Expecting His Secret Heir (17 page)

But she refused to let any of that show. She didn't suck in air, even though her lungs were burning. She didn't allow her skin and circulatory system to betray her in any way. She didn't even bat a single eyelash at him.

He was nothing to her. She didn't need him; she didn't want him, and she'd be damned if she let him know how much he'd hurt her back in high school.

Carson's scowl broke into a wide smile as he said, “You made it!” Then he and Josh wrapped their arms around each other and performed a few manly thumps on each other's back.

Lucinda couldn't help but glance at Eve during this display of masculine affection. Eve was rolling her eyes.

“Man, I'm glad to see you,” Carson said to Josh. “Josh, this is Eve Winchester—it turns out that she's my sister.”

“Stop telling people that,” Eve snapped.

Lucinda sighed heavily. She'd heard variations on this particular theme over and over again whenever it came time to make a decision about Sutton Winchester's care. The Winchester daughters—Nora, Eve and Grace—refused to acknowledge that Carson was their half brother and did everything within their power to make sure that he did not have any say in family decisions.

But Carson Newport wasn't exactly taking this decision lying down.

Just as he did every time Eve threw this insult in his face, Carson opened his mouth to retort that she didn't have any choice in the situation. Lucinda knew the script by heart.

Josh didn't. Instead, he cut Carson off with a warm smile and an extended hand. “Ms. Winchester, it's a pleasure to make your acquaintance. I'm sorry that we can't meet under better circumstances, but Carson has told me how impressed he is with how you've been handling all the new developments.”

Lucinda had no idea if this was a true statement or not. Maybe it didn't matter. Josh's words went off like a little bomb in the conversation, completely resetting the discourse.

She shouldn't be surprised. Josh Calhoun had always been the peacemaker of their high school. He had a way of finding the common ground and making everyone happy.

Everyone except her.

“He...what?” Eve stared down at Josh's outstretched hand. “Who
are
you?”

If Josh was insulted by this lack of manners, he didn't show it. “Beg your pardon—I'm Josh Calhoun, of the Calhoun Creamery. I went to college with the Newport boys and I count them as some of my oldest friends. I understand that things have been challenging recently and I wanted to stop by and see if I could do anything to help.” As he said this last bit, his gaze shifted back to Lucinda.

Oh, come on—was he seriously including
her
in that statement? If that's what he thought, he had another think coming.

But he was the Newports' oldest friend? Figured. As if the Winchester/Newport feud wasn't enough of a tangled web to be caught in, Josh Calhoun had to go and add another thread. A big, fat,
complicated
thread.

Carson jumped in, taking advantage of Eve's stunned silence. “Josh, this is Dr. Lucinda Wilde. She's the oncologist who's overseeing Sutton's care. If there's one thing that Eve and I can agree on...” At this, Eve snorted. “It's that Dr. Wilde has managed to stabilize our father. Without her, he would probably already be dead.”

“Dr. Lucinda Wilde,” Josh said, rolling each of the words off his tongue as if he was trying to figure out which part was the strangest. He leaned forward, his hand out. “Lucinda? And you're an oncologist now? I should have guessed.”

She did not want to touch him. So she nodded her head and stuck her hands behind her back. “Josh. Sorry,” she added in a not-sorry voice. “Germs, you know.”

Eve and Carson shared a look. “Do you two know each other?” Carson asked.

She didn't answer. She didn't want to cop to knowing Josh. She didn't want anyone in Chicago to know about their tangled past, and she absolutely didn't want to be thinking about Josh Calhoun, past or present.

Sadly, it seemed as though she didn't have much of a choice. “Yeah,” Josh said, letting his hand hang out there for a second before he lowered it back to his side. “Well, I knew Lucy Wilde.”

She shuddered at the sound of her name. She'd left Lucy Wilde behind when she'd left Iowa, and there was no going back. “We went to the same high school,” she explained to Carson and Eve. “But only for two years.” She shot a warning glare at Josh because if he took it upon himself to add to that simple truth, she might have to kick him somewhere very important.

He notched an eyebrow at her and something in his eyes changed, and she knew—
knew
—that he remembered exactly how things had gone down between them. Or not gone down, as the case may be. But, thankfully, all he said was “Yup.”

“I'm very happy for the high school reunion, but none of this brings us any closer to getting my father out of the hospital,” Eve Winchester snapped.

Josh—without looking away from her—asked, “Is that a possibility?”

Right. Lucinda had a purpose here that had nothing to do with Josh Calhoun or Lucy Wilde. She had ventured out to this dusty, half-finished work site to try to talk some sense into Carson and Eve because they were the most invested players in this family drama.

Not that that was saying a lot.

“It would be best for the patient if he remained in the oncology ward at Midwest,” Lucinda said as all three looked at her. “I want to keep him under my direct supervision, and there are several experimental treatments I would like to try—with his consent—that have the potential to increase his life expectancy. There are promising developments with low-dose naltrexone...”

“I don't understand why these experimental treatments have to be done in the hospital,” Eve snapped, cutting Lucinda off. “Every day that he's in a public space—and no, you can't promise me that his privacy will be respected in that hospital—it becomes that much more likely that
someone
will access his records, take pictures of him while he's incapacitated or bribe a nurse for information they can use against him in the court of public opinion.” She paused and shot daggers at Carson. “I want him home where I know that he'll be protected and safe.”

Ah, so they were back on the script again. Josh looked to Lucinda for a reply, but she was unable to provide any other details of her patient's medical condition to him. She was not about to break her Hippocratic oath for him.

Instead, it was Carson who answered. “We've been over this, Eve. He's sick. He belongs in a hospital.” He turned to Josh. “He's got inoperable lung cancer—years of smoking and hard living, I guess. It's spread to his lymph nodes. Stage three.”

Josh had the decency to wince.

“But,” Eve said as she jumped back in, “he's not going to die tomorrow.”

“You can't just cut the cancer out?” Josh asked Lucinda.

She glared at him even harder. “I cannot share anything about my patient's condition with a nonfamily member.”

Carson rolled his eyes at her. “As Dr. Wilde has explained to us, due to the original tumor's location, she can't perform surgery and traditional chemo, and radiation won't be powerful enough to eradicate the malignant cells that have spread to the lymph system.”

Josh turned to Eve. “I'm so sorry to hear this,” he said in a gentle voice. “This must be hard for you and your sisters.”

Eve appeared stunned by this olive branch—and Lucinda appreciated someone short-circuiting the bickering.

Josh Calhoun was the same as he'd always been, that much was clear. This was what he did. She'd seen him talk down two guys in the middle of a fight so that, within minutes, they were all sharing a soda and laughing about good times or whatever it was men laughed about while one was wiping the other's blood off his knuckles.

Once, she'd admired him for that. Okay, honestly—she'd more than admired him. She'd been fascinated by him. She'd never been much to look at, but Josh had never treated her like the know-it-all nerd everyone else did.

Well, almost everyone else. Josh's best friend in high school, Gary, had asked her out after she'd verbally smacked down some bullies who were mocking Gary for being unable to lift his own backpack after a chemo treatment. And since no one else had ever even remotely looked at Lucy Wilde as someone they might like to go see a movie with—much less kiss—she'd said yes.

Lucinda shook her head out of the past. How long had it been since she'd allowed herself to think of Gary—or Josh? Years. It hadn't been that hard. She'd been busy with her medical career and dealing with the likes of the Winchesters and Newports. And the Winchesters and Newports took all of her attention.

She had, of course, expressed her concerns to Sutton's family—that was part and parcel of her job. She cared not only for her patients but their loved ones, as well. She'd had decades of helping people live and die—long before she'd become a doctor.

Long before she'd humiliated herself in front of Josh Calhoun.

But now that she thought of it, she couldn't remember witnessing anyone else expressing their sympathies to any of the Winchester daughters. Certainly not Brooks Newport or his brothers. Carson's grim acceptance of the situation had, until this moment, been as good as it got.

“Thank you,” Eve replied quietly. Then she turned her attention to Carson. “I'm not giving up on him. I just want what's best for him and I don't think being in the hospital is it.”

“What are the options?” Josh asked.

Why did he have to be here? Why did he have to be forging a peace between Eve and Carson?

Why did he have to be reminding her of things she'd tried so desperately to forget?

It was Carson who answered for her. “Eve and her sisters—
our
sisters—think it would be best to take him home. I'm not comfortable pulling him out of the hospital.” He stared at Eve. “
We
have questions and I want him to live long enough to get some answers out of him.”

It was blisteringly clear who the “we” was—Carson and his brothers.

Lucinda wanted to massage her throbbing temples.

Eve glared at him. “What you think doesn't matter. He's not really your father. You don't know him and you don't love him like I do—like
my sisters
do.” Her gaze swung back to Lucinda and she looked more determined than ever, which was saying something. “Money is no object. I can have a private medical facility that meets your specifications set up at his estate in a matter of days. I want him out of the hospital and safely at home. And if you won't help move him,” she threatened, “I will find a doctor who can.”

“Beg your pardon,” Josh interrupted in that gentle tone that Lucinda didn't really appreciate. “Does he
want
to stay in the hospital?”

It was a deceptively simple question and Lucinda knew it. What Sutton Winchester wanted was to go home and pretend he was not on death's door. He never wanted to see her face or the inside of a hospital ever again. But that was not what was best for him.

“Of course, he doesn't,” Eve stated flatly.

“Because if he's got the means to be treated at home, maybe that would be best for everyone,” Josh said as if this were the obvious conclusion instead of a solution that entailed an unnecessary health risk.

Well, that went sideways on her. Lucinda gave him a dull look and Carson was none too pleased at this announcement.

Undaunted by their open hostility, Josh went on, “Carson, you've got to realize that if he's more comfortable, he'll likely be willing to answer some of those questions, don't you think?”

She wanted to strangle him. It was bad enough that he was here and worse that she was having to talk to him. But for him to come down on the wrong side?

That, however, wasn't the worst of it. No, what was the worst was that she could see Carson start to waver. Damn it. She knew there were many unanswered questions and she also knew that, currently, Sutton was in no mood to unburden his soul.

Carson Newport had been her ally in keeping Sutton Winchester in the hospital. But, before her eyes, she could see him switch sides. “Well...”

Josh didn't wait for Carson to talk himself out of it. “If it won't compromise his care, that is.” He turned his attention to Lucinda and turned on his all-American charm. “If Eve can get the room set up to your specifications, would you be willing to release Mr. Winchester? I know that no one wants to risk his health. That has to come first. I think we can all agree that your word is final, can't we?” He glanced around their small circle, gathering approval to him like a cloak.

Lucinda blinked at him. Was that the bone he was going to throw her—that she had the final word? Very neatly, Josh Calhoun had sidestepped, diffused or completely undercut weeks of bitter arguments—and boxed her into a corner.

What she wanted to say was that he was out of his ever-loving mind and he could go crawl back into whatever hole he'd crawled out of.

But she didn't. She had a professional reputation to maintain, and she would be damned if she let Josh Calhoun take that away from her, too. “In no way would moving him at this stage of his treatment be a good idea,” she said firmly.

This fell on deaf ears. “Okay,” Carson announced. “If we can get a room set up in his home, we can move him. But our brothers aren't going to like this.”

“Graham and Brooks are absolutely
not
my brothers,” Eve said just as her phone buzzed. She glanced at it and Lucinda saw a small smile break through her icy demeanor. “Dr. Wilde, if you could get a list of equipment we'll need, I'll have everything else taken care of.”

“You do understand that this will be very expensive, don't you?” Lucinda tried a last-ditch attempt. “You'll need twenty-four-hour care to monitor him, as well—and not some random home-health nurse. He needs oncology specialists around him at all time.”