French Quarter (9 page)

“I’d like to go home now,” Sonny said, and his steady voice didn’t make Win more cheerful. “All I’m askin’ is that you think about what I’ve said. You want to respect me, I’m your man, and things stay as they are.”

“Or else?” Win raised his face and wiped all expression from his eyes. “You threatening me, boy?”

“I’ve told you what Ι want. I got a right to ask for that.” Win was grateful his next breath didn’t hurt. “But? There’s a ‘but,’ isn’t there?”

“I’m not a man into threats. If I got somethin’ I think needs to be done, Ι do it. But this is different. You and me—we’re family. I owe you. So I’m gonna do what you taught me and take my time thinking and watching before I make any moves.”

“You learned well.” But Win was badly shaken by this bald confrontation.

“I had the best teacher. And I’m gonna hope everythin’s fine. Meanwhile, I got a couple of trusted soldiers lookin’ after my security for me.”

A single three-word signal and Sonny Clete wouldn’t need any security anymore.

“They know they don’t make no moves as long as I’m healthy, but if they should get word that I was taken ill and it didn’t look like I’d recover, they’d follow orders. I never said they were smart soldiers, see, just loyal.”

“You about done now, Sonny? I got a real bad feeling about the way things are with you and me. I think we gotta call the consigliere and ask him how to proceed. If my underboss is threatening me, I got no choice but to get advice from our lawyer, then call a meeting of the family.”

“We ain’t gonna need no lawyer, nor no meeting. Just an agreement between you and me. You’re a man who puts family first. All kinds of family. Even the family of a stranger like Jack Charbonnet.”

Win’s bad feeling grew worse. “Your point.”

“Simple. You be good to me, look after my welfare, and nothing happens. But if I have an unpleasant accident, those loyal soldiers I mentioned, the ones lookin’ out for me, are gonna know what happened. And they’ll make sure what happens next gets traced right to your door.”

“Your
point,
Sonny?” Win growled.

“They’ll be in position. They’re in position right now. Keepin’ their fingers on the trigger and their eyes on the cross-hairs. Watchin’ Jack Charbonnet and that sweet little kid of his. Amelia, is it?”

Nine

Palms in the courtyard rustled in the wind. Lightning briefly soaked the darkness to the north, over Lake Pontchartrain, and bathed Celina Payne’s Royal Street sitting room. Jack waited for the thunder, then wished he were at the old house his grandfather had left him at the edge of the lake. He didn’t get to go there nearly often enough.

The thunder, when it came, was distant and disappointing. Tonight was worthy of cannon fire, an explosion to open the skies and bring the cleansing rain in torrents.

He’d left the lights off out of habit. Moving around in the darkness was comfortable. He smiled, but knew it was a bitter smile. A love of darkness probably came naturally, a legacy from his father—like the phobia about standing in front of windows.

His reaction to Celina wasn’t welcome. It wasn’t unpleasant, far from it, but it was inappropriate for too many reasons. What did he feel about her, or toward her? She made him angry.

Now there was a telling first reaction. Anger was a poor basis for a relationship, working or personal. Not that he intended to pursue anything personal. This time his smile felt vaguely embarrassed. If he thought the woman would welcome any advances from him, he was a masochist who enjoyed rejection. Her dislike of him had a whole lot more punch than the night’s first pathetic roll of thunder.

Celina had gone to her bedroom—to change her shoes, she said. Jack had noted that a light showed on the phone in this room, meaning she was using the line and wanted privacy.

He wondered whom she was speaking to and considered, for a short, mad moment, carefully lifting the receiver. A very short, quickly quelled moment.

What the hell had all that been about at Wilson Lamar’s place? He’d swear she’d passed out from some sort of incredible stress. He’d all but carried her into the taxi that mercifully arrived within seconds. But then she had rallied enough to pull into the farthest possible corner of the seat and sit, huddled, peering at houses they passed, and then at the buildings in the Quarter. She’d attempted to leave him in the cab when they got to Royal Street, but he’d ignored her protests and followed her into the house.

The illuminated button on the phone went out.

A gust of heavy rain on the windowpanes surprised him. Nο relief from the electric humidity had been forecast.

A muted snap sounded behind him and a floor lamp in one corner came on. “You’re standing in the dark,” Celina said.

“So I am.”

“What were you doing at the Lamar house?”

It had been too much to hope for that she wouldn’t ask the question. He was not going to tell her that he was curious about her as a woman outside the only arena where their lives had touched—Errol’s arena. And he wasn’t going to tell her that he’d done something completely contrary to his nature and followed her on a whim without knowing what, if anything, he intended to do when he arrived at his destination.

He took his time turning around to look at her. “The same thing you were doing there,” he told her. The lie came easily enough. “Only I was even later than you were.”

She entered the frankly threadbare room with her arms tightly pressed to her sides. Her hands were clenched into fists. An oversized gray sweatshirt and jeans had replaced the black linen dress. “You were on your way to the fund-raiser?” Celina looked out of place among mismatched predominantly brown furnishings.

He’d have to pray she never verified what he said. “Yeah.”

“How come you didn’t mention you were going too, when I left you? I told you where I was heading.”

“I guess I was too tied up with thinkin’ about Errol.” He shrugged and forced himself to make eye contact with her. “I still can’t believe he’s gone.”

At that she flexed her fingers and the abject sadness in her eyes loaded him with guilt. “I appreciate your kindness,” she said. “For bringing me home. I’ll be fine now.”

In other words, get lost, Jack. “Good.”

She looked directly into his face, then quickly away again. But she didn’t look away quickly enough for him to miss either the naked misery, or the moist sheen in her eyes.

“It’s raining,” she said. “Maybe you should call a cab from here instead of—”

“Don’t worry about me. I’ve lived in the Quarter a long time. I know my way around—even in the rain.” What he hoped was an engaging smile didn’t elicit a flicker of reaction. “Celina? Will you let me do something for you? Is there something you need?” Now he was getting soft.

“I”—she pulled her sleeves over her hands—“I don’t need anything, but thank you for offering.”

“You’re very pale.”

“I don’t feel great.” At last a smile appeared, but it wasn’t convincing. “That doesn’t mean I’m ill or something, just that I’m a bit wobbly. Shocked. You must be too, in your own way.”

How right she was, Jack thought He nodded, and it was his turn to Look away. “I lost my best friend today.” That was the kind of thing he never said aloud to anyone. Ms. Celina Payne had an unusual effect on a man. “We weren’t very much alike, really. Not at all alike. But, y’know, I loved the guy. I always knew where I was with Errol. He told it like it was. Played it straight. Aw, hell, I sound like an athlete who’s given one too many interviews.”

“You sound like a sincere human being to me. You sound as if you aren’t what you pretend to be.”

He glanced at her sharply. “What does that mean? I’m really a creep? Or I’m not really a creep?”

She shook her head and caught her bottom lip between her teeth. And when her eyes crinkled, tears slipped free and he swallowed hard. After Elise died, he had cried, and he’d walked around for weeks with what felt like a block of wood in his throat. Since then he’d been able to become emotional only over Amelia. His daughter had become his link to her mother, the wife he’d loved and lost, and his link to a part of himself that would have frozen if he hadn’t had a child. What he felt now, because very lovely Celina Payne shed tears prettily, was an autonomic reaction he might have to a well-produced, well-acted piece of cinematic pathos.

“I think you’re more comfortable if you can make people think you’re a tough guy, Jack,” she said, clearly struggling for composure. “But I don’t think you’re so tough. Toughened, maybe, but not tough.”

“When I was a kid, my mother told me I could make it on the stage.” A laugh stuck in his throat. His mother? He’d mentioned his mother spontaneously after never saying her name or answering a question about her from the moment he knew she was dead.

“I think most mothers think that kind of thing about their children,” Celina said. “My mother got completely carried away with...forget I said that.”

He wouldn’t forget, but he might never have a reason to raise the subject again. “Well, if you’re sure you’re okay, I’ll go on down and find that cab.” He felt inside his jacket for a card. “I know you’ve got my number in the office, but I’ll leave this here. Don’t hesitate to call, please. I can be here in a few minutes.” He put the card near her phone.

“Thanks.” Barefoot, with her hands hitched inside her sleeves and no makeup left, she looked very young and very alone. “I’ll be at my desk in the morning.”

He cleared his throat. “I meant to speak to you about that. Evidently we’re going to have to put up with more visits from the NOPD. They were here all afternoon, so Antoine told me. Errol’s rooms are taped off. They think they’ve done everything they need to do, but until they give the word, it’s off limits over there.”

Her expression turned haunted. She whispered, “Who would kill Errol?”

Jack said, “Not a living soul I can think of. No, I surely can’t think of a soul. Celina, people grinned at the sight of him. It’s corny, but he spread sunshine—you know that. He had a hard time of it for a few years there, but he faced up to his problems and beat them. And he didn’t make enemies along the way.” He looked at her. “Did he? Do you know of anyone with a grudge? Is there somethin’ Ι don’t know?” What he stopped himself from asking was if she was hiding something, and he believed she was.

She seemed to consider, then said, “No. No, nothing. Nobody.”

“No.” There wasn’t anything else to be said, not now. “I’d better go.”

“Yes. Amelia will be watching for you.”

“Amelia had better be asleep.”

“She’s lovely.”

“I know. I’m a lucky man.”

“Children make you feel that way, I’m told. Your own children.”

“Yes.” For some reason, he could no longer visualize her on the runway in a beauty pageant. “You must be very tired.”

“So must you.”

He didn’t like leaving her alone there. “Don’t forget to lock up after me.”

“I won’t forget.”

“Can you take business calls on this phone?”

“Yes.” She tipped her face up to the ceiling. “I’d like to keep on working for Dreams, but if you have different plans, I’ll understand. I know I can keep things afloat until you’re ready to—”

“I’m ready now.”

“I see.” The next second seemed long, and the next. “You mean you’d like me to leave?”

Jack scrubbed at his face. “Of course I don’t mean that. I don’t have any idea what I’ll decide about long-range plans for the foundation.”

“It’s self-sustaining,” she said, so pathetically eager, he detested himself for all the doubts he still had about her.

“I’m not concerned about that,” he told her. “But this was so important to Errol. The most important thing in his life since he lost his boy. Whatever I decide to do will be designed to make Dreams a tribute to a good man’s life.”

“And I might not be good enough to be a part of that?”

“I didn’t say that.” Nor did he mean it. “Could we take our time deciding what comes next?”

“You can take yours. The children we serve don’t have time.”

“I don’t respond well to someone trying to make me feel guilty. Once it was easy to do, but not anymore.”

If it was possible, Celina became even paler. Her blue eyes appeared black and too big for her face. She backed up, sat down suddenly on the lumpy brown tweed couch, and pushed her hands beneath her thighs.

“Do I make myself clear?” he asked. “I have no intention of putting things on hold around here. But I do have to take stock of where things stand. I should think you’d expect that after what you showed me earlier.”

She breathed through her mouth and said nothing.

What the hell, this wasn’t about money. He’d kept the books at his place. “I’ll make things right with the foundation accounts. There won’t be any problem with you writing necessary checks. I can sign them. Just keep on as you’ve been doing until we can talk again. Okay?”

Celina gave a single nod and pushed herself farther back on the couch.

His first instincts about her had been right. They would never be friends. “Good night, then. I’d appreciate it if you’d let me know about any developments.”

Taking off his jacket as he went, he slung it over his shoulder and walked to the door. The rainfall hadn’t done a thing to lessen the humidity, but then, it rarely did. He was too warm.

“Excuse me.”

Jack stopped and looked over his shoulder. She’d spoken so softly, he barely heard her. “What is it?”

“Oh, nothing.”

He turned and retraced his steps, and bent over her. “What did you want to say?” Why would a man who knew better keep walking toward trouble?

“You don’t need this,” she said.

“Now it’s my turn to say, excuse me? What is it I don’t need?” He looked closer. “Are you sick? Do you feel faint again?”

“No, of course not.”

“You’re shivering.”

“Uh-uh. I’m highly strung. I—I’m okay. Good night, Jack. Thanks for helping me out when I needed it.”

“You passed out, or just about passed out when you were leaving the Lamars’.”

“I told you I got upset because of that boy being knocked down, then arrested.”

Jack narrowed his eyes. Sweat stood out along her hairline. “I thought you said he’d been caught attempting to rob the place.”

“He didn’t have to be beaten like that.” She slumped against the back of the couch. “I think I’m going to be sick.”

“As in throw up?” Jack tossed his jacket aside and made to pick her up.

Celina pushed him away and struggled to her feet. “Nο. Thank you, but I like to be in control. You can get hurt if you give up control, if you trust someone.”

A lot of sense the lady made? “Whatever you say. I’ll just hang around while you decide if you’re going to collapse, okay?”

She clapped a hand over her mouth and made a wavy path into the corridor. Jack followed her to her disordered bedroom and inside. He registered lots of white scattered with blue polka dots on the bed, and at the windows. He also noticed the scent of burning, or something that had burned.

By the time she reached the bathroom, her slim body was doubled over and she made retching sounds.

“Hey,” Jack said, clicking into take-charge mode, “let’s get you in there before we end up havin’ to clean the carpet.”

A hand waving him away was all the thanks he got. Jack ignored the embarrassed signal and all but lifted her into the bathroom. With one hand he whipped up the toilet seat and with the other he lowered her to her knees.

“Go away,” she moaned, but without any force, before she gripped the edge of the toilet and no longer cared if he was witnessing her misery or not.

Jack gave thanks for her short hair, kept a hand under her arm, and reached for a washcloth. Celina’s wasn’t the first brow he’d sponged in the early hours of the morning. Single parents became experts at these things.

He didn’t like the limp weakness he felt in her body. When she tried to get up, her legs showed little interest in supporting her, but he didn’t lift her. Instead, he held the wet washcloth on the back of her neck and walked her to the bed. He sat her on the edge and lifted her legs.

Instantly her eyes shot wide open, and the terror he saw there made him angry. No woman had ever had a reason to he terrified of him. The instinctive urge to let her legs fall again passed quickly. She was ill, perhaps very ill. Rather than back off, he stretched her out carefully and pulled a sheet over her.