City of Blades (59 page)

Do I,
the sword asks her,
belong to you?

The cannons flare around her. Pandey is now pale and cold, just like Signe Harkvaldsson, and long before them Sankhar and Bansa.

Woresk, Moatar, Utusk, Tambovohar, Sarashtov, Shoveyn, Dzermir, and Kauzir.

Weeping, she bends her mind to the sword, and says:

Yes. Yes, you do.

The blade of the sword flickers to life, greedily accepting her, embracing her. And the world begins to change.

Sigrud frowns as Mulaghesh stares down at the black handle of the sword, seemingly in a trance. He begins to say, “What are you doing?” when suddenly something is…different.

Is he going mad, or does the hilt now have a blade? Faint and luminescent, like the flame of a candle just where it touches the wick?

Then there is a blast as if a shell has struck the coast. Sigrud is thrown back, his broken arm howling in pain. A wave of cold air rushes over him. Once it passes he sits up, blinking, and looks to find Mulaghesh, assuming that she is dead.

But she is not dead. He watches as she tears off her false hand and walks to the very edge of the cliff, stalking forward with a curious, menacing swagger, the movements of someone who intends to do violence and do it soon. The strange blade flickers in her hand, its muddy yellow light spilling over the stones.

Yet as she moves he sees something…
behind
her. Or perhaps
over
her, as if she is a drawing in a book and someone has laid down a piece of wax paper with something sketched on it, so both images are separate yet visible at the same time….

A figure, huge and tall, arrayed in darkly glittering plate mail.

Mulaghesh stops at the cliffs just over the thousands upon thousands of ships, looks out upon the fleet, raises the sword, and begins to speak to them.

She can feel them now, all of them: her children, her followers, those whom she wrought and yet wrought her in turn. She can feel them on the countless ships: bright, hard diamonds of battle. They are not as they were once, she can tell: they are shadows of themselves, the barest shade of souls. They lost themselves just as the city fell apart in the great cataclysm that brought this nation to its knees. But they are still hers. They are doing what she promised them they would do. And even now they seek her.

She calls to them: “
Children of warfare!
”

The cannons roar and rage. The ships burn and the people scream. They do not hear her over these joyous sounds.

Again: “
Children of warfare!
”

The slap of the oars. The howl of the wind. The shriek of the shells. Still they do not hear her.

She takes in a huge breath, the cold, smoky air reaching every inch of her lungs, and howls to them, “
Children of warfare! Children of Voortya!
”

The call echoes out, out, out, over the seas, through the flames, through the smoke, over the dark waves, until it finally, finally reaches the warriors aboard one single ship.

They stop rowing. They turn to look at the cliffs.

A single thought goes trickling through the vast army below her:

Mother?

They turn their thoughts to her, inspecting her, seeking her out. They parse through her mind, her soul, and slowly, slowly, slowly believe her to be who they wish her to be. And as more and more of them believe, she begins to grow.

The ground falls away below her. She feels the plate mail on her shoulders, the metal boots upon her feet. She feels her neck creak with the weight of the helm upon her brow, and she peers at the world from behind a cold, steel face.

Her face.

SDC Security Chief Lem watches, haggard and pale, as the endless line of citizens and SDC workers toil up the mountain paths. The bay beyond is already bright with the queer, spectral light of the warships, and he knows they'll be here soon. Though could there even be a safe place now, with so many ships filled with those monsters?

Then someone screams: “Look!
Look!
”

They look westward, just west of Fort Thinadeshi, and stare as a huge, dark figure swells up against the night sky. The figure is lit from below by the lights of the ships and the flaming wrecks on the waters, but even with these wavering lights one can still see that blank, metal face, dark-eyed and pitiless, and the enormous, terrifying sword in its hand—its one and
only
hand.

“No,” whispers Lem. “No, it
can't
be. It simply
can't
be! She's dead! Everyone knows she's dead!”

There is a new sound beyond the cannons and the flames and the screaming civilians: a chanting from the bay as the countless warriors aboard the ships sing one word over and over again, or rather one
name:
a primitive, syncopated chant like the beat of a war drum:

“Voortya! Voortya! Voortya! Voortya!”

The soldiers in the westernmost watchtower stare in horror as the giant figure swells until it almost completely blocks out their view of the western seas. It seems to have come from nowhere, sprouting out of the rock itself. Its back is covered in broad plate mail, each segment carved with horrific illustrations of violence and depravity. The burning bay beyond makes the sight even more hellish, a Saypuri nightmare come to life.

The goddess of war, the Divinity of death, reborn upon these savage cliffs in Saypur's darkest hour.

“By the seas,” whispers Sakthi. “By the seas…It simply can't be!”

One of the technicians turns to Captain Sakthi. “Should we…ah, fire, sir?”

“We
can't
fire on her!” says another. “She's much too close! We don't have the right angle!”

They all turn to look at Sakthi.

He sighs. “Oh, dear.”

Mulaghesh faces the fleet of warships and the warriors chanting her name—or what the sword
says
is her name. It's hard to tell….The sword says many things to her, whispering to her, urging her to be glad, to be filled with bright, hot, happy fury at this moment, for she is reunited with her army, with those who built her empire.

Yet all Mulaghesh can think of is the body at her feet, and all those she has left in her trail.

She takes a breath and howls out to the sea, “
Children of war! Children of Voortya!
”

The warriors scream and howl in celebration.

She screams, “
Look at me! Look at me and know me!
”

The bay falls silent as the warriors await her words.

She cries out, “
I am the Empress of Graves! I am the one-handed Maiden of Steel! I am the Queen of Grief, I am She Who Clove the Earth in Twain!
”

The world keeps distorting itself around her. She feels huge, gigantic, a titan standing underneath the sky—yet she knows she feels tears on her cheeks, hot and wet and real.

“
I am war!
” she screams to them. “
I am plague and I am pestilence! In my wake is an ocean of blood! I am death, I am death! Listen to me, look at me and know me, for I am death, I am naught but death!
”

The Voortyashtani citizens watch in horror as the booming words echo across the waters to them. The figure on the clifftops extends its arms to the sky, as if begging lightning to strike it.

The voice cries: “
I have killed countless soldiers! I have left them rotting in the fields, and their mothers never learned where they came to lie! I struck them down even as they begged me to stay my hand! I have broken open the gates of great cities and listened to the citizens weep! I have done these atrocities. I have! Do you hear me?
”

The crowd of Voortyashtanis is silent, and yet for some reason they begin to weep as they listen to the figure scream to the seas and the skies. Lem himself finds it strange—these words do not have the ring of a declaration of war, but rather they sound like a confession, full of agony and sorrow.

The voice howls, “
I have killed women! I have killed children! Do you hear me? Do you hear me? I have done these things! I have burned down their homes, I have killed them in their beds! I have walked away as they screamed for their loved ones! I have abandoned children to freeze in the dark winter nights! I have done these horrors and countless others!
”

The figure holds its sword high in the air and screams, “
I am warfare and I am death! I am sorrow never-ending! Look upon me! Look upon me, I beg of you, look upon me!
”

Mulaghesh raises the sword. She feels as if it is pulling her, like she is merely its vessel, its instrument. She knows it wants her to turn and bring its edge down upon the fortress, to strike it so hard the very cliffs are sundered beneath it, and then once this is done she shall lead these warriors forward, through Voortyashtan, down the Solda, across the face of the Continent, and from there across the world.

Just as she said she would. Just as she promised them. Just as she swore, just as they are owed.

Yet some part of her resists, thinking only,
I am so very tired of this
.

And as this thought goes skittering through her mind she suddenly understands that she does not hold the sword: rather, it holds
her,
imprisoning her like it is a massive, dark cavern, and she is just a tiny creature lost in its darkness, trapped inside of it.

She feels the destruction gathering in the sword.

No,
she says to it.

It wants to fall. It wants to cleave flesh from bone. It wants to split the earth in two.

No,
she says to it.

She feels all the thoughts and desires of all of her warriors pulling at it, wishing it into movement, forcing her to be the force they expect her to be.

Her arm trembles as she resists.
No! No, I won't let you!

Their thoughts rise up to her in a muttering wave:
You must! You must, you must! We did as you asked. We became the warriors you wished us to be! Now give us what we are owed! Give us what you promised!

Her elbow strains against the sword. It's so heavy it's as if she holds the moon itself in her hand, her will against the will of the countless dead.

Then she thinks,
The warriors I wished them to be…

She remembers Villaicha Thinadeshi in the City of Blades, telling her:
…
you of all people should know that war is an art requiring decorum and formality. It feverishly adheres to rules and traditions—and that can be used against it.

Yes,
she thinks.

She twists her wrist, points the sword down, and diverts all its power, driving it into the cliff at her feet. The stone parts as if it were made of cotton.

The ground trembles underneath her, threatening to collapse. Yet it holds.

The warriors aboard the ships stare at her, confused. Why does she not do as she promised? Why does she not permit them to wage the last war?

Mulaghesh looks out at the bay, sets her jaw, and rips the sword out of the cliff.

Somehow the sword understands what she wishes to do, and cries to her,
No, no! You cannot, you must not!

She forces her will upon it, using every measure of her conviction to change it, to unwrap and unfold and redefine and rewrite it and all it stands for—an invisible, agonizing battle that exhausts her, nearly kills her.

The sword cries out:
I was meant for death! I was meant for battle! I was meant for war!

Mulaghesh's answer has the ring of cold iron:
Times have changed.

She finishes her work. Then she turns to the warriors below.

She begins to speak, her voice quaking with fury: “
Listen to me, my children! Listen to me! You have slain many and taken many lands! You have won countless battles and waged countless wars!
” Her voice rises until it echoes like thunder. “
Yet I now ask of you
—
are you marauders or are you servants? Do you give power to others, or do you hoard it? Do you fight not to have something, but rather fight so that others might one day have something? Is your blade a part of your soul, or is it a burden, a tool, to be used with care? Are you soldiers, my children, or are you savages?
”

The bay is silent save for the flicker of flames and the slap of the waters. The sentinels stand upon their ships, staring at her in confusion.

Then one sentinel calls to her, “
Mother, Mother! What is this you speak of? What is this you describe? That is not what a soldier is! A soldier does not give, they take! A soldier does not serve, but forces others to serve! A soldier does not cede power, but wields it, wrests it from the hands of any who dares lay claim to it! A soldier never gives, a soldier never serves! A soldier fights only to kill, to claim, to take, to conquer! That is what we are!
”

The dead murmur their agreement, their low mutterings floating over the waters.

Mulaghesh bows her head. Her disgust and outrage and contempt burn bright within her, and the sword reacts, flaring brighter than the midday sun, a white eruption of purest light, as if she holds in her hand the morning star.

She holds the sword high and screams in fury, “
THEN I FIND YOU WANTING! NO SOLDIERS ARE YOU IN MY EYES! NO TRUE SOLDIERS ARE ANY OF YOU! AND SO I SAY OUR AGREEMENT IS BROKEN!
”

She hurls the blazing sword down.

Captain Sakthi stares in disbelief as Voortya swings her hand out and throws the glittering, burning sword down to the waters. It is a bolt of lightning, a comet, a blaze of light so bright it's like the sky has been split open. He raises his hand to shield his eyes, watching through the cracks in his fingers as this fiery, flickering star comes shrieking down to touch the waters at the very center of the fleet.

The horizon erupts. It's like a thousand shells have gone off, like the death of a star, a wall of purest, bright white light flying at them.