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I took two fingers and pressed them against her lips until she parted them.
I slid them inside her mouth.

“Suck.”

She complied, and the feeling of her tongue over my fingers made me realize I’d never had my dick in her mouth.  I only half considered straddling her face and fucking her mouth, but I knew I was still angry and pounding her pussy was a much better option.

I pulled my wet fingers out of her mouth and then reached down to run them over her pussy lips.  One of them found her entrance, invaded it, and was quickly joined by the second one.  I decided she was a
s ready as she needed to be, pulled my fingers out of her, grabbed my dick by the base, and lined it up.

In one quick movement, I was deep inside of her.

Lia jumped and cried out with every thrust as I slammed into her—quick, hard, mercilessly.  I gripped her wrists in both hands as I leaned over her, my heart pounding in my chest and my breaths coming in rapid gasps.  Sweat quickly collected over my skin, but I didn’t slow down—I just fucked her harder.

Her body rocked beneath me, causing her tits to shake and bob deliciously, but I could only feel where we were connected.  Her body hugged my dick, stroked my shaft, and gripped down on me as she
pushed her panties the rest of the way off and wrapped her legs around my waist.  She cried out again with a shudder.

With a long
, loud grunt, I emptied into her but didn’t stop pounding my cock into her body until I had completely finished coming in her.  Even then, I stroked my softening dick in her a few times as the muscles in my arms began to shake.

A bead of sweat trickled from the back of my neck and dropped onto her skin, right above her heart.  I watched it travel over her
flesh and down the side of her body, leaving a wet trail behind it as her chest rose and fell.

I couldn’t hold myself up
any longer and didn’t want to crush her, so I rolled to the side and collapsed against the mattress with Lia next to me.  I kept my arms around her and held her to my chest as I continued to gasp for air.  Lia’s fingers wrapped around my upper arm, but I didn’t look at her.

I felt shredded inside of myself
—like someone had literally gone into my guts with a set of knives and rotated them around for a while—and I didn’t understand why.  It was nauseating and suffocating.  I didn’t know what to do to make it stop.

“Wow,” Lia sighed.  “That was like the fight and the make-up sex all rolled into one.”

I couldn’t find the humor at the moment and pushed away from her without speaking. I jumped out of the bed and crossed the room.

“What’s wrong?” Lia called out.

I glanced over my shoulder to see her sitting in the center of the bed with the sheet pulled up to her chest, and I wondered why chicks did that.  I’d just been inside of her, and now she was shielding her tits.  What sense did that make?

“I just need a drink of water,” I said as
I opened the bedroom door.  “You want anything?”

“No, I’m fine.”
  She looked like she was about to say something else, but I left before she had the chance.

I wasn’t in the mood to talk.

Out in the kitchen, I poured myself some water from one of those filtration pitchers.  I’d never used one before, but Lia had it with her stuff. The water felt cold on the back of my throat as I drank it down and then quickly poured another one.  As I put the glass down, I glanced toward the balcony doors.

There was someone out there.

Instinct took over.  I dropped to the ground and rolled backwards to put the kitchen island between me and the glass door.  I was completely naked, and the closest gun was in the closet by the door.  I could make it, but if whoever was out there was going to shoot, I wouldn’t have much cover.

I decided to make a run for it, crashed into the closet, and knocked over a little decorative table next to the front door in the process. 
Fighting hard against the panic growing inside of me, I ripped open the closet door and grabbed my Beretta.  I hadn’t heard any shots yet, but I still dived back behind the couch as quickly as I could.

I checked the magazine, clicked it into place, and wrapped my hand around the grip.  I positioned myself at the edge of the couch and was about to turn and start firing when I heard movement inside.

“Evan?”

“Get back in the bedroom!” I screamed at Lia as she appeared in the doorway.

“Evan!  What’s happening?”

I moved back around the couch where I had better cover as well as a better view of the balcony. 
It was also a little farther from Lia, and I would be able to draw fire away from her.  I came around the far side and raised my gun again.  From there, I could see the figure on the other side of the glass—a small, thin person with white, sand-covered clothes.

It was the kid.

He just stood there—tears coming out of his eyes—and looked at me.

My hands started shaking.  I couldn’t hold the gun straight any longer, but I also wasn’t so sure I was actually pointing it at anyone who was there.

“Not fucking real,” I whispered.

“Evan?”

“Look out at the balcony,” I told her.

Her head turned briefly
toward the glass before looking back to me.  There was no shock or fear in her eyes, which there certainly would have been if she had seen what I had.

“There’s no one there, is there?”

“No.”  Lia looked again, this time tilting her head to the side for a better angle, but her answer was the same.  “There’s no one there.”

I squeezed my eyes shut before I looked again.

There was nothing there.

“Fuck.”  I dropped down on my ass and leaned against the side of the couch with my elbows up on my knees and the Beretta dangling there with no purpose.

Lia was beside me a moment later.

“Are you all right?”  She reached to touch my arm, but I shoved her hand away.

“I’m fine,” I snapped.

“Who was out there?” she asked.

I shook my head.

“No one.”
  I rubbed my forehead with the back of my hand and laughed at myself.  “We live on the fifteenth floor, for Christ’s sake—how would anyone get there?”

“I understand that,” Lia replied quietly.  “Who did you think you saw?”

I looked over to her, crouched on the floor a couple feet away from me like she was trying to coax some wild, wounded animal out of a cave.  To top it off, she was as naked as I was.  I shook my head at the ridiculousness of it all and pushed against the carpet to stand myself up.

“Come on,” I said as I reached my hand out for Lia’s, “
let’s go back to bed.”

She took my hand and followed me back into the bedroom and under the sheets.  She was tentative to touch me at first, given how I had reacted in the other room, but I wrapped my arms around her waist and she wrapped hers around my head.

We both relaxed with a long sigh.

“Are you going to tell me what you saw?” she asked.

“Just a kid,” I replied with a shrug.

“You were going to shoot a kid?”

“I shot him before.”  I tilted my head up to see her better.  “He was wrapped in explosives and headed for our base.  I took him out from two kilometers away six years ago, and he shows up on my fucking balcony now.  What’s up with that shit?”

“I don’t know,” Lia replied.  “Have you ever talked to your psychologist about him?”

“No.  Didn’t see any point.”

“Maybe he can help you figure out what the point is,” she suggested.

I looked at her for a long moment as I tried to come up with a way I could even begin to convey everything that had happened over there.  I couldn’t possibly talk to Mark about every little detail, and I didn’t know how to put it into words that would make any sense.  Besides, I knew exactly what Mark Duncan would say—seeing this kid was somehow important.

The problem was
that there were probably a thousand other
important
bits I wasn’t seeing.

“No,” I finally said.  I felt Lia tense at my words.

“You can’t just ignore it,” she said.  “Evan—you were about to shoot up the balcony door.”

“I didn’t.”

“But you
would have
!”

“Maybe not,” I said with a shrug.  I tucked my head against her body, hoping she was going to get the hint and drop it all.  I wasn’t used to having someone else around me so much, let alone
have to justify myself and my actions.  It was uncomfortable at the very least.

“You can’t keep going like this,” Lia said.  Her hand ran over the back of my head slowly, and I relaxed a little. 
“It’s scaring me.”

I opened my eyes and looked back up at her.  All the stress and worry were plain on her face, but I didn’t know what I was supposed to do to change that.  I wasn’t sure that I could.

“I scare
me
sometimes,” I admitted.  I cracked a bit of a smile, but it wasn’t returned.  My tongue darted out over my lips.  “I don’t know how to make it stop.  I don’t even know when it’s going to happen.  It didn’t happen for years, and it just started again.”

“When did it start up again?”
  Her fingers moved to my shoulder and over to my chest.   With the palm of her hand, she stroked down to my abs and back up again.

The feel of her touch was distracting, calming, and disarming.

“Not too long after I met you,” I replied.  “Well, some of it, anyway—the dreams, not being able to sleep—that started then.  Seeing shit that isn’t there is more recent.”

In the low light coming from the window, I could see the glistening in Lia’s eyes, and I hated it.  I hated that I was t
he one making her feel that way and that there was nothing I could do to change it.  I hated being this way and couldn’t even begin to understand how it happened.

“I…I wasn’t always like this,” I said, my voice hushed.  “I just don’t know…I don’t know
what’s
me
inside and what isn’t.”

“But that’s who I met in Arizona,” Lia said.  “That’s the person who let a stranger stay with him, even though it was probably dangerous.  That’s who cooked for me and…and…”

“Fucked you?” I smiled slightly, and this time the gesture was returned.

“That’s the man who understood what I needed more than anything else and exactly how to give it to me.”

“It’s not like I didn’t want to do it,” I said.

“I realize that.”  Lia’s smile widened
, and she blushed.  “The point is, that was all you.  So you are in there, Evan—I know you are.”

I reached up and pushed her hair away from her forehead and stroked my fingertips down the side of her face as I talked.

“There’s so much shit in my head—shit I can’t unsee or undo.  Sometimes it feels like there’s something inside of me just…tearing me up inside and waiting to bust its way out.  I think maybe…maybe if I could get that out, then maybe the person I was is still underneath.”

I tightened my fingers slightly on her shoulder.  I wanted to grip her as tightly as I could.

“Someday—when we’re away from here, and it’s just us—will you help me?  Will you help me get it out so I can be what you need?”

Her hands cradled my face, and she brought her lips to brush quickly against my mouth.

“Of course I will, Evan.  Don’t you see?  That’s why I’m staying.”

Nothing
was going to stop me from making sure she had the chance.

 

 

Chapter 15
—Unexpected Gift

“I keep seeing this kid I shot in
when I was over there.”

Mark Duncan was noticeably pissed off at me, not that I blamed him.  As far as he had known, I dropped off the face of the planet once I left incarceration.  Once I came out and told him I was hallucinating, he dropped the anger and looked me over carefully.

“Is there someone you are seeing who looks like this kid and you think it’s him, or is there no one there at all?”

“No one there, not when I try to get closer to him.
  He just vanishes.”

“Are you hearing things, too?”

“No.”

“You did before though, didn’t you?  When you were locked up?”

“Yeah,” I acknowledged.  “A few times.”

“Did you see him then?” Mark asked.

“No, not until a couple of weeks ago.”

“Always the same person?”

“Yeah.”  I reached up and scratched at the back of my head.

“How many times have you seen him?”

“Three or four now, I guess.”  I leaned back and took a calming breath.  “I don’t understand why I see him.  I killed plenty of people when I was there.”

Mark sat back as well and chewed on the end of his pen.

“Tell me about killing him.”

I went over it all
—how I had been on scout duty and had seen him approaching our base.  I told him about the bombs strapped to him and how young he was.  I even told him about my captain telling me I had done well.

“So?” I asked.  “What does it mean?”

“It could mean a lot of things,” Mark said in typical, vague psychologist fashion.  “Like you said—you’ve taken other lives.”

His eyes narrowed slightly as he said it, and his posture changed minutely.

He knows.

I wasn’t sure what digging he had done over the past few weeks, but I had no doubt that he had found out what I did for a living, and it wasn’t
paid-under-the-table roofing.

“What made this life different
from the others?” he asked.

I could have called him out on it and maybe even threatened him into silence, but I didn’t see the point.  If he was going to turn me in, it wasn’t like he had anything more on me than the feds already did.  His knowledge was interesting and changed our dynamic but ultimately didn’t matter to me.

“He was a kid, I guess,” I said but didn’t really buy it.  I’d taken the lives of gang members not much older than the insurgent teenager.  I shrugged.  “Maybe he was a virgin.”

“Does that matter to you?”

“Dying a virgin seems kind of shitty.”

“You’re too flippant about it for that to be the reason,” Mark countered.  He was pissed again.

“So, what is it, then?” I snapped back.

“He’s a symbol, Evan,” Mark informed me.  “A symbol about
what
is something you’re going to have to figure out.  If you don’t, you’re going to keep seeing him.”

Fuck.

*****

“Your phone doesn’t answer.”

“Sorry about that, sir.”  I sat down in the lounge area of Quay across from Gavino and Andrey and handed them each my new number.  Micah and Craig were standing in their designated spots off to the side, trying to look intimidating.  “Technical difficulties with the other one.”

Andrey grumbled something in Russian
—I was definitely going to have to learn another language if I was going to keep this up—and folded his arms.

“You have news for me?” Gavino asked.

I took two Polaroid photos out of my pocket and handed them over.

“Destroy those, obviously.”

Andrey glared at me.

“Why do you use such old technology?” he asked.  “You don’t have a camera on your phone?”

“Do you want a lot of digital pictures around as evidence?” I asked.  “With these—those are the only photos outside of the ones the cops take when they find the bodies.  After a couple days in the river, they don’t look so pretty anyway.”

“This is pretty to you?” Andrey asked.

I took a long drag on my cigarette and leaned back in my chair.  I looked at him steadily for a moment, blew smoke across the table, and then replied.

“I think they’re beautiful,” I said. 
“Nice clean shots—one to the head, one to the throat.  Not bad, considering that rifle needs a scope on it for decent accuracy at that distance.  Maybe I’ll add an ACOG or a CCO.”

“You get off on this, don’t you?” Micah snickered.

“I’ve got a hard-on just thinking about it.”  I stared into his eyes until he looked away.


It’s good work,” Gavino said.  “Quick, too.”

“Yes, sir,” I said.  “That’s how I roll.”

“Give him his money.”  Gavino looked up at Craig, who pulled a plain envelope out of his breast pocket and handed it over.

I counted the money quickly and was pleasantly surprised it actually contained ten grand.  I had fully expected to be stiffed for the job.

“All right, Arden,” Greco said, “you’re in—for now.  I’m gonna be watching you, though, so don’t try to get cute.  You got that?”

“Yes, sir,” I replied as I tucked the envelope away.  “
Just let me know what you need next.”

“Next, you come to my office,” Gavino said.  “I’ll introduce you to the rest of the team.  You probably already know them, and they certainly know you.  I don’t think you’ll be shocked to hear some of them are not thrilled with this idea.”

“I understand.  They’ll get used to me.”

Craig snorted through his nose, earning hi
m a disapproving look from Gavino.

“Fuck you,” I said to the big Irishman.  “Maybe if you could hold your own with a gun
, your boss wouldn’t need me.”

“You cocky motherfucker,” he sneered.  “I don’t need any lip from you.”

“What you need is a shooting lesson.  Once we get past that, we can talk about your lack of any actual tactics.”

“That’s enough,” Gavino sighed.  “I’m not putting up with any of that from you
boys, got it?”

Craig took a deep breath before nodding.  Gavino looked over to me.

“I was just offering some of my other services,” I told him.


You were just being a dick,” Gavino corrected.

I shrugged.  I didn’t want to take this too far.  If I did, I would end up with Craig watching me too closely, and I didn’t need that.  I wanted to get in as deep as possible so I could find what I needed and get the fuck out of Dodge.

Chicago.

Whatever.

The five of us left the bar and entered a limo parked out front.  I knew where Gavino’s office was though I’d never been inside of it.  I’d been outside and down the block—perched on top of a high-rise apartment building with my Barrett and a full magazine—but never inside.

Once we’d arrived, Gavino led the way to the large, posh office
—much larger than Rinaldo’s—and sat in a plush leather chair.  There was extravagance everywhere—something Rinaldo saved for his home, not his workplace.  Gavino obviously liked to flaunt what he had.

He went through a few pointless introductions
—I knew everyone there by face and name except for one.  She was introduced as Jenna Ranger and was apparently in charge of the human trafficking side of the business.

That shit just gave me the creeps.

She was tall with a body-builder’s physique, round ass, long brown hair and green eyes.  She gripped my hand firmly when we shook and held it longer than she needed to for a hello.  I had the feeling I was going to have to watch her carefully, but I didn’t mind the idea—she was very easy on the eyes.  Her side of the profession was definitely unexpected.  A woman dealing with what was usually the kidnapping and breaking of girls seemed out of place.

Another man walked into the room, and I knew him immediately as Rurik
Dytalov though we hadn’t met in person.  I had killed a few people under him, including one of his cousins, but as far as I knew, he didn’t know that.

We were introduced, and he eyed me coldly as he sat next to Andrey, his partner in the Russian outfit.  Like most of the Russians, he was blond and of intimidating size if you happened to be scared of that.  His English wasn’t as good as Andrey’s, but he seemed to understand
the discussion going on around him.  I had him pegged as brighter than the rest of them almost immediately and was proven right before I had even left the room.

“Mister Arden has proven
himself useful in a short amount of time,” Gavino said to the group.  “Though I think he has a way to go to completely prove his loyalty, I’ve decided to let him into our operations in an official capacity.”

“You agree with this,” Rurik said as he looked over to Andrey.  “I tell you my concerns, but you still agree.”

Andrey replied in Russian first and then in English.

“He does have skills we need,” Andrey said
, “both as assassin and as protector.”


Just don’t ask him to do any knife work,” Micah snickered.  “Apparently, he’s messy.”

I offered him a bit of a shrug.

“I’ll still do it,” I replied, “as long as you don’t take off points for neatness.”

I watched both Andrey and Gavino closely, trying to gauge their silent exchange.  The Russians were in Greco’s group much deeper than I realized, and I wondered if Rinaldo understood the extent of it. 
Having the two organizations joining forces was always a concern—both due to the numbers as well as the access to overseas merchandise.  Rinaldo wouldn’t like seeing them all work together so closely.

I’d done a lot of work to discourage that earlier in the year, but they must not have gotten the right message.

“You use knives for work?”  Rurik nodded toward me pointedly before continuing in his thick accent.  “There was woman here with us who was killed with knife.  It was sloppy job.”

I sat motionless and didn’t respond.  I knew exactly who he was talking about
—Tasha Zorin.  Rinaldo had asked me to send a message with her death, and I had.  Andrey said something else to Rurik in Russian.  The tone was one of warning, but Rurik didn’t seem interested in heeding it.

“You kill for our competitor,” he said.  “How many of my people have you killed?”

“This is history,” Gavino stated.

“I have right to know!  If he is man who put her head on my door, I have right to know!”

I leaned back in my seat and looked over to Gavino, wondering how he was going to let this play out.  Intelligence aside, he was still obviously in charge.

“History!” he bellowed.  “I know he has killed many of my people as well, and if I can set that aside to employ him, then so can you!  This is business. 
Just business.”

Rurik glared from Gavino to Andrey but didn’t say anything else.  When no one else dared say anything, Gavino spoke again.

“Mister Arden is in my employ now.  Is that correct, Evan?”

“Yes, sir.”

“He has already done work for me, and I have more for him to do soon.  We will keep the past behind us.”

“I do not trust him,” Rurik replied.

“And I don’t trust you,” Gavino responded, “but still we manage to work together.  How many caviar shipments have you lost?”

“Four,” Rurik said.

“And now I will offer you protection for your next shipment.  Mister Arden will be that protection, won’t you?”

I nodded at Gavino, but kept my eyes on Rurik.

“It is settled,” Andrey announced.  He and Rurik had another Russian exchange but seemed to be at an understanding when it was over.  Soon afterwards, the group began to break up and go their separate ways.  I was given the time and location of the next shipment and decided it was time to go do a little recon of the area to find a good spot to conceal myself.

Jenna
followed me out of the office and into the hall.

“You know how to make friends,” she mused.

“It’s all part of the game.”  I shrugged and started down the hallway, but she stopped me again.

“I’ve heard a lot about you,” she said as she tossed her long brown hair off her shoulder.  “You have quite the reputation.”

“For?”

Jenna laughed.

“For being a merciless killer.”  She locked eyes with me and took another step closer.  Her hand reached out, and she ran her fingers down my chest.  “Makes me wonder in what other ways you are…
merciless
.”

I glanced down at her hand as it found its way to my abs and then ran up my arm.  She traced the outline of my bicep with her forefinger before she wrapped her
hand around it.

“Nice,” she said softly.  “You like the gym, hmm?”

“I spend some time there,” I admitted.

“I bet you do.”

Without any further warning, I found her lips pressed hard against mine.  Instinctively, I returned the kiss, wrapping one arm around her to grab her ass and hold her against me as her tongue pushed inside of my mouth.

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