Day, Xondra - Our Dirty Little Secret (Siren Publishing Ménage and More) (20 page)

“
Jesus, I
’
m sorry to hear that. How did you manage to get through it?
”

“
He confessed it to me. I think that helped. I had suspected he was. He said it was just an affair, nothing more, no emotions invested. I believed him. And I knew that if we were to move on and to remain together that I had to forgive him and move on. I did. It wasn
’
t easy, and at times I despised him just a little, but I did.
”

“
Wow, just wow. You
’
re a better person than me.
”
Ann looked blown away.

* * * *

“
The steaks are just about done. Ann, could you hand me another beer?
”
With his hair still wet from a quick shower to refresh and invigorate himself, along with the slight buzz from the two beers he had already drank, Jeff felt quite calm and relaxed.

“
This is the life.
”
Ann sat on a deck chair, smiling at him.
“
A cold beer, a man cooking for me, and another man rubbing my feet.
”

“
I
’
d rather you than me,
”
he said, casting a backwards glance over his left shoulder at Mike who had been roped into it.
“
Feet.
”
He shuddered.
“
Enough said.
”

“
My feet are adorable,
”
claimed Ann.
“
Just look at those toes, all painted and pretty.
”

She raised one leg high in the air and wiggled her toes at him.

“
I
’
m kidding.
”
He flipped a steak over and applied more barbeque sauce to it.
“
But not about the beer.
”

“
I
’
ll get you one.
”
Mike walked inside and quickly returned with a beer already opened for him.

“
Thanks,
”
he muttered, their eyes meeting. And there it was again, that little exchange between them.

“
No problemo.
”
Mike went back to sit next to Ann.

* * * *

Mike returned to massaging Ann
’
s feet, but his eyes strayed to Jeff.

“
That
’
s delightful,
”
said Ann. She closed her eyes and slid down into her chair, raising her legs, spreading them slightly.

Turning his head back to the task at hand, his eyes widened at just the slightest glimpse of Ann
’
s pink panties. At first he blushed and averted his gaze, being mindful to stay cool, hoping she wouldn
’
t notice anything. Yet at the same time he was curious to see more, his cock stirring slightly at the lurid thought.

Women.
It wasn
’
t that they held no attraction to him that. That was rather obvious at this point. But when it came to them, he never seemed to connect with the fairer sex. It wasn
’
t that he hadn
’
t tried to in the distant past, but his social awkwardness made it extremely hard for him to connect with anyone back then. Again, he had Jackson to thank for pulling him out of that rut.

When he was eighteen, he
’
d had his first sexual experience, and that had been with a woman. Mysti was a friend of a friend, and they met at a party just after their senior year ended. God! That was one awkward night. He chuckled inwardly, thinking about it.

* * * *

“
And how are you?
”
said the girl he
’
d just been introduced to by one of his friends. It had been relayed that the girl
’
s name was Mysti, and she was not only new to town but a year older than him.

“
Not bad,
”
Mike replied, his hands busy with the beer he was holding.
“
It
’
s a good party, eh?
”

She winced and shrugged.
“
Not really. It
’
s lame. I
’
m just here for the booze, myself. But
…
I can think of much better ways to amuse ourselves if you
’
re interested.
”
Her eyes scanned down over him.

She was pretty, well above average.
“
Well
…
I
’
m here with people and it would be rude if I just up and left.
”

She rested one hand on his leg, squeezing.
“
You
’
re a big boy. I think they could manage without you.
”

She was right. Most times his friends hardly noticed him unless they needed him for something. His stomach lurched at the thought of being alone with her, doing things together that he had yet to discover. Then there was the other thing, the secret buried deep inside him that no one knew.

His thoughts were his own and he kept telling himself that. There was no reason to reveal anything that he wasn
’
t comfortable with. And at this time, there was no way in hell that he could tell anyone that he often thought about other guys
…
in a sexual way, including some of his friends.

“
I know they could manage,
”
he snapped.
“
But ditching them seems like a shitty thing to do.
”

“
Look.
”
Mysti flashed him an annoyed look.
“
If you
’
re not interested, just say so. I
’
m just looking for a bit of fun, nothing more.
”

He wasn
’
t sure if he was gay, and how could he know unless he tried it with a girl? He pondered the thought, and it didn
’
t disgust him or anything. He was slightly curious and intrigued.
“
Okay. Sure, let
’
s get out of here.
”

Outside the house, they walked arm in arm to Mysti
’
s van.

“
That
’
s yours?
”
he asked, looking at an absolute time capsule straight from the swinging sixties.

“
It is. Isn
’
t it fabulous? There
’
s even a bed.
”
She motioned for him to get in with her hand.

Like bees to honey, she was on him the minute he entered the van. Apparently she wasn
’
t one to waste time. And as her hands and lips found him, he fought not to jump out through the passenger-side door.

“
Let
’
s get in the back, on the bed,
”
she suggested, already making her way there. She sat on the edge of the bed and smiled.
“
It
’
s quite comfortable.
”
She leaned back on the bed, and in one swift movement, pulled off her top, leaving her white, lacy bra in place.

He hesitated, staying in the seat.

With one finger, she called to him.
“
Come on, don
’
t be shy. I
’
m a sure bet. Promise.
”

“
It isn
’
t that,
”
he replied. He moved to the back of the van and sat next to Mysti on the bed.
“
I
’
m
…
not that experienced.
”

“
Experience is overrated,
”
she said, tutting.
“
Seriously, there isn
’
t one thing in this world that can
’
t be taught. Or that
’
s how I see things anyway.
”

He could smell the beer on her breath, intermingled with menthol cigarettes.
“
Fair enough.
”

“
Relax, it
’
ll be fun. Just do what I tell you.
”

He sucked in a breath and swallowed hard as he watched her shimmy out of her denim shorts. This was his first time seeing a girl naked, other than in some skin magazines that his friends tossed around.
Totally Tits, Big Butts, Shaved Cuties,
the titles all ran through his mind.

Mysti spread her legs and beckoned him to move closer.
“
I
’
m going to show you how to make a girl feel really good.
”
She reached down between her legs and pulled her panties aside.