and they don't even know it. I broke into the yard of statues; I took the photos and sent them along. They think you betrayed your country, General. I'm sure by now every soldier in Voortyashtan wants your head.”

“Shut the fuck up.” Mulaghesh realizes Rada's right, of course. The swords glow a little, but she's far from smelting them down, let alone all of them. The soldiers will break through long before she makes any headway.

“You're right. I can't do it with this forge,” she says quietly.

Then she reaches for her belt and pulls out the hilt of the sword of Voortya.

She stares at it. It is dark and glittering, beautiful in a nasty, savage way, and she imagines how its blade flickered with a pale fire, the barest suggestion of something terrible and powerful.

“But perhaps I can with this,” Mulaghesh says softly.

Signe Harkvaldsson lies very still under the bracken as she hears the area flood with soldiers. She's given up counting their number: at first there were only the five or six of them, but now there's ten, twenty, even more, all of them surrounding the house. She can hear some of them talking, giving orders, sending signals up to the fort.

“…know I tagged one of them. I
know
I did. I heard her scream.”

“…blonde, right? The one from the harbor? Or was I imagining things?”

“…no blood on the door. Could be inside, but I doubt it. She's still here somewhere.”

She shifts slightly to the right to look down at her injury. She didn't give it the treatment it deserved, but she didn't have the time for it: she'd hardly applied the tourniquet when she heard Mulaghesh kick in the door, which made all the soldiers come sprinting up. Her calf throbs so much that sometimes it's all she can do to keep from whimpering. She is also disconcertingly aware that she feels quite faint, no doubt from loss of blood: not only has she just been shot, but she also “donated” to Mulaghesh's ritual.

She hears screaming from inside the house. The soldiers go quiet. It takes her a moment to recognize that it's Rada screaming, howling in rage: she only ever heard the woman quietly stutter and stammer through life, so to hear her scream like that is queerly disturbing.

A soldier says, “General Biswal is on his way, correct? Good. But tell him to
hurry
!”

She groans inwardly. If Biswal is coming it's almost certain more troops will be coming too.
And the more troops that come,
she thinks,
the higher my chances are of being discovered
.

She feels faint, and knows that time is running out.

“And what,” says Rada Smolisk, “is
that
thing?”

“Shut up,” barks Mulaghesh. She shuts her eyes and tries to concentrate.

“Is that a sculpture? A piece of a sword?”

“Shut up!” She mentally reaches out to the sword, trying to feel for it. When she saw the sword in Thinadeshi's hand it seemed to speak to her, to become something in her head, a medley of ideas and sensations and histories. Yet now when she needs it most it's just a lump of metal in her hand.

“Is that one of Komayd's trinkets?” says Rada. “I know she had them. Things stolen from the Continent to use against us…It won't work. None of this is Divine anymore. None of this is fueled by miracles, General. It's powered by the rage of the dead.”

“Will you
shut
your
mouth
?” shouts Mulaghesh.

“No. Why would I? I've nothing to lose. I've never had anything to lose.” She laughs miserably, massaging her wounded knee. “Don't you agree with them, General, just a little bit? These forgotten soldiers, furious that their nation and their god didn't give them what was promised? Haven't you and thousands of your comrades been abandoned the exact same way?”

Mulaghesh stuffs the sword hilt in her pocket, draws her carousel, and points it at Rada's head. “By all the damned seas, I'll do it!” she shouts. “I'll shoot you, you damned fool!”

Rada doesn't even blink. Her face is calm and still, eyes watchful and wide. “Do it. I don't care. In a way I'm an even better soldier than you are, aren't I, General? The best soldier doesn't value life, not even their own.”

“You're no soldier,” says Mulaghesh furiously. “You think yourself a martyr, but you're the world's fool, Rada, fulfilling a prophecy no one even
wants
anymore.”

“This world should have never been,” says Rada calmly, staring up at her along the carousel. “It is accidental. The first thing we should have done after the Blink was line up and calmly walk into the ocean, entering the oblivion from which we no longer had refuge. What is the point of living if there is nothing beyond life?”

“Do you even hear how foolish you sound?” Mulaghesh holsters the carousel. “I've lived my life in the shadow of oblivion, Rada. I've seen good people go to it and bad. And I've always known I'd go there eventually, one way or another.” She looks at Rada. “Maybe I'll go there now and take you with me.”

She pulls a grenade from her belt. Rada's eyes grow large as she realizes what she means to do.

“No…,” whispers Rada.

“The sword of Voortya won't work,” says Mulaghesh calmly. “And the forge won't work. But what if I detonate four grenades here in this basement with you? What about that?”

“You wouldn't.”

“I wouldn't?”

“You'd be killing yourself! You
can't
! There'll be
nothing
after this!”

“That's the difference between you and me, Rada,” says Mulaghesh. She wedges the grenade between her left arm and her body and puts her finger in the ring. “You think what you're doing is a victory over death, in its own way. But I know there's no beating it. So I'm not afraid.”

She closes her eyes.

Corporal Udit Raghavan grips his rifling as the auto bounces down the path to the polis governor's house. He listens carefully as General Biswal speaks in the backseat, his voice calm, controlled. Raghavan has been close to Biswal all throughout the excursion into the highlands, and has seen an extraordinary amount of fighting in the past week; but one thing that both calms him and excites him is Biswal's seemingly impenetrable serenity, which appears to stem from an unshakable belief that what they're doing is absolutely, unimpeachably right.

Doubt is not a thing that exists for General Lalith Biswal. And this unspoken belief spreads to his soldiers.

And Raghavan, like many of his comrades, has desperately needed this in the past few days. In the mire of the highland settlements, when civilians were almost indistinguishable from insurgents, when a child of fourteen could somehow produce a pistol from within its rags and point it at your friends and comrades and fire away…Raghavan badly needed the shelter of Biswal's confidence not only to pull the trigger when he needed to, but also to forget the bodies left behind: some of which were quite young, or quite old, and, occasionally, unarmed.

The fog of war is an inevitability,
he remembers Biswal saying.
We must accept it and move on
.

He listens to Biswal now as the polis governor's house comes into view: “…must make sure to take all necessary precautions. General Mulaghesh might be one-handed, but despite this she is one of the most accomplished soldiers I have ever commanded, and it appears she has lost none of her talent. Remain aware of that—but do
not
shoot unless the situation is critical.”

“Do we know anything about General Mulaghesh's motives, sir?” asks a lieutenant.

“We do not,” says Biswal. “But her collusion with the Dreylings is extraordinarily troubling. She knew of threats to our national security, and she chose not to reveal them to us.”

“Are…Are you saying she's a traitor, sir?” asks the lieutenant.

Biswal is silent for a very long while. “I find that difficult to believe, even now. But she has lied to us since she first came here. And her lies have endangered the souls of everyone in this city, and in Fort Thinadeshi.”

One of the soldiers curses under his breath.

“I am concerned,” says Biswal. “I will say that. I am very concerned.”