David Lord of Honor (The Lonely Lords) (4 page)

“You will hurt my feelings if you deny me the right to push sustenance at you after having provoked your tears.” This was an understatement. She’d make him crazy if she refused his hospitality after he’d made her cry.

She regarded him dubiously then bit into a chocolate tea cake with raspberry icing, closing her eyes and making David’s mouth abruptly go dry. She was not such a Puritan as she’d have him think—maybe not such a Puritan as she tried to believe herself.

“I really did need a woman’s opinion on a certain personal matter. I wasn’t making that up.”
The
hell
he
hadn’t been.

She paused in the consumption of her sweet, very much a lady interrupted at her pleasures. “I beg your pardon?”

“In the jewelry shop,” David clarified. “I needed a woman’s inspiration.”

She eyed him warily as she slowly chewed on her second cake. “Regarding?”

Mrs. Banks was not long on charm—or guile—and what a pleasant change that was. “I must buy a present for a lady about whom I care greatly.”

“A family member?”

“No. She isn’t related to me, though I hold her in very great affection.” Would cheerfully die for her, in fact.

Mrs. Banks brushed at her lap, as if crumbs might have had the temerity to fall there, but he could see she was also grateful for a change in topic.

As was David.

“I trust, my lord, you are not asking me to help you choose a present for your current amour?”

“I don’t have a current amour, Mrs. Banks. I own a brothel, if you will recall.” About which, he was
not
whining. “What would make a suitable gift for a little girl’s birthday?”

Dark brows flew up, and she stopped fussing imaginary crumbs. He’d surprised his reluctant courtesan, which was more gratifying than it ought to be.

“Tell me about this little girl.”

“Her name is Rose, and to her I am Cousin David, though the family connection is attenuated. She is earnest and shy, loyal, affectionate, and very busy. Her best friend is Mr. Bear, and she has recently become the owner of a stalwart steed named George. She has knighted him, however, so he goes by the sobriquet Sir George.”

“You are serious. This matters to you.” And that impressed her. David’s wealth had not, his charm had not, his steady nerves in the face of female tears had not, his fine tailoring and mismatched eyes had not, but his effort to find a present for Rose had. Mrs. Banks chewed a short nail, eyeing him. “A puppy?”

Why hadn’t he thought of that? “Too obvious, and the girl’s parents might not appreciate the resulting mess.”

“So a kitten is out too, or a caged songbird, though I’ve never approved of caging wild creatures. What does she like to do?”

“She thrives on movement,” David said, and he, too, disapproved of taking wild creatures captive. “Rose loves to be outside, and because she has neither siblings nor cousins her own age, she’s usually in her mother’s company. She has a terrific imagination, loves animals, and can draw with uncanny skill.”

“Her first set of watercolors, in a wooden case engraved with her name and the date.”

Far
better than the set of grooming tools the girl’s ducal grandpapa was rumored to have had made. David resisted the impulse to kiss Mrs. Banks on both cheeks. “Well done, Mrs. Banks. An excellent suggestion.”

“Books,” she went on, “inscribed by you, books of fairy tales about knights and princesses and dragons.”

“Splendid. Even her step-papa will be impressed, and he is her knight in shining armor.” The wretch.

“Gardening tools, because she likes to be out of doors, sized to her hand, inscribed. Some Holland bulbs, though it’s not the proper time of year to plant them.”

“Capital!”

“Her own stationery.”

“You are a genius, Mrs. Banks. My troubles are solved.”

She smiled at him, a true, open, winsome smile such as might send a man off on great quests and keep him warm on cold nights. “Which one will you get her?”

“All of the above, of course.”

“You shouldn’t.”

“Whyever not? I am Cousin David, and I can do no wrong. Besides, she liked me best until she met her step-papa. He stole a march on me by wooing her mama. Sneak-thief tactics, if you ask me.”

His indignation was intended to sustain her smile, though that smile became… muted. Sad, even. “Do you know what your Rose would really like?”

He passed her two more tea cakes. “You must tell me.”

“A friend. You mentioned she has neither cousins nor siblings her own age, and when she’s out and about, it’s with her mother.”

Well, hell.
“Her parents took her with them to Sussex not long ago, and there Rose had playmates for the first time in her life. When her mama told me that, I wanted to cry, to think of a five-year-old never having once had a playmate.” Memories of his own childhood had risen up, though he felt no need to expound on that in present company.

“Then you be her friend,” Mrs. Banks said, nibbling a lavender cake with lemon icing. “You take her on a picnic; you take her to Astley’s; you read to her; you take her out on her pony. It isn’t complicated.”

She was more animated on this topic than she’d been about her miseries as a mistress.

“You are… right on the mark, Mrs. Banks. Have you raised children, then?”

He posed the question casually—too casually. The way she dispatched the second tea cake said she was not fooled.

“You might be surprised to know, my lord, once long ago, I myself was a little girl looking forward to her birthdays.”

“Not so long ago,” David corrected her. Her hand had no tremor now, suggesting she’d needed badly to eat.

Mrs. Banks dusted her palms, rose, and stood with her back to the fire screen. “Such a day—it is pretty.” Big, fat, lazy snowflakes drifted down through the late-afternoon gloom.

“Your housekeeper’s rheumatism was correct,” David said from her side. “And this weather looks like it could worsen into something inconvenient. Let me send for a coach and see you home.”

“That won’t be necessary, my lord,” she said, turning and warming her hands over the fire screen. “I need to stretch my legs, and it’s not that far.”

At least a mile, in bitter cold with failing light. She didn’t want to be seen emerging from his town coach, or she didn’t want to tarry with him here while they waited for the vehicle to be brought from his residence.

A man who owned a profitable brothel—and property on three continents—could always order another pair of boots. “I’ll walk you then, and no argument, please.”

“If you insist.”

“I do,” David said, marveling that any female other than his horse on a good day should acquiesce so easily. “I spend much of my time dealing with my employees at The Pleasure House, and it’s like herding cats. Nothing is more fractious than a determined woman, unless it’s seventeen of them coming at you at once. If you’d oblige me, I’d appreciate it.”

He
was
whining. Only a dozen women worked at his brothel, but the chefs counted for additional aggravation, as did the patrons.

David walked his guest to the front hallway and fetched her cloak from the brass hooks. He settled it about her shoulders then donned his greatcoat, gloves, and hat. He wanted to wrap his gray merino wool scarf around her neck but didn’t dare.

Before he opened the door for Mrs. Banks, he recalled she’d been carrying a reticule, and retrieved it from the side table in the hallway. “Mustn’t forget this.”

“Thank you very much. Shall we be off before the light fades further?”

He offered his arm and matched his steps to hers with the automatic consideration of a gentleman. As they ambled along in the frigid air, his mind was occupied with a puzzle: the beaded reticule he’d handed to her contained the cloth bag from the jeweler’s. The little sack should have held earbobs, a bracelet, a necklace, or perhaps a brooch with a clasp that had needed mending. What David had felt as he’d handled the reticule, however, had been the unmistakable clink of coins, and not all that many coins.

Why was Letitia Banks pawning her jewelry even as she turned down an offer of protection from a perfectly acceptable, attractive, pleasant young gentleman?

***

Walking along beside Lord Fairly was a surprisingly painful business, for the handsome, blond viscount was everything Letty had given up.

No… He was everything she’d never had and would never have. Sophisticated, wealthy, good-humored, well-mannered, and with a bred-in-the-bone sense of consideration that made her want things she had once dreamed could be hers.

“Penny for them,” he said when he’d escorted Letty halfway home.

“I have enjoyed this visit with you.” Which ought to occasion pleasure rather than an inexplicable melancholy—her belly was full, after all, and she hadn’t had to part with a single petticoat.

And for a few minutes, despite all her determination to the contrary, she’d cried on a man’s shoulder and been… comforted.

With that thought, Letty slipped on the dusting of snow underfoot, the soles of her boots being worn smooth, though her escort righted her with no effort at all.

“I am almost sure I hear a but coming,” he said, “perhaps of the same variety you inflicted on poor Windham.”

Poor Windham, the handsome, wealthy, talented, musical prodigy of a duke’s son. “I discouraged Lord Valentine out of motives other than spite, my lord.”

“Befriend him,” Fairly urged her. “He’s recently lost a second brother, this one to consumption, the heir having died several years ago on the Peninsula. If your terms are clearly stated, he won’t trespass.”

“I will consider it.” When the English put Napoleon on the throne.

“May I be honest?” Fairly asked, some of the pleasantness leaving his tone.

“Of course.” Though she wished he wouldn’t be. For two hours, his parlor hadn’t been merely bearable, it had been
warm
. Fairly wasn’t merely polite to her, he was gracious. The food had been plentiful and fresh, and the tea hot and strong. She’d put as much sugar in hers as she liked, not doled herself out a miserly serving and pretended it tasted just as good.

“I am quite frankly puzzled, Mrs. Banks. You appear to have no source of income, and yet you refused Windham. How do you sustain your household, if not by bartering your favors?”

She forced herself to continue walking, to keep to herself how mortifying his inquiry was. Perhaps by literally crying on his shoulder—in his arms, into his monogrammed silk handkerchief—she had granted him permission to presume this far.

“You needn’t answer, of course.” His tone was concerned rather than curious. “But your circumstances worry me.”

“I appreciate the thought, though I am not your worry.” She had lost the right to be anybody’s worry years ago. Lost it in the vicarage rose arbor, within sight of the peacefully moonlit gravestones.

“You appear to be nobody’s worry. Thus I am anxious, because you are a woman without protection, and my extended family had a hand in authoring difficulties for you.”

“How do you reason that?”

“Your last protector was my brother-by-marriage. I have the sense Herbert did not comport himself well with respect to you, and sometimes it isn’t finances needed to redress a wrong.”

True chivalry, rather than pretty manners, empty flattery, or even the lure of coin, was a courtesan’s worst, most beguiling enemy.

Letty increased her pace, despite the slick footing, and Fairly kept up—easily. “I had choices, my lord.” How often had Olivia reminded her of that very truth?

“Somehow, Mrs. Banks, I doubt you had choices in any meaningful sense. When the girls leave my employ, my most stern admonition to them is to always have their own money, somewhere, and to keep its existence and whereabouts a complete secret. Even so, I worry. A woman who has placed herself outside the protections of decent Society is always at risk for disrespect and worse.”

For all his kindness, Fairly implied a fallen woman attained that precarious position all by herself, without aid from anybody else. The ire Letty felt at his judgment was pathetically welcome.

“You think I do not know the risk I’ve invited into my life?”

“No, you do not, not the way a streetwalker knows that risk when the pox gets so bad she can’t ply her trade anymore. Not the way my employees know it when they end up with a baby in their belly. Not the way the actresses and opera dancers know it when their looks begin to fade.”

How fierce he had become, and yet, Letty was not afraid of him. “Are you
scolding
me?”

“I am
worrying
about you,” he replied, a thread of exasperation in his voice.

“Why?”

“You need someone to worry about you.”

He could not know the pain his well-meant observation caused. “I most assuredly do not.”

Fairly stopped and stared down at her as the snow swirled around them. For all they weren’t the same color, his eyes were beautiful and… compelling. “You pawned your jewelry, you have no current patron, you turn away business, and you ate like you were starving. You are pale and skinny. I apologize profusely, and for the last time, but I noticed these things.”

“I wish you had not.” She wished he had ignored her altogether, and was so glad he hadn’t.