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Max didn’t get angry easily or quickly, but when he was mad, he stayed mad. He would be angry about this, Swift had no doubt. He probably had a right to be angry.

 

The ferry docked on time at the terminal in Portland, and Swift headed straight back to Stone Coast.

If it were done when ’tis done, then ’twere well it were done quickly.
There was Shakespeare for you. Not
The Tempest
. Not the stuff of golden sands and sweet sprites and wild waves. No.
MacBeth
. A nice, juicy crime story. A tale of murder and madness.

Perfect for the day Swift was having.

He cranked up the Muse CD in his player and pressed the accelerator.

Stone Coast was a scenic little village near Casco Bay not far from Wolfe Neck State Park. The town had retained its rustic charm and, barring the luxury cars in the driveway and a few coats of fresh paint, many of the houses looked as they had in the 1800s. The architects of the newer structures tended to follow the organic inspiration of Frank Lloyd Wright and Bruce Goff. There was a lot of money in Stone Coast. A lot of people were interested in seeing Stone Coast become to the arts what Freeport was to retail.

Swift drove down the shady wide streets, past the little shops and art galleries and comfortable homes to the small brick police station surrounded by tidy green lawns and a forest of wet flagpoles.

Inside the station it was warm and surprisingly quiet. Hannah Maltz, the dispatcher, was working at her computer, clicking briskly away at the keyboard. She was a very pretty middle-aged woman—far too pretty to be an effective cop, in Max’s opinion. Max had a tendency to make those kinds of judgment calls. What Hannah thought about being regulated to desk duty was anyone’s guess, but she was a great dispatcher. She had a very nice voice in an emergency. Not that Swift had many emergencies these days.

“Why hello, Professor Swift,” Hannah greeted him. “Wet enough for you?”

Swift was unsure what official explanation of their friendship—if any—Max offered inquiring minds. Having grown up in the spotlight, Swift was basically blind to public curiosity. He took it for granted that people paid attention to what he did, and he’d stopped noticing his own celebrity a long time ago. After three much publicized stints in rehab you tended to develop a thick skin. But Max was the police chief of a small town, and it went without saying—or at least they had never got around to discussing it—that he required discretion.

He was not much good at jokey back-and-forth stuff, but Swift said gravely, “Are you checking out my gills again?”

Hannah laughed. “Chief Prescott’s on the phone, but you can go on through.”

The door to Max’s office stood open. Swift could see a sliver of Max tilted back in his chair, phone to his ear. He heard snatches of Max’s deep tones between the click-clacks of Hannah’s keyboard.

Max glanced up as Swift pushed open the door. His brows rose in surprised inquiry, and he nodded to the chair in front of his desk.

“You can bitch about First Amendment rights all you want, Harry, but I’m telling you if you print that, we’re going to have words.”

Swift sat in one of the chairs before Max’s orderly desk and looked idly about the small office with its battered file cabinets, wooden coat rack, bulletin boards and bookcase with leather-bound volumes that were older than Max.

Whatever Harry said on the other end of the line amused Max. He gave that deep, growly laugh that always sent a pleasurable shiver down Swift’s spine. He wished Max would hurry up and get off the line. He hoped the phone call never ended.

The first time Swift had been to this office was six years ago, not long after he’d moved to Stone Coast. He’d woken one morning to find someone had plowed into his parked car during the night. He reported the hit and run and spent a couple of minutes talking to the then newly elected Chief of Police. The only thing he really recalled of that first meeting was that he’d immediately liked Max’s air of quiet, easy competency. It hadn’t occurred to him that Max was gay. Sex, let alone romance, had been the last thing on his mind in those early brittle days of his recovery.

“I’m just an overworked, underpaid public servant of the people.” Max’s eyes met Swift’s and he winked.

That was another thing Swift remembered from that very first meeting. Max’s unexpected charm. You didn’t look for charm from a cop. Swift didn’t, anyway. But Max had it in spades. It didn’t hide the tough competency, just made it a little more palatable, like the spoonful of sugar that helped the medicine go down. As now. Harry—most likely Harry Wilson, editor of the
Stone Coast Signal
—was having the law laid down in the nicest possible way. And as pissed off as he undoubtedly was, he’d probably vote Max into office for a second term when Max came up for reelection in two years.

Hannah came in and left a sheaf of papers in the tray on Max’s desk. “I’m taking off,” she whispered to Max.

He raised a hand in absent acknowledgment. “Yeah, yeah,” he said good-humoredly into the mouthpiece. “Same to you, my friend.” He stood his pen on its nose, absently balancing it for a second, then catching it before it fell. “Sure, give me a call. Maybe sometime next week.”

Swift smoothed his suddenly damp hands on his jean-clad thighs. The moment of truth. He wasn’t ready for it.

After all, no one need know what he’d done. Even when Tad was caught, he might not say Swift had given him keys to the cabin. It might never come out at all.

But no. No. Swift no longer permitted himself to run from the difficult things.

Max hung up and smiled across his desk at Swift. His eyes were the warm color of good whisky. “Your timing is perfect. I’ve just got time to grab some supper before I have to meet the coroner.” He rose, six foot four of lean muscle, and reached for his leather jacket hanging from the coat rack.

Swift stayed seated. “Max, I have to talk to you.”

“Something we can’t talk over while we eat?”

“Indigestion guaranteed.”

Max took a closer look, scrutinizing Swift’s face. He slowly sat down again. “Okay. Shoot.”

His heart was hammering with something weirdly close to panic. Swift made himself go on, made himself speak calmly. “I neglected to tell you last night that I’d seen Tad Corelli earlier. In the afternoon. After my classes were finished. In fact, I loaned him the keys to my place on Orson Island.”

Max didn’t move a muscle. He didn’t even blink. He was so still, Swift wondered if he’d heard.

He opened his mouth to ask, but Max finally said in a voice stripped of any emotion, “You didn’t think that was something you ought to mention?”

“Yes. But…I wanted to talk to him first. I wanted to convince him to give himself up.” Swift watched Max reach for the phone. “He’s not there now.”

“And you know that how?”

“I went out there this afternoon. There’s no sign that Tad ever arrived at the bungalow.”

“You… Jesus fucking Christ.” Max let the handset drop back in its cradle. He stared at Swift. “Are you
crazy
?”

Swift shook his head, though the question was probably rhetorical.

“You knowingly,
deliberately
let a murder suspect…” Max’s voice died out as though his thought process had short-circuited. He continued to gaze at Swift in almost stricken disbelief.

“I didn’t know he was a suspect when I offered him the use of the bungalow.”

“You sure as hell knew after I told you last night.”

“I’m sorry,” Swift said. “I acted on instinct. Maybe a bad one.”

“Maybe?
Maybe?
Do you have any clue of what you’ve done?”

Unwisely, Swift protested, “Even if Tad did this, it’s not like he’s Public Enemy No.1. He’s a confused, scared—”

“Don’t.” It was enough to shut Swift up. Max’s face was white, his eyes blazing with fury. He looked like a stranger. A stranger Swift would not want to get on the wrong side of.

“Max—”

“Not one fucking word more, Swift.”

But there was always room for one word more, right? Especially this word. Besides, Swift had always been so very bad at following rules.

“I’m sorry, Max,” he repeated.

Max stared at him as though Swift had been hand delivered by Martians. As though Swift were an alien creature that Max needed to exterminate—as soon as he figured out whether to use bullets or pesticide.

“Yeah?” Max made a funny sound that wasn’t quite a laugh. “Not as sorry as you’re going to be.”

The hair rose on the back of his neck. Swift searched the hard, implacable planes of Max’s features. Max wasn’t a guy for idle threats. “Are you…? Am I…?” He wasn’t even sure what question to ask. He knew that expression although Max had never worn it before—not for Swift. It was the expression that said,
You’re pathetic. You’re a junky low-life loser. You can’t be trusted. You aren’t one of us. You don’t belong here.

It was an expression he’d have done anything to keep from seeing on Max’s face.

Almost anything.

Swift steadied his voice and got out, “Am I…under arrest?” He tried to say it without emotion, but he had at long last reached a point in his life where he had something to lose. A number of things, in fact, that he didn’t want to lose. Wasn’t sure he could survive losing. Arrest meant losing them all.

Max didn’t seem to hear the question. He was on his feet again, moving into action, speaking under his breath as he grabbed the phone. Tight, fierce words. “Stupid, arrogant, irresponsible, crackbrained…” He jabbed a couple of buttons and then paused. Fastening that lightless gaze on Swift’s face, he said, “Get the fuck out of my office. Get out before I do something we’ll both regret.”

Swift was up and to the door when Max threw after him, “You realize this is probably going to cost you your job?”

Swift had no answer. Or maybe the answer was in his face. Max turned his back on him and snapped his orders into the phone.

 

 

If he had it all to do again…?

Well, that was the point of those Choose Your Own Adventure books, right? Taking responsibility for your decisions, living with consequences. The lady or the tiger? You never knew until the door swung open.

If Swift could hit instant replay of the previous evening, he’d do it differently. He’d probably speak up when Max mentioned Mario Corelli’s murder. Speak up and ask that he be allowed to go to the island first to speak with Tad, to break the news about Mario—and, if it wasn’t news, to convince Tad to give himself up.

But unfortunately you didn’t get multiple do-overs in real life, and it looked like Swift had seriously, fatally screwed up. But one thing you learned in rehab, there was no point bewailing the pratfalls. The only thing that mattered was getting back up again.

The faster the better.

Was there a way to fix this? Beyond apologizing again to Max when he had cooled down, Swift couldn’t think of one. If he knew where Tad was, he could do what he’d planned on this afternoon, but he had no idea where the boy might hole up—and any ideas he came up with were bound to be things the police had already thought of.

Swift left the police station, drove home on automatic pilot and headed straight for the kitchen. After some aimless opening and closing of cupboards, he decided to prepare a bacon quiche. Not because he was hungry—the smell of the browning bacon had him gagging over the trash bin—but because the dish was complicated and required his full attention. He needed distraction from his worries and he needed routine, so he rolled out the pâte brisée, eased the dough into a 9-inch fluted tart pan, whisked the eggs with the cream, milk, salt, pepper and nutmeg. And when it was all done, when the quiche came out of the oven golden brown and flaky and smelling of warmth and earth and light, he made himself sit and eat.

Beyond the importance of routine, it was vital to stay healthy in times of stress. Swift had badly abused his body for most of his life. His current state of health required consciousness and commitment. He allowed himself two glasses of wine with his meal. The second glass of wine was a compromise. For the first time in a long time he wanted something else—wanted it badly.

That was a natural reaction to emotional strain. The best thing was to ignore it and stay busy, so after dinner he built a fire in the fireplace, put on a Barber CD and settled on the sofa with the latest stack of submissions to the
Pentagoet Review,
the college’s quarterly poetry magazine.

Since Swift had taken over sponsorship, the magazine had doubled both in size and circulation. Granted, that wasn’t saying a whole hell of a lot. It was still a mostly obscure college publication. The people who had hoped they might discover a new poem or two from SSS had long given up, but the magazine continued to thrive and Swift was proud of it.

He flipped through the first couple of submissions—calligraphy on colored paper, no less.

He was never very popular around submission time, but whether anyone noticed or not, he’d considerably eased his critical standards over the years—
had
to in order to fill the pages with something other than artwork. Even so there were limits.

That aching hollowness is filled when you are near. When you are far away my soul pores forth…

Soul pores. He sighed and turned to the next submission. The trouble was most of these kids—and more than a few of his colleagues—were used to the generally uncritical praise from a circle of writing friends.

Blame is the flame of a candle made of stone. I love you thrown in vein…

He glanced at the byline. Tess Allison had been the magazine’s faculty advisor before Swift had come along, so that “vein” was probably deliberate. Either way this one would have to be published. Swift had learned a few things through the years—generally the hard way.

He turned to the next submission—all lowercase. This one was a clever take-off on E.E. Cummings’s “since feeling is first…” which happened to be a favorite of Swift’s.

since feeling is first

who pays any attention

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