After Stoltz went down he’d wanted to hold her, wanted the reassurance of physical contact after his agonizing fear that Stoltz would kill her. But Belinda was screaming and Stoltz was twitching on the floor and four cops had burst into the room. Then, chaos.
Vobitch closed his cell. “They found the Goines kid up in Jackson, Mississippi. A businessman flew home from a trip, found a body in the trunk of his car in long-term parking.”
It didn’t surprise him, but he felt bad for the parents. Marcus had done something stupid, dealing dope and getting mixed up with AK, but he didn’t deserve to die. “AK swore he didn’t kill Marcus. Maybe he was telling the truth. If AK wanted to dump a body, he wouldn’t go to Mississippi to do it.”
“Sounds about right to me. Chalk up another victim to Stoltz.” Vobitch grabbed the check and slid out of the booth. “Let’s get out of here. You need to go home and crash.”
_____
He went home, took a hot shower and fell into an exhausted sleep. The next morning he woke up at five and went for a long run. When he returned to his apartment at six, the sun was peeping through the trees and his phone was ringing. The New Orleans Massacre had made the national news. He fielded calls from his daughter, his ex-wife, his father, and Kenyon Miller.
Even Dana Swenson called from Omaha.
Not a word from Belinda.
At noon, he got in his car and left. He needed to be by himself for a while, needed solitude to process the previous day’s horror.
He got on the I-10 and headed west. At one-thirty he blew past Baton Rouge, crossed the Mississippi and drove through the Atchafalaya swamp.
But his mind kept flitting from one flashback to another. Hideous sights and horrible sounds. Belinda’s terror-filled eyes. The shots from the hospital roof. The mind-blowing image of Stoltz holding a gun on Belinda and Kelly.
A Herbie Hancock CD got him to Lafayette. A Clark Terry CD got him to Lake Charles near the Texas border. At a rest stop, he filled the gas tank, bought a sandwich and a container of orange juice and got back on the road.
More flashbacks. Kelly, her face a grim mask of determination, her Glock aimed at Stoltz. He couldn’t get that one out of his mind.
Had he arrived five minutes later, Kelly would be dead. Then Stoltz would have raped Belinda and killed her.
He made his mind go blank. He swigged some OJ and ate his turkey sandwich as he zoomed down the highway. His father’s call had come at nine-twenty this morning. “Are you all right, Frank? I saw the news on CNN. Looked like a blood-bath.”
He didn’t want to discuss it, but his father had wormed the story out of him. And in the end Judge Salvatore Renzi said:
You did the right thing, Frank.
I’m proud of you.
A reward better than any service medal or commendation.
He balled up the sandwich wrapper and chugged the last of the orange juice. A minute later he was crossing the sky-high bridge that swooped into Texas, overlooking oil refinery smoke-stacks and the rows of storage tanks that bordered the city of Beaumont.
His cell phone rang. He checked the ID. He’d almost left it home. Good thing he hadn’t. “Frank,” Kelly said softly. “I can’t talk long. Dad and my brother are in the other room. I just wanted to hear your voice.”
“I’m glad,” he said, his voice husky. “I’ll see you Monday, right?”
“You bet,” she said, and her voice had the lilt in it that he loved. “Come to my house after work. I’ll be waiting.”
_____
On Monday morning Belinda walked into Frank’s office at nine o’clock. A ceiling fan swirled cool air around the room, but her hands were damp with sweat. This would be difficult, but she was determined to do it. She owed Frank an apology. No. She owed him her life.
He sat at his desk staring at a computer monitor. A large black man with a shaven head sat at another desk. They looked up as she approached.
“Belinda,” Frank said, and smiled. “How are you doing?”
The other man rose from his chair. She could tell he recognized her. “I gotta go interview a witness,” he muttered, and hurried out of the office.
Frank rose to his feet, gave her a hug and gestured at a chair, inviting her to sit. “How are you doing?” he said again.
“I’m not sleeping very well, but I guess that will pass.” She perched on the chair beside the desk. “I wanted to come and thank you in person. You were right, Frank. I should have taken your advice and stayed in a hotel—”
“Don’t beat yourself up over it. None of this was your fault. Stoltz was fixated on you. He was a military man, ex-Army. He knew what he was doing, planned the whole thing, every step of the way.”
She clasped her hands together, mustering her resolve.
“Kelly saved me. She was afraid he’d kill you. Kelly loves you.”
Frank stared at her, slack-jawed. She almost laughed. But that would be rude. She didn’t intend to be rude to anyone else ever again.
“She does, Frank. Even if she hasn’t figured it out yet.”
Seemingly flustered, he shuffled papers around his desk, which surprised her. She’d never seen him the least bit flustered before.
At last he said, “What are your plans? Will you stay in New Orleans?”
“No. One of my cousins called. She heard what happened and invited me to stay with her for a while. She lives in Baltimore. After that I’m not sure. I need to think about it.” She needed to think about a lot of things.
“I’m glad you’ve got family to help you get through this,” Frank said. “That’s important.”
“Yes, it is.” She’d been without family and friends for a long time. Too long. “What about you, Frank? This must have been terrible for you.”
“I’ll be okay. I’ve got my daughter and my father.”
“And Kelly.” She rose from the chair, relieved that the conversation she had been dreading was over. “Thank you for everything, Frank. Can I call you sometime to see how you’re doing?”
“Sure. Call me from your cousin’s. Maybe you’ll fall in love with Baltimore.”
She smiled but said nothing, left the office with her back straight and her head high. She walked through the foyer and out into the sunlight.
The police had returned her custom-built flute, the flute Stoltz had forced her to play and then destroyed. She would never play it again, would have another one built, one that didn’t involve hideous memories. She had cancelled her remaining performances for the year. In January she would resume her career with a new manager. But she would not allow it to dominate her life.
Recalling Frank’s words, she smiled. She didn’t want to fall in love with Baltimore. She wanted to fall in love with a man who loved her for herself, not her professional achievements. Guy St. Cyr had sent her an email asking if she was all right. She hadn’t answered it. Not a word from Ramon.
_____
The instant he entered Kelly’s house they melded into a bear hug. “God, I missed you,” she breathed in his ear.
“Mmm,” he said, holding her close. “Feels like forever since I touched you.” He kissed her, a long deep satisfying kiss. “Great to be alive, isn’t it?”
Her eyes searched his face. “Yes.”
“I’m glad your dad and your brother came down.”
“Me, too. But I worried about you, alone in your apartment.”
“I wasn’t home alone,” he said, and saw her grin at his play on the movie title. “I got sick of answering phone calls and questions so I drove to Houston. Did some thinking.”
“Come tell me about it. I got us a nice bottle of red.”
They went in the kitchen and he opened the wine. Kelly was wearing a pair of her big-Z earrings, silver etched with turquoise. He set their wine glasses on the table and sat down. She came over and climbed into his lap.
Things were definitely looking up. “You trying to get a rise out of me?”
She mussed his hair. “Yes, but you’ll have to wait till after dinner to do anything about it.”
“Who says?” He raised her shirt and caressed her back.
“Me.” She brushed his lips with a kiss. “I’ve been thinking too. When Stoltz came in that room, I thought it was all over. All that stuff about seeing your life flash before your eyes? That’s bullshit.”
He knew exactly what she meant. Life-and-death situations altered your perspective on life. If you survived.
She gazed at him, eyes tinged with sadness. “Then everything changed. Belinda changed. She stood up for me. She knew Stoltz was going to kill me. She kept telling him to let me go and she’d do whatever he wanted. He told her to suck his dick.” Kelly stuck a finger in her mouth in the universal puke-gesture. “It made me sick. I wanted to kill the son-of-a-bitch. I didn’t care if he shot me. I wanted him
dead
.”
He pulled her close, felt her heartbeat thrum against his chest.
“Now I know how you feel, Frank. Those times when you get that I’m-gonna-get-the-bad-guy look? That’s how I felt about Stoltz. He said he’d let me go if Belinda gave him a blow job. What a crock. If you hadn’t come in the room when you did, I’d have shot him myself.”
Her mouth quivered and her eyes gleamed with tears.
He cupped her face in his hands and brushed her lips with a kiss. “I’m glad you understand me better, but I’m sorry you had to go through what you did to get there. I’m having flashbacks, are you?”
“Yes, but it will pass. Dad and my brother talked to me about that. They’ve been through some shit in Chicago. This morning I told Vobitch I want to transfer back to Domestic Violence. I’m done with Homicide.”
She tilted her head and her big-Z earrings swung to and fro. “You think I’m a quitter?” she said, gazing at him, solemn-eyed.
“Are you kidding? After what you went through? Kelly, you’re one of the bravest women I ever met. You’re great with rape victims and battered women. Domestic Violence is lucky to get you.”
She picked up her wine glass. “Well, now that we got that out of the way we can relax and have dinner.”
He took the wine glass from her hand and set it on the table.
“Dinner can wait. I can’t.”
Her lips curled in a smile and her eyes crinkled at the corners. “You know what, Frank? Every now and then you come up with a great idea.”
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ABOUT THE AUTHOR
In her travels, Susan Fleet has worn many hats: trumpeter, college professor, music historian and award-winning author, to name a few. The Premier Book Awards named her first novel,
Absolution,
Best Mystery-Suspense-Thriller of 2009. Feathered Quill Book Awards named her third novel,
Natalie's Revenge,
Best Mystery of 2014. Susan divides her time between Boston and New Orleans, the settings for her Frank Renzi mystery series. Visit her at
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More crime novels
by Susan Fleet
Absolution
http://www.amazon.com/dp/B003MNH7JY/
Diva
http://www.amazon.com/dp/B0056ASYCU/
Natalie's Revenge
http://www.amazon.com/dp/B009EAWCDK/
Jackpot
http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00FCCO4EE/
Non-fiction eBooks by Susan Fleet
Women Who Dared: Trailblazing 20th Century Musicians
Violinist Maud Powell and Trumpeter Edna White
http://www.susanfleet.com/women_who_dared-vol1.html
Dark Deeds: Serial killers, stalkers and domestic homicides
http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CLS62D8/
Dark Deeds, Serial killers, stalkers and domestic homicides, Volume 2
http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00I0D1YW2
Susan blogs about true crime at
http://darkdeeds.susanfleet.com/index.html#.UhUfUj-YFaI
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
Diva was an exciting novel to write. During my research, several people offered expertise in various areas and I am very grateful to them. To better understand the world of flutists, flute playing and flute repertoire, I spent a delightful afternoon with New Orleans flutist Anne Chabreck. Anne also owns two dwarf rabbits. I had fun watching them and even got to hold one.
The Bear, a former NOPD Homicide Detective, shared his recollections of the difficulties New Orleans police faced in the dark days after Hurricane Katrina. New Orleans attorney and former prosecutor Michelle Magill Smith explained how juveniles are treated within the Louisiana legal system. My conversation with security consultant Monty J. Curtis, president of the Corporate Intelligence Group, about stalkers and stalking scenarios was also helpful.
I also consulted
The Gift of Fear
, by security expert Gavin De Becker, which aided my understanding of the stalker mindset and the difficulty of deterring them.
Mozart in the Jungle: Sex, Drugs and Classical Music
, by oboist and Julliard graduate Blair Tindall, shed light on the cut-throat competition encountered by students at Julliard and in the professional music world.
However, this is a work of fiction and I have taken a certain amount of dramatic license. Any errors in the book are mine alone.
Heartfelt thanks to my fellow writers Carolyn Wilkins and Jaimie Bergeron, whose comments and suggestions after reading my early drafts improved the book tremendously.