Devious Revenge (5 page)

                                    Chapter 15

Feeling his dick at my entrance I try to push myself back but the restraint around my neck tightens.

“Ahh… you feel that? You moved when you weren’t told to. How does that feel?” Twirling his dick around, getting it wet with what I’ve already released for him, he waits for me to answer.

“Tight.” That’s the only thing I can come up with. It only feels tight. It isn’t unpleasant but it isn’t actually comfortable.

“Are you going to move again without my permission?” The very tip of his dick slides inside of me and I lose all train of thought.

“No. I won’t move.” Drew slams into me so roughly, I feel as if I may lose my balance.

His fingers dig into my hips the harder he thrusts into me. Pain turns to pleasure as he keeps up the fast pace.

His hand runs over my back as he pushes deeper into me.

“Ready to have a little fun?” As far as fun goes, I have no idea what he means. I can’t see anything, and I’m tied to a bed by my neck. I’m not sure if I want to know what his idea of fun is.

Drew grips my hair in his hands as he pulls my head back. The restraint tightens even more, cutting off a little more of my air.

It isn’t as bad as I thought though. The way he pumps inside of me doubled with the pressure on my neck heightens everything.

The harder he slams into me, the higher I feel. A finger starts to rub around the tight hole on my ass, before it works its way in.

“Shit!” Drew chuckles but he never stops moving. How can something like this actually feel good? Everything he’s doing to me should freak me out and here I am, enjoying it.

“You’re going to cum for me, Han. You are going to cover me in that sweet juice of yours.” My head yanks back further, the restraint getting tighter. Barely able to breathe, Drew hits me deeply with every roll of his hips.

“That’s it sweetheart.” A few more thrusts and I’m losing it. My body convulses as I cum for him. Just like he told me to. How in the hell can he even do that?

“Oh yeah! Hannah!” Screaming my name, he pulls my hair roughly. I can feel him filling me full of everything he has.

Breathing heavily, he lets go of my hair as my head drops forward. I try to catch my breath but with this thing around my neck, it’s proving to be difficult.

Drew pulls out of me before he moves to the top of the bed. Unhooking whatever I was attached to, he pulls it free of my neck.

I hear it clink on the floor next to the bed before he slides the silk from my eyes. Blinking rapidly, I look up at him.

He doesn’t speak as he watches me, gauging my reaction to what he just did to me.

His fingers come up to brush over my face, wiping a tear that I didn’t realize fell.

When I don’t speak, he moves. I take a deep breath to steady myself before turning over to see Drew pulling his clothes back on.

“Why do you like
that
?” His eyes jerk to mine before he speaks.

“Because, I’m in control of life and death. I can take you to the edge of your existence, and only bring you back if I want to.” Swallowing hard, he waits.

“I want it
again
.”

                                       Chapter 16

Leaving Drew’s seems surreal. The things he made me feel are nothing I’ve ever felt. I didn’t think I could feel again but Drew brought out something inside of me, something feral, and petrifying.

As I walk to the bus stop, I wonder how I’m going to control all of this emotion that he’s sparked inside of me. Even after he fucked me a second time tied the other way, I wanted more.

My phone rings as I sit waiting for the bus. Sliding it out, I see it’s a number I don’t know.

“Hello?” I can hear breathing on the other end of the line, but no one speaks.

“Tell me what it felt like?” The voice is haunted but interested.

“Drew?”

“Tell me what it felt like to be out of control, Han.” Ok, so maybe he is a little more twisted than I originally thought he was.

“It wasn’t scary. You didn’t scare me, Drew.” Looking around I make sure no one else is near me before I go any further.

“It felt like I was on the edge of a cliff. That at any moment, the slightest breeze could shove me over.” I’m honest to a fault with him although, I’m still unsure why.

“Did the thought of death scare you?” The obvious answer to that would be yes.

“No. It felt freeing in a way. It was as if I’d already accepted it, and I was just waiting for it to come.” The other end goes quiet and I think he hung up. Pulling the phone away from my ear, I check to see that he’s still there.

“What did it feel like when you did it to me?” Asking the question that has been overtaking my mind since I left his house, I await an answer.

“It felt like I held your soul in my hands. I could take it, or leave it, but it was ultimately my choice.” As I let that sink in, it makes sense.

“Why didn’t you take it?” A tear slides down my cheek. The world spins on its axis as memories flood me.

The hits, the punches, the way Alan shoved his fist inside of me. The burning, the pain, all the blood that shed from my body. Sobs threaten to choke me as I remember what it felt like to have my body violated the way it was.

“Why didn’t you take it, Drew?” Screaming through the tears, I want an answer. I know he didn’t do this to me but now I need an answer.

“Answer me!” I can hear him sigh on the other end before he finally speaks.

“It wasn’t mine to take. The control, the outcome, was all on you, Han. You saw the inner workings of my mind and you embraced it. I’ve never met someone like you.” Wiping at my eyes, the bus pulls to a stop in front of me.

“You should have taken it, Drew.”

                                       Chapter 17

No amount of water can wash away what I feel. I try to scrub it away but to no avail.

Stepping out of the shower, I wrap myself in a towel before padding barefoot to my room. Janey sits on the end of the bed with tears in her eyes.

“What’s wrong?” Moving toward her, I drop to my knees in front of her. Gripping her face in my hands, I force her to look at me.

“I’m tired of hearing all the things people say about you! It’s all over school, Hannah. They say awful things and when I say something back, it turns into a fight.” Her tears rip a piece of my heart open.

I know she has it rough at school. Alan and Brian made sure that this whole town knew I was the slut to hate. I didn’t care when it was just me, but now they’re dragging Janey into it, too.

“I’m sorry you have to deal with that. It’s my fault.” Janey shakes her head free of my hands before she looks at me again.

“No Hannah! It isn’t your fault! It’s
their
fault. They make up lies and spread it like wildfire. How can anyone believe those liars?” Swallowing hard, I stand to move to sit on the bed next to her.

“Look. You’re smart. You’re making straight A’s, Janey. I know that people can be cruel and hurtful, but you are smarter than that. Don’t let them ruin what you have going for you. You have colleges that want to help you.”  Janey is a smart girl. She always has been. Making something of herself was never an issue.

I always knew that if anyone could make it out of here it would be Janey.

“You have one more, Janey. One more semester, and you can get out of this town.” Wiping the tears from her eyes, she smiles at me.

“You can do it too, Han. You’re as smart as I am. I know you can do it.” Smiling back at her, I tuck her hair behind her ear. If only I could.

“One day. One day we won’t have to hear a word from any of these assholes in this town.” My phone rings before I grab it and answer.

“Hello?” I can hear crying on the other end of the line before I realize who it is.

“We’re closed tonight. Take the night off. Have your ass here tomorrow at seven.” Alan’s tears fill me with a sick joy that it shouldn’t. A smile creeps across my face as the realization of what is happening takes hold of me.

The line goes dead but pure adrenalin courses through my veins.

“Looks like I have the night off. Do you want to hit the mall?” Looking over at Janey, her smile lights up my life.

“Yes!” She squeals before jumping on the bed. I stand up just in time to catch her in a hug.

I’ll be so happy when she doesn’t have to deal with anymore of this.

                                     Chapter 18

“Those are so cute!” Janey dances around looking at the dresses. I know she has a big school dance coming up and I’ve been saving to get her the dress she wanted.

“Look at that one. It’s purple, your favorite color.” Nudging her with my arm, she smiles before she takes off to look at it.

My heart fills with joy as I watch her. This is the way she deserves to feel all the time. Anguish and torment don’t belong to her. She was meant for better things.

She twirls around with a dress in her hands before she rushes toward me.

“Can I try it on?” Nodding my head, she squeals before rushing toward the dressing rooms.

I wander around looking at the other dresses waiting on her to come out to show me.

“You thinking of going to a dance?” His voice is rough and sexy as hell behind me.

Turning slowly, my eyes travel over the sexy body of Drew.

“I don’t dance.” Turning my head back to what I was doing, his hand grabs my face.

“Don’t look away from me. It’s annoying.” The firmness in his voice makes me shiver.

The smile that creeps over his beautiful features makes it that much worse.

“I should ask you the same.” Looking at the dress he holds in his hands, I wonder if he has a girlfriend. Shaking the thoughts away, no I don’t. It doesn’t matter.

“I don’t dance either.” The way his tongue runs over his lips does something to my insides. They quiver with thoughts of him licking and sucking my skin into those lips.

“So you just like the dress?” His eyes look haunted and a mask is thrown up. I know that look, it’s one of mine. I use that tactic when I don’t want people getting closer to me.

“My cousin asked me to pick up a dress. I assume this would be ok, but I’m not a woman.” Reaching over, I pull the dress out to the side before I look back at him.

“This is nice if she’s going to church.” His smile falters slightly before its back in place.

“What would you suggest?” I wouldn’t suggest a damn dress that’s for sure.

“I don’t like dresses but that one is nice.” Pointing to a lavender dress next to him, he nods.

“This? It looks like a school girl was barfed on by a flower.” His analogy makes me laugh.

That’s something that I haven’t done in a long time.

Drew’s eyes travel over my shoulder before I follow his gaze.

Janey stands there looking as beautiful as any girl could. My hand covers my mouth as she beams with happiness.

“You look like a princess.” Making my way toward her, she smiles brighter.

“Isn’t it perfect? I wish it wasn’t so much.” Grabbing her hand, I spin her around. God, she is the most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen.

“I’ve been saving.” Janey’s eyes dart to mine while her mouth hangs open.

“Are you
serious
?” Janey yanks me into a hug while I smile. This is what she deserves.

“You do look amazing.” Looking over my shoulder, Drew smiles at us.

Maybe Drew will be that one good thing that happens in my life.

Killing Lisa seemed to work for me in a whole new way.