Cousin Phillis (2 page)

'Yes,' the landlord said, 'the Hope Farm was in Heathbridge proper, and
the owner's name was Holman, and he was an Independent minister, and,
as far as the landlord could tell, his wife's Christian name was
Phillis, anyhow her maiden name was Green.'

'Relations of yours?' asked Mr Holdsworth.

'No, sir—only my mother's second-cousins. Yes, I suppose they are
relations. But I never saw them in my life.'

'The Hope Farm is not a stone's throw from here,' said the officious
landlord, going to the window. 'If you carry your eye over yon bed of
hollyhocks, over the damson-trees in the orchard yonder, you may see a
stack of queer-like stone chimneys. Them is the Hope Farm chimneys;
it's an old place, though Holman keeps it in good order.'

Mr Holdsworth had risen from the table with more promptitude than I
had, and was standing by the window, looking. At the landlord's last
words, he turned round, smiling,—'It is not often that parsons know
how to keep land in order, is it?'

'Beg pardon, sir, but I must speak as I find; and Minister Holman—we
call the Church clergyman here "parson," sir; he would be a bit jealous
if he heard a Dissenter called parson—Minister Holman knows what he's
about as well as e'er a farmer in the neighbourhood. He gives up five
days a week to his own work, and two to the Lord's; and it is difficult
to say which he works hardest at. He spends Saturday and Sunday
a-writing sermons and a-visiting his flock at Hornby; and at five
o'clock on Monday morning he'll be guiding his plough in the Hope Farm
yonder just as well as if he could neither read nor write. But your
dinner will be getting cold, gentlemen.'

So we went back to table. After a while, Mr Holdsworth broke the
silence:—'If I were you, Manning, I'd look up these relations of
yours. You can go and see what they're like while we re waiting for
Dobson's estimates, and I'll smoke a cigar in the garden meanwhile.'

'Thank you, sir. But I don't know them, and I don't think I want to
know them.'

'What did you ask all those questions for, then?' said he, looking
quickly up at me. He had no notion of doing or saying things without a
purpose. I did not answer, so he continued,—'Make up your mind, and go
off and see what this farmer-minister is like, and come back and tell
me—I should like to hear.'

I was so in the habit of yielding to his authority, or influence, that
I never thought of resisting, but went on my errand, though I remember
feeling as if I would rather have had my head cut off. The landlord,
who had evidently taken an interest in the event of our discussion in a
way that country landlords have, accompanied me to the house-door, and
gave me repeated directions, as if I was likely to miss my way in two
hundred yards. But I listened to him, for I was glad of the delay, to
screw up my courage for the effort of facing unknown people and
introducing myself. I went along the lane, I recollect, switching at
all the taller roadside weeds, till, after a turn or two, I found
myself close in front of the Hope Farm. There was a garden between the
house and the shady, grassy lane; I afterwards found that this garden
was called the court; perhaps because there was a low wall round it,
with an iron railing on the top of the wall, and two great gates
between pillars crowned with stone balls for a state entrance to the
flagged path leading up to the front door. It was not the habit of the
place to go in either by these great gates or by the front door; the
gates, indeed, were locked, as I found, though the door stood wide
open. I had to go round by a side-path lightly worn on a broad grassy
way, which led past the court-wall, past a horse-mount, half covered
with stone-crop and the little wild yellow fumitory, to another
door—'the curate', as I found it was termed by the master of the
house, while the front door, 'handsome and all for show', was termed
the 'rector'. I knocked with my hand upon the 'curate' door; a tall
girl, about my own age, as I thought, came and opened it, and stood
there silent, waiting to know my errand. I see her now—cousin Phillis.
The westering sun shone full upon her, and made a slanting stream of
light into the room within. She was dressed in dark blue cotton of some
kind; up to her throat, down to her wrists, with a little frill of the
same wherever it touched her white skin. And such a white skin as it
was! I have never seen the like. She had light hair, nearer yellow than
any other colour. She looked me steadily in the face with large, quiet
eyes, wondering, but untroubled by the sight of a stranger. I thought
it odd that so old, so full-grown as she was, she should wear a
pinafore over her gown.

Before I had quite made up my mind what to say in reply to her mute
inquiry of what I wanted there, a woman's voice called out, 'Who is it,
Phillis? If it is any one for butter-milk send them round to the back
door.'

I thought I could rather speak to the owner of that voice than to the
girl before me; so I passed her, and stood at the entrance of a room
hat in hand, for this side-door opened straight into the hall or
house-place where the family sate when work was done. There was a brisk
little woman of forty or so ironing some huge muslin cravats under the
light of a long vine-shaded casement window. She looked at me
distrustfully till I began to speak. 'My name is Paul Manning,' said I;
but I saw she did not know the name. 'My mother's name was Moneypenny,'
said I,—'Margaret Moneypenny.'

'And she married one John Manning, of Birmingham,' said Mrs Holman,
eagerly.

'And you'll be her son. Sit down! I am right glad to see you. To think
of your being Margaret's son! Why, she was almost a child not so long
ago. Well, to be sure, it is five-and-twenty years ago. And what brings
you into these parts?'

She sate down herself, as if oppressed by her curiosity as to all the
five-and-twenty years that had passed by since she had seen my mother.
Her daughter Phillis took up her knitting—a long grey worsted man's
stocking, I remember—and knitted away without looking at her work. I
felt that the steady gaze of those deep grey eyes was upon me, though
once, when I stealthily raised mine to hers, she was examining
something on the wall above my head.

When I had answered all my cousin Holman's questions, she heaved a long
breath, and said, 'To think of Margaret Moneypenny's boy being in our
house! I wish the minister was here. Phillis, in what field is thy
father to-day?'

'In the five-acre; they are beginning to cut the corn.'

'He'll not like being sent for, then, else I should have liked you to
have seen the minister. But the five-acre is a good step off. You shall
have a glass of wine and a bit of cake before you stir from this house,
though. You're bound to go, you say, or else the minister comes in
mostly when the men have their four o'clock.'

'I must go—I ought to have been off before now.'

'Here, then, Phillis, take the keys.' She gave her daughter some
whispered directions, and Phillis left the room.

'She is my cousin, is she not?' I asked. I knew she was, but somehow I
wanted to talk of her, and did not know how to begin.

'Yes—Phillis Holman. She is our only child—now.'

Either from that 'now', or from a strange momentary wistfulness in her
eyes, I knew that there had been more children, who were now dead.

'How old is cousin Phillis?' said I, scarcely venturing on the new
name, it seemed too prettily familiar for me to call her by it; but
cousin Holman took no notice of it, answering straight to the purpose.

'Seventeen last May-day; but the minister does not like to hear me
calling it May-day,' said she, checking herself with a little awe.
'Phillis was seventeen on the first day of May last,' she repeated in
an emended edition.

'And I am nineteen in another month,' thought I, to myself; I don't
know why. Then Phillis came in, carrying a tray with wine and cake upon
it.

'We keep a house-servant,' said cousin Holman, 'but it is churning day,
and she is busy.' It was meant as a little proud apology for her
daughter's being the handmaiden.

'I like doing it, mother,' said Phillis, in her grave, full voice.

I felt as if I were somebody in the Old Testament—who, I could not
recollect—being served and waited upon by the daughter of the host.
Was I like Abraham's servant, when Rebekah gave him to drink at the
well? I thought Isaac had not gone the pleasantest way to work in
winning him a wife. But Phillis never thought about such things. She
was a stately, gracious young woman, in the dress and with the
simplicity of a child.

As I had been taught, I drank to the health of my newfound cousin and
her husband; and then I ventured to name my cousin Phillis with a
little bow of my head towards her; but I was too awkward to look and
see how she took my compliment. 'I must go now,' said I, rising.

Neither of the women had thought of sharing in the wine; cousin Holman
had broken a bit of cake for form's sake.

'I wish the minister had been within,' said his wife, rising too.
Secretly I was very glad he was not. I did not take kindly to ministers
in those days, and I thought he must be a particular kind of man, by
his objecting to the term May-day. But before I went, cousin Holman
made me promise that I would come back on the Saturday following and
spend Sunday with them; when I should see something of 'the minister'.

'Come on Friday, if you can,' were her last words as she stood at the
curate-door, shading her eyes from the sinking sun with her hand.
Inside the house sate cousin Phillis, her golden hair, her dazzling
complexion, lighting up the corner of the vine-shadowed room. She had
not risen when I bade her good-by; she had looked at me straight as she
said her tranquil words of farewell.

I found Mr Holdsworth down at the line, hard at work superintending. As
Soon as he had a pause, he said, 'Well, Manning, what are the new
cousins like? How do preaching and farming seem to get on together? If
the minister turns out to be practical as well as reverend, I shall
begin to respect him.'

But he hardly attended to my answer, he was so much more occupied with
directing his work-people. Indeed, my answer did not come very readily;
and the most distinct part of it was the mention of the invitation that
had been given me.

'Oh, of course you can go—and on Friday, too, if you like; there is no
reason why not this week; and you've done a long spell of work this
time, old fellow.' I thought that I did not want to go on Friday; but
when the day came, I found that I should prefer going to staying away,
so I availed myself of Mr Holdsworth's permission, and went over to
Hope Farm some time in the afternoon, a little later than my last
visit. I found the 'curate' open to admit the soft September air, so
tempered by the warmth of the sun, that it was warmer out of doors than
in, although the wooden log lay smouldering in front of a heap of hot
ashes on the hearth. The vine-leaves over the window had a tinge more
yellow, their edges were here and there scorched and browned; there was
no ironing about, and cousin Holman sate just outside the house,
mending a shirt. Phillis was at her knitting indoors: it seemed as if
she had been at it all the week. The manyspeckled fowls were pecking
about in the farmyard beyond, and the milk-cans glittered with
brightness, hung out to sweeten. The court was so full of flowers that
they crept out upon the low-covered wall and horse-mount, and were even
to be found self-sown upon the turf that bordered the path to the back
of the house. I fancied that my Sunday coat was scented for days
afterwards by the bushes of sweetbriar and the fraxinella that perfumed
the air. From time to time cousin Holman put her hand into a covered
basket at her feet, and threw handsful of corn down for the pigeons
that cooed and fluttered in the air around, in expectation of this
treat.

I had a thorough welcome as soon as she saw me. 'Now this is kind—this
is right down friendly,' shaking my hand warmly. 'Phillis, your cousin
Manning is come!'

'Call me Paul, will you?' said I; 'they call me so at home, and Manning
in the office.'

'Well, Paul, then. Your room is all ready for you, Paul, for, as I said
to the minister, "I'll have it ready whether he comes on Friday or
not." And the minister said he must go up to the Ashfield whether you
were to come or not; but he would come home betimes to see if you were
here. I'll show you to your room, and you can wash the dust off a bit.'

After I came down, I think she did not quite know what to do with me;
or she might think that I was dull; or she might have work to do in
which I hindered her; for she called Phillis, and bade her put on her
bonnet, and go with me to the Ashfield, and find father. So we set off,
I in a little flutter of a desire to make myself agreeable, but wishing
that my companion were not quite so tall; for she was above me in
height. While I was wondering how to begin our conversation, she took
up the words.

'I suppose, cousin Paul, you have to be very busy at your work all day
long in general.'

'Yes, we have to be in the office at half-past eight; and we have an
hour for dinner, and then we go at it again till eight or nine.'

'Then you have not much time for reading.'

'No,' said I, with a sudden consciousness that I did not make the most
of what leisure I had.

'No more have I. Father always gets an hour before going a-field in the
mornings, but mother does not like me to get up so early.'

'My mother is always wanting me to get up earlier when I am at home.'

'What time do you get up?'

'Oh!—ah!—sometimes half-past six: not often though;' for I remembered
only twice that I had done so during the past summer.

She turned her head and looked at me.

'Father is up at three; and so was mother till she was ill. I should
like to be up at four.'