Cross My Heart And Hope To Spy (13 page)

“Can somebody zip me?” Eva cried, running into the room as quickly as is possible for a five-foot-two-inch girl in three-inch heels. Tina appeared in our suite and asked if we had any duct tape (and I highly suspect she needed it for a very nontraditional use).

Everything seemed brighter and louder, and I couldn’t shake the feeling that we were getting ready to be tested in a lot of ways, so I pulled on the red dress. I knew it was time for me to stop hiding—even in my own room. I blocked out the fact that it was Friday night. And that two miles away, a different kind of school was getting ready for a very different kind of dance.

I started for the door and said, “It’s time.”

I never really knew how
uniform
our uniforms made us look until I stood at the top of the Grand Stairs, looking down into the foyer. Girls of every size, shape, and color wore shimmering saris and elegant gowns. For the first time I saw what I had always known—that there’s not a corner of the world we can’t disappear inside.

“You look lovely, ladies.” Madame Dabney stopped in front of us and turned to Professor Buckingham. “Oh, Patricia, don’t they look lovely? I wish I’d brought my camera…Maybe I should go back…Wait.” She stopped suddenly as if she’d just remembered something. “There’s one in this brooch.” And then she herded Bex and Macey together while she took a picture with the pin that held a gauzy silk scarf around her neck.

Everyone smiled. And I suppose we did look lovely. Bex’s dress was long and black with a strappy back that totally showed off her muscles; Liz looked like the tooth fairy (but in a good way), in a soft pink gown with a full skirt. And Macey, of course, looked like a supermodel in her simple green gown and her hair in a pony tail (I know—a ponytail? Unbelievable.)

The front doors opened, and I saw some guys from the maintenance department coming in, probably to help even out the male-to-female ratio a little bit. (Let me tell you, the Gallagher Academy maintenance department uniforms aren’t nearly as flattering as tuxedos.)

Three of the eighth grade boys pounced on Macey, begging her to save them dances, and then I heard a voice, low and strong behind me.

“Well,” Zach said slowly, taking in everything—from the shoes I couldn’t walk in, to the hairdo Bex and Macey had insisted on. Then he leaned back against the railing and crossed his arms. “You don’t look hideous.”

I was pretty sure that was supposed to be a compliment, but my understanding of boy dialect was still a little rusty, and Macey was nowhere to be found, so I had to wing it. “Ditto.”

Oh my gosh, I thought. Is he smiling? Is he laughing? Is it possible that Zach Goode and I just had a formally attired, preclandestine-mission moment?

And maybe we had, but I’ll never know, because just then my heel caught on my hem, and it took every ounce of grace I could muster to avoid falling on my face and out of my dress (you know…the strapless one).

“Easy, Gallagher Girl,” Zach said, taking my elbow in the way Madame Dabney had taught the boys the day before.

I pulled my arm away. “I am perfectly capable of walking down the stairs by myself.” He’d obviously forgotten that I was also capable of throwing him down those stairs, but then Madame Dabney floated by. “A lady always gracefully accepts a gentleman’s arm when offered, Cammie dear.”

So  see—I  totally didn’t have  a  choice—not  with Madame Dabney standing there taking pictures of us with her jewelry.

I accepted Zach’s arm, and we walked down the stairs, toward the biggest (and…well…fanciest) test ever. But was Zach nervous? No. He was just smiling that same I-know-something-you-don’t-know smile he’d first given me in the elevator in D.C.

“Stop it.”

“What?” he asked, sounding all innocent, which—I’m pretty sure—he isn’t.

“You’re enjoying this way too much. You’re smirking.”

We reached the foyer and turned toward the Grand Hall. “I got news for you, Gallagher Girl, if you’re not enjoying this, you’re in the wrong business.”

And maybe he was right. After all, I’d never seen the Grand Hall look as grand as it did then. Small round tables sat at the edges of the room, covered with orchids and lilies and roses. A string quartet played Beethoven. Waiters carried trays of food almost too beautiful to eat. The room was nothing like a school and everything like a mansion— perfect and elegant, and I was just starting to feel like maybe it really was a party, like maybe putting on a red dress and dancing at a ball might actually be fun.

But that was before I saw Joe Solomon strolling toward us, a stack of files under one arm and a look on his face that was a very grim reminder that tonight was purely business. That was before I heard my CoveOps teacher say, “Hello, ladies and gentlemen. You all look very nice, but I’m afraid you aren’t quite finished getting ready.”

Can I just say that it’s a really good thing Joe Solomon is an extremely skilled operative, because at that moment he should have been very concerned for his physical safety. After all, that is
not
a thing you should tell a group of girls who have been recently plucked, waxed, gelled, sprayed, and mascaraed.

“I’m afraid we didn’t mention that tonight is something of a
masquerade
ball,” he said, and then the panic began.

“But we haven’t got masks or … disguises or—” Courtney started, before Mr. Solomon cut her off.

“These are your disguises, Ms. Bauer.” Instead of masks, he handed us folders. “Cover legends, ladies and gentlemen. You have three minutes to memorize every piece of information within them.”

Immediately, Liz’s hand shot into the air.

Solomon smiled. “Even if you are
not
on the CoveOps track, Ms. Sutton. Spies are the ultimate actors, ladies and gentlemen. It’s the heart of what we do. So tonight your mission is simple: you will become somebody else.”

It didn’t feel like we were playing dress up anymore.

He started to walk away but then paused to say, “It’s an exam, people. Culture, languages, observation…The real tests in these subjects don’t have anything to do with words on a piece of paper. Tonight isn’t about knowing the answers, ladies and gentlemen. It’s about
living
them.”

I pulled the folder with my name on it from the stack and found a driver’s license, a social security card, even an ID from the State Department—all with my picture and someone else’s name.

I know I’d started this semester with a promise to be myself, but as I opened the folder in front of me, I saw that I wasn’t going to be attending a ball in a red dress—Tiffany St. James, assistant to the undersecretary of the Interior was.

And that was maybe the most comforting thing I’d heard all day.

You’ve probably heard of cumulative exams before; but…well, that was a cumulative night. Every language we’d ever learned was being spoken simultaneously inside the Grand Hall; everywhere I turned I saw someone pretending to be from a country Mr. Smith had lectured on. It was a virtual chorus of music and accents and clanking china. And I was starting to realize that having a legend is a whole lot easier when you’re with people who don’t know the truth.

I mean, Tiffany St. James, assistant to the undersecretary of the Interior, was supposed to be an excellent dancer, but as soon as I tried doing the fox-trot I felt the entire school staring at me. Of course it probably didn’t help that our current boy-to-girl ratio meant I had to fox-trot with Dr. Steve.

“Ms. Morgan, you look just beautiful,” Dr. Steve told me, which was nice and all, but I knew I had to say, “I’m sorry. You must have me confused with someone else. My name is Tiffany St. James.”

Dr. Steve laughed. “Excellent, Ms. Morgan… I mean, Ms.
St. James”
He shook his head in amazement. “Just excellent.”

And if it weren’t bad enough that the only person who had asked me—I mean, Tiffany—to dance was Dr. Steve, then Zach waltzed by, laughing and glancing at me over Liz’s shoulder, while she rattled off every single fact in her legend.

“And I was named after my grandmother…And I’m a Gemini…and a vegetarian…and …”

Zach laughed again and twirled Liz.

At that minute Josh and DeeDee were probably dancing in a gymnasium full of streamers, but I was in the Grand Hall of a mansion. I bet the Roseville Spring Fling had a DJ—maybe a local band—but I was listening to Mozart performed by four members of the New York Philharmonic (because that’s their cover and all). I wondered when I would start feeling like Tiffany St. James, assistant to the undersecretary of the Interior, and stop feeling like a girl in a dress she totally couldn’t pull off. (Also, I was seriously hoping Dr. Steve wouldn’t ask me to join him for the tango.)

Courtney Bauer’s legend said that she was the princess of a small European country, so every few [__]minutes her royal highness would insist on dancing with Grant, who was supposed to be an infamous playboy who owed a great deal of money to the Russian mob, and therefore was hiding from Kim Lee, who was supposed to be the illegitimate daughter of a Russian mobster. (Which was quite unfortunate for Kim, because I know for a fact she’d been looking forward to dancing with Grant all week.)

I wondered if all dances have this kind of drama—if there’s always this much riding on who gets to dance with whom.

On the dance floor, Bex was doing the tango with the security guard who always had a mouthful of bubble gum. An eighth grade boy had cornered Macey by the punch bowl and was trying to act all mature, saying, “So, do you want to go somewhere more private?”

“That depends, do you want to keep that hand?” Macey replied.

Every few minutes, Mr. Solomon would stop someone and ask something like, “There are four men in the room wearing handkerchiefs, name them.” So I stayed on my toes—watching, listening. That’s why I couldn’t really help but notice that Zach was dancing with everyone. A lot.
Even my mom
(who was undercover as the First Lady of France).

I felt myself sinking further into the shadows of the party until I heard someone cry, “Tiffany, there you are!” Another of our teachers, Mr. Mosckowitz, came rushing toward me. But Mr. M. is pretty new to the whole undercover thing, so he leaned toward me and said, “Cammie, I’m supposed to be your boss. I’m the undersecretary of the—”

“Yes, Mr. Secretary,” I said, before he got us both in trouble.

Madame Dabney strolled by with a clipboard. “Addresses undersecretary of Interior as Mr. Secretary—check.”

I resisted the temptation to tell him that his fake mustache was an excellent touch. Mr. Mosckowitz smiled, and I remembered that he had spent most of his life locked up in the basement of the
NSA
, cracking codes, and even the world’s foremost authority on data encryption probably likes being somebody else sometimes.

“I say, Tiffany, did you get those memos I sent over?” he asked, trying to sound all bosslike—and it might have worked if he hadn’t had some caviar stuck in his mustache.

“Yes, Mr. Secretary. I did.” I felt myself becoming Tiffany St. James, which, at the moment, was a whole lot better than being me—especially when Mr. Mosckowitz asked, “So tell me, Tiffany, are you enjoying the party?”

“Tiffany is the
life
of the party,” another voice chimed in.

That wasn’t true—at all—but I couldn’t exactly say so, because Zach was coming toward us, a glass in each hand.

“Excuse me, Mr. Secretary,” Zach said, offering Mr. Mosckowitz a glass, “but I believe this is your drink.”

Mr. Mosckowitz twirled his fake mustache until it came off, then quickly stuck it back on. “Oh yes. It is!” He took the glass and leaned in to me. “It is my drink, isn’t it?”

“Yes,” I whispered back.

“Thank you, my good man,” Mr. Mosckowitz said to Zach, and I couldn’t help but notice that the undersecretary had spontaneously become British. “Good show!”

Through the twinkling lights of the party I saw my mother standing next to a far wall. I wanted to smile and wave, but Tiffany St. James didn’t know that beautiful woman. And something made me stand up straighter, listen harder, and wish we’d already covered lip-reading in CoveOps, because even though two dozen dancing couples stood between us, both the spy and the girl in me knew my mom was worried about something.

“Isn’t that right, Tiffany?” Mr. Mosckowitz asked, and it took me a half second to remember that he was talking to me.

“I wonder, Mr. Secretary,” Zach was saying to Mr. Mosckowitz, “would you mind if I borrowed Tiffany for a moment?”

“Not at all,” Mr. Mosckowitz said, even though Tiffany … I mean, I … might have minded a great deal.

“They’re playing our song.” Zach put his drink on a passing tray, took my arm smoothly, and pulled me onto the floor.

The bad part about being in deep cover is that you have to like what your legend likes, eat what she eats. Since Tiffany St. James did, in fact, like dancing, there was no room to argue. I
had
to dance with Zach Goode (after all, a Gallagher Girl always has to be prepared to sacrifice for her country).

In my (very uncomfortable) heels, my eyes reached Zach at about neck level. His hand felt broad on my back, and he smelled, well, different from Dr. Steve. (But in a really good way.)

“You know the undersecretary,” Mr. Mosckowitz was saying to Anna Fetterman as we danced past, “is really directly
under…
the secretary. So really I’m just like the secretary, but …”

“Under?” Anna guessed, but I think Mr. Mosckowitz kind of missed the point, because he smiled.

“So tell me, Tiffany St. James,” Zach said. “What does a girl like you do for fun?”

“I didn’t tell you my name was Tiffany St. James,” I said, hoping to catch him in a mistake. “How did you know?”

“Oh,” he said, cocking an eyebrow, sounding exactly like the charming and debonair international art thief he was supposed to be. “I always make it a point to know the names of”—he cinched me tighter—”beautiful women.”

And then he dipped me. Yes—actual
dippage.
And he winked. Yes—actual
winkage.

“Come on, Gallagher Girl”—he spun me out and smoothly back—”relax a little.”