Cross My Heart And Hope To Spy (22 page)

“Guys,” I whispered into my comms unit. “I’ve got a visual on the subject.” At least four guards stood near Dr. Steve. Every few steps he’d stop and pat his pocket as if making sure it hadn’t been picked. “Maintain your position until we give you the all clear.”

Zach leaned close to me. “They’ve got at least fifteen guys.”

“What do you hear?” I asked. Zach held up a finger to shush me. A dark shadow crossed his face as he listened to what the enemy was saying. “What is it, Zach?” I demanded. “What’s going—”

“Cammie, listen to me,” Zach said. “I don’t know where he’s going, or what Dr. Steve’s planning to do with that list, but…” Zach trailed off. His gaze left mine, and for a second it seemed to linger in midair, dwelling on some distant

constellation. “... I think I know how he’s getting there.” He turned me to face west, where a small red light was blinking, growing closer.

“Guys,” I whispered through my comms unit as the plane dipped lower on the horizon, “we’ve got a change of plans.”

We were outnumbered and outsized. I heard the plane’s landing gear groan as it started down, and saw the silhouettes of men exiting the building. This was not the time for a careful assault.

Bex jumped from the roof, flattening one guard, then swept a leg out and knocked a second one off his feet in one smooth motion. “They’re here!” the man yelled out as he fell. But it was too late.

The buzz of rappel-a-cord through pulleys filled the air. For a moment it seemed to be raining Gallagher Girls. All around me fists flew, kicks landed. Zach touched the earpiece he’d stolen from the fallen guard and yelled to Bex and Grant, “Three guys are coming around the south side of the building—go!” And in a flash, they were off.

Liz had taken refuge in the cab of a forklift.

“Cammie, I need a weapon!” she called to me.

I’d knocked a guard to the ground and was struggling with a Napotine patch, but still managed to reply,
“You’re sitting in one!”

“Right,” she said, and started looking for keys or a control switch—anything to make the big machine move. She must have given up, though, because the next time I saw her she was jumping from the cab, landing on the back of a guard who had been chasing Eva. The man spun around as if he couldn’t quite imagine what had happened, and Liz squeezed tighter.

The plane touched down at the end of the runway. Through the rain, I saw the man in the blue jacket.

I moved toward him, feeling that things had gotten even more personal, but then the man Liz was gripping shook her free, and she went flying through the air, flattening the man in the blue jacket without throwing a single punch.

All around Dr. Steve the guards fell, one by one. To my right I saw a big burly guard go after Liz, but Zach lurched between them, taking a fist to the side of his face. He stumbled backward, then caught my eye. He held his face with one hand and gestured to Dr. Steve with the other.

“Go!” he screamed, and I ran.

The plane had reached the end of the runway; its propellers still spinning, a blur of water and light as the boys-teacher—our traitor—dashed through deep puddles and damp grass, bearing the straightest possible course toward the waiting aircraft—toward freedom.

I didn’t think about my aching feet or growling stomach; I didn’t hear the terrible thoughts that filled my head. I just put one foot in front of the other and ran until I stood just feet away from Dr. Steve and the waiting plane. I could tell by the look on his face that nothing about that moment seemed “excellent” to him.

“I think you’ve got something that belongs to us,” I said. My voice was steady and calm, maybe because of training, or nerve, or the sight of Bex inching along the ground, crawling through the tall weeds that rimmed the tarmac, until she was poised by the plane’s back wheel. “You’re not leaving with that disc,” I said, feeling myself start to sway despite the adrenalin that coursed through my blood.

“Oh,” Dr. Steve said, as behind him the stairway to the plane began to descend. “I believe you’re just a little…” He panted. “...too…” He drew another deep breath.

“Late.” But this time Dr. Steve didn’t speak—he couldn’t speak—because, take it from someone who has been the recipient of Rebecca Baxter’s choke holds, breathing is hard enough.

Dr. Steve crumpled to the ground, and Bex went with him. The disc fell from his pocket, and I grabbed it. “You’re not taking that anywhere.” For the first time, I felt my energy fade. “You’re not getting on that plane.”

And then a voice behind me said, “That’s right, Ms. Morgan, he’s not.” And I knew something was either very right. Or very wrong. But the one thing that was certain was that nothing was what it seemed.

I fully expected Mr. Solomon to tell me to get out of the way because he was there with an elite special forces unit from Langley. I thought he’d handcuff Dr. Steve or at least grab the disc and fly it away to safety. Instead he stepped lightly out of the plane and said, “Are you okay, Dr. Sanders?”

“You,” I said, barely recognizing my own voice. “You did this?”

“Well,” Joe Solomon said, “I had some help.”

And then my mother came to join him.

I looked at the two of them, a thousand emotions brewing inside of me as my mother smiled at us and said, “Good job, everyone.”

Even Dr. Steve managed a smile. Well … as much of a smile as a guy in serious agony can muster.

“Rebecca?” Mom said. Bex loosened her grip. (She didn’t totally let go, though.)

Mr. Solomon looked at his watch. “Forty-two minutes,” he said. “Not bad.” He turned and called into the darkness. “What do you think, Harvey?”

Mr. Mosckowitz stepped into the plane’s open doorway— Mr. Mosckowitz who had worn a fake mustache; Mr. Mosckowitz who I had single-handedly tricked into untying me during my midterm final last fall; Mr. Mosckowitz, who was maybe the least seasoned field operative of the entire Gallagher Academy staff, smiled and bounced on the balls of his feet.

“Hi, girls,” he said brightly. “How’d I do?”

Oh. My. Gosh.

The rain grew lighter around us. The pounding of my heart began to slow, and I felt my fears wash away and then get replaced by an emotion that I couldn’t quite name.

“It …” I stumbled. “It was … a test?”

“Our job isn’t to get you ready for tests, Ms. Morgan,” Mr. Solomon corrected. “Our job is to get you ready for life.”

I saw spotlights flash, felt the dim sky growing brighter and brighter, until the mist that hung in the air formed a massive rainbow over the abandoned buildings, the dark, empty lots. I watched the lights come on—in a lot of ways.

“So you wanted to see if we could do it for real?” Tina asked.

“No,” my mom said. “We had to see if you could do it”— she looked at the boys and then at us—”together.”

Our teachers turned and started through the rain toward the waiting vans while, behind us, the plane began to taxi down the runway, its lights fading in the distance. I should have been happy. After all, the secrets of my sisterhood were safe, and I’d just aced my CoveOps final.

Then Mr. Solomon’s voice called to us in the distance, “Oh…and welcome to Sub level Two.”

There are tests for which even a Gallagher Girl can’t study—no notes, no flash cards—just questions you have to answer every day; problems you must solve. I think it’s probably true for any life—much less a spy’s life—but that night as I lay in bed, listening to the play-by-play in the common room down the hall, I couldn’t shake the feeling that maybe the biggest test of the spring semester wasn’t really over. I couldn’t help but wonder if I’d really made the grade.

“Come on in, kiddo,” Mom called as I reached the Hall of History the next morning—long before she could have seen me coming, because…well…my mother’s kind of amazing like that.

Her office looked the same as always. Bright sunlight streamed through the windows. The mahogany bookshelves gleamed. And my mother didn’t look at all like a woman who had been up hours into the night. There were no bags under her eyes, no telltale traces of yesterday’s makeup as she sat in the window seat, a file in her lap. “Are you mad?”

I don’t know why the question stumped me, but it did. Though not nearly as much as the answer. “No.”

I don’t go to a normal school, and I’ve chosen not to have a normal life—normal tests aren’t going to teach me the things I have to know, and the woman in front of me knew that better than anyone.

Mom scooted to the corner of the window seat, and I eased down beside her. “Was any of it real?” I resisted the temptation to ask what I really wanted to know: Were they real? Was Zach real?

I had begun that semester by sitting in the tower room, thinking about how spies don’t tell lies—we live them—so it wasn’t any wonder that I came to my mother’s office that morning looking for some truth. I shouldn’t have been surprised when the question I had carried with me the longest finally found a way to seep free.

“What happened to Dad?”

My mother’s hand stopped running through my hair. The folder in her lap seemed to slip an inch or two, and I knew I’d broken one of the unwritten rules of the Gallagher Academy: I had asked to hear the story.

“You know what happened to Dad, sweetie.”

But I
don’t
know—and that’s the problem. Give me a code and I can crack it; tell me a joke in Swahili and I’ll know when to laugh. I know a million different facts in more than a dozen different languages…Just don’t ask me when or where my father died.

I started to say all this, to ask the questions I need answered, but Mom straightened in the window seat. I felt her pull away. I found myself whispering Zach’s words, “Someone knows.”

Around us, the school was waking up. I heard laughter through the Hall of History. So I asked the other question that, so far, didn’t have an answer. “Why this year?” I asked. “Why now?”

“I think you know the answer to that, sweetie.”

And I guess I probably did because I said, “Josh.”

“I don’t know if you realize it, Cam, but what happened last semester…what happened between you and Josh … it scared a lot of people. It made us reexamine a lot of things.”

“Do you mean security?” I asked. “Because I could really point out a blind spot or two they’ve missed.”

“No, sweetie. Something bigger. We’ve spent millions training you girls with the best curriculum in the world. And yet you don’t know much about half of the world’s population.” Which was true. “The trustees and I felt it was important that Gallagher Girls learn how to communicate with, and trust the men you’ll have to work with some day.”

Trust. We stake our lives on it, but it’s a subject that not even the Gallagher Academy can teach. When do you let your guard down? Who do you let in? And I knew at that moment, as I sat beside my mother, bathing in the warm spring light, that those were the questions a good spy never stops asking.

Mom looked at me—and I could have sworn she was seeing straight through me. “If you hurry, you can catch him.”

“Catch who?”

“Zach,” Mom said. “The boys…the Blackthorne trustees want them to take finals with their classmates.” My mother must have sensed my confusion, because she said, “They’re leaving.”

“You’re already packed,” I said when I reached him, because, really, there wasn’t anything else to say—or too much—I’m not sure.

He smiled. “We’ve all got baggage.”

A crisp, clean breeze blew through the open doors. Breakfast was waiting. And classes. And finals. But the entire school seemed to be frozen in space and time. The boys carried suitcases and backpacks, while our world got ready to return to normal—whatever that’s supposed to be.

I pointed to the bruise on his face. “That looks bad.”

But Zach shook his head. “It isn’t. He—”

“Hits like a girl?” I teased.

But Zach didn’t smile; he didn’t laugh. Something else hung in the air between us as he said, “Not the girls I know.”

I thought about the boy I’d met in D.C.—the kid who’d teased me all semester—and I tried to reconcile those images with the boy who stood before me.

Zach was still cocky; he was still tough. But on the other hand, he’d offered me candy once when I was hungry, and I couldn’t help thinking that maybe that made him sort of knightlike after all. That maybe it wasn’t his fault his armor was kind of tarnished.

A semester was gone, so I didn’t let myself think about what might have happened if things had been different. After all, trust is a hard thing for any girl—especially a Gallagher Girl—and this is the life I’ve chosen. These are questions and doubts that will probably follow me for the rest of my life.

I turned slowly, started to walk away—toward my friends and my future and whatever was supposed to come next.

“Oh, and Cammie.” At the sound of his voice I spun around, expecting to hear him crack a joke or call me
Gallagher Girl.
The
last
thing I expected was to feel his arms sliding around me, to sense the whole world turning upside down as Zach dipped me in the middle of the foyer and pressed his lips to mine.

Then he smiled that smile I’d come to know. “I always finish what I start.”

He stepped toward the open door and the warm spring sun that was just waiting to burst into summer, a new season. Another clean slate.

“So this is good-bye?” I asked.

“Come on, Gallagher Girl.” Zach turned to me. He winked. “What would be the odds of that?”

He walked outside and got in the van, and as far as I could tell, he never looked back—

Because neither did I.

I didn’t think about the rules we’d broken or the time we’d wasted. I didn’t dwell on the questions that had seemed so important once and were now fading like a long-lost note in a heavy rain.

There are secrets in my world. They stack side by side like dominoes, and last September they’d started to fall—all because I’d said hello to a boy. Now I was saying good-bye to another one. But now, at least in Zach’s case, I finally knew the truth. Well…most of the truth.

And it had set me free.

The whole summer lay ahead of us—time to rest, time to wait. And when the future comes—no matter what comes with it—I’ll be smarter. I’ll be stronger. I’ll be ready.