So you think Bree should come clean with Justin and tell him she's no longer interested in him? Read on to find out what happens!
Chapter 7
Somewhere Over the Rainbow
B
ree waited an hour after waking up to call Justinâshe never called anyone before noon on Sundays. After all, she was wide awake but had yet to crawl out of bed.
“Hello, Bree,” Justin said after the first ring. “Decided to come to the premiere?”
“Um, no actually,” she said, burrowing further under her blankets. It was a warm, flannel-soft world under the covers, unlike this uncomfortable conversation. “I don't think we should see each other anymore.”
“Oh. I see,” Justin said flatly. “Then goodbye, Bree.”
“Wait! I want toâ”
Before Bree could even try to explain, her phone was flashing
Call ended 00:00:47
. She wasn't about to call Justin back.
But how was she going to return Jason's books? Just dump them in the hall outside of their suite, maybe with her phone number tucked inside? It was so . . . forward. And maybe even weird. What if this whole Jason thing was in her head? Justin and Jason would both laugh at the poor, deluded high school girl who didn't know a good thing when she saw it, throwing away a chance with the twin who was into her after one short conversation with his brother?
Another problem for another time,
Bree decided, turning her phone off and diving deeper into her sheets. Maybe her dreaming mind would have more plans for her when she woke up.
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“It's the nicest toilet you've ever seen. It's made of black marble, and the flusher-thingie is made of gold. It's got the bluest, prettiest water inside, and all you want to do isâ”
“Sutton, what the hell are you talking about?” Bree asked, bolting upright. Sutton was kneeling on one side of the bed, whispering in her ear. Kylian was standing by the doorway, trying to smother hysterical laughter.
Rather than answer her, Sutton patted the bed experimentally. “Sorry, Kylian, it's bone dry. We'll have to try again when she's sleepier.”
“I couldn't be any sleepier. I was asleep,” Bree sighed, collapsing back into her pillows.
“More deeply asleep then,” Kylian said, joining Bree on the bed. “Scoot over, piglet.”
“What are you guys doing here?” Bree demanded as Sutton squeezed in on the other side.
“We came to comfort you after making a hard decision,” Sutton said, tucking Bree's covers in on her side.
“You mean you came to yell at me until I agreed to dump Justin and give up on Jason,” Bree said accurately. “I already did, so don't bother.”
“Seriously? Did you call him last night?” Kylian asked.
“No, around noon. What time is it now?”
“Almost two! Come on, we weren't out that late. Get out of bed! Get dressed! Your mother will think you're suffering from teen depression.”
“Mom reads too many parenting books,” Bree said with a sigh. Ameera's teenaged years could not have been more different from Bree's, and Ameera always worried that she was making terrible parenting mistakes. She worried so much that Ameera didn't do much of anything to parent Bree at all. But she made sure there was food in the fridge, that she was home at least two or three nights a week, and that Bree was not staying out past eleven on school nights and two-thirty on the weekends. And she paid obsessive attention to Bree's grades. Otherwise, Bree was largely on her own, which made Ameera the most popular mother among Bree's friends.
“Probably. She knows more about adolescent psychiatric disorders than my mom does,” Kylian replied. And that was saying a lot. Kylian's mother was a child psychiatrist who treated lots of child stars and, coincidentally, a lot of their classmates at Rittenhouse. That was one reason Kylian didn't get bullied about his sexual preferenceâstudents were afraid he could get into his mother's secret files. He probably couldn't, since Dr. O'Connell-Mercer kept them locked up, but her office was in their apartment, so people left Kylian alone.
“Well, Mom would be right this time. I am depressed. I just know that things would have worked out for Jason and me. It was like a bolt of lightning connected usâ”
“Puh-lease,” Sutton teased. “Save the theatrics for the camera, Bree, and get over yourself. Didn't the website recommend three other perfectly nice boys without evil twin brothers to lead you astray?”
“Jason wasn't the evil twin,” Bree insisted. “He was the good twin.”
“Justin wasn't evil either,” Kylian said. “He just wasn't for you.”
“It was pretty evil for him to hang up on me.”
“He
what?
” Sutton and Kylian gasped at once.
“Yep. I was in the middle of a sentence, trying to explainâ”
“Whoa. Stop right there,” Sutton said, signaling a time-out. “You actually tried to explain that you're into his brother? You're out of your mind!”
“I didn't even get that far. I was just going to say that I didn't think we were really compatible.”
“Were you going to finish off with, âI hope we can still be friends?'” Kylian asked with raised eyebrows.
“All right! I've had enough! Why don't the two of you just get lost!” Bree wailed. “I'm having a really bad day here, and you two are not helping.”
“Stop being such a whiner,” Sutton said, making no move to get out of Bree's bed. “You barely know this Jason guy. There's plenty of worms in the ground.”
“Plenty of . . . ?” Bree shook her head, unwilling to think too hard about that one.
“If you really want us to go, we'll go,” Kylian said.
“In fact, we were on our way to the park. They said on the news that several snakes disappeared from the zoo overnight. Think about it, Bree: missing snakes!”
“Sutton, why am I supposed to find that tempting?” Bree asked, utterly mystified.
“What could be more tempting than snakes in Central Park?” Sutton crowed.
“There might be a wedding to crash at Tavern on the Green,” Kylian suggested.
“If you two will leave me alone for ten minutes, I'll get dressed,” Bree promised. After shooing them into the living room and locking her bedroom door, she thought seriously about going back to sleep. Of course, knowing those two, they would pick the lock.
So she got dressed and followed them to the park, then on to Starbucks for coffee, then to Sutton's apartment to do homework. The whole time, though, Bree's mood never really improved. Once she finally wandered back to her place and saw the stack of books Jason had loaned her, she felt even worse.
The least I can do is read them,
she decided.
It's the one way I can get to know him better.
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Over the next five days, she devoured plays by Wole Soyinka, the Nobel Prize-winning African playwright, essays on black writing by Toni Morrison, poetry by Amiri Baraka, and everything else Jason gave her. They taught her so much about what the arts could mean in black culture, she knew she would always be grateful to Jason, even if she never saw him again. She wanted to talk with him, especially about the place of film and theater in terms of black cultureâshe had some ideas to bounce around with someone else who cared about that kind of thing. It all just strengthened her belief that they belonged together. But there was still the problem of getting in touch with him.
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A week later, after reading the last word of Soyinka's
Death and the King's Horseman
, Bree decided to drop off the books at Jason's dorm. If she was lucky, he would be hanging around his room when she dropped by. It was a Sunday evening and chances were good that he would be finishing his weekly assignments. Nine o'clock seemed late enough that he wouldn't be at dinner, so she headed over to Columbia at eight twenty-five.
Light seeped from under the door to the common room, and Bree could hear the tinkle of feminine laughter soaring above a bass chuckle. The soprano had an awfully cultivated, charming laughâan actress's laugh. Bree knew one when she heard one.
Damn,
she thought.
Jason's a director. Of course he's dating an actress. That's just how it works.
She dropped the books on the floor and turned to go when the door swept open behind her. Justin seemed to pose in the door, his arm just high enough to reveal the girl reclining on his futon. Bree's first thought was,
runway model
âshe had that impossibly tall, impossibly elegant look, emphasized by skinny white jeans and a white sweater. It made her pale brown skin look rich as caramel.
But then Bree realized that she knew her. It was Ashleigh Chambers, an actress who shared her agency. In fact, she had heard from Fiona that Ashleigh had a bit part in
Heart-Shaped Box
âas a stripper.
Ah,
she thought.
They met at the premiere.
“Hi, Bree. This is Ashleigh,” Justin said, his voice louder than it needed to be. He didn't even look surprised to see her. In fact, he was smirking, a smile so smug and nasty Bree wanted to smack him, even though she wasn't the least bit jealous of Ashleigh.
“Yes, I know.” Bree smiled up at him, genuinely happy for them both. Ashleigh was beautiful, but completely brainless according to FeeâBree thought the two of them would be perfectly happy together.
“You saw the picture from the premiere in
Variety
?” Justin's smirk had fallen just a bit, but not much.
“No, I know Ashleigh. Hi, Ashleigh!”
Ashleigh dropped her elegant pose long enough to wave.
“Well, you two have fun!” Bree said, turning again to go.
Justin followed her down the hall and halfway down the stairs.
“You're a better actress than I thought,” he said when he caught up with her, actually grabbing her wrist to stop her. “You expect me to believe that you don't care at all?”
“I probably am a better actress than you think, but that wasn't acting,” Bree said, gently removing his fingers from her wrist. “I don't care that you two are dating. I think you deserve each other.”
Bree bounded down the stairs before Justin could try to convince her that she really was jealous. She knew that her ego was on the chubby side, but Justin's ego could be a float at the Macy's Thanksgiving Day parade. For a non-actor, he was being awfully dramatic about a rejection after just two dates. Bree was actually laughing out loud by the time she reached the dorm lobby, and had to lean against the door to catch her breath.
When she looked up, she realized that she was face to face with a poster for Jason's play, a rainbow of black faces with glimmering gold letters. Slashed across the middle was a white banner proclaiming
Final performance tonight!
She glanced at her watch and raced across campus to the theater. She was late enough that the usher let her in for free. The theater was crowded, but she found an open aisle seat near the center of the theater and watched the rest of the play with her fingers crossed. She hoped she could find the way backstage, or corner a tech who knew Jason's number.
Watching the colored lights sweeping across the stage, Bree wondered how they were controlled. She followed the rainbow to the control booth at the back of the theater above the lobby, and saw light glinting on a familiar pair of glasses.
It can't be,
she thought to herself.
That was too easy.
When the play was over, while everyone else gave the phenomenal cast standing ovations, Bree dashed to the lobby and looked for stairs to the booth.
“Over there,” said a confused usher when Bree demanded to know how to get to the control booth. He pointed at a plain white door that led to a black iron, spiral staircase. Before Bree reached the top of the stairs she saw Justin coming down the steps toward her.
“I thought that was you in the audience,” he said, surprising her with a hug. “I saw that hair and the white coat, and I thought it had to be you! What are you doing here?”
“I had to return your books,” she said, her face still pressed against his chest. She could feel his heart thrumming behind his ribs in triple timeâthat strange connection that had tormented Bree all week was not just in her mind.
“My books? Oh, right. Well, anyway, I'm glad you came.” Bree kept thinking that he would step away, or she would, but she didn't want to let him go. Being in Jason's arms felt perfectly right: less like the summer wildfire of his brother's kiss and more like a cozy fireplace in the middle of winter.
“Uh, Jason?” called a voice from the booth above. “You're supposed to be bowing. On stage.” When Jason and Bree didn't move, the voice continued: “They're waiting for you.”