Authors: Rachel Burns
Herr Glossner was
still just working on my one side when I lost all sense of dignity
and just cried. He stopped then and went to the other cheek. He was
able to spank me four times in one of my heartbeats. And my heart was
beating exceptionally fast.
I just cried on.
I wanted to move my hands back so badly that it was consuming my
every thought. I couldn't take it anymore.
“Leave those
hands down. Trust me you would be really disappointed with yourself
if I had to use my belt too.” He spoke like he could read my
thoughts.
I folded my hands
together and tried to hold them tightly but they were having a
tug-a-war. My feet started to kick back. I was sure to get his hand
the way they were going but I couldn't stop them either. I would
place one foot over the other and try to push it down but then the
one doing the pushing would kick at him. During all of this he kept
on swatting at my backside.
“The last ten.
Try really hard to keep your hands away and not to kick with your
feet.” He smacked my right cheek really hard. I stomped my feet on
the floor. The next swat hit the same place and I jumped and tried to
twist away.
He held me tight
still whispering
shh
as he spanked on. That swat also landed
on my right cheek. I just sobbed over his knees. I had given up. He
would hit the same spot for each of the last swats. That was so much
worse than when he moved his hand to a new spot each time.
The sixth one
surprised me. It was to my left cheek. I counted down in my head,
four to go. Keep your hands together, three to go. Feet, stay on
the floor. Two, hands and feet down, Sandra, you can do it one. Don't
do anything stupid now.
The last one came and then it was over.
He moved me so I
was sitting on his lap. He was hugging me again. I concentrated on my
hands Somehow, now that they could move, they didn't want to. They
stayed together. So I sat on his lap with my hands folded nicely on
mine.
“You did so
well. I am so proud of you. Your first spanking is over. Now you
learned that you never want one of those again, right?”
I nodded against
his chest.
He laughed again.
“Such a smart girl.” He patted my back while I thought that if I
told one of the girls the truth about what happened in here that they
would never believe me. He moved me away from his chest and looked
down at me, smiling. “Are you ready to go back to your room?”
I nodded at him.
He smiled at me
again like I was his favorite person in the world. He stood me up
like he had with Hannah too. “Now don't fall down on me.” He gave
me a tissue and took hold of my hand again. He walked to the door
with me trailing along behind him like a puppy on a leash.
Herr Glossner
looked back at me and smiled as he unlocked the door. “Now you know
what to expect when I spank you. Next time it won't be so scary.”
“Next time?”
Fresh tears were starting to spill.
“I meant if you
ever needed it again. This spanking is over. You just have to be very
good for me now. You promise to be good for me?”
I nodded but I
kept my mouth shut. I was afraid that I would gulp all the air in my
mouth down and then cry out loudly.
He locked his
office before he took off with me again. He knocked on my door before
he opened it. He just walked in then. He let go of my hand and went
to Hannah. She was asleep again but in her pajamas.
The others were
looking at me. My face had to be all red and swollen from my tears
and from trying to rub them away.
“Go to bed now
and sleep.” He turned so just I could see his face. He was smiling
again.
I nodded and hung
my head ashamed about what had happened. He left then.
Milena and
Jessica pounced on me. “What happened?”
My chin sunk in a
heavy frown. I shook my head no and got ready for bed. I wouldn't put
it past him to come back and check on me to see if I had obeyed him.
The next morning
I was beet red when he walked into the classroom. I hung my head when
I stood to say good morning. He handed out the next test and sat down
to watch over us. I felt that I had prepared better for this one. I
was the very last one to hand in my test.
His eyes were on
me as I did. I left my eyes on the pile of finished tests. He pushed
them aside and stood and handed out the corrected test from the day
before. I had gotten an A+ but he had corrected all of my grammar and
spelling errors. I had made lots. He had someone else read today. I
was kind of getting the feeling that now that he had spanked me that
he was moving on to someone else.
I was really glad
when class was over. I stood as the bell rang, ready to get out of
there.
“Sandra, please
come here for a moment.”
I blushed red and
hung back as the others left.
“Please close
the door,” he told the last girl out.
I was scared that
he felt I needed another – you know.
“Sandra, look
at me.”
I slowly did.
He was smiling
kindly again. “I don't want you to be afraid of me. I know that you
are a good girl. Please don't try to hide your face from me. I want
you to look at me when I am teaching. It gives me the feeling like
you are paying attention. Okay?”
I nodded again
and he beamed back at me. “Off you go to your next class.”
I went out and he
got ready for his next class. I glanced over my shoulder at him
before I rounded the corner. He was still smiling at me. The next
class was walking in and taking their places.
Why was he like
that with me but not with the others?
Everyone asked me
what he had wanted. I shook my head
no
again. That made them
even more curious.
In English I made
a point of looking at him every now and then but I could only do it
for about a second or two then I had to look away again.
He didn't make me
stay after so I figured that we were okay now.
Herr Glossner's
nightly visits went on without incidence. He even praised me for not
interfering before he left each night. All I could think about was
how exposed and helpless Hannah looked each night.
I had looked the
same way except that he hadn't bared my bottom.
Why was he
treating me differently?
On Saturday
morning we were all packed and ready to go on our trip. Our iPods
were charged and we had bought snacks in the village so we had
something to munch on in the bus. We all had our uniforms on and a
light carry-on bag and a purse with us. The atmosphere was really
light and happy.
Hannah had had
her last spanking last night and she was back to her old self again.
Our French
teacher, Frau Meier, was going to go along with us as well as a
Chemistry teacher, Herr Schweitzer. I didn't have him as a teacher
but the other girls didn't care for him but that could be due to the
subject he taught. It wasn't really anyone's favorite.
Everyone was
really surprised when Herr Glossner showed up with a suitcase. He
loaded it in the bus and took a clipboard. He seemed to be taking
charge. “Okay ladies, load in your bags and get settled. I'll check
you off as you get in. Frau Meier has unfortunately taken ill so I
will be accompanying you in her place.”
We exchanged
disappointed looks and lined up to get into the bus. He checked off
names and then got in last and took a seat with Herr Schweitzer. They
talked like old friends and laughed a lot. They were pretty much
ignoring us, which we took advantage of. We talked and joked around
and got quite loud.
We stopped to eat
and everyone was in a good mood again, talking about our upcoming
lives and how important we would all become. Our teachers were
leaving us alone. It made me feel like we were being treated like
young adults.
Herr Glossner was
ready with his check off list again. When everyone was in again we
drove off. Our legs were quickly getting fussy because we weren't
moving around enough. The complaining started in. We had been in the
bus since this morning at seven and it was now three in the
afternoon. Herr Glossner got up and listened to the complaining. He
smiled nicely at us and talked about all the exercise that we would
be getting in Romania. He teased us that we would be complaining
about getting too much exercise really soon.
Herr Glossner
looked at me as he said that. I hadn't complained at all.
That wasn't
really fair.
We took another
break and then he told us that we should all walk about as much as
possible because the driver wanted us to drive through from here. It
would be around midnight when we got to our youth hostel. We were to
exit the bus as quietly as possible not to disturb the others who
would already be sleeping. They had been kind enough to make an
exception for us and we needed to prove that we were thankful. We
should feel free to nap on the bus, he told us.
We got ourselves
our supper. This time it was a small restaurant where the school had
paid for our suppers in advance. We all got the same thing. We were
loud and talked loudly and had fun. The teachers watched us but it
wasn't like it normally was. They were relaxed about it. I was
surprised at how cool they could be.
We got into the
bus again as Herr Glossner checked us all off. Once we were in he and
Herr Schweitzer pulled out their cell phones and spoke awhile with
really serious looks on their faces.
I cuddled in and
took a nap after a couple of minutes of talking about nonsense with
my friends. Everyone was settling in nicely.
I fell asleep
quickly.
“Wake up.
Everyone up. Leave your bags where they are and exit the bus now.”
A woman was walking down the aisle and shaking the others awake. I
sat up and looked around. Absolutely everyone appeared to have fallen
asleep.
“Out, now.
Leave your bags.” The woman sounded like she was mad at us.
“Are we there
yet?” Milena asked her.
“Yes, get out
now. Leave your bags.”
“Why can't we
take our bags with us?” Milena asked her before she moved back to
the front of the bus.
The woman came
back to us and slapped Milena really hard. “Do as I say. Out now.”
She grabbed Milena and pushed her towards the front of the bus.
There was a line
and every girl was being checked over if they had anything with them.
They were frisking each girl.
I looked around
for our teachers but they were nowhere to be seen.
The girls that
had been checked over were told to go into a large building that
looked like a school but it was in the middle of nowhere. The sky was
so dark, making the stars look even brighter. We filed in and were
brought to a room. I could see the other girls were undressing in
front of us. They had to undress and while they stood there naked a
couple of women were checking their clothes for cell phones. The
woman had canes like Herr Glossner had used that first day and
everyone was obeying the women.
I too undressed
and laid my things on the table for the women to inspect. I dressed
quickly when they were finished.
We were brought
to a dormitory then.
“Everyone goes
to bed and sleeps again. Those who don't will be punished.” The
woman pointed to the beds and everyone got in without complaining but
several girls were crying. After our room was full the woman left,
locking the door.
“What was that
all about?” Jessica asked no one in particular.
“I don't
understand it either. What are they going to do with all of our
stuff?”
“Have we been
kidnapped?”
“Where are our
teachers?”
Everyone had
questions, but no one had answers.
A loud banging
noise woke me in the morning. Like someone was going up and down the
hall with a pot and a wooden spoon.
I looked over at
the door. It was open. I moved so my feet hit the floor. My fingers
went to my head. It was so heavy. “Do you think they drugged us at
supper last night?” I asked the others, who were all holding their
heads just like I was.
“Out!” a
woman peeked in and yelled. I had a feeling that they didn't really
speak German but we were so far away from our school, in a different
country, with a different language and culture. Was this normal here?
I forced myself
to standing and went out the door. The others were right behind us. I
could see other girls going into a room and coming out. I moved over
to them and my group followed me. I peeked in and saw that these were
the bathrooms. There were four of them and there fifty-two of us. We
stood in line and talked to girls from another room.
We were all
worried about what was going on. No one had seen our teachers at all.
Had something happened to them? We speculated as we waited. The girls
that were finished were being herded down the stairs. The woman was
saying something about breakfast.
Evelyn went to
her and asked her about her bag. She begged her, telling her that she
needed it for her contact lenses. Her eyes were all red and puffy.
The woman slapped
her hard.
I was about to
step forward when I felt a hand on my shoulder holding me in place.
“No, we already had that discussion. I could have sworn that my
punishment for that had convinced you.” Herr Glossner walked past
me and went to the woman. He was very relaxed but the woman looked
mad. She looked right at me. I had a feeling like I was going to get
hit next. That was when I noticed that Herr Glossner had his cane in
his hands.
I stepped back,
right into my friends. I felt their hands on me again. Something
really wasn't right here.
Had our own teacher kidnapped us just so
he could teach us better manners?
“Go down to
breakfast girls.” He looked at me when he said that. I had the
feeling that he was out to get me again.