Authors: Erin Trejo
Chapter 11
With a smile plastered on my face, I walk away from the bus stop. I came over to this side of town with a whole new outlook on life.
I feel like I’m floating on air as one piece of this mysterious puzzle is put in its correct place. One life was taken as a new one forms in my mind.
Raising my hand, I knock on the door. I know I haven’t stopped smiling since I’ve left the bar. I cleaned up as usual and checked on the little dead bitch before I left. Her eyes were still open which sent chills up and down my spine.
I didn’t know how well I’d handle taking a life. I didn’t know if it would affect me or not, but the only effect it has had is pure bliss.
“What the hell are
you
doing here?” Spinning around to see Drew, I smile.
“Brought this back to you.” Holding his shirt out to him, he doesn’t move. His eyes capture mine in a heated stare. My heart starts racing wondering if he knows what I just did.
No, there is no
way
.
“You didn’t need to bring it back.” Snatching it out of my hand, I drop my arm. Well, isn’t he pleasant.
“I don’t take things that aren’t mine.” Starting to walk past him, he stops me.
“So, those drugs were
yours
?” Damn him. Turning on my heel, I look him in the eyes.
“No, they weren’t
mine
. I told you before; I don’t do that all the time. Trust me when I say, that things have changed for the better in my life. I don’t think I will be needing them ever again.” As I start to walk away, that reality hits me. I have set my plan into motion and once I’ve gotten the other two French’s out of the way, I can finally start my life over.
“Things change all the time. What makes you think that it won’t change again?” As much as that would make sense to a normal person, to me it doesn’t.
“Let’s just say that I’m taking the past out just like you do the trash.” Looking over my shoulder at him, something sparks in his eyes. I turn all the way around to face him before he steps closer to me.
“Do you truly believe that, Han?” Han. Not everyone can call me that. I reserve that right for special people.
“Hannah, and yes. I believe in what I’m doing is for my greater good.” Another step toward me and my body wants to catch on fire.
“If you believe that, then good. Just don’t forget how quickly things can change, Han.” His hand reaches up and cups my cheek before I lick my lips. I don’t know what it is I want from him, but his body looks like a good starting point.
Swallowing hard, I make the first move. This isn’t my usual style but hell; he isn’t my usual type either.
Brushing my lips over his, he groans.
I don’t know if it’s the excitement of what I’ve just done or that dying need that he seems to spark between my legs, but I want him.
Chapter 12
With his hands planted firmly on my waist, Drew holds me in place. Our bodies are so close that not a breath could fit between us.
Standing in front of his house, his neighbors probably think we’ve lost our minds.
His stare is heated as his nostrils flare. His eyes dig deep into me but what they are looking for, I have no idea.
“I don’t usually do a one-time thing.” The slight release of my breath catches him off guard.
He doesn’t do a one-time thing and I don’t need a man in my life.
“What do you usually
do
?” His breathing is picking up as his fingers dig into my hips. If he squeezes me any tighter I might cum without him even touching me where I want him.
“I don’t do anything. I walk away because my mind’s to fucked up to do anything more.” The way he talks just sets off a new need within me.
“Then I guess we’re both a little fucked up in this situation.” Trying to take a step back, he doesn’t release his hold on me. In fact, it tightens even more.
“I didn’t say I wanted you to leave.” My eyes flicker back to his before he shakes his head. I can see the wheels spinning in those beautiful eyes of his. He’s trying to reason something out. He’s trying to make this into more than what it could be.
A rough, nasty round of sex seems like a good choice but he doesn’t know that yet. In his mind, it’s not.
“I think it’d be best if I walked away. Thank you again for the other night.” His grip loosens before I step out of his hold.
Turning around, I don’t know what hits me. Oh hell, yes I do. It’s Drew.
His hands are wrapped around my waist and I’m being snapped back against his hard body.
Hitting those hard plains on his chest and abs knock the breath from my lungs. Gasping for air, I can feel his breath against my skin.
“How many times do I need to say it? I didn’t tell you to leave did I?” This whole cave man bossy thing he’s doing should make me cringe but in fact, it’s turning me on. Badly!
“I’m not exactly a mind reader. I think you should be more specific about what it is you want me to do then.” His fingers tickle their way across the front of my stomach before I suck in a breath. I don’t want him to feel the scars that have formed there but he feels so good.
“Well, at first I thought I didn’t want anything. I thought that I was just a little fucking horny and anyone would do the trick. Then I found you drugged to no end, and when I picked you up and carried you to my truck, something else happened. I had a feeling in my stomach, something I’ve never felt before. I wanted to explore that. You were passed out on my couch and I thought about stripping you down.” The way my body shudders from his words must please him. I can feel him smile against my neck before his soft lips press kisses to it.
“What does that have to do with now?” The little nip that stings my skin slightly has me dripping wet. Thank God, I didn’t wear panties today.
“You came back. I didn’t touch you other than your cheek. I ran my fingers over that perfect mouth of yours, too. My dick was screaming, but there was something different about you.” Oh God. The thought of him touching me is setting my body on fire.
Heat courses through me as I try to turn in his arms. Drew stops me and holds me in place.
“You want me to tell you what I want?” Nodding my head slowly, one of his hands slides up my side and over my breast before coming up to my mouth. My lips part slightly before he slowly slides his finger inside.
“Suck. I want you to suck me like your life depends on it.”
Chapter 13
Drew’s other hand slides from my waist and up to my throat. He squeezes slightly as I suck his finger. I never knew this could be so erotic and make me so heated.
“Do you like that? Do you like the feeling of
choking
? Of losing all that sweet oxygen your body
needs
?” The tighter he squeezes, the higher I feel.
It’s like I’m floating through space. I’m as high as the clouds as he grinds his dick against my ass in the middle of his yard.
“Answer me!” Growling against my neck, I lick the tip of his finger as he groans in my ear.
“I love that.” Whimpering, I want to cum already.
I don’t know if what I said startled him, but he lets go of me quickly. His finger leaves my mouth before I turn to face him.
His face is a void mask. All the lust that I felt coming from him has slipped away.
“Thanks for bringing my shirt.” And just like that, he turns toward the door.
For a minute, I stand there looking at the door as it closes behind him. This has to be the first time that I was turned down for sex. That
is
what happened right?
“What the hell?” Asking myself, I debate walking away or demanding to know what just happened.
Opting for the second, I move toward the door. Banging on it as hard as I can, it flies open. Drew stands before me in nothing but a towel as my mouth waters. I want everything that’s under that towel.
“Why would you walk away from me?” I’m so confused by that but he looks completely at ease.
“What is it you want?” Crossing his arms over his chest, he glares at me. This man is a complete hot and cold mess.
“Forget it.” Gritting my teeth, I take a step back before he moves forward. His arms fall to his sides as he narrows his eyes at me.
“You want me to fuck you, Han? You want me to show you the kind of evil things that float around inside this head of
mine
? Is that what you
want
? You want me to take out all my frustrations with my inner demons on that little pussy of
yours
?” That’s exactly what I want.
I want to get lost in this man. I don’t know why, but I do. Taking a step closer to him, I grip his dick through his towel. Amazed at the sheer size I feel; I look up at him.
“I want you to fuck me. I want you to take it all out on
me
, maybe then mine will be quiet.” Slow but deliberate strokes up and down his length, he swallows hard.
“Don’t say I didn’t warn you.” Gripping my wrist, he stops all motions.
“I don’t need a warning.” Taking that as a challenge, I gladly accept.
Drew yanks my arm, pulling me inside before he dead stops.
“I don’t play games, and I sure as hell don’t stop once I’ve started.” My heart races in my chest with the anticipation of what he has in mind.
Chapter 14
Drew didn’t stop walking until he dragged me all the way to his room. He locked the door behind us as if I’d try to escape
now
.
I watch as he makes his way around his room. I’m not sure what exactly he’s doing but the anticipation, and the excitement that slowly works its way through me is consuming.
“Take your clothes off.” He finally speaks but I don’t move. I won’t take my shirt off for
any
man.
I shimmy out of my skirt before he realizes I wasn’t wearing anything under it. His dick seems to approve by the way it jerks beneath that towel.
“Everything.” Shaking my head, he stalks toward me. His eyes lock with mine before he speaks again.
“Hiding something?” My breath hitches when I try to speak. If only he knew.
“Something like that. I don’t take my shirt off.” His hand comes to the hem of my shirt before he looks me in the eyes again.
It’s there. I can see the slight understanding in them. I don’t know how but it’s clear as day.
“Fine. Everything else is my way.” His hands grip my mound before he squeezes. I swear if this man doesn’t fuck me soon, I’m going to lose what sanity I have left.
“I want you on your hands and knees on the bed. Face the wall.” Nipping my ear, I moan before he moves. Doing as I’m told, I climb on the bed and face the wall.
Desire flows from my head to my toes. There is no fear of the unknown even though there
clearly
should be.
I hear Drew rummage around behind me before the bed dips. His hands slide of over my ass with such ease.
“How is it we got into this situation, Han?” Drew’s finger slides between my wetness before dipping inside of me.
“Fuck.” The word tumbles from my lips before he chuckles.
“You will get fucked, that I promise.” His words cause me to clench around his finger when I hear him hiss through his teeth.
“Last chance to walk away.” His teeth sink into my ass as I cry out from the pain. When his tongue flicks over the same spot, I know this is going to be one hell of a night.
As quickly as Drew’s mouth was on me, it’s gone. A soft piece of silk slides over my eyes as I wait.
“You only move if I say you move.” Licking my lips, I wait anxiously for what he has in store for me.
As the bed shifts, I feel something cool yet firm against my neck. As much as I want to be afraid, I can’t.
Drew yanks my head forward; I can feel him attaching whatever it is to the bed post.
“Afraid yet?” His fingers trail over my cheeks stopping at my lips.
“No.” He growls his approval before he slides a finger into my mouth. I eagerly begin to suck before he yanks it back out.
“Greedy little thing, aren’t you?” The bed shifts again when I feel him behind me. Having my eyes covered heightens everything else I’m feeling. I never knew that was possible either.
Drew’s hands slide over my ass before he speaks again.
“Watching you lie there the other night almost killed me. I jerked off so many times when all I wanted was to fuck you. What do you keep inside of you, Han?” I try not to move but his touch is so energizing. I want to jump off this bed and ride him until her can’t breathe.
Drew’s hand slams into my ass as I cry out.
“That’s just the beginning.”