Authors: N.J. Walters
Tags: #paranormal romance;shapeshifters;gods and goddesses
Tilly was at a loss at how to fight the intense feelings he stirred in her. And she wasn’t sure she wanted to any longer.
Hades grabbed another demon by the throat and drained the creature’s life force from it. The power was pitiful compared to what he usually wielded, but it was better than nothing. Even weak, he was more powerful than all the demons in his domain. He had to be or they’d run rampant, spilling out into every other dimension.
He reached for another one. It tried to fight him, but Hades simply sent a spike of power shooting through the pitiful creature and cut off its heartbeat. He tossed the body aside, disgusted that he hadn’t been able to gain any energy from the demon at all.
Hades threw back his head and roared his displeasure. Every demon shuddered and the walls of Hell shook with his anger. Mordecai had escaped Hades’ vengeance. Not only was the immortal serpent beyond his reach, but now so was the woman he loved. Jessica Miller was now a part of Mordecai, the two of them one.
It was sickening how these immortal warriors gave up part of their power to a mere human. And yet they keep doing it. “Why?” he muttered.
“If you could understand that we might still be together.” He whirled around and scowled at his ex-wife.
“I’m in no mood for you today, Persephone.” He would have blasted any other god or goddess who dared to enter his domain uninvited. Maybe not Zeus or Poseidon. His brothers were as powerful as him. Or as powerful as he’d been. He hated being weak. Would not stand for it.
He grabbed another demon and killed the creature in front of her, draining its power. The buzz of energy flooded him. It was better than a shot of pure caffeine and made him horny. He ran his gaze over Persephone. There had never been and would never be a woman finer than she.
“Want to go to my room and talk about it?” He sauntered toward her and noticed the slight inhalation of breath. The pulse in her neck fluttered wildly. She was as affected by him as he was by her. He was glad he wasn’t wearing one of his customary hand-tailored suits and was clad only in leather pants and boots, his chest bare. She’d always preferred the more barbaric side of him to the cultured businessman.
Hades trailed his fingers over the slender column of her neck and smiled when she shivered.
“Damn you, Hades.” She closed her eyes and momentarily leaned into his touch.
He smiled at her. “Don’t you know? I’m already damned.”
She took a step back and turned from him. “I can’t do this with you. Not again. You value vengeance and power more than you do me. I know that.” She glanced over her shoulder and her smile was filled with sadness. “Call me if you ever decide I’m worth more.” With that, she disappeared.
The pain in his chest caught Hades off-guard. He frowned and leaned against the wall. He hated weakness. And Persephone was definitely a big one of his. He took a deep breath and crooked his finger at the closest demon. With a sense of its own doom, the creature trudged toward him.
He needed to recharge. Now that Jessica was out of reach, it was time to look for Tilly Ledet.
Chapter Seven
Tilly wandered around the overgrown yard the next morning, careful to watch for snakes and other critters. Phoenix was right beside her, a silent sentry. She couldn’t believe they’d been here a second night. Every hour they waited for news felt like an eternity. The only break they’d had was when they’d driven to a local store for a few groceries yesterday afternoon.
Both of them were growing tenser as time passed. She’d lain awake for hours last night with Phoenix’s arms wrapped around her. Not even his lovemaking could drive away her fears for long. She’d already decided she was heading home this afternoon no matter what. Not knowing what was going on with Jessica was killing her.
She just hadn’t told Phoenix her plans yet.
She hated not being able to reach her friends and worried about Jessica. Would Mordecai and the others be able to find a way to thwart the angry god? It had taken the Lady of the Beasts and her warriors five thousand years to outsmart Hades. It didn’t look good for Jessica or herself.
“What was it like to be held captive in your animal form all those years?” She’d never asked him before, not wanting to bring up bad memories for him. But they’d dug through her past, and he knew things about her very few others did. She wanted to know more about him.
It would also serve to take her mind off her own problems.
Phoenix stopped and tipped his head back toward the sun. The powerful rays seemed to soak into his tanned skin. His red-and-gold hair shone like a halo around his head. “I would not wish it on my worst enemy.” The quiet way he spoke gave his words more punch than if he’d yelled them.
Tilly reached out and took his hand. It was warm and strong. “You don’t have to talk about it if it hurts you.” That was the last thing she wanted.
He closed his fingers around hers and squeezed. “I don’t mind.” He led her back to the porch and they sat on the step. “Time passed differently during those years. A hundred years might pass in the blink of an eye and a single day might feel an eternity.”
Tilly leaned against him, offering her silent comfort. He rested his forearms on his knees and clasped his hands together. “We could communicate in the most rudimentary way. Mostly in images or a single thought. But even that became more difficult as the years passed and we fell into despair.”
“I can’t imagine being that alone.” Because even if they were in close proximity, the warriors might as well have been miles apart. “Never able to talk to anyone, to move.” Tilly shivered. “I’d have gone mad.”
She wished she could call back the words as soon as she’d spoken them. But Phoenix took no offense. “At times it felt as though I might,” he conceded. “But there was always hope. And learning. We were able to absorb all the learning of the world from those around us.” He peered up at the sun, not needing to squint even though it was incredibly bright. “The world is an astounding place, and humans even more so.”
Tilly asked the question that had been bothering her since she’d met Phoenix. “What happened to the woman who freed you?”
Phoenix sighed and rubbed a hand over his face. “I was able to save her. It took all the strength I had to get her away from Hades. I could only do it because I was touching her. Otherwise, she would have burned to a crisp when I shifted to my animal form.” He offered her a sad smile. “Because I’d gone up in flames, Hades assumed she was dead and never bothered to look for her. Once twenty-four hours had passed, she was safe from Hades’ wrath and no longer a part of the curse.”
“Wow.” Tilly couldn’t imagine how scary that must have been for the woman.
“I wasn’t able to rejuvenate my form for many years. It took a long time for the phoenix to be reborn. I checked on her once I was back in this realm and learned she’d married, had children and was living a good life.”
Tilly let the subject drop. She could see it upset him to talk about it. “Could you communicate with your phoenix during your captivity?” From what she’d gathered from her friends, the warrior and the animal were interconnected, two sides of a whole.
“Yes. I could still feel him at first, but that dimmed over time. Not being able to shift forms was hard on me.”
“Do you want to shift now?” Tilly had glimpsed his animal side once before, during the last battle between Hades and the warriors, and she was more fascinated than afraid. She hadn’t been able to have a really good look at him at the time. An oversight she wanted to correct. “I don’t mind if you want to stretch a little.”
He looked at her and she could see the longing in his eyes.
“It’s not as easy on you as it is on the others, is it?” It couldn’t be. He couldn’t just become a wolf and run around the woods, or turn into a lion and stalk across the planes of Africa.
“No, it’s not. It was easier when the world was less populated. But there are still vast untamed places where I can fly.”
Tilly scuffed the toe of her sneaker against the wooden step. The paint was peeling, but it wasn’t too bad. She really needed to sell the place or fix it up. “You can’t fly here, but feel free to shift whenever you want to.” She really wanted to see the mythical phoenix again.
“Are you sure?”
“Go ahead. I don’t mind.” That was an understatement. His tattoo was beautiful in a primal, dangerous way. The creature itself was even more so.
Phoenix brushed his hand over the crown of her head and then stood. “Don’t be afraid. I’m told it can be rather dramatic when I shift.”
Butterflies flapped around in her stomach as he strode to the center of the yard. Phoenix kept his eyes locked with hers as he spread his arms wide. Then he burst into flames.
Tilly jumped to her feet and stared in horror. No one could survive in the center of such a blaze.
But he had. The fire seemed to be pulled inward until it shimmered around the creature. In his place stood a proud seven-foot-tall bird. The tattoo hadn’t done the creature justice. Heat rolled off him in waves as the phoenix raised his head and displayed a powerful beak that could easily crack bone. The bird flapped his wings, showing her his massive wingspan. The feathers were reddish in color and tipped in gold flame. His entire body was on fire, yet unharmed.
He was incredible.
“Wow.” Tilly was at a loss for words. There was no way to describe the sheer magnificence and power of the animal. The flames traveled from his wings and spread across the grass in a wildfire. Tilly gasped and pointed.
The phoenix raised his wings and slammed them downward. The flames were immediately extinguished and a wall of heat crashed into Tilly, driving her back several steps. She threw up her arms to protect her face, but she needn’t have bothered. While the heat was intense, it didn’t burn her.
The creature made a raucous sound and she slowly lowered her arms. He hopped forward, propelling himself on powerful feet tipped with razor-sharp talons. Fire no longer covered him, but he was no less glorious. His reddish wings shone like a flame in the brilliant sun.
He reached out one wing and stroked the very tip over her face. It was so soft and gentle. When she stared up into the bird’s eyes she could see her Phoenix in the green depths.
“That’s pretty impressive.”
He tilted his head back and preened at her praise. His reaction made her smile.
“Yeah. Yeah. You’re handsome and you know it.”
He flapped one giant wing again and playfully nudged her to one side. She grinned and righted herself. “I wish you could fly.” She could only imagine how spectacular it would be to watch the giant flaming bird soar across the blue skies. Or, even better, a night sky.
She sensed his sadness and patted his chest in reassurance. “As soon as this is over you can go to one of those empty spaces you talked about and fly as long as you want.”
His form began to shimmer. She sensed he was shifting back to his human form when he suddenly stopped. He shrieked. The sound was so loud it hurt. Tilly slapped her hands over her ears, stunned by the sudden change in his demeanor.
She saw it then, the swirling circling dark mass off to the left. She’d seen a portal once before and nothing good had come out of it. And the only person she knew who could create one was Hades.
Hades settled into his favorite chair with a drink in his hand and stared into his special mirror, the one that gave him a view into other worlds. He disliked the fact that it was good only for one hour per day, but beggars couldn’t be choosers. And right now, it was his only doorway to the earthly realm.
He’d changed from his leather pants and was once again impeccably dressed in one of his custom three-piece suits with a hand-stitched linen shirt and Italian leather shoes. He was once again in control of his life and his kingdom. His demons trembled in fear whenever he was about, which was quite lovely and as it should be. All manner of succubi and other female demons were ready and eager to fulfill any sexual whim he might have. Too bad he didn’t want any of them.
The soft scent of wildflowers still teased his nostrils and he cursed Persephone. She’d make him weak if he allowed it. He tapped his fingers on the arm of the thick wooden chair. It was time for his revenge.
As he watched, the portal grew larger. It infuriated him that such a simple think took so much effort. He couldn’t hold the gateway between here and Earth open for long. But long enough to send through a handful of his demons—enough to distract Phoenix while one of them disposed of Tilly Ledet. It wasn’t quite as delicious as his plans for Jessica and Mordecai had been, but it was better than nothing.
He brought the crystal glass to his lips and sipped the finest whiskey available in the world. It went down smooth and warmed his belly.
He had everything he wanted. Well, almost everything. Revenge was foremost on his agenda. Once that was done, he’d go about the business of regaining his power and running his empire. If Zeus and the others thought they could hold him back, they were sorely mistaken.
The sweet scent of wildflowers teased his nostrils again and he inhaled deeply. When he realized what he was doing, he swore and waved his hand in the air, replacing the lingering scent of perfume with the smell of sulfur. He didn’t miss his ex-wife. Not at all. Revenge was everything he needed.
He peered back into the mirror, relaxed and prepared to enjoy the show.
Phoenix had been enjoying Tilly’s reaction to his animal form. In the past, most people had been afraid of him. But not Tilly. If anything, she seemed enthralled. He freely admitted it made him feel good, and he found himself wanting to show off for her. He wished he could take to the skies and show her just how powerful he was. On the ground, he was a good fighter. In the air, he was unbeatable.
He missed flying, racing with the wind, losing himself in the silence of the sky. But being with Tilly was just as exhilarating. The way her eyes darkened and her scent changed when she looked at him made his cock swell. His keen eyesight noted the way her nipples pebbled against her top and how she unconsciously leaned toward him.
He wanted her again.
He’d just started to shift back to his human form when he felt a disturbance in the energy field around him. He cried his displeasure, whirled around to face the threat and came face-to-face with a portal. The black hole swirled, getting larger with each rotation.
Hades. Phoenix had seen this particular kind of portal many times in the past and it never boded well. He stepped in front of Tilly to protect her.
“Run!” His voice was more animal than man, but he managed to communicate the warning. He would protect Tilly. Keep her safe.
He whipped his wings high into the air and they ignited, burning hot and bright. If they thought to take Tilly from him, they were in for a surprise. Hell might be hot, but it was nothing compared to the flames of the phoenix.
The first demon stepped out and Phoenix slammed his wings together in front of him. He redirected his power, shooting fire straight at the opening of the portal. The demon caught fire and began to scream. Phoenix smiled and fried the next demon behind the unfortunate creature.
The remaining demons rushed out in a flurry, some going low and others jumping high. So many demons at once, it was impossible for him to get all of them. But that didn’t stop him from trying. He whipped his wings wide and sent his deadly flames into the heart of the portal, burning it from the inside out. Hades’ fires were dark while the phoenix’s burned brighter than the sun. He was at full power while the god wasn’t.
The two opposing forces slammed together, louder than a clap of thunder. The dark struggled, but the light overtook it and the portal winked out of existence. Now all Phoenix had to do was kill the remaining demons. Hades wasn’t here himself. Phoenix was hopeful that meant the god wasn’t powerful enough to enter this realm.
“You can’t escape me.” His voice was low and guttural. Angry. The demons couldn’t attack him because the warriors had broken the original curse. Phoenix was safe from Hades and all his minions. But the same couldn’t be said for them. Phoenix was under no restrictions.
Relishing the coming fight, he smiled. He’d send all Hades’ demons back to Hell.
Then he heard Tilly scream.
He whirled around and gave a raucous cry of pain. Another portal had opened behind him and a demon now held Tilly in its grasp. She was doing her best to fight it but was no match for the hulking creature. The demon stood almost as tall as Phoenix did in his bird form. The demon’s skin was leathery and two horns protruded from the sides of its head.
Phoenix immediately sent a bolt of his power into the heart of the portal, collapsing it.
The smell of death was behind him. Phoenix spun back to face the remaining demons. He’d almost forgotten them in his fear for Tilly. He shot fire at the remaining half-dozen demons and set them all aflame. They burned brightly and were quickly consumed. Their screams of agony filled the clearing. The smell of charred flesh stung his nostrils.
Satisfied they were no longer a threat, Phoenix shifted back to his human form and turned to face Tilly and her captor. “Release her,” he demanded.