Temeraire shuddered, then with decision drew breath and
roared out: but over the French dragon, not directly at
her. She gave a startled shrill cry of alarum, backwinging
as if she was trying to reverse her course, her pace
dropping off to nothing for a moment. With a convulsive
gathered lunge, Temeraire was above her and folding his
wings, bearing her bodily down towards the earth below:
soft pale yellow sand, heaped in rolling dunes, and the
little French dragon went tumbling pell-mell as they plowed
into the dirt behind her, oceanic waves of dust billowing
up in a cloud around them.
They slid across the ground some hundred yards, Laurence
blind and trying to shield his mouth from the flying sand,
hearing Temeraire hissing in displeasure and the French
dragon squalling. Then "Hah!" Temeraire said triumphantly,
"je vous ai attrapé il ne faut pas pleurer; oh, I beg your
pardon, I am very sorry," and Laurence wiped the grit from
his face and nostrils, coughing violently, and clearing his
stinging vision found himself looking almost directly into
the alarming fiery orange of a Longwing's slit-pupiled eye.
Excidium turned his head to sneeze, acid droplets spraying
involuntarily with the gesture, smoking briefly as the sand
absorbed them. Laurence gazed in horror as the great head
swung wearily back and Excidium said, in a harsh and
rasping voice, "What have you done? You ought not have come
here," while the sand-cloud settled to show him one among a
half-a-dozen Longwings, Lily raising her head out of her
shielding wing beside him, all of them huddled close in the
sand-pit that was their place of quarantine.
Chapter 5
THEY HAD NO companion in their isolated quarantine-meadow
but little Sauvignon, the French courier-beast, who had not
even the solace of her captain's presence. He, poor child,
had been marched away in irons against her good behavior,
while she made piteous cries under the restraint of
Temeraire's reluctant but irresistible hold upon her back,
his great claw nearly pinning her to the ground entirely.
She huddled upon herself after he was gone, and was only
gradually persuaded by Temeraire to eat a little, and then
to talk. "Voici un joli cochon," Temeraire said, nudging
over one of the spit-roasted hogs which Gong Su had
prepared for him, lacquered in dark orange sauce. "Votre
capitaine's'inquiétera's'il apprend que vous ne mangez pas,
vraiment."
She took a few bites, shortly proceeding to greater
enthusiasm once Temeraire had explained to her that the
recipe was à la Chinois: her naïve remark that she was
eating "comme la Reine Blanche" and a little more
conversation confirmed to Laurence that Lung Tien Lien,
their bitter enemy, was now securely established in Paris,
and deep in Napoleon's councils. The little courier, full
of hero-worship for the other Celestial, was not to be led
into exposing any secret plans, if she knew of any, but
Laurence needed no revelations to tell him that Lien's
voice was sure to be loud for invasion, if Napoleon
required any additional persuasion, and that she would
strive to keep his attention firmly fixed upon Britain and
no other part of the world.
"She says Napoleon is having the streets widened, so Lien
may walk through all the city," Temeraire said,
disgruntled, "and he has already built her a pavilion
beside his palace. It does not seem fair that we have such
difficulties here, when she has everything her own way."
Laurence answered only dully; he cared very little anymore
for such larger affairs, when he was to watch Temeraire die
as Victoriatus had died, reduced to that hideous bloody
wreckage; a devastation far more complete than any Lien
might have engineered from the deepest wells of malice.
"You were with them only a few moments; let us hope," Jane
had said, but no more than that, and in her lack of
encouragement Laurence saw Temeraire's death-warrant signed
and sealed. All the sand-pit was surely thick with the
contagion; the Longwings had been penned up there for the
better part of a year, the effluvia buried in the sand
along with their poisonous acid.
He understood, belatedly, why he had seen none of his
former colleagues, why Berkley and Harcourt had not
answered his letters. Granby came to visit him, once: they
could neither of them manage more than half-a-dozen words,
painfully stilted; Granby consciously avoiding the subject
of his own healthy Iskierka, and Laurence not wishing in
the least to speak of Temeraire's chances, especially not
where Temeraire himself might hear, and learn to share his
own despair. At present Temeraire had no concern for
himself, secure in the confidence of his own strength, a
comfort which Laurence had no desire to take from him
before the inevitable course of the disease should manage
the job.
"Je ne me sens pas bien," Sauvignon said, on the morning of
the fourth day, waking herself and them with a violent
burst of sneezing; she was taken away to join the other
sick beasts, leaving them to wait alone for the first
herald of disease.
Jane had come to see him daily, with encouraging words as
long as he wished to hear them, and brandy for when he
could no longer; but she reluctantly said, coming to see
him on the unhappy day, "I am damned sorry to speak of this
so bluntly, Laurence, but you must forgive me. Would
Temeraire have begun to think of breeding yet, do you
know?"
"Breeding," Laurence said bitterly, and looked away; it was
natural, of course, that they should wish to preserve the
bloodline of the rarest of all breeds, acquired with such
difficulty, and now also in the possession of their enemy;
yet to him it could be only a desire to replace what should
be irreplaceable.
"I know," she said gently, "but we must expect it to come
on him any day now, and mostly they are disinclined once
they get sick; and who can blame them."
Her courage reproached him; she suffered as much herself
with no outward show, and he could not yield to his own
feelings before her. In any case there was no shading of
the truth to be had; he could not lie, and was forced to
confess that Temeraire had "grown very fond of a female
Imperial, in the retinue of the Emperor, while we were in
Peking."
"Well, I am glad to hear it: I must ask if he would oblige
us with a mating, to begin as soon as tonight, now he has
been without question exposed," Jane said. "Felicita is not
very poorly, and informed her captain two days ago that she
thinks she has another egg in her; she has already given us
two, good creature, before she fell sick. She is only a
Yellow Reaper, a middle-weight; it is not the sort of cross
any breeder of sense would choose to make, but I think any
Celestial blood must be better than none, and we have few
enough who are in any state to bear."
"But I have never seen her in my life," Temeraire said
puzzledly, when the question was put to him. "Why should I
wish to mate with her?"
"It is akin to an arranged marriage of state, I suppose,"
Laurence said, uncertain how to answer; it seemed to him
belatedly a coarse sort of proposal, as though Temeraire
were a prize stallion to be set on to a mare, neither of
their preferences consulted, and not even a prior meeting.
"You need do nothing you do not like," he added abruptly;
he would not see this forced on Temeraire, in the least,
any more than he should have lent himself to such an
enterprise.
"Well, it is not as though I expect I would mind,"
Temeraire said, "if she would like it so very much, and I
am rather bored only sitting about all day," he added, with
rather less modesty than candor, "only I do not understand
at all why she should."
Jane laughed, when Laurence had brought her this answer,
and went out to the clearing and explained, "She would like
to have an egg from you, Temeraire."
"Oh." Temeraire immediately puffed out his chest deeply in
gratification, his ruff coming up, and with a gracious air
bowed his head. "Then certainly I will oblige her," he
declared, and as soon as Jane had gone demanded that he be
washed and his Chinese talon-sheaths, stored away as
impractical for regular use, be brought out and put on him.
"She is so damned happy to be of use, I could weep," said
Felicita's captain Brodin, a dark-haired Welshman not many
years older than Laurence, with a craggy face which looked
made for the grim and brooding lines into which it had
presently settled. They had left the two dragons outside in
Felicita's clearing to arrange the matter to their own
liking, which by the sound they were doing with great
enthusiasm, despite the difficulties which ought to have
been inherent in managing relations between two dragons of
such disparate size. "And I know I have nothing to complain
of," he added bitterly, "she does better than nine-tenths
of the Corps, and the surgeons think she will last ten
years, at this rate of progress."
He poured out an ample measure of wine, and left the bottle
on the table between them, with a second and third waiting.
They did not speak much, but sat drinking together into the
night, drooping gradually lower over their cups until the
dragons fell quiet, and the shuddering aspen trees went
still. Laurence was not quite sleeping, but he could not
think of moving or even to lift his head, weighted with a
thick smothering stupor like a blanket; all the world and
time dulled away.
Brodin stirred him awake in his chair in the small hours of
the morning. "We will see you again tonight?" he asked
tiredly, as Laurence stood and bent back his shoulders to
crack the angry muscles loose.
"Best so, as I understand it," Laurence said, looking at
his hands in vague surprise: they trembled.
He went out to collect Temeraire, whose profoundly smug and
indecorous satisfaction might have put him to the blush,
were he disposed to be in any way critical of what
pleasures Temeraire might enjoy under the present
circumstances. "She has already had two, Laurence,"
Temeraire said, laying himself back down to sleep in his
own clearing, drowsy but jubilant, "and she is quite sure
she will have another; she said she could not tell at all
that it was the first time I had sired."
"But is it?" Laurence asked, feeling slow and stupid, "Did
not you and Mei...?" Belatedly the nature of the question
stopped him.
"That had nothing to do with eggs," Temeraire said
dismissively, "it is quite different," and coiling his tail
neatly around himself went to sleep, leaving Laurence all
the more confused, as he could not dream of prying further.
They repeated the visit the following evening. Laurence
looked at the bottle and did not take it up again, but with
an effort engaged Brodin upon other things: the customs of
the Chinese and the Turks, and their sea-journey to China;
the campaign in Prussia and the great battle of Jena, which
he could re-create in considerable detail, having observed
the whole cataclysm from Temeraire's back.
This was not, perhaps, the best means for relieving
anxiety; when he had laid out all that whirling offensive,
and the solid massed ranks of the Prussian army, in the
form of walnut shells, were swept clean from the table, he
and Brodin sat back and looked at one another, and then
Brodin stood restlessly up and paced his small cabin. "I
would as soon he came across while some of us still can
fight, if only I could give more than ninepence for our
chances if he did."
It was a dreadful thing to hope for an invasion, with
unspoken the suggestion of a desire to be killed in one:
perilously close, Laurence felt uneasily, to mortal sin, an
extreme of selfishness even if it did not mean that England
would be laid bare after, and he was troubled to find a
sympathetic instinct in himself. "We must not speak so.
They do not fear their own deaths, and God forbid that we
should teach them to do so, or show less courage than they
themselves do."
"Do you think they do not learn fear by the end?" Brodin
laughed unpleasantly and short. "Obversaria scarcely knew
Lenton, by the end, and he took her out of the shell with
his own hands. She could only cry for water, and for rest,
and he could give her none. You may think me a heathen dog
if you like: I would thank God or Bonaparte or the black
Devil himself for giving her a clean death in battle."
He poured the bottle, and when he was finished Laurence
reached for it across the table.
"The breeders prefer two weeks," Jane said, "but we will be
glad for as long as he feels himself up to the task," so
Laurence dragged himself from his bed the next day, his